Citania

I live in Ottawa Ontario Canada, and im wondering if there would be anyone with the same interests of me in the same city. Im terrified to try, but I may just need a push

Always wanted to try a diaper, cant seem to bring myself to do it. A lot of shame, and I cant help but view my life will never be the same until I try it. This might be a bad thing in my mind, I just need some advice. I feel like ive never been honest to myself or any of my partners in a relationship, this really vexes me to the point where I cant live a normal life.