PingPong

I wear disposable diapers, I should have stated that. Keeping my diapers a secret means I always have to keep people at a distance. There are a number of reasons why would be happier if the people I live with knew. Whenever I am in a situation when my diapers could be discovered I become very tense. For instance when we all crowd into a room to watch a movie all I do is worry that someone will feel the extra padding in my pants. There were times in high school when I thought someone had found out I wore diapers, but was not telling me so, I would get paranoid. There was also a time when someone who had done me many favors locked them self out of their room late at night, and I would have volunteered my floor if not for my secret. I never told anyone in highschool that I wore diapers, but the people I live with are not the same immature monkeys. An openly gay student in my building is accepted and well liked; I have never heard him insulted because of it, or anyone say mean things behind his back. I believe I will be much happier if I let people know I wear diapers. I think telling people I wear diapers is something I'll have to deal with at some point in my life and I should get it over with.

I've wet the bed almost every night since I electrocuted myself when I was very young. I wear diapers at night and during the day if I think I might fall asleep in class. I would call myself a diaper lover because I feel much better when I'm in a diaper. I started university in September, and I'm enjoying it. My classes are going well, and I've made good friends. I am having some problems with my diapers, and I am hoping someone who has been in a similar position could give me some advice. I live in a single dorm room, and share a washroom with the rest of the people on my floor. At home I kept my used diapers in a bucket with a lid in the washroom. Now I keep the bucket and my diapers hidden in my closet. My dorm room is very small, and when I open the bucket the room smells like pee for an hour. This was not a problem at home because the washroom had a fan, and that smell isn't such an issue in a washroom. I can't think of any better place to put my used diapers, and I would really appreciate some suggestions. The second problem is that I don't like keeping the diapers a secret from the people I live with. They are very understanding, and I know I may be treated differently if they knew I was wearing a diaper, but I know they wouldn't tease and be cruel to me. I don't like keeping such a big secret, and I would be much happier if they knew I wore diapers. I've never had the currage to tell my friends that I wear diapers, but I've made it my new year's resolution to do so. If I were asked if I wear diapers, I would say yes, but thats never happened, and I don't expect it ever will. I don't think I can blurt out "I wear diapers" for no reason. There must be other people who have dealt with this, and I would really like to hear how you let people know and what their reaction was.