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Jenny was giddy at the complements from Katie. Her Jenny-self was so in control she didn't even care that Katie checked her pull-up as she helped her into the pretty dress. It made her Jenny-self happy that the designs on her dress matched the designs on her training pants.
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Katie didn't miss a beat pouring the milk for Jenny, she didn't even seem to take a moment to ask Jenny why she hadn't done it or asked if she wanted her cereal dry. She just did it and it made Jenny feel very small. She smiled and nodded at Katie's question, Katie's constant affirmation and affection was intoxicating and her words just reinforced Jenny's confidence that she was just a little girl. Before the last vestiges of Jen slipped away for the morning, Jenny wondered if maybe she was touching something important in Katie that her best friend didn't know about, just like Katie sparked her little feelings.
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"I understand, thank you. Some juice would be nice too Aunt Katie."
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Katie went right back into 'Jenny-Mode' so quickly that Jen could barely think of a response. Of course it only encouraged Jenny.
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With her new pull-up on and her hair dripping wet, Jen wandered down stairs. She assumed she would just cycle through TV channels and maybe see what was on before Katie woke up.
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It was still early when Jen woke up and light was just barely coming in through the window in Katie's guest room. A soother was off to her side, having rolled off the pillow and down onto the crinkly bed. Her bunny was propped up on her armpit. Every move in her comfy jammies brought forth a new round of crinkles from the bed itself. It surprised her that she didn't feel any moisture in her pull-up, but she did feel an ache in her tummy. Jen rolled out of bed and went to the bathroom. She removed her one piece pajama and sat down on the potty. As she did her morning 1 and 2, she noticed the inside of the pull-up was still white. She was dry? But she had wet the night before on Katie's lap. Katie must have changed Jenny's pull-up before she tucked her into bed.
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Jenny was excited for an old favorite and lost herself in the movie. It was getting late though, and soon Jenny was getting sleepy. Jenny noticed a need to pee. But she was so tired, and the movie was so nice, as were the cuddles that Katie gave her. She thought back to earlier.
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For just a second, Jen was back.
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"The sounds like fun, Auntie Katie." Jenny said. When they finished their meal, Katie sent Jenny off to wash her hands and try to use the potty again while Katie cleaned up so they could start the movie.
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Jenny gave a quizzical look at the cut up bits of pizza in front of her. The little squares were not exactly what she had in mind. Still, she gave a shrug and dug in. It would probably have been better to get whole pieces though, as by the time she was done her fingers and hands were covered in oil and sauce.
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Jenny continued to play, but she lost her little girl momentum slowly. Without Katie there to encourage her and keep her in little mode, it was hard to keep out of her mind that she was a 16 year old wearing a diaper and children's clothes while playing legos on the floor. Jenny tried her best to hold on. Being little was so simple and fun, she had to hang on. She found two of the minifigs that came with the set. Most were regular sized, but it caught her eye and a few were half the height of the regular figures. Jen took one of the small ones, it was a little lego princess. Jenny swapped her blonde hair out for brown and took another figure. Jen's guess was this taller one was supposed to be the queen. She already had brown hair. Jen named her figures Princess Jennifer and Queen Katherine and forced herself to start playing with them. At first it was awkward and Jenifer's and Katherine's dialogue was a bit stunted and simple. Princess Jennifer wanted to be Queen so badly, and wanted to be the best Queen their land had even seen. But Queen Katherine was still in charge, and she knew that Jennifer wasn't ready to be a Queen yet at all. Jennifer was just a little princess who needed help and love from the queen. One Jennifer would be queen and she'd be a great one, 'Katherine' told Princess Jennifer, but for now you're my little princess. Steadily, and by the time that the oven beeped to signal the pizza being finished, Jen had left again and Jenny was back.
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Jenny was a bit upset at herself for forgetting to wipe up, but she had just been so excited. Katie helped her finish up and pulled the training pant back up Jenny's legs. It had only a faint dampness in it and soon even that was whisked away.
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After the day they had, only one choice seemed fitting.
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"Not hungry" Jenny fussed. She was at an impasse over the second part of Katie's offer though.
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Jenny was again at a crossroads. She wanted to feel betrayed, condescended too and insulted that while she cried about being carted around in the baby seat in just a pull-up, Katie kept on shopping. But, more importantly, she didn't want to feel these things about Katie. How could she? Katie had been so kind to her. She not only enkindled the desire her feelings about being small, but nurtured them and allow Jenny to be a little girl. As embarassing as it was, Katie deserved the benefit of the doubt. Of course she didn't mean to humiliate Jenny so.
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"Please! I don't want to go in like this, please let me stay out here!" Jenny whined. Undaunted, Katie unbuckled her small friend and led her into the store. It would be obvious to anyone what had happened. The seat of Jenny's pants was dark and dripped and streaks ran down her legs, into her socks and sneakers. The way Katie hefted her up onto her hip caused Jenny's shirt to ride up, the waist band of her pull-up on plain view. Jenny had always been told she looked young, she just hoped with her natural looks, complete with blushing cheeks and puffy eyes, combined with the state of her pants and Katie's doting treatment caused people to imagine she was indeed much younger than she was.
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"Thank you Katie. I don't know if I want to be little all the time though, just sometimes, so that will be OK."
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Jenny wasn't sure about that last part. I mean, maybe there were some boys and girls out there who wanted to be kids again, but Jenny had to be at an extreme end of the spectrum. Still, Katie had helped Jenny achieve some clarity. Did she want to be Jenny right now and get all the love and cuddles and support she could from Katie? Or did she want to go back to trying to be Jen. Maybe she did need more time. Katie would know. Jenny thought maybe she knew now too.
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It was a long drive back home. Katie tried to start up conversation a few times but could see Jenny was upset and didn't push the issue.
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Jenny blushed and averted her eyes when Katie mentioned her running off. She knew Katie forgave her, she just wishes she didn't bring it up to tease her with it. She also took more pride than she should in being congratulated for staying dry during lunch.
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Jenny blushed a little at realizing she had spoke with the pacifier in her mouth. She took it out and sat it carefully to the side.The two munched contentedly on their snacks and made small talk, about what had been their favorite parts and where Jenny wanted to go next. There were still plenty of towers to climb and she hadn't even seen the dungeon yet. The castle and grounds were huge and there was far too much to do in a single day. Jen asked Katie if maybe they could get a season pass, so they could come back again later. Maybe Lucy could come with them too. She'd probably really like the princess show. While they ate, Jenny squirmed a bit in her seat, getting used to the soft new underwear she was in. She listened to it crinkle and crack. It would take some getting used to, but if Katie intended to keep her in them for the time being, they weren't that bad. After They soon finished their snacks and were ready to explore again. Jenny's pants had only a tiny wet patch, but Katie had left the off after Jenny changed into a pull-up to dry out. Katie helped her friend back into her pants before the two set out.
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Jen spent a lot of time in thought with her eyes closed, but eventually did slip into sleep. While she lay against Katie, she reflected on the weird feelings of the past few days. Her accidents especially came to mind. She hadn't resolved her internal conflict, but she was coming to a settlement of sorts. As much as Jen didn't want to admit it, despite the fact that lay on Katie's lap with a paci and in a fresh pull-up, she liked how she felt. She liked the structure, the security, the love. She let Katie hold her tight and cuddle her when previously she'd reflexively push back against any coddling. Maybe it was just because it was Katie? Maybe, as absurd as it sounds, she wanted it all along?
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48 hours ago, Jen felt she would have resisted everything. What a difference two days makes. Tight though they were, the snug fit of the pull-up was strangely reassuring. Katie's cuddles also let Jen know that not only was everything OK, but Katie's sence of sorority with her younger friend may be unshakeable. After all she had done, Katie still held her and she held on to Katie. Her parents would practically have thrown her out at this point. The only thing scarier to Jen that Katie tossing her out was the idea that maybe Katie didn't want to cast her aside. Maybe Katie liked her the way she was, pull-up and all? But...but no one liked a loser? No one liked you the way you were? You had to succeed to get love. But on Katie's lap, in her 'special' underwear, Jen felt more love than she had in over a decade.
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As much as Jenny wishes she felt betrayed by Katie bringing a pull-up, she was just grateful she had something dry to change into. The baby wipe sends a chill up her spine. So much that something in her just screams, 'don't do this! you're an adult' but Jen acquiesces all the same. One foot first, then the other, and then her panties had been replaced by children's pull-ups. Jenny wanted to argue that she didn't need them, but didn't she? Katie was now in charge of supervising her and Katie thought she needed extra protection. She couldn't really deny it due to her actions over the past two days.
A New Start For Jen (Private for me and JenAndTonic)
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Jen popped up again to whisper into Jenny's ear.