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Very nice, looks like it bolts into same footprint as original. Super-clean under the hood.

Thank you again for thoughts!

Indeed, my Husband is very interested in opening up the butthole, to very extra large and potential for incontinence. He had bought a series of plugs but never started the project, but after learning of your thoughts decided to get me going today. The initial plug this morning is small and not uncomfortable.

Thankfully He understands (1) the stretching He desires may take a couple of years to achieve and (2) may be limited by the size of my pelvic structure.

As for punishing the butthole, He has something else in mind that i think arrived from Amazon yesterday. To be seen.

For my butt, it’s still thrashed from the spanking Saturday. Under the new twice-weekly schedule, my next spanking will be tomorrow night.

For being a Stinkyboy, He is so pleased at the effect from not washing. i have a sweet-sour unwashed child scent overlaid with pee, and He’s totally into that.

i haven’t written much about regression, but it is a steady presence. Three main components are (1) prohibition of sexual release and (2) talk always like a polite 10 year old, short sentences, simple words, (3) submission and obedience to rules. We are a year into regression and almost all our daily interaction is at the adult-child level, rarely adult-adult. I play with age-appropriate toys rather than watch CNN.

i have a good life, cared for, am punished but never abused, and so happy when i’m in the wet Rearz trainers pictured on my profile. i’m also very glad He converted me to squatting for pee and poop.

Thank you for your always-thoughtful comments.

48 hours have passed and my butt is still agonizng, i think for longer than just a couple of days this week due to the spoon having been treated to have a quite rough, jagged surface.

That plus my Husband’s patience and endurance in spanking for a full thirty minutes. At one stroke per second, that’s 1800 impacts on a small round hairless butt. He will switch to two shorter spankings, weekend and midweek, so i’m continuously sore and reminded of my place.

No complaint from me, i definitely benefit from the discipline. my attitude still too frequently slips from age regression level.

My Husband has been seeking a means to punish the butthole for some time and now devised something to be used soon.

He is very pleased at my increasing level of stinkiness.

Saturday is spanking day for Stinkyboy. Punishment is for rule infractions but mainly for attitude adjustment, to keep me regressed to the 10-year-old level.

My Husband uses a wooden spoon on bare butt, over His knee. He doesn’t spank especially hard but goes long —- as much as a half hour —- to literally raise blisters, and of course bruises accompany. He also works the spanking into the buttcrack.

He has sanded the surface of the spoon to be rough so it abrades the skin.

The blisters and abrasions sting in contact with pee in my wet trainers, and the bruises hurt to sit on, both for at least a couple of days. Great reminders to me to obey and stay in my age role.

You’re right on every point, and it pleases Him greatly that i go back into the wet trainers dirty from pooping in the disposables.

He’s stopped my bathing and any cleaning of the diaper area, really wanting me to have the sweet-sour-ripe scent of an unwashed dirty child all the time. I also now wear the same t-shirt for a week or two, unwashed. His new nickname for me is Stinkyboy —- that’s the way he likes it.

Thank you, once again. It’s a Dom / sub relationship so an element of humiliation is essential and always present.

The squatting has been expanded, i now squat also to pee, always. i only poop in front of Him now, no potty, holding in until He comes home if i need to go during the day.

A public outing this coming weekend, squat in public at the mall to quickly poop and pee. This will be in a disposable, still not yet messing in the trainers although i go back into them dirty after messing a disposable. 

Thanks! New rule, i don’t use the potty any more but squat in a disposable in front of Him. Still not yet messing in the trainers until we get enough on hand to handle two changes a day.