A New Start For Jen (Private for me and JenAndTonic)

[JenAndTonic]

Jenny wasn't sure about that last part. I mean, maybe there were some boys and girls out there who wanted to be kids again, but Jenny had to be at an extreme end of the spectrum. Still, Katie had helped Jenny achieve some clarity. Did she want to be Jenny right now and get all the love and cuddles and support she could from Katie? Or did she want to go back to trying to be Jen. Maybe she did need more time. Katie would know. Jenny thought maybe she knew now too.

[cute baby katie]

Katie smiles at the question thinking about it she nods "Yes I think so sweetie you can do and as much as you need too but there has to be times like at university in your classes where you will need to be big girl Jen, and maybe sometimes when we are out and about too as long as you can manage that for me then the rest of the time you can be my special little princess okay sweetie?" She answers hoping that Jenny and Jen can understand there will be times when she will have to at least put on a appearance of being a grown up.

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"Thank you Katie. I don't know if I want to be little all the time though, just sometimes, so that will be OK."

[cute baby katie]

"Your welcome sweetie and that is okay I have got to look out for you" Katie replies to let her know that is what she was kind of expecting.

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"Please! I don't want to go in like this, please let me stay out here!" Jenny whined. Undaunted, Katie unbuckled her small friend and led her into the store. It would be obvious to anyone what had happened. The seat of Jenny's pants was dark and dripped and streaks ran down her legs, into her socks and sneakers. The way Katie hefted her up onto her hip caused Jenny's shirt to ride up, the waist band of her pull-up on plain view. Jenny had always been told she looked young, she just hoped with her natural looks, complete with blushing cheeks and puffy eyes, combined with the state of her pants and Katie's doting treatment caused people to imagine she was indeed much younger than she was.

[cute baby katie]

Katie knew she could not afford to listen to Jenny's protests she had to get this shopping done for the good of Jenny she just hope Jenny will understand and forgive her. They go around the supermarket she adds little girls outfits and long dresses, they head to the toys section she adds some soft cuddly toys, dolls, Lego sets and some colouring books with pencil crayons too. After they had paid for the items she gets Jenny dressed in a long pink sun dress and a pair of white leggings and for shoes black Mary Jane's in private before carrying her back to the car, she comforts the little girl all though the events in the supermarket and back to the car she places Jenny in a booster seat in the front seat with her bunny and soother and buckles her in with a kiss on her forehead. Katie gets in the car and then drives them the short way home.

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Jenny was again at a crossroads. She wanted to feel betrayed, condescended too and insulted that while she cried about being carted around in the baby seat in just a pull-up, Katie kept on shopping. But, more importantly, she didn't want to feel these things about Katie. How could she? Katie had been so kind to her. She not only enkindled the desire her feelings about being small, but nurtured them and allow Jenny to be a little girl. As embarassing as it was, Katie deserved the benefit of the doubt. Of course she didn't mean to humiliate Jenny so.

[cute baby katie]

Katie tries to comfort Jenny in the car she gets out the car once they are home and alone, she helps her little girl Jenny get into the house sitting her on the sofa "Sweetie auntie is sorry for the way she handled the situation maybe I could of been better I promise to handle things a bit better in future". Katie quickly brings in the things she brought Jenny once inside she sits next to Jenny lifting her into her lap and snuggles her "Jenny sweetie are you hungry and what do you want to play with?".

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"Not hungry" Jenny fussed. She was at an impasse over the second part of Katie's offer though.

[cute baby katie]

"Okay let auntie Katie know when you are sweetie" Katie kisses Jenny happy to her little self really shining through.

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After the day they had, only one choice seemed fitting.

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Katie smiles as Jenny chooses the Castle set.

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Jenny was a bit upset at herself for forgetting to wipe up, but she had just been so excited. Katie helped her finish up and pulled the training pant back up Jenny's legs. It had only a faint dampness in it and soon even that was whisked away.

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One the Castle was build Katie told Jenny to play with the Castle and she would make them dinner and that Jenny was not allowed in the kitchen while she was in toddler mode. Katie goes to the kitchen and gets out a 3 cheeses pizza guessing she was not allowed it back home so thought it might be a very nice treat for her.

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Jenny continued to play, but she lost her little girl momentum slowly. Without Katie there to encourage her and keep her in little mode, it was hard to keep out of her mind that she was a 16 year old wearing a diaper and children's clothes while playing legos on the floor. Jenny tried her best to hold on. Being little was so simple and fun, she had to hang on. She found two of the minifigs that came with the set. Most were regular sized, but it caught her eye and a few were half the height of the regular figures. Jen took one of the small ones, it was a little lego princess. Jenny swapped her blonde hair out for brown and took another figure. Jen's guess was this taller one was supposed to be the queen. She already had brown hair. Jen named her figures Princess Jennifer and Queen Katherine and forced herself to start playing with them. At first it was awkward and Jenifer's and Katherine's dialogue was a bit stunted and simple. Princess Jennifer wanted to be Queen so badly, and wanted to be the best Queen their land had even seen. But Queen Katherine was still in charge, and she knew that Jennifer wasn't ready to be a Queen yet at all. Jennifer was just a little princess who needed help and love from the queen. One Jennifer would be queen and she'd be a great one, 'Katherine' told Princess Jennifer, but for now you're my little princess. Steadily, and by the time that the oven beeped to signal the pizza being finished, Jen had left again and Jenny was back.

[cute baby katie]

Katie kept popping her head head in as she was waiting for the food to cook watching Jenny play it warmed Katie's heart, it was a sign Katie was able to start healing all the damage her parents had caused her and the little girl was shining though. After awhile of watching Jenny play with the Castle Katie placed the drinks on the table hoping Jenny would not question the fact that hers was in one of her baby bottles, after all this new side well old side of her that had never played or had fun in a very long time was starting to shine though in a very cute way. Katie hears the alarm on the cooker telling her the food is ready so turns off the oven and opens the door before grabbing her oven mitts, once she had them on Katie grabbed the pizza tray and put it in the side too cool a little before she takes off the oven mitts and cuts the pizza up. Katie thought as Jenny was being little that she should cut her pizza into bite size pieces for her so she does before plating there pizzas up and placing them on the dining room table, she goes to Jenny "Hello sweetie dinner is ready now shall we go eat?" she asks before helping Jenny to her feet and guiding her into her chair so they could eat. "Jenny eat up your food like a good little girl for me please" She says sitting down to eat and drinks her drink in little sips between bites of her pizza watching and smiling as Jenny does as she is told and eats her dinner.

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Jenny gave a quizzical look at the cut up bits of pizza in front of her. The little squares were not exactly what she had in mind. Still, she gave a shrug and dug in. It would probably have been better to get whole pieces though, as by the time she was done her fingers and hands were covered in oil and sauce.

[cute baby katie]

Katie sees Jenny's reaction to the cut up food and smiles as she eats up her food "After dinner lets watch a movie together sweetie?" She continues to eat. Jenny seams to be enjoying her food making a mess just like her niece Lucy does when she eats pizza too. Katie giggles at the little girls best efforts not to make a mess.

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"The sounds like fun, Auntie Katie." Jenny said. When they finished their meal, Katie sent Jenny off to wash her hands and try to use the potty again while Katie cleaned up so they could start the movie.

[cute baby katie]

"Any luck this time sweetie?" Katie asked kind of knowing that the answer would be no she helps Jenny up of the toilet and wash her hands before carry snuggling her upstairs to her bedroom. "Lets get my little princess undressed into her Jammies shall we?" Katie helps to undress Jenny taking care as she removes her clothing seeing that the pull-ups was still dry she dresses Jenny in a pink and purple onesie with a bunny print on it, she takes Jenny over to the big mirror and lets her see herself smiling at the reaction of the little girl.

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For just a second, Jen was back.

[cute baby katie]

Katie was taken back by just how cute the little girl Jenny was that was standing before her, she was there in the onesie and pigtails one more with her soother in her mouth she really did look no more than 2 or 3 at very most. Katie was not quite ready for her little girls super cuddle let alone the strength of her grip when Jenny had loosened her grip on Katie she lifted her into her arms snuggling her closely. "I bet it is sweetie it suits you and is very cute indeed" she pauses to kiss Jenny on her cheeks before continuing "I love you too sweetie very much indeed, your very welcome sweetie and its aunties job to be super nicey".

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Jenny was excited for an old favorite and lost herself in the movie. It was getting late though, and soon Jenny was getting sleepy. Jenny noticed a need to pee. But she was so tired, and the movie was so nice, as were the cuddles that Katie gave her. She thought back to earlier.

[cute baby katie]

Katie smiles keeping an eye on Jenny and the other on the movie. Jenny had the most of Katie's attention and concentration this was due to the movie being one she had seen hundreds of times before, and the fact than Jenny was her main concern she was happy to see the little girl lost in her own little world while enjoying the movie.

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It was still early when Jen woke up and light was just barely coming in through the window in Katie's guest room. A soother was off to her side, having rolled off the pillow and down onto the crinkly bed. Her bunny was propped up on her armpit. Every move in her comfy jammies brought forth a new round of crinkles from the bed itself. It surprised her that she didn't feel any moisture in her pull-up, but she did feel an ache in her tummy. Jen rolled out of bed and went to the bathroom. She removed her one piece pajama and sat down on the potty. As she did her morning 1 and 2, she noticed the inside of the pull-up was still white. She was dry? But she had wet the night before on Katie's lap. Katie must have changed Jenny's pull-up before she tucked her into bed.