diaperedsecurity

I've struggled with this for more than a few years. I am happily married and she knows, accepts, and has encouraged me in order to help accept this side of myself. I fall most heavily on the DL side of the equation. Mostly AB has been through stories and fantasies but that has tapered off since opening up to my wife. She participates and we have had a few adventures outside of the house, to the movies and the like, we wore regular street attire as this is still for us and not others, and we try any respect public space for what it is. Even though she has been so encouraging and participating it wasn't until I spoke to a few very close friends and opened up to them that I started to really accept myself for what I am. I have know these people for nearly 20 years, non of them had any idea I was hiding this side of myself from them. All were extremely accepting, and during our conversation I had to explain why it was such a big deal and how much I had struggled emotionally and mentally because of these desires. Once I finally opened up to those closest to me did I start to become comfortable in my own skin.