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hippyman

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  1. I wasnt sure where to put this, but this seemed like the right place.  I have been emotionally shut down for the majority of my life and feel like I am starting to finally heal.  The thing is that even though I am accepting this part of myself more and more each day, I still don't know how to go about meeting fellow abdl's.  What would you guys suggest?

  2. 44 minutes ago, BabyJeggySpideyBoy said:

    Congratulations buddy! It's great when you can see yourself achieve the goals that you set out for yourself. Especially when it comes to getting smaller in the diaper department, that's a plus in any situation.??????? Now if only you could get small enough to be an ACTUAL baby!???????????? LOL!????☺️?♥️???☺️

    That would be awesome, I agree!  It might be a little trippy though, lol.

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  3. I felt like I had to share. I've been trying to drop weight/inches for a long time now, and I finally took the plunge to try medium peekabus, instead of large. THEY FIT!!!  I am stoked!!!  After everything I have been through, I am finally reaching some of my goals!

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  4. Hi guys, I had never seen this part of the forum and when I found it I pretty much just needed to vent.  The past 10 months feel like they are doing my family under.  My dad took his own life in May, after a long battle with pain, between my mom and I we lost 2 dogs and a cat before the end of '21, and in January we lost my sister-in-law.  Add on top of that my pre-existing trauma, and the fact that everything that has been going on has been causing me to have flashbacks, so I'm doing anything I can to avoid any news at all.  It just seems like every once in awhile things build up. I feel like I'm going crazy every so often!

  5. On 1/30/2021 at 5:45 PM, crtrevino225 said:

    hi my name is Colby I am an abdl. I would like to meet up with another abdl. 

    You literally just freaked me out here!  I had to do a double take on this post, lol.  This might be hard to believe, but my name is also Colby.  I'm an abdl from up around the Texhoma area.  I would love to meet up with another abdl too.

  6. I feel like this encouragement is going to help me in the long run, so thank you everyone.  Lately I have become more mindful of certain guilt and other baggage that I have been carrying since my "real" childhood.  I have to wonder if things like that could factor in to my not being able to accept this part of myself yet.

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  7. Honestly, I think my biggest obstacle right now is that I am overcoming demons from my past as well as trying to accept this side of me that has always been there.  I sort of have a "perfect storm" going on, you could say.  Half the time though I don't know if I should indulge and wear, and embrace this side of myself or what.  I have one hell of an internal war going on :(

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  8. I got locked out somehow, and just now got access to the site again, but thank you for the warm replies.  I have to say that I hate going through these "phases."  I just recently purged, so I am out of stock again until monday☹️.  I feel like I am starting to accept this part of me, but this is very hard.  I feel like my main problem at this point, other than purging, is that I live in a very conservative town with just about 11,000 people in it.  There is nowhere to go to meet people, and nothing to do here, so I end up feeling extremely alone.  On top of that, I never developed any social skills, so I am kind of lost at sea here.

  9. I've been on and off of these boards for a long time now, which is why I keep coming back to the newbie section.  I have been working to accept this part of me for about 3 years now and as of this post I have been diapered for about 2 weeks.  I'm hoping that means that I'm starting to accept myself.  One of the most difficult things I've found is that I know nobody else who I can share this part of myself with(offline anyway.)  Add on top of that that I've been struggling with survivors guilt for decades, and I have one very mean cocktail brewing.  Do you guys have any advice that might help me out?

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