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Well I think I was 3 or 4, don't remember the exact age. Anyway, I was having really bad diarrea and there were diapers left over, so my mom decided to put me in one instead of dealing with a big mess in the morning. Anyway, I remember waking up that night and not knowing what to do, and just used it like a baby would since I didn't know what else to do. Ever since that moment I have always wanted to be back into diapers. I also wet my bed for a number of years, which didn't help, as that really made me want to wear them so I could wake up in a dry bed. I made a lot of homemade diapers until I was about 19, when I bought my first pack when the folks were out of town. Usually after a lot of stress or when I end up in a situation that is very grown up and mature, I tend to need to regress and wear a diaper. I also get a bit of sexual satisfaction out of it along with the joys of the wet feeling I get in them.

I have had several places I hide diapers. I have a lot of legos and some were in bags to keep differnet sets from mixing with the rest. Anyway, I would have these buckets and put a number of diapers in the bucket, then have the legos on top of them so they were hidden. Eventually I had to move these to another spot as my mom wanted to move some stuff around in my closet. One of the most innovative and interesting things I found to hide them in is an old bean bag chair that no one uses (it kind of has a small rip in it), also it kind of keeps my cat out this huge lego bucket, so my folks aren't going to be messing with that. Another place where I keep them currently is this desk drawer, I hated having to go into the bean bag and dealing with all those pebble thingies, so I have the diapers in the desk drawer with tons of papers on top of them.

The first time I got them, I think I was about 19. I still live with my folks. They went away for a week or so, so I woke up like at 5 am the day they left (it was pretty much an hour after they hit the airport that I went off to buy them). I went to the local super walmart and purchased a package of refastenable Assurance diapers. Basically they were the wal-mart brand. After that time, I would get diapers from wal-mart at around 12 am or 1 am so that no one there who may know me would see me. Sometime after that, they quit carrying the more diaper like ones (they only have the pull on style which leaks like mad). Now I just stop by a CVS store and get their brand name diapers, they are very similar to the Assurance ones. I'm a college student who has a very tiny budget, so I generally have to go with the more affordable brands.