I did the same thing a month ago, twice in the same night. Got myself some XL girly GoodNights,went home, wet one, stowed them in a bag, got in my vehicle and threw them in a dumpster. Then proceeded to go to walmart directly after and buy Tena super plus' and wet one then threw them out. I finally worked the courage up to buy myself some depends briefs at Walgreen's about 2 weeks ago and have been using them sparingly, the ones over here only stay open until 10pm which is hard for me to make after work. Personally I buy women's diapers because I feel less embarrassed when at the checkout, but I am sure I will get used to it after a while as you hopefully will. We are all here to help each other!