[Sometimes I wish I was just incontinent]

Hey all, just joined today to the forum (I introduced myself in the introduction section)

I consider myself to be an AB. The problem is - no one knows.

Not my friends, not my family, and especially not my wife.

My greatest fantasy is to be free to use my diapers without fear or shame.

I feel such a joy when I wet my diaper (and sometimes even mess).

But reality prevent me to be what I wants to be.

You see, I love my wife and I'm afraid to bring the subject because

I know she'll never understand.

That's why sometimes I just wish to be incontinent - then I won't have

To fell shame or guilt about my fantasy.

Does any of you ever had this feelings?

[I finally have the courage to join]

Hello everyone.

I wanted to introduce myself to you.

For many years I wanted to wear and use diapers.

For some reason I was drawn to it, dreamed about it

And it was my greatest fantasy.

I've done it from time to time but never on a regular basis.

Every time I wet my diaper (and sometimes messed) It was pure joy.

My dream is to be babied and pampered but I never let it out in the open

Not even in forums like this.

So I decided finally to join this forum after I have read many of the posts here.

Some details about myself - I'm 31, married (wife doesn't know) and consider myself as an AB.

my greatest wish - to be out and not afraid that everyone will find out.

I hope I'll be an active member here

Heavywetter