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Chapter 1: I listened to Candy Says...a Velvet Underground song. The lyrics spilling past, clean, and through my mind... ”I’ve come to hate my body”. I stared at myself in the mirror. Naked after a shower. Water dripping. My hair a mess. Tangled past my shoulders. My phone had a message from my ‘Daddy’...I sometimes wondered if I thought of my girlfriend like that, because dad fucked off so many years ago. is my good girl feeling better? I didn’t know what to say. Is “HELL NO” too rude? Probably, be safe. I’m fine, just sad. It was the truth. A reply. shit...want me to come over??? Yeah. i’m on my way It had been a shit week. Got bullied by my boss, so I worked five unpaid hours this week. My mum isn’t talking to me...after I accidentally forgot her birthday. And my brother is off ‘discovering himself’ again, is another foreign country, doing his ‘gig economy freelance work’. He’s never going to grow up. And I’m me. I own a one bedroom apartment, that’s a ten minute train ride to the city. My name is Claire Doors, and I’ve been an out lesbian for two years. This is a journal of sorts, my sister, Jennifer, thinks I should keep one. She’s also another story. I have a collection of vinyl records, a draw of video games, a small kitchen and a bathroom that doubles as a laundry. Currently I’ve been playing a lot of old 70s music. Also, Helter Skelter is a great song. My Daddy thinks so too. She thinks we both like it because we’re damaged. She thinks way too much about these things. I think it’s just a song. I look for some clothes, I like to look decent for her. Some jeans and an old black shirt and I’m presentable. Within minutes my hair is brushed. I’m just above passable. I look in the fridge for leftovers. Some beef paddies and some bread. I’m going to make some nice burgers before she comes. I’m not much of a cook, but I’m a few levels above toast with cheese, so already I’m better than my girlfriend. By the time I hear a knock on the door, the sink has been filled with a pan, and the table in front on the TV has been set. I get the door. She’s there, in a beautiful dress. Her makeup always looks neat and perfect. She’s gorgeous, if you didn’t know. And I think I’ve just worked out why it is that I love her. “That smells great.” I hold out my arms, and we hug. “Anything for you.” “Don’t you meany anything for your Dad?” I roll my eyes. “Shut it.” She smirks, and I just feel oddly small all of a sudden, shrugging, I pull away. She can close the door if she’s going to act like a big dick. She takes my hand, and I lead her to the TV. I’ve got that same song playing. The looks in her eyes tell me everything. “No wonder you’re depressed. I’d be too, listening to that song.” I resisted the urge to shrug again. “Whatever, you hungry?” ”Yeah.” I looked at the clock, it was nine at night, I felt so tired already. She turned on the TV, and we watched a bad movie. Repo Man. I’d seen it before. She cleaned up afterwards, and we made out a little. Before we went to bed, I was too tired for anything else. But as we slept, I couldn’t help bringing her finger to my mouth, so I could suck on her knuckle. I know it’s weird, but she lets me. I’m not a kinky person, but I sleep better that way. I know she slips her finger away after a few minutes, but that’s enough for me to get drowsy. So I can pass out. I can’t wait until tomorrow; because it’ll be Saturday. All hail the weekend!

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She cried, but it wasn't the first time. It was the fourth time in the same week that she had to bend over their bed, and receive a spanking with her lesbian girlfriend's belt. These sessions last usually 20-30 minutes every time, but tonight was special. At least for her girlfriend. SMACK! She yelped out loud, "OW!", she paused, "Thank you Mary!" She couldn't help but smile knowing her butt would be red, purple and sore the next day. Mary through the belt onto the bed, and forced her girlfriend Maria over, lying her on her back. "Please, I can't take anymore spankings tonight! I'm really sore!" Maria sobbed, but her girlfriend simply smiled at her. "There's a reason you're being especially punished tonight!" Maria looked confused for a moment, but when Mary lifted up the pissy panties, her face became horrified. "I see that you peed your pants, AGAIN! What have I told you about peeing in your panties? Hmm?" Mary had a scornful look on her face as she looked at her girlfriend Maria. The young hispanic girl looked up at Mary, butt-naked after being spanked with a belt for almost half an hour, and realized what the next phase of her punishment would be. Mary walked over to a large brown paper bag. "You should have listened to me, and now you're going to pay the price!" She scolded her girlfriend, and what Maria saw next made her completely mortified. It was a pack of Molicare Super Briefs, adult diapers, and she knew exactly what that meant. Pleading with her blonde-haired lover, Maria begged her not to be put back into diapers. "Please, I promise not to mess my panties again! I'll do extra chores, I'll even take extra spankings, just please NOT THE DIAPERS!" She clasped her hands hoping and praying that her lesbian lover would not go through with it. "You knew this was coming, and to make it even more humiliating, we're going to make sure you USE your diapers. And yes I said YOUR DIAPERS!" Mary set a diaper beside her lover, "Lift up your butt, or we can do another 30-40 minute session with a belt AND a paddle!", Mary calmly instructed Maria. Maria did as she was told, and lifted up her legs and butt, and felt the diaper being slid underneath her. As she did this, Maria felt something strange. It was a pill being shoved into her butthole. "What are you doing?" Maria asked, "This is a time activated suppository that will make you mess yourself in approximately 3-4 hours. I'm also gonna give you a mild sedative that makes your bladder a little on the weak side. Not that that's been a problem before, but let's just say your bladder will have even less control than it does now." With that explanation, Mary carefully pulled Maria's legs back down, and carefully put the tapes around Maria's waist with a snug pull and secure fastening of the tapes to the diaper itself. "As a token of my love to you, I'll let you do the same to me!" Mary kissed Maria passionately as a way of telling her it's okay. Maria smiled, kissed Mary again, and then proceeded to put a suppository in her ass, gave her a quick swat on the butt cheeks, then as her girlfriend did to her, Mary was laid down on the bed, and put into diapers. They gave each other a small injection of a sedative that takes about 20 minutes to take effect. It didn't take long for them to make use of that 20 minutes to drink lots of water, eat foods they knew would make them have a mess, and then quickly put each other into their pajama suits. Maria got into her Hello Kitty suit that had the zipper on the back, and Mary wore her favorite Disney Princesses suit. After getting into their large "crib" together, they both passionately kissed as the sedative took effect and off they went to dreamland. For Maria, the dream took her to getting spanked with her diapers still on, soggy as ever, while her girlfriend Mary was forced to watch from a distance also being spanked and fucked hard with a strapon dildo. As the dream continued, several women took turns spanking Maria, fucking Mary up and down her ass and pussy, and when both were done getting gangfucked and gang-spanked, Maria was left masturbating with her fingers on her clit, but the orgasm just wouldn't climax. Maria became frustrated, but not before she awoke next to her Mary, and noticed she had indeed a very messy and wet diaper that needed to be changed. Mary's dream was very different. She dreamed that she took Maria to a far off island that wasn't on any map. On this island, Maria was taken to a cave, stripped of all her clothing where she was bare naked, and tied to a couple of posts. Mary grabbed her favorite bullwhip, and gave Maria 15 lashes across her back. With each lash, Maria yelped, then sighed as though she wanted more. After the 15 lashes, Mary couldn't bring herself to give her more. Instead, Mary gave Maria a harsh paddling. Each time she got smacked, Maria yelled both in pain and pleasure. After what seemed like a few dozen smacks, Mary put on her strapon dildo and fucked Maria until she passed out from the pleasurable pain. When Maria came to, Mary planted a passionate kiss on her lover's lips while fingering her pussy, hoping to make her climax hard. Like Maria's dream, it just didn't want to happen, and that's when she awoke from her wet dream. It turned out it really was a wet dream as she realized Maria was already awake, and they both knew from the smell that they both messed their diapers. "So, how was your dreams?" Mary asked. "I feel like I've been fucked so hard, I might not be able to sit for a while!", Maria giggled. "I think I might need to go again.", she smiled. Mary's only response to that was a deep tongue kiss to her lover, "Same here.", Mary smiled at her diapered lesbian lover. After getting out of their stinky diapers, taking a shower together, and getting diapered again (this time with no suppository-induced pooping), they put their clothes on carefully over their diapers. Mary put on her favorite black short skirt with a small black/pink top sleeveless shirt. The skirt was just short enough to let her diaper peek out, but not too short where she could cover her diaper if she felt embarassed enough. Since she was wearing her Molicare diaper, panties weren't necessary to wear. Maria liked wearing her jeans shorts. The kind that were not exactly short, but not exactly long. She liked the idea that her diaper might show out the back near her lower back where it just might slide down to show the rest of her butt. She wore a belt that she knew Mary might use on her later. Maria knew it might hurt, but she enjoyed her spankings with Mary, and even planned on being a little naughty later to earn her a spanking with that belt. Both wore their matching set of slippers, pink with a blue ribbon. "So... where do you want to go today?" Maria smiled, having a slight idea where Mary's mind was at. "I'm thinking .... the park!" Maria nearly peed herself at the mention of going to the park, but it was exhilerating to think about. "YES!" Maria enthusiastically hugged Mary. Mary gave Maria a quick squeeze on her diapered butt. Before making the trip to the park, both Maria and Mary ate a little snack consisting of foods and drinks that they both knew would give them a reason to use their diapers. Coffee is a beverage they both knew would go right through them, and a couple of pieces of toast made the morning perfect. "We'll walk to the park. I want to give the food and drink some time to work through our bodies. I want to have to use my diaper while we're at the park." Mary kissed Maria on the cheek, "Whenever you're ready, darling!" Maria had one other thing to grab. Running to their bedroom where their stinky diaper trash bin was still there, she grabbed the one item she almost forgot. Every girl has one in their purse, and Maria was no exception. She grabbed her favorite hairbrush. An old-school design where the back was flat enough to give a smackin' across bottoms of girls everywhere. Mary loved getting hairbrush spankings, and if Maria didn't give her one at least once, she felt disappointed she wasn't bad enough. "I'm ready!" Maria shouted as she met Mary at the front door. After locking up, the both held hands while walking casually to their favorite park just up the street from their house. It didn't take them long, only about 10 minutes. They noticed the park was unusually empty, but that was good for them. Then they realized it was a school day for most kids, and their neighbors who had children were on extended vacations, so the park was literally empty. It was perfect for them. For what seemed like over an hour, they both played like little girls. Swinging on the swings letting their diapers show off, swinging around on the Merry- Go-Round, taking turns going on the slide, and doing their monkeybar handle bars. Eventually, Mary came up with a daring experiment. "Maria, I want to give you a spanking. Right here, out in the open!", Mary said with a sort of excitement. Maria looked around, not sure about the request, but as far as she could tell, there was no one around for miles. "Alright, let's do it!" Though she knew she probably wouldn't have as much a painful spanking as she got last night due to the diaper she was wearing, she welcomed the thrill. Placing Maria over her knee carefully, Mary started to smack her lover's bottom over and over. This went on for about 5 minutes before she stopped. "I don't want to chance giving you more and getting into trouble, but I think just peed my diaper just now while spanking you!", Mary gave off a giggle. "I don't know, I think we have an admirer!", Maria nodded her head in the direction of the south end of the park where another woman stood there watching them. They both hadn't noticed her until just then. She walked up closer to them, and for the first time in a long time, both Maria and Mary felt a bit of fear as though they'd be in big trouble. What was she going to do? Call the police, call the news and claim that two adult women were being sexually active in a public park? Maria was fighting not to pee herself, but the tension was building for sure. "I know what you two have been doing!" the unknown woman said ominously. "And I think I should join in and keep you two in line!", she said as she grabbed both Maria's and Mary's ears. "My name is Kim! Normally I babysit babies and small children under 12, but you two I think I could make an exception for!" She marched them over in the direction of her place, which happened to be across the street from Maria and Mary's place. To be continued.... (Comments and constructive feedback is welcome @ diaperedndenver@gmail.com) The girlfriends and the nosey neighbor.txt The girlfriends and the nosey neighbor.txt

Ok so heres the story. I've been dating my current girlfriend (who is 21, I am 20) for 2 years and about 3 months now. Last night we were just relaxing on the couch when she told me about a fantasy that she wants me to and her to do. I couldn't believe it cause she has never told me about this before haha. Anyways we go into talking and sharing some of the "fantasy" things when all of a sudden I could bring up diapers and see where it goes. I have never told anyone about my diaper loving ever so I didn't outright just blab out and tell her. I made up a story which was part true part false. Basically I said that I got hurt in one of my hockey games when I was in high school and it affected my bladder so I sometimes had to wear diapers. But that's all I said and she seemed to be very accepting about it and thought it was cute. She really is a very accepting girlfriend in case you wanted to know. She will support me no matter what. But now here comes my hardship. What do I do now? What should I tell her? How can I get her to either diaper me or put her in a diaper and we can enjoy it together. Like a fun "fantasy" thing. Which ironically is a fantasy of mine. So please people I need some advice! Thanks.

Ok so heres the story. I've been dating my current girlfriend (who is 21, I am 20) for 2 years and about 3 months now. Last night we were just relaxing on the couch when she told me about a fantasy that she wants me to and her to do. I couldn't believe it cause she has never told me about this before haha. Anyways we go into talking and sharing some of the "fantasy" things when all of a sudden I could bring up diapers and see where it goes. I have never told anyone about my diaper loving ever so I didn't outright just blab out and tell her. I made up a story which was part true part false. Basically I said that I got hurt in one of my hockey games when I was in high school and it affected my bladder so I sometimes had to wear diapers. But that's all I said and she seemed to be very accepting about it and thought it was cute. She really is a very accepting girlfriend in case you wanted to know. She will support me no matter what. But now here comes my hardship. What do I do now? What should I tell her? How can I get her to either diaper me or put her in a diaper and we can enjoy it together. Like a fun "fantasy" thing. Which ironically is a fantasy of mine. So please people I need some advice! Thanks.