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Hey everyone. I finally got moved into my new apartment and got my cable modem working. I was having internet withdraw towards the end there I can now say that CG and are officially dating. We've moved it to a romantic level and it has been great! Only a lot of kissing so far, but I am in no hurry. My ex and her are no longer speaking, but we could have guessed that would happen. We're going to a BBQ at one of her friends house this weekend. Her friends know both her and my ex, so I am not sure how they will accept the change that has occurred. Hopefully they will all be cool about it. The only diaper related news is that I have decided to take advantage of my new status of living alone. I am going diapered 24/7 for awhile to see how I like it. I only take my diaper off to shower or poop. It's been great so far.

Hi all. Okay, here is a quick review and update for those who are interested. As I stated earlier, my ex found this site and this thread on my computer. This obviously caused some serious issues, particularly what I was saying about CG. She told CG about what she saw and CG then left me the message that you all saw. I then contacted CG and we met for lunch to discuss it. That went very well. My ex and I then had a long discussion that ended in us breaking up and me moving downstairs. Late Friday afternoon I found an apartment complex I liked that had an apartment available. I signed the lease and move most of my stuff over the weekend. A bed and some furniture will be delivered today hopefully and I will permanently move there. I'm thinking about looking for a house to buy when my lease runs out, I'm tired of renting. CG and I hung out over the weekend as much as possible. I am very much enjoying the time we spend together, so hopefully it will all work out well.

To answer a few questions. I quit updating this thread because of all the negativity. I joined this site to be part of a community that supports one another and shares their stories. It amazes me that people who didn't like what I was writing continued to read the thread and make comments. If I find a thread I don't like, I don't go back to it. It seems like common sense to me. I guess some people are miserable enough in their own lives that they feel the need to try to bring others down, to try to make themselves feel better about themselves. So I decided to just let this thread die rather than to continue feeding the hatred that was brewing around it. But now, we come to find out that one person with three accounts was making comments. Would someone make three accounts just to make positive comments? No... Maybe someone who logs on, on a daily basis to make negative comments? Maybe someone who other members stated was placed on their ignore list? I wonder who it could be? Actually, no I don't. I have pity for you sir. I pray that some day you find the joy and happiness that will make you want to become a better person. -----For those of you who don't want to know any more, stop reading here---- For those who are interested... I have moved into the spare bedroom in my apartment and am looking for a place of my own. My Ex went on my computer, looked at my browser history, found this site and this thread. She then shared it with someone who I shall not mention. Things are working out well though. Peace!

Ok, things have been clarified a bit. I don't have any time today, but I can keep updating this thread if you are interested. I just will not speak about or answer any questions about CG for now. Decide amongst yourselves and I will check back tomorrow. Either way, my story/life will go on. Have a great day guys!

Well guys, it looks like I probably won't be updating this thread anymore. I'll end this by saying that I am VERY happy in the way this whole thing has ended up. I hope you all had fun sharing this wild ride with me. And thanks again for all the good advice you sent me. Oh, and there are some new public pictures from today on my Flickr page for those who have the link. You'll know who it is. Enjoy!! Peace out my friends!

Hi again all. So it looks like CG and her boyfriend MAY have broken up. My GF said that she didn't have all the details yet, but if it is true I am wondering if it had anything to do with the diapers. Not much happened this weekend. My GF and I had fun going out of town to a car show to show a couple of cars I'm selling. We stayed in a local hotel and had a nice relaxing weekend. It was a lot of fun. I did have a good talk with my GF about the spanking. She admitted that she is confused as to what to do and was trying to do some type of role playing but me calling her mommy freaked her out. She agreed to try some more role playing in the future, but she had me agree to not to ask her to do it again if she didn't like it. Fair enough. I proposed next weekend, she said maybe.

Sorry for no updates in the last couple of days, but really nothing happened... that changed today. This morning I woke up and my GF was already gone (or so I thought). I went to the bathroom and then went downstairs to get my morning coffee. I assumed that my GF was gone since it was well past the time when she normally leaves in the morning. So, I walked downstairs in just my diaper (an Attends). Well, she was downstairs sitting at the dining room table drinking her coffee. I was almost to the coffee pot before I noticed her. I was clearly surprised to see her so she knew that I didn't plan to walk down like this in front of her. She stated that she had a doctors appointment and would go to work after that. She didn't seem to freaked out so I decided to go ahead and get my coffee. We talked for a second and I decided to sit at the table. She stopped me before I sat down... GF: What are you doing? Me: I was going to sit so we could talk GF: Not dressed like that. I thought we had an agreement about this? Me: Sorry, I didn't know you were down here GF: Maybe so, but when you found out you still didn't go back and put on some clothes Me: Sorry, I thought you seemed to be ok with it GF: So you thought about it and still didn't put some clothes on? ME: Yea, sorry... I'll go <she interrupted me> GF: You've been pushing it lately, so I figured you'd do something like this eventually. I've been thinking about what I would do. Me: Ok, and....? GF: You're in trouble Me: Ok <hmmm, this could be good or bad> GF: Follow me <she walked to the living room and pulled the big ottoman we have away from the chair into the middle of the living room> GF: Lay across it ME: <too myself, YES!> (We have played around with spanking each other in bed before, but never anything like this!) GF: <She walked away> ME: <I assumed she was going to get a belt from our room> GF: <She actually went into the kitchen and started digging through stuff> ME: <WTF?> GF: <She came back with this big spatula we have> ME: <slightly disappointed, oh well should still be ok> My GF then proceeded to give me the spanking of a lifetime. I was surprised at how far she took it. She had to switch hands back an forth a few times because she got tired. It really started to hurt after awhile and I started to squirm. She told me to stay still and kept going. My butt was on fire by the time she stopped... and I was turned on big time. GF: Stand up and take that thing off ME: <I did as she said. There ended up being diaper stuffing all over the floor as well> GF: <looking down at my penis> It looks like you liked that a little too much. Me: It hurt, but I liked it. GF: <she then walked up to me, wrapped her hand around my erect penis and started stroking it> GF: You want me to take care of you don't you? ME: Yes. (we refer to her taking care of me as when she will do "other things" to please me when she is on her period) GF: Well too bad, I'm not going to and I won't all weekend <she stopped stroking me and stepped away> ME: Awww, come on GF: And, no diapers for you all weekend either ME: <Uh oh, this isn't going as well as I thought> I thought about protesting, but then thought that this may be her first attempt at role playing with the diapers. ME: Yes mommy GF: Don't call me mommy! I am not your mommy! ME: Ok, fine. GF: Now pick up that diaper and all the stuff on the floor and throw it away. GF: No diapers this weekend or we will have to have another talk about our agreement. And that was it, I'm now confused. I know she was really mad, but was she trying to role play also? Or was it all in anger? I don't like it if she spanked me only out of anger. I can't tell if things are looking better (added role playing) or worse (her possibly changing her mind about me wearing diapers). I can deal without diapers for a weekend, but don't want this to be a regular thing. What do you all think?

BabyBat, I like that idea. It would be better for her to find out that there is an issue from me rather than from somewhere else. And, she probably won't be too terribly surprised after catching me checking CG out a few times anyway. Very good suggestion! Now I just have to decide when to do it. Timmyc, I didn't say that I didn't want this to be long term (aka marriage), it is something I am trying to decide. Isn't that what dating is all about? I am just feeling more pressure now to decide. I don't plan on making any rash decisions though... I am pretty much living in a dream world right now.

Two new incidents to tell y'all about. 1) I went to the bathroom last night and as I opened the door to go out my GF was just walking to the door to go in. I went to give her a quick kiss, but instead she pulled me in and gave me a hug... and a pat on my butt (diapered). Small thing but it made me feel good. 2) My GF called me a little while ago and told me to check her email, CG sent her an email and she wanted me to read it and reply to it. I was kind of nervous to look at it, not knowing what CG may have said. I opened her email and CG was asking my GF to find out where I bought the Bambinos (WOW!). That's not something I needed to see or think about. I replied with only the website address, I don't even want to talk to her. Until I figure out 100% what I want to do about my relationship I don't want any distractions. Giventofly, I'm definitely trying not to screw it up. But I do need to make a decision soon on if I want to stay with my GF for the long term (marriage) or not. If I let it, the diaper thing could prolong something that I may not want long term. It wouldn't be fair to her to drag this out solely for my pleasure while knowing that it won't go anywhere. luvs-to-wet, I have been making an effort to be more romantic and loving towards her. I seriously don't think that she has any hidden kinks that she hasn't told me about though. She pretty much speaks her mind about everything so I doubt she would hide something like that. She does have a few qwerky things she likes in bed and I do those for her on a regular basis. It's probably a good idea to ask if there is anything else I could do for her, I'll do that.

BabyBat, honestly the strength of my feelings towards my GF are something I have been questioning lately. I am in a great situation right now and would hate to loose it... but if there was situation that I thought could make me happier waiting on the sidelines I am not sure what I would do. I have been asking myself what i would do if CG came on to me and wanted everything that i do. I haven't answered that yet. Prior to the whole diaper thing I was having moments where I questioned my decision to move in with my GF. When I had decided to move out there were some feelings of relief, but more feelings of not wanting to loose her. As I mentioned previously, my girlfriend sometimes has this attitude where she talks about how all the guys were checking her out or hitting on her or how great she looked. I've dated 1 or 2 women like that in the past and I didn't stick around long. That attitude is one of my pet peeves, I absolutely hate it. The last time I heard BG mentioned; my GF was saying that she was mad at her over things she said that night. I'm not sure if she is out of the picture or not, I sure wouldn't miss her. Her boyfriend is cool though so it would suck to see him go. CG and BG were friends before they met my GF, I'm pretty sure that they are closer than my GF has ever been to BG. So, they are probably still talking but I haven't heard anything about what they are saying or not saying.

FYI, If you are typing a reply on this board don't try to look at other pages within the thread. I was on last night and typed up an update, but then lost the whole thing before I posted it because I changed pages to read some of the replies. I didn't feel like retyping the whole thing last night, so I just went to bed. My GF is having her "time of the month" right now, so no sex. Oh well, more diaper time for me! There was a little excitement last night. I decided to wear one of my few remaining Depends overnights to bed. If you are not familiar with them, they are probably the loudest diaper that was ever made. I put it on as soon as my GF went to bed. It's still exciting to walk around the apartment wearing only a diaper knowing she is at home. When I finally decided to go to bed I walked into the bedroom in just my diaper. I don't know if the diaper woke her up or if she was already awake, but she complained about how loud it was. I apologized and climbed into bed. I was having a hard time falling asleep and must have been tossing and turning a lot. She later asked me to please change my diaper as it was making noise every time I moved (it was cool hearing her ask me to change my diaper, would have been better if she would have offered to do it for me). I started to get up but then said to heck with it. Turned on my little reading light, rolled over and pulled an Abriform out of my night stand. I undid all of the tapes on the depends and took it off. I then re-diapered myself with the Abriform in the bed (it was really exciting to be doing it right in front of her). I looked at her a few times while I was doing it and she was watching at least once. I'm thinking (hoping) that I kind of have a free pass to wear diapers to bed now as long as they don't interfere with our sex life. I will just keep them discreet as possible during the day. Thats about it for the excitement so far, hopefully more to come. Ultrapampers, thanks for the words of support. You seem to be the big man of campus around her (other than the mods), so it means a lot. Yes, it drove me absolutely nuts to see CG wearing my diaper. Heck, it drove me nuts to just see her holding my diapers when I first brought them down. But, seeing her asleep on the couch in my diaper and t-shirt was almost more than I could handle. That is a vision that I will never forget. Babybat, in my fantasies CG does have a thing for me. I plan to just leave it at that, I don't think I really want to know the truth either way. One would be a disapointment and the other would be ... too tempting. Did I mention how cute she looked?

Believe me or not, that's your choice. I'll keep updating for those who are interested. That being said, nothing interesting happened since yesterday. Wore an Abriform to bed without any issues. Oh yea, I almost forgot... CG is moving in with my GF and I. We are all going to wear diapers 24/7 and have threesomes every night. Haha, I wish.

Huh? It said that he put something in my name?

Diaper_Me, I posted and then it vanished when I went back to edit it. So, I retyped the whole thing. I must have hit the delete button instead of the edit button?

Hi all, sorry for the delay. It's hard for me to post on the weekend as my GF doesn't know about this website or that I post about us online. So we had a long talk yesterday. I started by asking her how she felt about the diapers and if she would do it again. She will wear them again, but only occasionally (at most once a week). And she will surprise me every once in a while. She is not ready to diaper or change me, but did not rule it out. And, not mommy / baby stuff (bummer). Also, she is okay with me wearing more often as long as I don't walk around in just a diaper or display them. Of course everything isn't so great or it wouldn't be my life. CG had my GF drop her off at her BF's house while she was still wearing the diaper. Apparently her BF didn't like it to much. He started asking question so she told him everything that happened that night (Crap!). Part of the questions were about where she got the diaper. She told him that they were my GF's and mine and that we role played with them. She even told him that we were ALL wearing them that night (Yikes!). Oh well, if he tries to give me any crap I will ask him if he ass hurts from the giant dildo she has been shoving up it. Also, my GF did give me some crap about her catching me twice checking out CG. I apologized and told her that it wouldn't happen again. She seems to have dropped it for now.I don;t plan on putting myself in the situation of being alone with CG again, that way my GF won't think there is something going on between us (there's not). Someone asked if I would wear diapers out in pubic around my GF. I have already down this. If I am wearing a diaper and we go somewhere I just pull on some jeans or shorts. I don't actually know if my GF knows about this or not, but I don't plan to announce it to her. She will find out eventually. And someone else asked about a threesome between us. Obviously that would be awesome, but I don't do threesomes when in a committed relationship. To me that is just giving each other permission to cheat. Of the threesomes I have had outside of a relationship, none have turned into a relationship... I just don't think it works (at least not for me).

Notice that none of the conversations have quotes. I try to remember them the best that I can, but most are far from exact.

Holy crap, last night was a freaking dream come true!! Sorry if this is too long of an update, but it's worth it. My GF and I went to the restaurant to meet CG and her BF as planned. As we were walking up to the door my GF exclained... GF: why would she be wearing that out to dinner? Me: Who? Wearing what? GF: <CG>, right there. Then I noticed CG and her boyfriend standing outside the restaurant. CG was wearing what can only be described as one of those schoolgirl uniforms. A white button down shirt tied together in the front, a short red & black checkered skirt, white socks and black shoes. My girlfriend has something simular she will wear for me occasionally, but only in the house. GF: I know you like that. Don't stare! Me: I'm not. (I was) We arrive at the door and say hi to them. CG looks freaking awesome! I love that look and she does it better than my GF since she is small and cute while my GF is tall and has more of a model type look. We go inside and sit down. I keep an eye on CG's BF to see if he is giving me any funny looks, just incase she spilled the beans on my secret. He seems to be acting normally. He then asks if we can give CG a ride home after dinner, he has to go to work for a few hours for some IT thing. We agree to take her home. We order drinks, have some normal conversation and order dinner. Things are going well. The restaurant is busy so the meals take longer than normal. So we have more drinks, except for CG's BF since he has to work. We finally get dinner and order more drinks. CG's boyfrined has to pretty much devour his meal so he can leave and get to work on time. He leaves and tells CG that he will call her later and maybe stop by her house. Everything was going great and relaxing up to this point. Then, as soon as her boyfriend walks away... CG: <with a huge grin> Are you wearing a diaper? Me: <I almost spit my drink out and start searching to see if anyone heard her. Luckily nobody was around.> Me: No! CG: Oh. And, don't worry I made sure there wasn't anyone around before I asked. GF: I made sure he wasn't doing that before we left the house. Me: You did? GF: Yes. CG: How are things going with y'all now? ME & GF: We're fine. CG: So are y'all having fun with it yet? GF: What do you mean? CG: You know, role playing or anything like that. GF: He asked me to wear one but I haven't. CG: Why not? GF: I don't know if I want to. CG: I would. Me: <My jaw hit the ground and I started caughing and choking on my enchilada.> <My GF gave me an evil look> GF: Your would!?!? CG: Yea, it's not that big of a deal. I do stranger things for my BF. GF: Like what!? CG: He'd be so embarrased if I told anyone. GF: You already know his secret, just tell us. CG: He likes me to use a dildo on him sometimes. GF: Ewwww! No way would I do that! CG: I don't mind, it turns him on. Me: <Still speachless over CG saying she would wear a diaper.> CG: Have you diapered him or changed his diaper or anything like that? GF: No!! He just does his own thing when he wants to, I'm staying out of it for now. CG: You should try to have fun with it! Me: <with huge grin and looking at my GF> GF: I don't know. Maybe at some point. Me: More drinks here!! Holy crap! That was awesome! There was more conversation about it, but nothing that good or interesting. We had one or two more drinks and decided to head out. When I stood up I realized that I shouldn't drive, and I already knew the girls shouldn't drive. So we decided to take a cab. The only problem was that my GF and I lived close by but CG lived pretty far away and it would cost her quite a bit. She decided to go to our apartment and have her boyfriend pick her up after work. On the way to our apartment I was thinking that my GF might be drunk enough that I might actually get her to wear a diaper or play with me some. But CG being there might spoil it. My solution, enough drinks at the apartment to maintain her drunken state until CG's BF got there but not enough for her to pass out. We go to the apartment and started talking about normal stuff. The girls then wanted another drink, so I got them some wine. And then, CG started in on the diapers again. I'm having no doubt now that she is intersted now. CG: Can we see one of your diapers? I want to see what they look like and maybe we can get her <my GF> to loosen up some about them. After my regrets on saying no last time and CG saying she will try to help my GF accept it better this time I was sold on the idea, but I didn't want to seem to anxious Me: <to my GF> It's up to you GF: I don't care, you can bring them down if you want. I went upstairs and brought down one of each type of diaper I have and layed them on the coffee table in front of the two girls. They began picking them up, feeling and looking at them. It was quiet a turn on just seeing them touching my diapers.They opened a few up and and giggled about them. CG: Put one on! Me: No. CG: Why not? Me: It would be too embarrassing. CG: No, we already know about them. It will be fun. Me: I'll tell you what, I'll put one of if you two each put one on first. CG: ok! GF: No. CG: why not? GF: I just don't want to. CG then spends 5 minutes trying to convince my GF to put one on. She finally agrees to go upstars and put one on, but then will decide if she will come downstairs or not. I'm freaking out at this point, not believing what is happening here. CG looks through the diapers and picks up the Bambino (yes!). My GF picks up the Attends (damn, I was hoping she would take the Abriform). I told her that I could get her a Bambino like CG has if she wanted, she declines. They then go upstairs. Damn I wish I had a camera up there! I hear nothing for while except them walking around. Then I hear them laughing. That must be good news! Then the bedroom door opens and they both walk out, each one wearing one of my t-shirts long enough to cover whatever they are wearing. As they walk down the stairs I hear a definite crinkling sound. Time is running in slow motion now. I can't believe this! CG: Ok... 1, 2, 3! On 3 they both lifted up their shirts and exposed the diapers! CG: what do you think? Me: Oh my God, this is so awesome! I love it! My GF sees me looking at CG and gives me a dirty look. I then give her all of my attention. My GF then drops her shirt back down and quickly sits down on the couch. CG holds her shirt up awhile longer and looks down admiring herself in the diaper. She looks so cute I can't hardly control myself. Then I realize what is supposed to happen next. I made the deal but didn't really think that it would happen. Now I'm getting really nervous. CG sits down next to my GF. CG: your turn! I grab the Abriform and head upstairs. I quickly put it on and then find a t-shirt long enough to cover most of the diaper. then I go back downstairs. Once down there they are both staring at me. I'm nervous as hell, but I lift the shirt up exposing my diaper. When I looked at them they were both smiling. Probably a good sign! I sit down on the other side of my GF. There is then (for me) an aqward silence. I'm hadn't planned this out and have no idea what to do next. Of course at this point CG chimes in as usual. CG: <to me> Do you "use" these when you wear them? Me: I have, but not on a regular basis. GF: Yuck, you poop in them? Me: No, just pee GF: Still gross CG: And you like to see girls in them Me: Yes, very much. GF: Where have you seen girls wearing diapers? Me: On the internet. There are tons of website on this, some are photo sites. CG: I want to see. I then went and got my laptop and showed them a few sites (DiaperGal, Adultbabysource and a few others I found on a quick search... I did not show them Dailydiapers) GF: Wow, I had no idea this was so popular. Maybe you're not such a freak after all! CG: We shold play Edward Fourty-Hands! GF & Me: What is that? CG: It's a drinking game where everyone wears adult diapers. How is it that I'm the one with the diaper fetish and have never heard of this game?? It owuld have made college much much more interesting! Ends up that we didn't have anything we needed to play, but agreed that we might play it sometime. (WooHoo!!) We diecided to just have another drink. I stand up and walk into the kitchen. They both follow me in there. I pour the wine and we continued to talk. CG tryed to call her BF nurmerous times during the night, but he never answered. She decided to stay the night and either have him pick her up or my GF would take her home. We stood around in the kitchen for awhile talking. MY GF then said that she was going to go upstairs and change for bed. (oh no don't take off the diaper! I followed her upstairs and started making out with her. I took her shirt off and mine so that we were both in just our diapers. I then layed her down on the bed and had some of the best sex I have ever had. By the time we were done both diapers were ripped to shreads and there was diaper stuffing everywhere. It was awesome! The next morning I went downstairs to get some coffee. My GF was still asleep. When I got downstrairs I was suprised to see CG asleep on the couch. She had gotten a blanket, but it was on the floor. She was on the couch still wearing the t-shirt and diaper! She looked so cute. CG woke up as I was making the coffee. She walked into the kitchen and said hi. We stood areound and talked for a few minutes. I couldn't keep my eyes off of her midsection, looking for a peek of the diaper. She caught me once or twice, but only smiled. Shortly afterwards my GF came downstairs. Everything was normal until CG walked or moved in someway that made the diaper crinkle. GF: Are you still wearing that? CG: Yea. GF: Are you going to take it off? CG: I don't know I may leave it on for my BF Me: <thinking to myself, Damn him!> CG then went and put on the clothes she was wearing thew night before. When she came down I could still clearly hear the diaper. Man, her in a schoolgirl outfit and a diaper underneath... I was going crazy. She said goodbye and my GF left to take her home. So, that's it... the best night of my life!

Ok, I'm making a new commitment to slow down and not push things too hard. Today when my GF got home from work I was wearing a diaper under a pair of khaki shorts. They masked the sound so well that she didn't even notice I was wearing. I'm planning on wearing a diaper to bed, but will wear shorts when walking into the room so they don't make any noise. I'll try this for awhile and see how it goes. Tomorrow night is the dinner date with CG and her BF. I'm hoping that it will just be a normal night out, without any discussions about diapers. I just want to relax, have a good time and not have any drama.

Thanks again for all the advice guys. I agree with what everyone is saying. I feel that I make a good plan to keep things slow and low key, but then once I'm in the moment (and the diaper) I just want more and more and keep pushing the limits. This is consistent with my personality though, I'm an all or nothing kind of guy. When driving I'm either stopped or have the gas pedal to the floor board. When playing poker I go "all in" on a regular basis. It's just how I am, I know that I need to work on that. This morning added another little twist that I didn't plan on. I woke up before my GF because I needed to pee. It was still dark so I didn't think she would be up anytime soon. So I walked to the bathroom in just my diaper. When I was finished I walked back into the bedroom and she was just sitting up and turning her alarm off. She looked at the diaper and then me and said good morning. I said hi and walked back to my side of the bed and climbed in. She didn't say anything about it when she left, so hopefully it wasn't a big deal. After reading all of the comments I am thinking that I should call her and ask her how she is doing. I am trying to keep my mind off of CG. That is a dangerous situation that could leave me single just at the moment that I have a GF finally accepting this fetish. I have a bad history of jumping from girl to girl and don't want to be tempted. It would be nice if she were talking to my GF and convincing her to accept this though. Maybe I should have said no to the dinner on Friday with CG and her BF to eliminate any possibility of an issue. Oh well.

Well, tonight was pretty interesting. I did as I said I was going to do. I was wearing an Attends, t-shirt and thin cloth shorts when she got home. You could very clearly hear the diaper crinkle when I walked. I heard her pull into the garage (we have a garage attached to the bottom floor) and went out to meet her, I do this regularly so it was nothing unusual. I grabbed her bag and started following her into the apartment. We were barely in the door when she turned, looked at my crotch area and then looked at me... Me: What? GF: Nothing. We walked further into the apartment and she again looks at my crotch area and back at me GF: I'm not sure what you want me to do. Me: What do you mean? GF: I assume that you know that it's very obvious what you are wearing. Me: Yea I guess so. I'm trying to be discrete but not hide it either. GF: So how do you want me to act? Me: What do you mean? GF: Would you prefer that I act like I don't know what you are wearing? Me: No, why would you do that? GF: I don't know. I don't know to act. Me: Act normal GF: Ok. Is there anything that you want me to do? I'm not saying I'll do it, I just want to know what you would like in this situation. Me: You could give me a kiss, pat my bottom and tell me that you love me. She approached me, wrapped her arms around my waste, kissed me, told me that she loved me. There was a long pause... she then kissed me again and finally patted my bottom. Me: Was that so bad? GF: No. Strange, but not bad. Me: Good, cause now I need you to change my diaper I'm wet! GF: What!?!? Me: Just kidding! Nothing much else happed through dinner and awhile afterwards. Later I was upstairs and had to go to the bathroom. So I went to the bathroom in our bedroom, closed the door, pulled down my shorts, untaped two of the tapes on my diaper, pulled it down, sat down and started going. It's not unusual for us to walk in on each other in the bathroom, but I wasn't expecting it today with her knowing that I was diapered. But she did, she came in to take off her make up. She walked in and started talking normally about something, then I guess she remembered the diaper and looked down to see if it was there (it was). She had kind of an embarrassed look on her face but went ahead and started to take off her make up. We can look at each other through the mirror and talk while we are both doing our thing. When I was done I considered staying sitting until she left, but then decided that it was her choice to stay in the bathroom so she must have know that I would get up eventually. So I stood up, pulled up my diaper, taped it up and quickly looked in the mirror. She had stopped what she was doing and was watching me intently. She quickly went back to what she was doing when she saw me looking at her. I then pulled up my shorts, washed my hands, gave her a kiss and left the bathroom. That was an exciting trip to the bathroom for me! I went downstairs and started watching TV. She came down shortly afterwards and sat down on the couch, but probably not as close as she normally does. She then mentioned that Cute Girl <CG> had asked if we wanted to go to dinner with her and her BF on Friday. My GF told her that she would have to ask me. I said yes that we should do that and for her to tell CG that we would be there. Maybe I can see if CG is giving off any hints about an interest in diapers! My GF then went to take a shower and climbed into bed to watch TV before going to sleep (her normal routine). After she was done I took a shower as well. I then decided that the night had gone so well that I wanted to wear a diaper to bed as well. The only problem is that my Abriform X-plus's were in my nightstand and that is what I wanted to wear. Oh well, I decided to go for broke. I put on a t-shirt and walked out of the bathroom. I walked to her and gave her a kiss and told her I was going to stay up and get on the computer for awhile. I then walked around to my side of the bed, opened my night stand and pulled out a diaper. Again I quickly looked at her and yep she was looking right at me. I just smiled, said good night and walked out of the room with my diaper. Well, that's it. A pretty exciting night!

Saya, that is a good thought. I don't want her looking around on her own, finding this site and possibly stumbling across this thread. I need to come up with a few good sites to point her to. Any suggestions? This is the only site that I really go to anymore so I've forgotten all the others. Nothing interesting happened this morning. But that will change soon. I've decided that today is the day that she will come home and find me in a diaper. I'll probably wear an Attends, t-shirt and some thin cloth shorts I have. This way she can hear the diaper crinkle but won't see it. I figure this is a good way to start easing her into it a little more. Every few days or so I will do something else and then start increasing the frequency.

Honestly I thought the same thing about cute girl when she was making those comments. But I was also thinking that it was just wishful thinking on my part, she has that cuteness factor that would make her an awesome diaper girl. She reminds me a lot of Felicity from AdultBabySource (my all time favorite diaper girl). I try to ignore it but I almost always think about it when I see her... just an innocent fantasy. But now y'all have me thinking things that I shouldn't think about her. <Ahhh, get out of my brain unclean thoughts!> Anyway, we are both in a relationship... hmmmm. After reading the comments I am now thinking that maybe I should have brought down some diapers for them to look at. I really would like to know how my GF and cute girl would have reacted to them. That could have revealed a lot. My mind was just going a thousand miles an hour thinking how to resolve the situation and change the subject. Now I'm kicking myself for not bringing them down. Nothing new to report about my GF tonight. I'm going to take another night off of wearing, I'm forcing myself to slow down. Besides, we had some good luvin' tonight so I'm content. During the day I did move all of my diapers from the spare bedroom to our bedroom closet. They are all in boxes up on a shelf so it's not like I'm displaying bags of diapers or anything. It's kind of exciting to see them all there practically in plane sight but not quiet. Hey, wasn't there a Seinfeld episode where Jerry was trying to make a switch from dating one girl to dating her best friend? How did he do it? Never mind, I don't want to know...

Hi all. Well last night actually wasn't quite as bad as it could have been. I had a talk with my girlfriend before they arrived. I started by telling her that she needed to be on my side during this thing. She totally agreed. She told me that she loved me and they would not like the outcome if they tried to make her choose between them and me. She told me that I am not on trial here, it was just an opportunity for me to explain the situation and let them decide if they can get past it or not. That made me feel better. The two girls arrived together. My girlfriend opened the door and greeted them as I was outside getting the grill ready. When I came in they both eyed me. One had a huge smile <almost laughing> and the other was eying me like I had just killed her cat, I could tell she was going to be a huge B***** about this. I'll call them cute girl <CG> (the smiling one) and big girl <BG> (the B*****) going forward. Almost immediately the cute girl exclaimed "Hi baby!" and started laughing. I just rolled my eyes and shook my head. To my surprise, my girlfriend chimed in almost immediately by saying "I didn't invite you here to make fun of him". Cute girl then apologized and said that she wouldn't do it again. I grabbed the meat I was grilling and a beer and went back outside to start cooking. I could see they were having a pretty good conversation inside as I was cooking, but I couldn't hear what they were saying. They did all grab a glass of wine, so I hoped that would help calm them down. A few minutes later my girlfriend came out to check on me. We talked a few minutes and then cute girl came out... CG: Sorry again about cracking a joke, I just couldn't resist. Me: It's fine, I expect worse as the night goes on. CG: Well, probably not from me. I just have one concern and then I'll leave you alone. Me: Ok shoot CG: Does it have anything to do with kids? It really seems like something to do with kids or could lead to that, and that is disgusting Me: <long explanation of why it doesn't have anything to do with kids> CG: Ok then, whatever. You are both adults, whatever you do in your own home is your own business. Me: That's it? CG: Yea, I'll stop there... But I can't promise that I won't crack a joke or two. Me: Whatever, as long as it's just between us three. CG: no problem.... are you wearing one now? <big grin> Me: No. CG: Bummer, haha. GF: See, I told you it wouldn't be so bad. CG: heh, not yet. <BG> will not be so easy on you. I then remembered that we were standing outside and didn't want there to be a chance that a neighbor would hear us. I suggested that we continue the conversation inside when I was done grilling. They agreed. After grilling I took the meat in side. When I walked in they were all talking about something else. I cut the meat and laid it on the table with the rest of the food. We all then sat down. After a few minutes of chatting back and forth and eating, <BG> started in on me. I don't remember the whole conversation, but she accused me of being a pervert and everything else this fetish is associated with. I felt that I explained everything pretty well, but she still would not let up at all. My girlfriend jumped in every once in awhile to help me out. That made me feel a lot better. After dinner was over we moved into the living room to continue talking. My GF and CG were starting to get pretty tipsy and suggested I get out the tequila. We each did a shot or two and the conversation finally drifted onto other things. I was starting to think that the diaper conversation was finally over when... CG: You know what I think would help us all to better understand your fetish thing... you should go put a diaper on and show us <laughs> GF: <laughs> BG: No! Me: NO! CG: Come on, it would really help! Me: No. CG: How about you just bring us a diaper so we can look at it! <laughs> BG: No, I don't want to see it! GF: Yea, that might help <laughs> Me: No! GF: I was just kidding, we don't need to see your diaper... I've already seen them. Me: <Giving my GF a "what the hell are you doing" look> GF: I'm sorry! CG and my GF are laughing uncontrollably at this point. BG: Are they Pampers or Huggies? <starts to laugh> Me: Give me a break BG: Uh oh, I think he's cranky... is the baby getting sleepy? CG: <to my GF> you should diaper him and put him to bed! -- They are all laughing now. Me: Ok, I'm leaving now. GF: I'm sorry, we'll stop now. CG: Yea I'm sorry, that was my fault I'll stop. BG: I'm not sorry. You deserve it for lying to your girlfriend. You are lucky to still have her around, I would have broken up with you immediately. I think this whole thing is gross and perverted. Me: I'm lucky I'm not dating you (in more ways than one) BG: Damn right you are. But' it's <GF> who has to make that decision for herself. I don't want to talk or hear about it anymore. Me: Good. So can we all just leave this conversation here and not discuss it again? CG & BG: Yes. There was more but I don't remember a lot of it. Later after the two girls had left my GF apologized again for making jokes. She said being able to joke about it did make her feel better about it though. She asked what she could do to make it up to me. I told her that I had a few ideas, but would tell her later. It was late and we went to sleep.

Christopher, I have no clue what I am going to say. I was just sitting here watching for any responses to see if anyone else had any suggestions. Looks like you may be the perfect man for the job! And, yes I do plan to do some serious drinking. Actually I really hope to get them drinking, it would probably go better if they are dunk and I am sober. That way I'll be clear headed and they won't be. I have to go clean the apartment some now, and to buy more beer and wine... and maybe some tequila.

My life has officially become a nightmare! My GF just called me. I'll cut to the bad part... GF: I went to lunch with X and Y <two of the friends that she told; the one's that I know> Me: What did they say? GF: They were trying to convince me that there is something seriously wrong with you and that I should break up with you. Me: Screw them! GF: They are my friends, they are just trying to protect me. GF: I tried to explain it to them but I didn't do a very good job. Me: Tell them it is none of their business and they should just drop it... and not tell anyone else. GF: They won't drop it. They want to talk to you about it. Me: What? Hell no. GF: I told them that if you explained it to them that they would understand it better and realize that it's not that bad. Me: No way, this is a personal thing. They need to just forget about it. GF: <silence> You're going to be mad at me... Me: Oh crap... what? GF: I invited them over for dinner. Me: WHAAAAAAAT!?!? No, F'ing way! GF: It's the best way to deal with it. They both said that they hadn't told anyone yet and wouldn't if you could explain it to them so that they understand and won't have to worry about me. Me: Oh Crap... So basically I'm being blackmailed? GF: No, they are just trying to protect me. Me: Crap, Crap, Crap! Me: When is this dinner supposed to happen? GF: Tonight. They will be there at 7:30. Me: Just shoot me now. GF: It will be fine. Just explain it to them the way you did to me. Me: I don't owe them an explanation! GF: We're going to see them again eventually. You might as well explain it to just them now, unless you want to explain it to their boyfriends also. Me: Crap. Fine. So there it is. Welcome to my nightmare. I can't even talk about that anymore. Diaper_Me, No that is not my car. That was a photo shoot she did for a muscle car magazine before we met. It is related to how we met though. I buy and sell cars and met her at a car show where I was selling some. She was hired to stand next to cars and smile... she just happened to be hired to stand in the area right next to where my cars were.