amp501

I'd say for any guy out there, give it a shot. Why not? Worst thing that can happen is the receiver in the role reversal realizes and confirms "hey, i don't like taking it up the butt, maybe i should be gentle next time" I find it funny when guys absolutely refuse to experiment with their partners.

I agree completely. However, I can separate the sexual aspect of it when necessary, as when i'm with jakey. Though something tells me it'd be a lot harder to separate if I was changing a girl. So I see where you're coming from. As such, I agree.

Aye, it's odd. As I currently don't have a girlfriend myself, no have I ever had one in the scene particularly, I really don't know how it would play into it. I'd love to find a girl into the scene, but I figure my chances are better finding an open minded women first, then seeing if she's interested. My relationship failures aside, I do see your point. I actually found another AB (girl) who lives no more than 5 minutes from my own house. It's extremely surprising to hear about. Though she's under the same understanding as you are. Even though her husband doesn't take part in it, it still comes off as unfaithful to her as well for someone of the opposite sex to take care of and change her.

Well, no. I can't say these are entirely objective, but alas. 'tis life. *before we start, i'd like to say that I posted this as a blog on my diaperspace account , though not many would read it. I would enjoy any comments, criticism or philosophical counter argument on the subject matter at hand. Logic says that maybe I should have just posted this on links/announcements but, i'm sorry. My reckless abandon has taken over and i'm posting this here because I would like some direct input on the subject matter at hand. If you dig it, please feel free to friend me. We could always use more friends, eh? Any who, on with the show. So what exactly did I do to bring myself to this point. I've been into the scene for nearly a decade and while i've trolled constantly in years past and still reminesce on the older places that used to thrive like Diaper Space and SissyBecky I've wondered what always kept me coming back. It was pretty easy for me to understand that while I was curious to wear a diaper, the thought never really flourished in my mind. It came and went meerly in passing, nothing more. So why did I keep coming back? Did I want someone to dominate me? Take control of me? no, quite the opposite actually, I really can't see myself as a sub in any sort of dom/sub relationship. Something about me I guess. Even though I don't generally acknowledge it, I'm pretty decent at helping others out. Helping, being caring, I guess that's where I fit in. But why do I fit such a strict category? Most in the scene (ABDL) are babies, the great majority are. Maybe a couple of switch hitters going from a baby to a parent role, but for the most part, many prefer the baby roll to the parent roll. While you have a smaller, though still fairly consistant group who are the Mommies of the scene. Mommies are not quite as large as the baby populace, but it's still there. This is also assuming any sort of branch off of the same name (sitter, nanny ect ect.) The next group, however, is even smaller and as such, is much the minority. The daddy roll. A Daddy isn't necessarily hard to come by per say. This scene has a large ratio of guys/girls, that's for sure. And becuase of that, we have quite a few daddies as well as babies. But to find a strict daddy (ie: one who doesn't have a regression side, or one who doesn't wear) is exceptionally rare. So why is it that I stand proudly within this role? The answer to such a question has evolved over time with me. At first, I honestly don't know. I got into the scene as a teen, and well, something about girls in (and using diapers) turned me on. The AB side of that came rather quickly in time. But that ideal has waivered in and out over time. It's still there to a degree, this is considered a fetish for a reason. And as such, it's still a fetish for many, myself included. But over time I started to realize that even though i've very much straight, the scene still managed to turn me on to a degree. Something about it kept me coming back for me. At times my brain managed to fight very hard in questioning what I was doing, and why I was doing it. It's almost disturbing, at first, if you can seperate yourself from the idea of the scene and look at it from the eyes of someone who hasn't got a clue what's going on. But still I came back for more. At times, even disgusted with myself I came back, and kept coming back. However, that was years ago, and now I've learned to accept it for what it is. However, now when I delve myself into the scene, I don't go looking particularly for any one thing. I'm open to the scene, though i'm still just a guy strapped into the Daddy role, permanently. Ever since I started I've noticed a smaller niche in me that's drawn me toward the caring roll. Someone who doesn't mind looking after someone else. Which, to me, is entirely odd given that I generally don't have the patience for one who is handicapped. That set back aside, I don't mind, infact, I enjoy taking care of people, to a degree. I want to become a real daddy one day, care for my own child and spouse. But for now, I look to the scene maybe, as some sort of paternal release. Maybe it's not so odd, maybe it is. It's really hard to say. Yes, the scene is still a fetish for me but even recently I've started taking the roll as a non-sexual active in the scene. Recently I met my first real baby. Yeah, i've had a couple instances in the past, nothing really lasting more than a day or two, Diaper Space chat never seemed to have the same 2 people in there for more than a few days at a time. But a few weeks ago I managed to meet one called jakey. He is an interesting character, cared for the scene, found security within the scene and thus stuck with it. We talked, found out we lived in the same town at one point and even worked for the same boss, interestingly enough. Though all this was great and good, finding a time to meet was a little more trouble than we'd like to admit. We got fairly close online (Daddy/baby(son).) Recently, we've had a couple chances to meet and we took both. What we did together is fairly basic. No huge sessions so to speak, couple hours on couple off. Nothing major really, but there is a bond there, a daddy-son bond. And, I reitorate, i'm straight. Atleast, last I checked I was still very much attracted to a women's side of the sex puzzle, and not at all the man's, that's niether here nor there though. The relationship I have with Jakey though, is a very loving/caring kind of relationship. I never thought it possible at first, that I could even meet and care for an AB (male) as a guy (me.) But it's happened in the past, I plan for it to happen in the future, and well, we'll see what happens from there. But, why do I still keep coming back? I still wonder. My best guess is that I just have a massive loving/caring/fatherly streak in me that runs wild constantly. I like to take care of those who want to be taken care of. Am I the odd one here? who knows. I appologize for any rambling that may have happened, this post was partially induced because of drinking (rum and coke) and playing diddy kong racing with some brothers (fraternal.) So it seems, minor amounts of alcohol in my blood stream coax me into a writing and scientific train of thought. Thanks for reading though, I enjoyed writing. Philisophical talk is always fun.

I presume a lot of it is custom made/modified, which is quite a task unto itself, albeit in this scene, quite satisfying too. atleast I'd like to think so.

Maybe it's because i'm a noob to the topic, but i've recently been curious about AB furniture. Now, i've seen one site: Babyapparels.com which doesn't offer horrible stuff, honestly. But, some of the stuff I've seen in there doesn't seem to make the grade. In particular, while looking around at changing tables my baby showed one to me that looked amazing, recessed pad in a soft color (not black,) an extremely wide base (for even the most squirming of babies,) and just over all a better design than the changing table that babyapparels.com caries. Does anyone know of any other AB furniture companies around that do custom work? any would be great, honestly. thanks in advance.

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Good morning/evening/afternoon to all My name is Don, I'm a daddy from Texas. Been trolling these boards for a few months, finally added a name a few weeks ago, figured i'd start posting eventually. So yeah, um i'm an Accounting major at UNT, hopefully going to graduate in a year or so. we'll see. about the scene, hm. been around a while, 8-9 years. been a daddy for quite a while. open to anything really. I'm straight but I have a baby boy as is, due to his location. long story I can tell later. So um yeah, hit me up on here, diaperspace, aim or yahoo. www.diaperspace.com/amp501 yahoo/aim: Badgerxiii see ya round folks.