JustDiaperedDL

I didnt want to say the dream because I am paranoid that someone could do a random google search and find me, but I guess I'm just being paranoid. My dream is to become a movie director. I know it is unlikely to ever happen, that is one of the reasons that choosing to find a daddy would be a benefit. But I still want to try. And if you havn't figured it out the reason that I can't have both is IF I ever become famous if it ever slipped out that I had a "daddy" well that would be bad as you can tell. If I chose the daddy one, I do also have an alternative. I could always be an author. I am quite often told that I would make a good one. I just need to improve my grammar. The benefit with being an author is I could always go by a pen name, and no body would recognize me. But I would still feel the need to be a director, as I said I have been trying since high school. I don't know which to chose. If I chose directing I am giving up this, i wouldn't stop trying to be a director until I retired, I know me. But if I chose a daddy I would never be able to be a director unless I was absolutely confident that everyone that knew I had a daddy would never tell. Including the daddy. And in the end again I am paranoid about this. I am sorry if I sound silly or ridiculous, but this is how I feel. And I admit that I am paranoid, but only when it comes to my Abdl life.

The first one I will simply describe it as my lifelong dream think of it as a dream that I even started to pursue in highschool. The second is I really want a daddy. I wish I could pursue both but I can't for complicated reasons. the first one is unlikely to ever happen but I still want to try. But I want a daddy equally as much so I want to ask what you would chose. I know that it is my choice in the end but I want to know your choice. I won't base mine off of yours, I'm only curious. Thanks in advance.