get_wet

Thank you, everyone, for your input. I really appreciate it.

So one day, not too long ago, I left my new girlfriend, (of about a month,) in my home while I went to work. It turns out that she spent the entire day going through my room and reading my journals. That's fine, I guess. We are dating, and I guess she does want to know about my inner life, so I wasn't too pissed. Anyway, my previous girlfriend had done the same thing. The only thing is, she did a very thorough job of going through my room, and she found a package of diapers I had hidden in my closet. Now I guess I should backtrack a little. A few months earlier, when we were not officially bf & gf, but still practically dating, she had asked me about my fetishes. I was pretty reluctant to tell her. I told my last girlfriend I was in to diapers. She took it very well, but when we started making my fantasies reality, I got a little weirded out. This time around I decided I'd just keep it to myself, since vanilla sex is plenty good enough for me. I couldn't lie though, and when my girlfriend kept pressing me to tell her what I was in to, I cautiously replied: "age play. I like to be treated like a toddler. But we're not going to do that." Fair enough, I thought. I hadn't lied, but I didn't reveal more than I needed to, and I set some very clear boundaries. Anyway, back to the now. So I get a call from my girlfriend while I'm at work. "I found your Depends. What's that all about?" Poo, I thought. Not much I can do to get out of this one. "We'll talk about it when I get home." Now, as you can imagine, this isn't the sort of thing a girl just forgets about. She wasn't going to let it drop, and I new it. So I prepared to come out to her about being an AB/DL. When I got home she demanded I tell her everything, which I did, very uncomfortably. There, I thought, that should satisfy her. But she kept pressing me: "what do you like about it? What do you like to feel?" etc... So there I am, laying on my couch, her staring right at me while I tell her I like to be put in diapers and treated like a toddler because I like how thrilling and humiliating it is, and how at the same time I feel safe and comfortable. This was a pretty humiliating situation, and my penis, always knowing the right thing to do in any situation, decided to get an erection. "Super," I thought. My girlfriend was quite aware of my erection, and decided to let me know that she knew I was humiliated telling her this, and that she knew I liked it, and that she fully intends to put me in diapers. "No no no...really...it's ok," I said, to no avail. Since then, several times a week while we're being intimate, she talks to me like I'm a child, and tells me about how she's going to diaper me. I'm not sure how I feel. On one hand, it's definitely rare to find someone open minded enough to be accepting of this, and actually interested in doing it. On the other hand, I decided not to tell her for a reason, and I'm a little upset that something so personal is not being dealt with on my terms. Honestly though, she's probably doing the right thing, because I probably subconsciously want her to take control of the situation and force me in to diapers every now and again, which she seems intelligent and sensitive enough to pick up on. I guess I lucked out.