i know there is nothing to really be ashamed of but i think my diaper fetish is embarrassing to be attracted to some cloth that catches feces. but that seems to be the case. because of this i haven't told anyone especially family about this but i think my friends found out but they aren't saying anything and neither am i. mainly because my friends and i are the kinds of people who, jokingly of course, make fun of each other as a form of cheep entertainment. we all get a good laugh at each others expense and no one finds offence in any of it. i don't want to give them all this ammunition there are so many jokes that can come out of this. maybe i shouldn't be a baby about this situation but i am. and that's what i have to live with. well that's my rant i wanted to get off my chest. anyone in a similar situation or was in one but was able to break the ice?