The earliest I can remember was around age 5, I discovered I had an attraction to diapers. Seeing one or even just hearing the word would do something to me. I didn't know what, but I knew it was stimulating my mind in some way. I remember I used to be babysat at a house with 4 girls, only one was younger than me, the rest older. My only diaper change memory is at that house, and I remember getting changed along with one of the girls. Then I remember some time after that, when I was out of diapers but still being babysat at the same house, I remember the younger girl still being in diapers and I felt envious of her. Then I remember a time when I had a strong desire to wear one again, and I went into a bathroom with one of the girls and we both tried one on, and ended up getting caught. I also remember several times throughout my childhood where I would come across diapers in a house and try them on. That went on for years until I one day discovered on the internet that I wasn't alone. This opened up a whole new chapter, around the time of puberty, so my attraction to them became very sexual.