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I think so. It sure seems that way. The crooked pinkies (one is more than the other). Yes, I have a smaller than average head (I think it was size 7 at graduation, tall 5'11", skinny). Yes, testicles are small. My breast were never large, muscular yes. I had the learning disabilities and speech problems. I might even still have some speech / vocabulary problems. As for fertility, I am in my 40s, my wife is older than I am too... We haven't tried to get pregnant. I am looking for that final link to why I wear diapers. I was hoping to find something in here very definite (such as bladder muscle or just general incontinent problems), but the only thing I came across was the shyness / passiveness and perhaps maybe me wanting to have this problem corrected back when I was 3/4/5 and not learning about it until now - hence me age regressing to 3/4/5 when it didn't matter how my words sounded.

As I get older I get more hints maybe why I am into this. It all started when I wet my pants in kindergarten. Now in my 40s, I never had an accident since then. But as you all know diapers provide a huge amount psychological security and comfort that we all come to rely on. Last night I did a google search on "crooked pinky" (which I have) and came across something called "Clinodactyly" and eventually this led to Klinefelter Syndrome. Essentially this syndrome are boys and men with "enlarged breasts, sparse facial and body hair, small testes, and an inability to produce sperm." http://www.nichd.nih.gov/publications/pubs...elter.cfm#xwhat There are some early childhood difficulties with speech and learning as well as being shy and passive. http://www.nichd.nih.gov/publications/pubs...lter.cfm#xchild I was very fortunate to go to a private high school, but I did go one year in Junior High. I never really had too much of a problem in my life. "Adolescence and the high school years can be difficult for XXY boys and their families, particularly in neighborhoods and schools where the emphasis is on athletic ability and physical prowess." This continues, "One study found a group of XXY males diagnosed between the ages of 27 and 37 to have suffered a number of setbacks". "But by the time the XXY men had reached their forties, most had surmounted their problems. " http://www.nichd.nih.gov/publications/pubs...elter.cfm#xadol Through my 20s and 30s I never really had a problem finding work and a good salary. Though the shyness and passive perhaps stayed with me. Finding all this out has added yet another piece to the puzzle for me and probably has solved the equation once I get some time to think it over.