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I wrote this ages ago, posted it on reddit awhile back and figured I would start my sharing of stories here with this one, enjoy! If you have any requests/ideas for a story, DM me and I'll take a look! I love hearing what people want, it helps inspire me a lot. I'm not working at the moment so I have a lot of time to write fun stuff Chapter 1: An Unexpected Discovery Jake stretched lazily in bed, his muscular arm draping over the warm body next to him. He smiled, inhaling the sweet scent of his girlfriend's shampoo. It had been six months since he and Lily started dating, and he couldn't remember ever being happier. She was everything he'd ever wanted in a partner - smart, funny, drop-dead gorgeous, and adventurous in all the right ways. As he nuzzled closer, his hand brushed against something crinkly beneath the sheets. Frowning, Jake's eyes fluttered open. "Lil?" he murmured, voice still thick with sleep. "What's that noise?" Lily stirred, rolling over to face him with a impish grin. "Morning, handsome," she purred, pressing a soft kiss to his lips. "Sleep well?" Jake nodded, momentarily distracted by her full lips and the way her silky nightgown clung to her curves. But as he shifted, he heard that telltale crinkle again. "Seriously, what is that?" he asked, lifting the sheets. His jaw dropped as he took in the sight before him. Lily was wearing what appeared to be... a diaper? But not just any diaper - this was a thick, puffy, pastel pink monstrosity adorned with cartoon unicorns and rainbows. It peeked out from beneath her nightgown, impossible to miss. "Lily, what the hell?" Jake sputtered, sitting up abruptly. "Are you wearing a... a..." "A diaper?" Lily finished for him, her grin widening. "Why yes, I am. And let me tell you, it feels absolutely divine." She stretched languidly, causing the diaper to crinkle loudly. Jake's mind reeled. This had to be some kind of joke, right? "But... why? Are you sick or something?" Lily laughed, a musical sound that usually sent shivers down Jake's spine. Now, it just made him more confused. "Oh, my sweet, innocent boy," she cooed, reaching out to stroke his cheek. "I'm not sick. This is just something I enjoy. Haven't you ever heard of ABDL?" Jake's blank expression answered that question for her. Lily sat up, crossing her legs and causing another symphony of crinkles. "ABDL stands for Adult Baby/Diaper Lover," she explained patiently. "It's a kink, darling. Some people find comfort, excitement, or both in wearing and using diapers, acting childish, or being taken care of like a baby." Jake's mouth opened and closed several times, no sound coming out. He felt like he'd stepped into some bizarre alternate reality. "But... you're an adult," he finally managed to say. "Why would you want to pretend to be a baby?" Lily's expression softened. "Oh, sweetie, it's not about actually being a baby. It's about the feeling of safety, the freedom from responsibility, the pure joy of letting go and being cared for. Plus," she added with a wink, "they feel pretty darn good between your legs." Jake's face flushed crimson at her words. He couldn't deny the stirring of arousal he felt, even as his mind struggled to process this new information. "How long have you been into this?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper. "Years," Lily admitted. "I've been waiting for the right time to tell you. I hope you're not too freaked out." Jake ran a hand through his hair, his mind racing. "I... I don't know what to think," he confessed. "This is all so new to me. I mean, I love you, Lily, but this is... a lot to take in." Lily nodded, her expression understanding. "I know, baby. And I love you too. That's why I wanted to share this part of myself with you. But don't worry, I'm not expecting you to jump right in or anything. We can take it slow, explore at your pace." Jake's eyebrows shot up. "My pace? You mean... you want me to try this too?" Lily's eyes sparkled with mischief. "Well, I certainly wouldn't mind seeing you in a cute little diaper, all padded and helpless. But like I said, no pressure. For now, how about you just help your baby girl to the bathroom? I've got a full diaper that needs changing." Before Jake could respond, Lily was already climbing out of bed, her diaper sagging noticeably. She turned to him, batting her eyelashes. "Unless you'd rather change me right here, Daddy?" Jake's brain short-circuited at the word 'Daddy'. He watched, dumbfounded, as Lily sashayed to the bathroom, her diapered bottom swaying enticingly with each step. As the door closed behind her, he flopped back onto the bed, staring at the ceiling. What had he gotten himself into? Chapter 2: Baby Steps The next few days were a whirlwind for Jake. He couldn't stop thinking about Lily's revelation, his mind constantly drifting to images of her in that ridiculous, adorable diaper. He found himself noticing things he'd never paid attention to before - the baby supplies aisle at the grocery store, the soft rustle of a woman's dress that could be hiding a secret underneath, the innocent babble of actual infants that now carried a whole new context. Lily, for her part, seemed content to let Jake process things at his own pace. She didn't bring up ABDL again, but Jake caught her giving him knowing smiles when he lingered a little too long in front of the diaper display at the store, or when his eyes followed the wobbling walk of a toddler at the park. It was on the fourth night after her confession that Jake finally worked up the courage to broach the subject again. They were cuddled on the couch, watching a movie, when he cleared his throat nervously. "So, um, about the other day..." he began, feeling his face heat up. Lily turned to him, her eyes sparkling with interest. "Yes, sweetie?" Jake swallowed hard. "I've been thinking about... you know. The diaper thing." "ABDL," Lily supplied helpfully, a smile playing at the corners of her mouth. "Right, that," Jake nodded. "And I was wondering... could you maybe tell me more about it? Like, what exactly do you do when you're... um..." "When I'm in little space?" Lily finished for him. At Jake's confused look, she explained, "That's what we call it when we're in our baby mindset. And to answer your question, it can involve all sorts of things. Wearing and using diapers, of course, but also playing with toys, watching cartoons, coloring, drinking from bottles or sippy cups, using pacifiers... basically anything that makes you feel small and cared for." Jake's mind reeled at the possibilities. "And you do all that? By yourself?" Lily shook her head. "Sometimes, yes. But it's much more fun with a caregiver - someone to look after you, change your diapers, feed you, play with you. That's where the 'Daddy' thing comes in," she added with a wink. Jake felt a strange flutter in his stomach at the word 'Daddy'. "And that's... that's what you want me to be?" he asked hesitantly. Lily's expression softened. "Only if you want to, baby. Like I said, there's no pressure. But I think you'd make an amazing Daddy." Jake's heart raced at the thought. Part of him was still weirded out by the whole concept, but another part - a part that was growing louder by the minute - was intrigued. Excited, even. "Could I... maybe see you in a diaper again?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper. Lily's face lit up like a Christmas tree. "Of course, sweetie! I thought you'd never ask." She bounced up from the couch, practically skipping to the bedroom. "Wait right there, Daddy. Your baby girl will be right back!" Jake's breath caught in his throat. There was that word again - Daddy. He was surprised to find that he didn't hate it. In fact, it sent a thrill of excitement through him. A few minutes later, Lily re-emerged from the bedroom, and Jake's jaw dropped. She was wearing a frilly pink dress that barely reached mid-thigh, white ankle socks with lace trim, and patent leather Mary Jane shoes. But what really caught his attention was the obvious bulge beneath her dress, the telltale crinkle as she walked. "Do you like it, Daddy?" Lily asked, her voice higher and more childish than usual. She did a little twirl, causing her dress to flare out and reveal the thick, pastel-colored diaper underneath. Jake couldn't tear his eyes away. The contrast between Lily's womanly curves and the childish outfit was oddly arousing. And that diaper... it looked so soft, so inviting. "You look... amazing," he managed to say, his voice husky. Lily giggled, skipping over to him and plopping herself in his lap. The diaper crinkled loudly, and Jake could feel its soft bulk pressing against him. "Daddy silly," she lisped, booping his nose with her finger. "You're s'posed to say I look cute and adorable!" Jake found himself smiling despite his nervousness. "You're right, baby girl. You look absolutely adorable." Lily beamed at him, then snuggled close, resting her head on his shoulder. "Will Daddy play with me?" she asked, looking up at him with wide, innocent eyes. Jake's heart melted. How could he say no to that face? "Of course, princess. What would you like to play?" And just like that, Jake found himself drawn into Lily's world. They spent the evening coloring in a My Little Pony coloring book, building a fort out of couch cushions, and watching episodes of Paw Patrol. Jake was surprised to find himself enjoying it all, especially the way Lily's face lit up with childlike wonder at the simplest things. As the night wore on, Jake noticed Lily squirming more and more in her seat. Finally, during a commercial break, she looked up at him with a sheepish expression. "Daddy?" she said in a small voice. "I think... I think I need a change." Jake's eyes widened as the implication hit him. "You mean... you actually used the diaper?" Lily nodded, blushing. "That's kind of the point, silly. Diapers are meant to be used." Jake swallowed hard, his heart racing. This was it - the moment of truth. "Do you... do you want me to change you?" he asked, his voice trembling slightly. Lily's face lit up. "Would you, Daddy? Pretty please with sugar on top?" How could he refuse? Jake nodded, and Lily clapped her hands excitedly. She hopped up, grabbing his hand and leading him to the bedroom. "I've got all the supplies in here," she explained, dropping her 'little' voice for a moment. "I'll talk you through it, okay?" Jake nodded, feeling a mix of nervousness and excitement as Lily lay down on the bed, lifting her dress to reveal her soaked diaper. She talked him through the process - wiping her clean, applying powder, and fastening a fresh diaper snugly around her hips. As he taped up the last tab, Jake was surprised to find himself feeling... proud? Accomplished? It was a strange sensation, but not an unpleasant one. "Thank you, Daddy," Lily cooed, sitting up and wrapping her arms around his neck. "You did such a good job! Don't I look cute in my fresh diapee?" Jake had to admit, she did look adorable. The clean, white diaper puffed out comically beneath her dress, making her look even more childlike than before. "You look absolutely precious, baby girl," he said, surprised by the tenderness in his own voice. Lily beamed at him, then yawned widely. "Is it bedtime, Daddy?" she asked, rubbing her eyes. Jake glanced at the clock - it was getting late. "I think it is, princess. Let's get you tucked in." As he helped Lily into bed, making sure she had her favorite stuffed animal, Jake felt a warmth spreading through his chest. This was so far from anything he'd ever imagined doing, and yet... it felt right, somehow. "Daddy?" Lily's sleepy voice pulled him from his thoughts. "Will you... will you be my Daddy again tomorrow?" Jake smiled, leaning down to kiss her forehead. "Of course, baby girl. Daddy will be here whenever you need him." As he turned off the light and slipped into bed beside her, Jake realized with a start that he was actually looking forward to tomorrow. Who knew being a Daddy could be so rewarding? Chapter 3: Curiosity Killed the Cat (But Satisfaction Brought It Back) The next few weeks were a whirlwind of discovery for Jake. He found himself eagerly embracing his role as Lily's "Daddy", delighting in her childlike joy and the trust she placed in him. They established a routine - most weekdays were "big" days, where they went about their normal adult lives, but weekends were reserved for "little" time. Jake discovered he had a knack for creating elaborate bedtime stories, complete with different voices for each character. He became an expert at braiding Lily's hair into pigtails, and could change a diaper in record time. He even caught himself browsing online stores for cute onesies and pacifiers that he thought Lily might like. But as much as he was enjoying his role as caregiver, Jake couldn't shake a nagging curiosity. He found his eyes lingering on Lily's diapers, wondering what they felt like. The way she described them - soft, secure, comforting - made them sound almost... appealing. It was a lazy Sunday afternoon when Jake finally worked up the courage to voice his thoughts. Lily was sprawled on the living room floor, coloring intently in her Frozen coloring book, her diapered bottom sticking up in the air. "Hey, Lil?" Jake said, his voice hesitant. "Can I ask you something?" Lily looked up, her face lighting up at the sight of him. "Of course, Daddy! What is it?" Jake took a deep breath. "I was wondering... what does it feel like? Wearing a diaper, I mean." Lily's eyes widened with excitement. She sat up, her coloring forgotten. "Oh, Daddy, it's the best feeling ever! They're so soft and cushy, and they make you feel all safe and protected. And when they're wet, they get all warm and squishy, and it's like being wrapped in a big, cozy hug!" Jake felt his face heat up at her enthusiastic description. "And... and you really like using them? It doesn't feel... weird?" Lily shook her head emphatically. "Not at all! It's so freeing, Daddy. You don't have to worry about finding a bathroom or holding it in. You can just relax and let go whenever you need to. It's like... like being a real baby again, with no cares in the world." Jake nodded slowly, processing her words. "I see," he said softly. Lily cocked her head to the side, studying him intently. Then a mischievous grin spread across her face. "Daddy," she said in a sing-song voice, "do you want to try one on?" Jake's heart skipped a beat. "I... I don't know," he stammered. "Wouldn't that be weird?" Lily giggled, crawling over to him and climbing into his lap. "Silly Daddy," she cooed, booping his nose. "There's nothing weird about it! Lots of Daddies like to wear diapers too. It helps them understand their little ones better." Jake swallowed hard. He had to admit, the idea was tempting. "You... you really wouldn't mind?" he asked hesitantly. Lily's eyes lit up with excitement, a mischievous grin spreading across her face. "Mind? Daddy, I'd love it! Oh, please say you'll try one on. Pretty please with sprinkles and a cherry on top?" Jake felt his resolve crumbling under the weight of Lily's eager gaze. "Alright," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "I'll try it. But just this once, okay?" Lily squealed with delight, clapping her hands together. "Yay! Oh, Daddy, you're going to love it. I promise!" She scrambled off his lap, grabbing his hand and tugging him towards the bedroom. "Come on, let's get you all padded up!" Jake followed, his heart pounding in his chest. Was he really going to do this? As they entered the bedroom, Lily began rummaging through a drawer, pulling out supplies. "Okay, Daddy," she said, her voice taking on a more mature tone. "First things first, we need to get you out of those boring grown-up clothes. Strip down to your underwear, please." Jake hesitated for a moment, then began to undress. He felt oddly vulnerable standing there in just his boxers as Lily laid out a changing mat on the bed. "Alright, sweetie," Lily cooed, patting the mat. "Lie down for me." Jake obeyed, his face burning with embarrassment as he positioned himself on the mat. Lily smiled down at him, running a soothing hand through his hair. "Now, now, no need to be embarrassed," she said softly. "You're being such a brave boy for trying this. Mommy's very proud of you." Jake's eyes widened at the word 'Mommy'. "L-Lily?" he stammered. Lily winked at him. "Just trying it out," she said with a giggle. "Now, let's get this diaper on you, shall we?" With practiced ease, Lily slid Jake's boxers off and began the diapering process. Jake gasped as she applied a generous amount of baby powder, the sweet scent filling the air. "Cold!" he yelped as Lily spread diaper cream on him. Lily giggled. "Sorry, baby. It'll warm up soon. Now, lift those hips for me." Jake complied, and Lily slid a thick, crinkly diaper under him. She fastened it snugly around his waist, giving the front a pat when she was done. "There we go!" she said triumphantly. "All nice and padded. How does it feel, sweetie?" Jake lay there for a moment, taking stock of the new sensations. The diaper was softer than he'd expected, cradling him in a way that was oddly comforting. It was bulky between his legs, forcing them slightly apart, and he could hear it crinkling with every small movement. "It's... different," he said finally. "But not bad. Kind of... cozy?" Lily beamed at him. "See? I told you you'd like it! Now, let's get you dressed. I have just the thing..." Before Jake could protest, Lily was pulling a large t-shirt over his head. It was soft and oversized, hanging down to mid-thigh - just long enough to cover his diaper, but short enough that any movement would reveal it. "There," Lily said, stepping back to admire her handiwork. "You look absolutely adorable, baby boy." Jake stood up, acutely aware of the bulk between his legs and the loud crinkling that accompanied every movement. He waddled over to the full-length mirror, his eyes widening as he took in his reflection. The shirt did little to hide the obvious bulge of the diaper. He turned to the side, surprised by how much it stuck out. "Wow," he breathed. "It's so... big." Lily came up behind him, wrapping her arms around his waist. "Mhmm," she hummed appreciatively. "Nice and thick, just like a good diaper should be. You look so cute, sweetie. My little diapered boy." Jake felt his face heat up at her words, but he couldn't deny the little thrill that ran through him. There was something oddly freeing about standing there in just a diaper and oversized shirt, letting Lily coddle him. "Now," Lily said, taking his hand, "let's go finish that coloring, shall we? And maybe watch some cartoons after?" Jake nodded, following her back to the living room. He was hyper-aware of the diaper's presence with every step, the soft rustle and the way it made him waddle slightly. As they settled on the floor with the coloring books, Jake found himself relaxing into the role. He let out a contented sigh as he picked up a crayon, the thick padding cushioning him comfortably. "Comfy, baby?" Lily asked, a knowing smile on her face. Jake nodded, surprising himself with his honesty. "Yeah," he admitted. "It's... nice." Lily leaned over and kissed his cheek. "I'm glad, sweetie. Now, let's see if we can stay in the lines this time, okay?" As they colored together, giggling over silly jokes and debating which color looked best for Elsa's dress, Jake felt a warmth spreading through him. This was so far from anything he'd ever imagined doing, and yet... it felt right. Safe. Loved. It wasn't until much later, as they were cuddled on the couch watching Moana, that Jake realized he needed to use the bathroom. He shifted uncomfortably, the familiar pressure in his bladder growing stronger. "You okay, baby?" Lily asked, noticing his fidgeting. Jake blushed. "I, uh... I need to go to the bathroom," he admitted sheepishly. Lily raised an eyebrow. "And?" she prompted. Jake's eyes widened as he realized what she was implying. "Lily, I can't... I mean, I'm not going to actually use the diaper!" Lily stroked his hair soothingly. "Why not, sweetie? That's what it's there for. Don't you want to experience the full effect?" Jake bit his lip, conflicted. Part of him was horrified at the idea, but another part - a part that was growing louder by the minute - was curious. What would it feel like? "I... I don't know if I can," he said softly. Lily pulled him closer, her voice gentle. "It's okay, baby. Just relax. Let your body do what comes naturally. Mommy's right here with you." Jake closed his eyes, trying to relax. It felt strange, deliberately trying to wet himself after a lifetime of toilet training. But as he focused on the pressure in his bladder, on the soft, absorbent padding surrounding him, he felt his muscles begin to let go. The first trickle caught him by surprise. He gasped, his eyes flying open as he felt the warmth spreading through the diaper. Once it started, he found he couldn't stop. The stream grew stronger, and Jake watched in fascination as the front of his diaper swelled slightly, growing warm and heavy between his legs. "That's it, good boy," Lily murmured encouragingly. "Let it all out." Finally, the flow tapered off. Jake sat there, stunned by what he'd just done. The diaper felt different now - heavier, squishier, but still oddly comfortable. And the relief... he hadn't realized how good it would feel to just let go without having to get up or find a bathroom. "How was that, sweetie?" Lily asked, her eyes twinkling. Jake took a moment to gather his thoughts. "It was... weird," he admitted. "But kind of nice? I didn't expect it to feel so... freeing." Lily beamed at him. "See? I told you it was amazing. Now, does my little boy need a change, or does he want to stay in his wet diapee a little longer?" Jake blushed furiously at her words, but he couldn't deny the little thrill that ran through him. "Maybe... maybe a little longer?" he said hesitantly. Lily's smile widened. "Of course, baby. Whatever makes you comfortable. Now, shall we finish the movie?" As they settled back to watch, Jake found himself snuggling closer to Lily, enjoying the warm, squishy feeling of his wet diaper. He wasn't sure what this meant for him, for them, but right now, he didn't want to overthink it. For now, he was content to just be Lily's little boy, safe and loved and thoroughly diapered. Chapter 4: Deeper Down the Rabbit Hole The weeks that followed Jake's first diaper experience were a whirlwind of discovery and excitement. What had started as mere curiosity quickly blossomed into a full-fledged interest. Jake found himself looking forward to their "little" time more and more, eagerly anticipating the moment when Lily would diaper him and he could slip into his newfound role as her "baby boy". Lily, for her part, was thrilled with Jake's enthusiasm. She took to her "Mommy" role with gusto, showering Jake with affection and praise, and always finding new ways to make their play more immersive. It was on a lazy Saturday afternoon, about a month after Jake's first diapering, that Lily decided to take things up a notch. Jake was sprawled on the living room floor, contentedly coloring in a dinosaur coloring book, his diapered bottom sticking up in the air. He was wearing one of the cute onesies Lily had bought him - a pale blue number with little sailboats all over it. "Baby boy," Lily cooed, entering the room with something hidden behind her back. "Mommy has a surprise for you!" Jake looked up, his face lighting up at the sight of her. "A surprise? What is it, Mommy?" Lily grinned mischievously. "Close your eyes and open your mouth, sweetie." Jake obeyed, his heart racing with anticipation. He felt something soft and rubbery being pressed against his lips. His eyes flew open in surprise as he realized what it was - a pacifier. "There we go," Lily said softly, gently pushing the pacifier into his mouth. "Doesn't that feel nice, baby?" Jake's first instinct was to spit it out, but as the soft rubber nipple settled on his tongue, he found himself instinctively beginning to suck. The rhythmic motion was oddly soothing, and he felt himself relaxing almost immediately. "That's it, good boy," Lily praised, stroking his hair. "Mommy's little baby looks so cute with his paci." Jake blushed at her words, but he didn't stop sucking. There was something comforting about the pacifier, something that made him feel even smaller and more vulnerable than the diaper did. "Now," Lily said, sitting down beside him, "let's see how my little artist is doing with his coloring." As they sat together, Lily cooing over Jake's coloring and helping him choose colors, Jake found himself slipping deeper into his "little" headspace than ever before. The combination of the thick, cushy diaper, the soft onesie, and now the pacifier bobbing gently in his mouth made it easy to let go of his adult worries and just be Mommy's little boy. It wasn't until much later, as they were cuddled on the couch watching cartoons, that Jake realized he needed to use the bathroom. By now, using his diaper had become second nature during their play times, but something about the pacifier made him feel even more babyish than usual. He squirmed a little, drawing Lily's attention. "Does my baby boy need to go potty?" she asked softly. Jake nodded, blushing behind his pacifier. Lily smiled, pulling him closer. "It's okay, sweetie. Just let go. That's what your diapee is for, remember?" Jake closed his eyes, focusing on relaxing his muscles. The warmth spread through his diaper, and he let out a little whimper around his pacifier as he felt it growing heavy and swollen between his legs. "Good boy," Lily murmured, rubbing his tummy soothingly. "Such a good baby for Mommy, using your diapee like a big boy." Jake snuggled closer to her, feeling small and safe and loved. He didn't even protest when Lily checked his diaper, declaring it was time for a change. As she laid him down on the changing mat, Jake found himself reluctant to give up his pacifier. Lily noticed his hesitation and smiled. "It's okay, baby. You can keep your paci while Mommy changes you." The diaper change was quick and efficient, with Lily cooing praise and endearments the whole time. Once he was taped into a fresh diaper, Lily helped him sit up, smoothing down his onesie. "There we go, all clean and dry," she said cheerfully. "Now, does my little sailor want to help Mommy make dinner?" Jake nodded eagerly, following Lily to the kitchen with a distinct waddle in his step. As they cooked together - or rather, as Lily cooked and Jake "helped" by stirring things and adding pre-measured ingredients - Jake found himself marveling at how natural this all felt now. If someone had told him a few months ago that he'd be standing in his kitchen, wearing a diaper and onesie, sucking on a pacifier while his girlfriend called him her "baby boy", he would have thought they were crazy. But now? Now it felt like the most normal thing in the world. As they sat down to eat, Lily gently removed Jake's pacifier, replacing it with a sippy cup full of juice. "Drink up, sweetie," she encouraged. "Growing boys need their vitamins." Jake sipped obediently, enjoying the sweet taste of the juice and the childish feeling of drinking from a sippy cup. As they ate, Lily kept up a steady stream of baby talk, praising Jake for using his fork nicely and not making a mess. After dinner, as they were cleaning up, Lily turned to Jake with a serious expression. "Sweetie," she said, her voice losing its "Mommy" tone for a moment, "can we talk about something?" Jake nodded, feeling a flutter of nervousness in his stomach. Had he done something wrong? Was Lily getting tired of their play? Lily led him to the couch, sitting down and pulling him close. "I just wanted to check in with you," she said softly. "How are you feeling about all of this? Are you enjoying our little adventures?" Jake felt a wave of relief wash over him. "I love it," he said honestly. "I never thought I would, but... it feels so good to just let go and be small sometimes. And you're such an amazing Mommy." Lily beamed at him, pressing a kiss to his forehead. "I'm so glad to hear that, baby. Because I was thinking... maybe we could take things a step further?" Jake's eyes widened with curiosity. "What do you mean?" Lily bit her lip, looking almost shy for a moment. "Well, I was thinking... how would you feel about trying to be little for a whole weekend? From Friday night to Sunday evening, just you and me, with you in full baby mode the entire time?" Jake's heart raced at the idea. A whole weekend of being Lily's baby boy? No adult responsibilities, no decisions to make, just being cared for and loved? It sounded like heaven. "I'd love that," he said softly. "But... what about, you know, work and stuff? What if someone calls or comes over?" Lily smiled reassuringly. "We can put our phones on 'do not disturb' and tell everyone we're going away for the weekend. No one needs to know we're really having a special playtime at home." Jake nodded slowly, excitement building in his chest. "Okay," he said, a grin spreading across his face. "Let's do it." Lily squealed with delight, pulling him into a tight hug. "Oh, baby boy, we're going to have so much fun! Mommy has so many ideas for our special weekend." As they snuggled together on the couch, discussing plans for their upcoming adventure, Jake felt a warmth spreading through him that had nothing to do with his diaper. He was loved, he was safe, and he was about to embark on the most exciting journey of his life - all thanks to a simple diaper and a girlfriend who understood him better than he understood himself. Chapter 5: A Weekend in Babyland Friday evening couldn't come soon enough for Jake. He found himself distracted at work all week, his mind constantly wandering to thoughts of the weekend ahead. What did Lily have planned? How would it feel to be in "baby mode" for so long? Finally, Friday arrived. Jake rushed home from work, his heart pounding with excitement as he fumbled with his keys at the front door. As he stepped inside, he was greeted by the sight of Lily, dressed in a floral sundress that screamed "Mommy", her hair tied back in a neat ponytail. "Welcome home, baby boy," Lily cooed, enveloping Jake in a warm hug. "Are you ready for our special weekend?" Jake nodded eagerly, already feeling the stress of the workweek melting away. "Yes, Mommy," he replied, his voice soft and childlike. Lily beamed at him. "Good boy. Now, let's get you out of those silly grown-up clothes and into something more appropriate for my little prince." She led Jake to the bedroom, which had been transformed in his absence. A changing table stood in one corner, stocked with diapers, wipes, and powder. The bed was now adorned with cutesy, childish bedding featuring cartoon characters. A playpen took up one side of the room, filled with stuffed animals and colorful toys. "Wow," Jake breathed, taking it all in. "Do you like it, sweetie?" Lily asked, already working on unbuttoning Jake's shirt. "It's amazing, Mommy," Jake replied honestly, letting Lily undress him without protest. Once Jake was naked, Lily guided him to the changing table. "Up you go, baby boy," she said, patting the padded surface. Jake clambered up, feeling vulnerable and excited as Lily began the familiar process of diapering him. The scent of baby powder filled the air as she sprinkled it generously over his nether regions. "There we go," Lily said, taping up the final tab of the thick diaper. "All nice and padded. Now, let's get you dressed properly." She helped Jake into a baby blue onesie covered in little duckies, snapping it closed over his diaper. Soft socks with grips on the bottom and a pair of shortalls completed the ensemble. "Oh, don't you look precious," Lily cooed, leading Jake to the full-length mirror. "Mommy's little baby boy, all ready for our special weekend." Jake stared at his reflection, hardly recognizing himself. The childish outfit, combined with the obvious bulk of the diaper beneath, made him look and feel incredibly young and vulnerable. "Now," Lily said, clapping her hands together, "who wants num-nums?" Jake's tummy rumbled on cue, making Lily laugh. "Come on, sweetie. Mommy's got your dinner all ready." In the kitchen, Jake's eyes widened at the sight of a high chair - adult-sized, but unmistakably a high chair. "Up you go, baby," Lily said, helping him climb in and securing the tray in place. Jake squirmed a bit, the height of the chair and the restraint of the tray making him feel even more babyish. Lily tied a bib around his neck, then presented him with a plastic plate divided into sections, each filled with bite-sized pieces of chicken nuggets, mac and cheese, and steamed carrots. "Open wide for the airplane," Lily sang, spooning up some mac and cheese and making zooming noises as she brought it to Jake's mouth. Jake obediently opened his mouth, letting Lily feed him. It felt strange at first, being fed like this, but as the meal progressed, he found himself relaxing into the role, giggling at Lily's silly airplane noises and exaggerated expressions. After dinner, Lily wiped Jake's face clean with a warm washcloth. "Such a messy baby," she teased gently. "Now, how about some playtime before beddy-bye?" Jake nodded eagerly, and Lily helped him down from the high chair. They spent the next hour in the living room, Jake sprawled on a soft play mat while Lily introduced him to various toys - stacking rings, shape sorters, and colorful blocks. As the evening wore on, Jake found himself yawning more frequently. Lily noticed and smiled softly. "I think it's bedtime for my little prince," she said, scooping Jake up into her arms. Jake was surprised to find that Lily could actually carry him - she must have been working out more than he realized. He snuggled into her embrace as she carried him to the bedroom. "First, let's check that diapee," Lily said, laying Jake down on the changing table. She unsnapped his onesie and peeked into his diaper. "Oh my, someone's a wet baby! Let's get you nice and dry for sleepy time." Jake blushed as Lily changed his diaper - he hadn't even realized he'd used it. The new diaper was even thicker than the last, clearly designed for overnight use. Once he was changed, Lily helped Jake into a soft, footed sleeper. She then scooped him up again and settled into a rocking chair in the corner of the room. "How about a bedtime story, sweetie?" she asked, reaching for a colorful picture book. Jake nodded sleepily, snuggling close as Lily began to read. The gentle rocking motion, combined with Lily's soothing voice, soon had Jake's eyelids drooping. When the story was finished, Lily pressed a soft kiss to Jake's forehead. "Sleepy time, baby boy," she whispered, carrying him to the bed. She tucked him in, surrounding him with soft stuffed animals. A night light cast a gentle glow around the room, and soft lullaby music began to play from a speaker on the nightstand. "Goodnight, my precious little one," Lily murmured, giving Jake one last kiss. "Mommy loves you so much." As Lily left the room, leaving the door slightly ajar, Jake snuggled deeper into the soft bedding. He felt warm, safe, and utterly loved. As he drifted off to sleep, his last conscious thought was how perfect this all felt. The rest of the weekend passed in a blur of childish activities and constant care from Lily. Jake spent his days playing with toys, coloring in oversized coloring books, and watching cartoons. Lily kept him in diapers the entire time, changing him regularly and praising him for being such a good boy. They had picnics on the living room floor, complete with sippy cups and plastic plates. Lily gave Jake bubble baths, complete with rubber duckies and boat toys. She even set up a kiddie pool in the backyard, letting Jake splash around in his waterproof diaper while she sprayed him gently with the hose, both of them giggling like children. By Sunday evening, as their special weekend drew to a close, Jake felt more relaxed and content than he had in years. As Lily helped him out of his last diaper of the weekend and into his regular clothes, he felt a pang of sadness. "Did you enjoy our weekend, sweetie?" Lily asked, noticing his wistful expression. Jake nodded emphatically. "It was amazing, Lily. I... I never knew I could feel so safe and loved." Lily pulled him into a tight hug. "I'm so glad, baby. And remember, just because the weekend is over doesn't mean we can't do this again. Anytime you need to be little, Mommy will be here for you." As they settled on the couch, cuddling close and discussing their favorite moments from the weekend, Jake felt a profound sense of gratitude. He had discovered a side of himself he never knew existed, and he had a partner who not only accepted it but embraced it wholeheartedly. Whatever the future held, Jake knew one thing for certain - his life would never be the same again, and he couldn't be happier about it. Chapter 6: Expanding Horizons As the weeks passed, Jake and Lily's ABDL adventures became a regular part of their relationship. They settled into a comfortable routine, with Jake spending most weekends in "little space" while maintaining his adult life during the week. However, as Jake grew more comfortable with his newfound identity, he began to crave more. It was during one of their "big" conversations that Jake broached the subject. They were cuddled on the couch, enjoying a quiet evening after a particularly intense "little" weekend. "Lily," Jake began hesitantly, "I've been thinking..." Lily turned to him, her eyes warm and encouraging. "What is it, babe?" Jake took a deep breath. "I love our weekends together, and being your baby boy. But lately, I've been wondering... what if we took it further?" Lily's eyebrows rose with interest. "Further? What did you have in mind?" "Well," Jake said, his cheeks flushing slightly, "I was thinking... maybe we could try incorporating some of this into our, um, intimate life? You know, when we're both big?" A slow smile spread across Lily's face. "Oh, sweetie," she purred, "I thought you'd never ask." And just like that, a whole new world of possibilities opened up for them. They started small at first - Lily calling Jake her "baby boy" during foreplay, or Jake wearing a diaper under his clothes during date nights, the secret adding an extra thrill to their evenings out. But as they grew more comfortable, their explorations became bolder. Lily introduced Jake to the world of ABDL gear designed specifically for adult play - onesies with strategically placed snaps, diapers with more mature designs, even pacifiers that could double as gags. One memorable evening, Lily surprised Jake by greeting him at the door in a sexy nurse's outfit. "Time for your check-up, little one," she purred, leading him to the bedroom where she had set up an "examination table" complete with stirrups. Jake found himself more aroused than he'd ever been as Lily "examined" him thoroughly, cooing over his "cute little peepee" and praising him for being such a good boy during his check-up. The mixture of humiliation and arousal was intoxicating, and Jake discovered he craved more. They explored role-play scenarios - Lily as a strict nanny disciplining her naughty charge, Jake as a rebellious teen being babied as punishment. They experimented with different levels of regression, sometimes with Jake as a toddler who could speak and walk, other times as a helpless infant who could only coo and crawl. Through it all, their love and trust for each other only grew stronger. They always made sure to have thorough discussions about boundaries and comfort levels, and they never pushed each other further than they were willing to go. As their explorations continued, Jake found himself becoming curious about other aspects of ABDL culture. He started browsing online forums and chatrooms, amazed to discover a whole community of people who shared his interests. "Lily," he said one evening, looking up from his laptop, "have you ever thought about going to an ABDL munch?" Lily's eyes lit up. "I've been to a few, actually. Before we got together. Why do you ask?" Jake bit his lip nervously. "I was thinking... maybe we could go to one together? I'd love to meet other people like us, you know?" Lily beamed at him, pulling him into a tight hug. "Oh, baby boy, I'm so proud of you for suggesting that! Of course we can go. I know a great group that meets monthly. They're very welcoming to newcomers." And so, a few weeks later, Jake found himself nervously adjusting his collar as he and Lily walked into a private room at a local restaurant. The munch was in full swing, with about twenty people of various ages chatting and laughing. Jake was surprised by how normal everyone looked. He wasn't sure what he had been expecting - perhaps a room full of people in diapers and baby clothes? Instead, he saw ordinary men and women in casual attire, looking for all the world like any other social gathering. Lily, sensing his nervousness, squeezed his hand reassuringly. "Relax, sweetie," she whispered. "They're just people, like us. Come on, I'll introduce you to some friends." As the evening progressed, Jake found himself relaxing and even enjoying the conversations. He met couples who had been in the lifestyle for years, singles who were exploring their interests, even a few professional caregivers who specialized in ABDL play. By the end of the night, Jake had exchanged contact information with several new friends and had even made tentative plans for a playdate with another couple. As they drove home, Jake couldn't stop smiling. "That was amazing," he said, turning to Lily. "Thank you for encouraging me to go." Lily reached over and squeezed his thigh. "I'm so proud of you, baby boy. You were so brave, putting yourself out there like that." Jake caught her hand, bringing it to his lips for a kiss. "I couldn't have done it without you, Mommy," he said softly. As they pulled into their driveway, Lily turned to Jake with a mischievous glint in her eye. "Now, I think such a brave little boy deserves a special reward. What do you say we go inside and Mommy can show you just how proud she is?" Jake's heart raced with anticipation as they hurried into the house. As Lily led him to the bedroom, already reaching for the zipper of her dress, Jake marveled at how far he'd come. From a curious novice to a confident member of the ABDL community, all thanks to the love and support of his amazing partner. As Lily pushed him gently onto the bed, her eyes dark with desire, Jake knew that this was just the beginning of their adventures together. And he couldn't wait to see where their journey would take them next. Chapter 7: New Frontiers As Jake and Lily became more involved in the ABDL community, they found themselves exploring new aspects of the lifestyle they hadn't considered before. Their playdate with the couple they met at the munch - Tom and Sarah - opened up a whole new world of possibilities. It started innocently enough, with the four of them getting together for a "little" playdate. Jake and Tom were put into diapers and onesies, while Lily and Sarah took on the roles of Mommy and Auntie. They spent the afternoon playing board games, coloring, and watching cartoons. But as the day wore on and the "littles" got sleepier, the conversation between the "bigs" took an interesting turn. "You know," Sarah said, a mischievous glint in her eye, "Tom and I have been exploring some... shall we say, more adult aspects of age play. Have you two ever considered that?" Lily raised an eyebrow, intrigued. "What did you have in mind?" And just like that, a new chapter in Jake and Lily's ABDL journey began. They started with small steps - incorporating more "grown-up" elements into their play, like having Jake earn "good boy points" that could be redeemed for sexual favors. One particularly memorable evening, Lily decided to combine Jake's love of being babied with his submissive tendencies. She dressed him in a frilly pink dress over his diaper, complete with ruffled socks and mary jane shoes. "Now, baby girl," Lily said, her voice stern but loving, "Mommy has some friends coming over. I expect you to be on your best behavior. If you're a good girl, you'll get a special treat later." Jake's heart raced at her words. This was new territory for them, but he trusted Lily completely. He nodded, slipping deeper into his "little" headspace. The evening that followed was a delicious torture for Jake. Lily's friends - who were in on the game - cooed over what a pretty little girl he was, pinching his cheeks and patting his diapered bottom. Jake found himself becoming more and more aroused, the humiliation and attention combining into an intoxicating mix. By the time Lily's friends left and she led Jake to the bedroom, he was practically vibrating with need. "Such a good baby girl," Lily purred, slowly undressing him. "I think you've earned your special treat." What followed was one of the most intense and satisfying sexual experiences of Jake's life. The mixture of "little" and "big" elements, the lingering embarrassment from the evening, and Lily's skilled touch all combined to bring him to new heights of pleasure. As they lay together afterward, sweaty and satisfied, Jake marveled at how far they'd come. From his first hesitant steps into the world of ABDL to this - a rich, fulfilling lifestyle that satisfied both his "little" and "big" needs. "Lily," he murmured, nuzzling into her neck, "I love you so much. Thank you for everything." Lily pulled him close, pressing a kiss to his forehead. "I love you too, baby boy. More than you could ever know." As they drifted off to sleep, Jake felt a sense of contentment wash over him. He didn't know what the future held, but he knew that with Lily by his side, it would be an adventure worth living. Little did he know, their journey was about to take an unexpected turn. A few weeks later, Lily approached Jake with an excited gleam in her eye. "Baby boy," she said, practically bouncing with enthusiasm, "how would you feel about going to an ABDL convention?" Jake's eyes widened. "A convention? Like, with panels and vendors and stuff?" Lily nodded eagerly. "Exactly! It's called 'BabyTime,' and it's happening in Vegas next month. Three whole days of nothing but ABDL fun! What do you say?" Jake felt a mixture of excitement and nervousness flutter in his stomach. A whole convention dedicated to their lifestyle? It seemed almost too good to be true. "I... I think I'd like that," he said softly. Lily squealed with delight, pulling him into a tight hug. "Oh, this is going to be so much fun! We'll need to start planning right away. What to pack, what events to attend..." As Lily rattled off a list of preparations, Jake found his mind wandering. What would it be like to be surrounded by so many like-minded people? To be able to fully embrace his "little" side without fear of judgment? The next few weeks were a whirlwind of preparation. Lily insisted on buying Jake a whole new wardrobe for the convention - cute onesies, shortalls, even a few frilly dresses "just in case". They pored over the event schedule, marking down panels they wanted to attend and parties they couldn't miss. Finally, the day arrived. As they checked into their hotel room, Jake felt a nervous excitement bubbling up inside him. Lily, sensing his apprehension, pulled him close. "Remember, baby boy," she said softly, "we're here to have fun. You don't have to do anything you're not comfortable with. And Mommy will be right here with you the whole time." Jake nodded, feeling some of his nervousness melt away. With Lily by his side, he could face anything. The convention was unlike anything Jake had ever experienced. The hotel was filled with people of all ages, sizes, and genders, many openly wearing diapers or other ABDL gear. There were vendors selling everything from custom pacifiers to adult-sized cribs, panels discussing topics from the psychology of age play to tips for discreet diaper wearing in public. Jake found himself swept up in the excitement. He attended a "Diaper 101" class where he learned new changing techniques, participated in a "Little Olympics" where he raced other "babies" in an oversized diaper, and even modeled in an ABDL fashion show, strutting down the runway in a sailor outfit complete with a thick, crinkly diaper. But it was the connections they made that really stood out. Jake and Lily met couples from all over the world, sharing stories and experiences. They laughed with a group of "littles" during a coloring party, and had deep discussions with "caregivers" about the responsibilities and joys of their role. One evening, as they relaxed in the hotel's "nursery" - a large playroom set up for "littles" to socialize - Jake turned to Lily with tears in his eyes. "Thank you," he said softly. "For bringing me here, for introducing me to all of this. I never knew I could feel so... accepted." Lily pulled him close, pressing a kiss to his forehead. "Oh, baby boy," she murmured, "you have no idea how happy it makes me to see you like this. To see you embracing who you are, without shame or fear." As the convention came to a close, Jake felt a bittersweet mix of emotions. He was sad to leave this magical bubble where he could be his true self 24/7, but he was also excited to take what he'd learned back to their everyday life. On the flight home, as Lily dozed beside him, Jake found himself reflecting on their journey. From his first hesitant steps into the world of ABDL to now - confident, happy, and surrounded by a community of like-minded friends. He thought about all the new ideas they'd picked up at the convention, all the new experiences they were eager to try. As the plane began its descent, Jake squeezed Lily's hand, waking her gently. She blinked up at him, a soft smile spreading across her face. "Welcome back, baby boy," she murmured. "Ready to go home?" Jake nodded, returning her smile. "Yeah," he said softly. "I'm ready for our next adventure." As they disembarked and made their way through the airport, Jake couldn't help but notice the slight bulk of the diaper hidden beneath his jeans - a souvenir from the convention that he'd decided to wear for the journey home. It was a small act of defiance, a secret reminder of the world they'd just left and the life they were building together. Jake knew that their ABDL journey was far from over. There would be new challenges to face, new horizons to explore. But with Lily by his side, he was ready for whatever came next. Whether he was Jake the successful professional or Lily's little baby boy, he knew he was loved, accepted, and free to be himself. As they stepped out of the airport into the warm evening air, Jake felt a sense of excitement for what the future held. Their adventure was just beginning, and he couldn't wait to see where it would take them next. Chapter 8: Home Sweet Home The weeks following the convention were a whirlwind of excitement and new experiences for Jake and Lily. They returned home with suitcases full of new ABDL gear, heads full of ideas, and hearts full of renewed passion for their lifestyle. One sunny Saturday morning, as Jake sat at the kitchen table sipping his coffee, Lily approached him with a mischievous glint in her eye. "Baby boy," she said, her voice taking on that tone that always made Jake's heart race, "Mommy's been thinking. How would you feel about us setting up a nursery here at home?" Jake's eyes widened, his coffee forgotten. "A nursery? Like... a permanent one?" Lily nodded, her excitement palpable. "We have that spare room we've been using for storage. I thought we could clear it out, paint it, set it up as a special place for our little boy. What do you think?" Jake felt a mixture of excitement and nervousness flutter in his stomach. A permanent nursery would be a big step - a very tangible, very real commitment to their lifestyle. But as he looked at Lily's eager face, he knew his answer. "I'd love that, Mommy," he said softly. Lily squealed with delight, pulling him into a tight hug. "Oh, this is going to be so much fun! We can paint the walls, get you a big crib, maybe even a changing table..." The next few weekends were spent transforming the spare room into Jake's dream nursery. They painted the walls a soft baby blue, with fluffy white clouds stenciled near the ceiling. Lily insisted on a plush carpet in a complementary shade, perfect for crawling on. The centerpiece of the room was a custom-made adult-sized crib, complete with high rails and a mobile hanging overhead. A changing table stood in one corner, stocked with diapers, wipes, and all the necessary supplies. Shelves lined one wall, filled with stuffed animals, picture books, and colorful toys. As they stood in the doorway, admiring their handiwork, Jake felt a wave of emotion wash over him. This room, this safe space they'd created together, was a physical manifestation of their love and acceptance of each other. "It's perfect," he whispered, squeezing Lily's hand. Lily turned to him, her eyes sparkling. "Want to try it out, baby boy?" Jake nodded eagerly, already feeling himself slipping into his "little" headspace. Lily led him to the changing table, helping him out of his clothes and into a thick diaper and soft onesie. As she lowered him into the crib, tucking a stuffed bear under his arm and popping a pacifier into his mouth, Jake felt a sense of peace wash over him. Here, in this room, he could fully embrace his "little" side without worry or shame. Lily leaned over the crib rails, stroking his hair gently. "Sweet dreams, my precious baby boy," she murmured. "Mommy loves you so much." As Jake drifted off to sleep, surrounded by the soft colors and comforting scents of his new nursery, he felt truly and completely at home. The nursery quickly became an integral part of their lives. Jake found himself spending more and more time there, even outside of their designated "play" times. Sometimes he'd curl up in the crib with a coloring book after a stressful day at work, finding comfort in the childish activity and the soft rustle of his diaper. Other times, Lily would surprise him by greeting him at the door in her "Mommy" outfit, whisking him away to the nursery for an evening of babying and pampering. One particularly memorable evening, Lily decided to introduce a new element to their play. She entered the nursery where Jake was contentedly playing with blocks on the floor, a mischievous smile on her face. "Baby boy," she cooed, "Mommy has a surprise for you. Close your eyes and hold out your hands." Jake obeyed, his heart racing with anticipation. He felt something cool and metallic being fastened around his wrists. His eyes flew open to see a pair of pink, fluffy handcuffs securing his hands in front of him. "These are to make sure my little one doesn't get into any mischief," Lily explained, her voice a mixture of stern and playful. "Now, I think it's time for baby's bath." What followed was one of the most intense and arousing experiences of Jake's life. The combination of helplessness from the handcuffs, the infantilizing treatment as Lily bathed and powdered him, and the constant praise and cooing from his "Mommy" left him in a state of blissful submission. As Lily tucked him into his crib that night, still handcuffed but now diapered and dressed in a footed sleeper, Jake felt a deep sense of contentment. This lifestyle, this relationship they'd built together, was everything he'd ever wanted and more. "Mommy?" he mumbled around his pacifier as Lily turned to leave. "Yes, baby boy?" she asked, turning back to him. "I love you," he said simply. "Thank you for... for everything." Lily's eyes softened, and she leaned over the crib rails to press a gentle kiss to his forehead. "I love you too, my sweet little one. More than you could ever know." As Jake drifted off to sleep, the soft glow of his night light casting shadows on the walls of his nursery, he knew that he was exactly where he was meant to be. In this room, in this relationship, in this lifestyle, he had found his true home. The journey that had started with a simple curiosity about diapers had led him here - to a life filled with love, acceptance, and the freedom to be his true self. And as he snuggled deeper into his crib, the soft clink of his handcuffs a reminder of the trust and intimacy he shared with Lily, Jake knew that their adventure was far from over. There would be new challenges to face, new horizons to explore. But with Lily by his side, both as his loving girlfriend and his devoted Mommy, Jake was ready for whatever came next. Their ABDL journey had only just begun, and he couldn't wait to see where it would take them. As sleep finally claimed him, Jake's last conscious thought was of gratitude - for Lily, for this lifestyle, and for the courage to embrace his true self. In the nursery, in Lily's arms, in the soft embrace of his diaper, Jake was home. And he wouldn't have it any other way. Chapter 9: Growing Pains As Jake and Lily settled into their new routine, complete with their home nursery and regular "little" time, they found themselves facing new challenges they hadn't anticipated. The line between their ABDL lifestyle and their "vanilla" life began to blur, leading to some unexpected situations. It started small at first. Jake found himself absentmindedly sucking his thumb during a stressful meeting at work, earning some odd looks from his colleagues. Lily caught herself using her "Mommy" voice while on the phone with her mother, resulting in a very confused conversation. But things came to a head one evening when they were hosting a dinner party for some of Jake's work friends. Jake had been feeling particularly stressed about the event, and Lily had suggested he wear a diaper under his clothes for comfort. Jake had agreed, finding the familiar bulk and crinkle soothing. Everything was going well until Jake, caught up in a animated discussion about a work project, forgot himself for a moment. Without thinking, he used his diaper, the slight change in his posture and the brief look of relief on his face noticeable to the eagle-eyed Lily. Lily, ever the quick thinker, smoothly excused herself and Jake from the table, citing a need to check on dessert. Once in the kitchen, she pulled Jake close. "Baby boy," she whispered, "did you just use your diaper?" Jake's face flushed crimson as he nodded, the reality of the situation crashing down on him. "I... I didn't even think about it," he stammered. "Oh god, what if someone noticed?" Lily stroked his hair soothingly. "It's okay, sweetie. I don't think anyone saw. But we need to get you changed. Can you hold it together while I make our excuses?" Jake nodded, taking a deep breath to compose himself. Lily returned to the dining room, smoothly explaining that Jake wasn't feeling well and needed to lie down for a bit. She ushered their guests out with promises to reschedule, then rushed back to Jake. As she helped him out of his wet diaper and into a fresh one, they both realized they needed to have a serious conversation about boundaries. "I'm so sorry, Lily," Jake said, his voice small and ashamed. "I don't know what came over me. It's like... like I'm losing control of when I'm big and when I'm little." Lily sat beside him on the bed, pulling him close. "Oh, sweetie, it's not your fault. I think we've both been letting our ABDL life bleed into our regular life a bit too much. We need to set some clearer boundaries." And so, they spent the next few days having long, honest conversations about their lifestyle and how to balance it with their everyday lives. They decided to set specific times for "little" play, agreeing that outside of those times, they would make a conscious effort to stay in their adult mindsets. They also discussed the importance of consent and awareness, especially when it came to involving unsuspecting others in their lifestyle. Jake promised to be more mindful of when and where he wore diapers, and Lily agreed to be more careful with her "Mommy" voice and mannerisms. It wasn't an easy adjustment. There were slip-ups and moments of frustration. Jake found himself longing for his pacifier during stressful workdays, while Lily had to resist the urge to baby Jake when he was clearly in his "big" headspace. But as the weeks passed, they found a balance that worked for them. Their "little" time became even more special, a sacred space where they could fully embrace that side of themselves without worry or restraint. One evening, as they cuddled in Jake's crib after a particularly enjoyable play session, Lily turned to Jake with a serious expression. "Baby boy," she said softly, "I'm so proud of how far we've come. How far you've come. You know that, right?" Jake nodded, snuggling closer to her. "I couldn't have done it without you, Mommy," he murmured. "You've been so patient, so understanding." Lily pressed a kiss to his forehead. "That's because I love you, sweetie. All of you. The strong, capable man who rocks presentations at work, and the sweet little boy who needs his diapee changed. You're perfect, just the way you are." Jake felt tears prick at his eyes. "I love you too, Lily. More than I could ever say." As they lay there, surrounded by the soft pastels of the nursery, the gentle crinkle of Jake's diaper the only sound in the room, they both felt a deep sense of contentment. They had faced challenges, made mistakes, and come out stronger for it. Their ABDL journey had taken them to places they never expected, pushed them in ways they never anticipated. But through it all, their love for each other had only grown stronger. They had created a life together that honored all parts of themselves - big and little, caregiver and cared-for, lovers and best friends. As Jake drifted off to sleep, nestled safely in Lily's arms, he couldn't help but feel that this was just the beginning of their adventure. They had overcome so much already, but he knew there were still new horizons to explore, new challenges to face. The End

Chapter 1: I listened to Candy Says...a Velvet Underground song. The lyrics spilling past, clean, and through my mind... ”I’ve come to hate my body”. I stared at myself in the mirror. Naked after a shower. Water dripping. My hair a mess. Tangled past my shoulders. My phone had a message from my ‘Daddy’...I sometimes wondered if I thought of my girlfriend like that, because dad fucked off so many years ago. is my good girl feeling better? I didn’t know what to say. Is “HELL NO” too rude? Probably, be safe. I’m fine, just sad. It was the truth. A reply. shit...want me to come over??? Yeah. i’m on my way It had been a shit week. Got bullied by my boss, so I worked five unpaid hours this week. My mum isn’t talking to me...after I accidentally forgot her birthday. And my brother is off ‘discovering himself’ again, is another foreign country, doing his ‘gig economy freelance work’. He’s never going to grow up. And I’m me. I own a one bedroom apartment, that’s a ten minute train ride to the city. My name is Claire Doors, and I’ve been an out lesbian for two years. This is a journal of sorts, my sister, Jennifer, thinks I should keep one. She’s also another story. I have a collection of vinyl records, a draw of video games, a small kitchen and a bathroom that doubles as a laundry. Currently I’ve been playing a lot of old 70s music. Also, Helter Skelter is a great song. My Daddy thinks so too. She thinks we both like it because we’re damaged. She thinks way too much about these things. I think it’s just a song. I look for some clothes, I like to look decent for her. Some jeans and an old black shirt and I’m presentable. Within minutes my hair is brushed. I’m just above passable. I look in the fridge for leftovers. Some beef paddies and some bread. I’m going to make some nice burgers before she comes. I’m not much of a cook, but I’m a few levels above toast with cheese, so already I’m better than my girlfriend. By the time I hear a knock on the door, the sink has been filled with a pan, and the table in front on the TV has been set. I get the door. She’s there, in a beautiful dress. Her makeup always looks neat and perfect. She’s gorgeous, if you didn’t know. And I think I’ve just worked out why it is that I love her. “That smells great.” I hold out my arms, and we hug. “Anything for you.” “Don’t you meany anything for your Dad?” I roll my eyes. “Shut it.” She smirks, and I just feel oddly small all of a sudden, shrugging, I pull away. She can close the door if she’s going to act like a big dick. She takes my hand, and I lead her to the TV. I’ve got that same song playing. The looks in her eyes tell me everything. “No wonder you’re depressed. I’d be too, listening to that song.” I resisted the urge to shrug again. “Whatever, you hungry?” ”Yeah.” I looked at the clock, it was nine at night, I felt so tired already. She turned on the TV, and we watched a bad movie. Repo Man. I’d seen it before. She cleaned up afterwards, and we made out a little. Before we went to bed, I was too tired for anything else. But as we slept, I couldn’t help bringing her finger to my mouth, so I could suck on her knuckle. I know it’s weird, but she lets me. I’m not a kinky person, but I sleep better that way. I know she slips her finger away after a few minutes, but that’s enough for me to get drowsy. So I can pass out. I can’t wait until tomorrow; because it’ll be Saturday. All hail the weekend!