babyjow19

I used to go onto, daily diapers and wathced their viedeos there. Now its barely there, they made a lot of changes. Do you know of any good sites with either pictures or videos of people in diapers. Any info would be greatly appriciated. Well thanks for your time.

Ok so i think i have an idea why i am the way I am. Im into diapers and other baby stuff, and i also like to crossdress once in a while. So the reason I think I am the way i am is because of my childhood. A couple times i remember my dad threating me to use diapers as a way of punishment. I was about 4 or 5 years old, and twice my dad threatened to keep me in diapers. I think i was young enough to not understand, but old enough for it too take effect. One time he yelled at me cause i kept missing the toliet and told me that if i keep missing that i would go back into diapers. The second time it was because i wasnt drinking enough milk. He came into my room and said if you dont drink enough milk your going to have to stay in diapers. At the time i cried alot. But the more I thought about it the more i was curious. Later in life i never had access to any diapers, so I kind of had to settle for something else, and that perhaps were panties.So i was never really curious to wear panites, it was just kind of a substitue from the diapers.I liked both. So after I got caught with the diaper later in life, then I find out my mom used to be a bedwetter when she was a kid. Now that i think about it, the kind of personality I have is, I feel like i always need attention. Almost everything i do basically is for the attention. So why do you think your the way you are.

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Ok recently ive been becoming a christian in my heart. Ive always beleived in god, but now i feel like ive grown in faith. My problem comes when the bible talks about lust. (In my case its over an object, diapers).I get really disapointed in myself every time i gain interest in diapers and stuff. For me its kind of like im putting god second in my life for that hour or so.I know were all sinners, but i get so disapointed in myself after i go through my phase of diapers.For me its only a couple of times a day.I know diapers are just part of clothing, but my concern is when i get like a hormone rush, i start watching videos and you could say pleasure myself(were all adults or babies.) Im one of those where i love diapers but i really wish i could just change and have a regular relationship with a girl. What are your opinions. I could use some advise. For me its the same sin over and over. Telling myself im going to stop when i know i wouldnt be able to stop. For chirstians its kind of hard to deal with this issue.

Ok hear me on my story, Ive been wearing diapers on and off my whole life. Im also into crossdressing and being a sissy sometimes. Im male,20 now. when i was 18 i was first caught wearing diapers. But my mom just was curious, she asked questions but didnt care either, after she asked a lot of questions it was never brought up again. My brother also saw me in diapers once too when i was too 18. But he never seemed to care. Never brought up to me, maybe to my mom but never brought it up to me. So anyways to get to the point tonight,(I still live at home, cant afford to move out, dont even have any desire moving out yet). My brother lives just 5 minutes away,he came over tonight, and he was looking at my computer with me, i was just showing him some things, and i helped him putting pictures from a camera on to the internet. Well when i hit the one open pictures file i forgot i was on my account and all my pictures of me in my diapers and womens clothes came up. I quickly closed it, and then it opended again. So he saw them twice.There were some pictures of me with a pacifier, one i had a bra on. I dont know which ones he saw,but it was mostly obvious that he noticed. All he said "Whats all these pictures" something like that,.We each just pretended like it didnt happen. We both quickly went to talking about different things. It was never mentioned again. He was talking about random things, like a upcoming ufc fight or something. Ok my question is should i send him a email saying that those pictures were old, and that ive changed now, or should i just let it go again. I would feel really better if i sent him a email trying to explain that that phase is over with. Or do you think i should just let it go. And hope to be forgetton again.

I got caught a couple of times my people in my family. I just felt like i had to tell someone. So i decided to fall asleep in my bed just wearing a diaper and a t shirt. I didnt want to be awake when my parents found out i was wearing diapers. My mom came in and started talking to me. I was embarassed. She asked a lot of questions. I did the same thing in my basement coach just slept in a diaper. And my brother and father just saw me. They all saw me and didnt say anything. As much fun as it was those couple of days. Its not worth it. It put so much extra stress on my mom, and it was so embarassing even being in the same room as them.

Well I live in bedford ohio and i am a diaper lover /ab if you want to talk email me at jowman17@sbcglobal.net