Confused87

Hi, I'm new here. I've been a DL mainly all my life, and had a question. I weigh 145lbs I have a 30 inch waist. I have 33 inch hips. I measured my legs and it came out to be 21 inches. I measured my butt to the front of my package, and it came out to be 37 inches. I can wear boys size 16 briefs with enough room to spare. And boys size 18 boxers are HUGE on me. My legs are kinda big and would think if I did have any problems wearing baby diapers, then it woud be that area. But do any of you think I can wear a size 6/7 baby diaper? To be honest with you guys, the real reason I ask this question is because I think my DL life is so stressful. I constanly have them on my mind and don't want any part of it. About a month ago when I went christmas shopping I bought some CVS refastable underwear. The diapers with only 2 tapes. (1 each side) and were the best diaper I've ever been in. Anyway, I went through about 4 diapers in about 5 hours. My problem is my DL experiences usually result in a gulity pleasure. I get so stressed that I just have to get rid of them. So I did, and threw them out the window of my car later that night. But I was thinking about something. When I was in diapers for those 5 hours. I was getting so sick of them by that fifth hour. Having to constanly change in public restrooms while everyone is in there was very stressful. I knew those people could hear my diaper being taped on. The good news is that I'm laid off. (Trust me, it's a good thing at the moment.) So I was thinking about wearing diapers 24/7 for about 2 weeks. My theroy is that I'll get so sick of them that I'll never want them again. I went out yesterday to fullfill this dream, but every CVS store I went to had the "improved" refastable underwear. These "improved" style has a lot less padding. Almost none at the front. So the reason why I asked about the baby diapers, was because I need something cheap, padding in the front, and absorbent. Which I've heard everywhere that they are. Sorry about the long post.