I've not even been wearing that long but I've had the feeling I wanna stop, I don't have adult diapers I got size 6 and just wear underwear over them. I don't have the guts to buy adult diapers. I feel like I need to stop coz its not right, and my partner isn't into it he let me wear a few times but I know he's not comfortable really, I actually feel kinda lonely, I wear on my own but would be so much better with someone to share it with. I've been in tears b4 I told my partner coz I didn't know if I should tell him and I tried so hard to forget about it but it isn't easy as squidgy said above its extremely difficult to stop.