Cute. Don’t worry; I get plenty of accolades without having to look for them on this site.
The purpose of my post was curiosity. I truly wondered if I was the only one out there, as these two sides of my personally seem in stark contrast. I am sure we all face that question when looking around at our peers, but as this is a new peer group for me, I was facing new anxieties.
I specified grad student, as I would feel uncomfortable and a bit creepy discussing this with someone who was 15 years younger than me. I specified Daddy because I don’t do well with submissive men. My reaction to pressure is to seek domination.
Hope this clears things up a bit.