Ageplay2012

Hope I have put this in the right place. Just joined the site today and wanted to share what I like and if I'm mad for liking it. I'm 36 and for a few years now I have wanted to be and play the role of a toddler say from age 6 upwards but I'm not sure why. I've always put it down to being in care when I was younger and not having the family setting around me so as I say now I want to get back those missing years as a toddler and be that but am I mad? I think I like having someone out there that can care about me and keep a eye on me. Ive never found that person(male or female) to be what I want to be and no doubt I never will but I can't keep it inside me anymore I need to talk about it to people. I for some reason like wearing clothes that are made from soft pvc like I have got some body warmers that are are made of that but again is that just plain strange?