LunaEllis

Reno didn't know the doctor had said that. He whimpered and held onto Jed as he was cradled. He felt so terrible for upsetting him. "I'm sorry daddy... Please don't cry." he wiped at his tears and nodded. "I'll try." he said in the sweetest little voice. When the bottle was put back to his lips he began to drink more. His tummy started to hurt but he kept drinking so that Jed didn't have to worry. When he finished the bottle he cried from how much his tummy hated it.. But he had done it for Jed. Sent from my SM-G920P using Tapatalk

There had been days on end Reno would ignore his pleas or he would try to take a bite of something and just couldn't finish it. He looked at him and looked at the bottle as if it were some arch nemesis. If there was a high chair was there more furniture he didn't know about? He got excited for a moment thinking about all the new surprises then looked back at the bottle and frowned. Finally he wrapped his hand around the bottle and began to drink. Jed could see him struggling once he hit the midway point again. He made a face and put the bottle down shaking his head. He felt so full already, how was he supposed to eat solid foods. "no more." he said hopefully. Sent from my SM-G920P using Tapatalk

Reno had never been much of a talker. He was content to listen and comment occasionally. Today he was quiet because he was adjusting to everything. After coming he looked at Jed and smiled. "thank you daddy." he said, naturally falling into his new role in their relationship. He wiggled while being diapered, but only to playfully poke Jed with his toes. He grinned at him and when he was dressed he shook his head "I can walk." he insisted. He stood up and tried then fell over onto the floor and sighed "I was very wrong." he held his arms out for daddy. Sent from my SM-G920P using Tapatalk

Reno opened his mouth to protest only once then he just nodded and accepted what was happening. He remembered their talk last night and he wasn't about to argue with Jed... Probably not ever again. He tried to quell any excitement when Jed touched his diaper but there was still a very noticeable reaction. He felt ashamed to be aroused by something so... Taboo but instead of fighting it he just snuggled against Jed for security as he was carried to the bathtub. His first look of displeasure came when the paci was taken. His bottom lip quivered and he tried to reach for it. Reno had no idea why it was so important but he had to have it back! When he was in the bath he was distracted from the paci by the elmo wash cloth. When had Jed bought these things... He wondered then what else Jed had bought. Sent from my SM-G920P using Tapatalk

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There were many nights Reno didn't care if he died or not. The drugs were just more important to him than his own life... But they were never ever more important than Jed. Reno had made himself get clean for Jed, not for himself. Reno had never done anything for himself aside from drugs. They chased the demons away. Unfortunately they came with their own set of evils. Reno was very young when his parents died and he spend the vast majority of his childhood in and out of foster care. When he hit fifteen he didn't care if he had to sleep inn's cardboard box, he refused to be tossed around anymore. He made pocket money selling portraits of people he had painted on the street. He was an incredibly talented artist and really he could have done something great with his life but with his grades there was no way he would get into any sort of school. Reno had been robbed of a childhood and as a teenager he had robbed himself of a future. Depression gave way to drug use and drug use gave way to a downward spiral.... Then he met Jed and for the first time in his life he had hope. Hope that things would be different. Jed had so many reasons to worry about the troubled youth and Reno felt so guilty for every one of them. The only thing the 19yr old wanted now was to make sure he never ever caused Jed to worry again. His dreams at the hospital were terrible and he didn't have an ounce of peace until now... Wrapped like a baby and sleeping like one too. He was so exhausted that he slept through the entire night. When morning came he yawned and looked around. Sent from my SM-G920P using Tapatalk

He had never eaten much, always picking at his food or eating from the children's menu when they ate out, now he was very full from just the protein drink. It was cause for slight concern. When he was swaddled Reno snuggled close to him. The right blanket made him feel more secure than he had felt in months. He closed his eyes and cried softly. He wasn't upset, he was just so happy to be back with him and so happy to finally feel safe again. There were just too many emotions and he had to let some out. Wordlessly he began to suck on the paci and he nodded. He wanted daddy to stay with him. He didn't have much time to express his wishes, reno was asleep in just under a minute. Sent from my SM-G920P using Tapatalk

Reno shook his head. No, they weren't formal. He tried to relax so that what was happening did not feel like a punishment. After a moment Reno needed some kind of reassurance and crawled into Jed's lap to be held. Reno felt small in Jed's arms, he always had but size difference coupled with his current state reminded him that he had always been a little. The praise he got made Reno smile and he settled down. Slowly his worry began to dissolve and he relaxed in Jed's arms. Reno drank for a while but after drinking a little more than half he stopped. He felt like he just couldn't get anymore down. He yawned and turned his face away from the bottle. "I'm full." Sent from my SM-G920P using Tapatalk

Reno made a face. People seeing him like this was scary. He shook his head "please dont... How can I look anyone in the eye like this?" he asked. Reno didn't care how cute he looked (totally adorable of course) it was bad enough that most of their mutual friends were aware of his months in rehab. The mention of protein bothered him most. "what protein?" he hoped daddy meant vegitarian proteins. Reno occasionally picked at chicken but for the most part never ate meat. It wasn't a moral standing, he just never acquired the taste for it. Or food in general really. While he had some issues Reno had some amazing points. He loved to laugh, have fun, he was compassionate, caring, talented and extremely kind. As well as all of those things he was street smart and clever. Now he felt lost. He opened his mouth to protest then simply nodded "yes sir." he took the bottle and began to drink his meal. Sent from my SM-G920P using Tapatalk

It was so much to take in. Reno sat in silence for a little while. It was something he wanted for so long but now that it was staring him in the face he felt scared. He looked back at the formula in the bottle and made a face. He hoped it was not gross. Reno had always been a very finicky eater and was never all that excited about food to begin with. His mind lingered on Jed's new rules and then once more his large brown eyes looked at the older man and he nodded. He buried his face in the other's chest still feeling ashamed but also relieved "yes sir." Sent from my SM-G920P using Tapatalk

Everything was happening so quickly. He had taken a lot of drugs to try and push the 'little' in him away. He didn't think anyone would understand or accept it and here Jed was, all along... He was so confused. Coming had helped slow his racing mind some but as Jed left the room Reno ran his fingers through his longish wild hair and stared at the ceiling. Something about being called a 'good boy' had stirred something in him and he shivered with excitement he had not felt in months. Reno looked at the bottle then back to him. Okay.... This could not have been real. "Jed?" he asked softly. "...what are you doing?" he was scared Jed had somehow known what he wanted.. Of course Reno didn't only want it, he needed it. Sent from my SM-G920P using Tapatalk

Had he reached the point where he looked malnourished? He looked down at himself with no real sense of self awareness. Maybe he had... Reno nodded and looked around the house with a sigh. He was so happy to be home. When his bladder was mentioned Jed could see how much it bothered Reno. He shuffled his feet for a moment and frowned when he saw the bag of diapers. They were terrible adult diapers that made him think of his long passed grandfather. He fell silent as he thought about it. They should really make fun designs on those so that young people didn't have to feel old. He had other reservations of course. He opened his mouth to protest then remembered how nice their home was... No one wanted to ruin that with pee. "okay" he said softly. And really, he would have done anything to show Jed he was willing to change. Sent from my SM-G920P using Tapatalk

For every ounce of stress and worry Reno had caused Jed, he felt terrible. He knew months of dealing with his addiction, then months of dealing with rehab had been hard on the older man. Reno was convinced he didnt deserve Jed. There were nights Jed had held Reno while the 19 year old was convinced he was dying. Now he stood there sober looking at him. His brown eyes were huge and his full lips quivered. He tried to control his emotions but it was so difficult. He had missed Jed so much.