I've been wearing diapers on and off for years and like emily feeling dirty about it until I finally gave in a couple of months ago and accepted that I really like them. About this time I brought my first pairs of plastic pants and tried wearing them out in public for the frist time with my diapers. I was scared witless and thought everyone was looking at me and could hear my dipers rustling but gradually I became more comfortable with it and realisied that I was the only one that knew.
I still get nervous while wearing in public but like the convenience of not having to go to nasty public toilets and being able to wear my diapers out.
Now finding this site I know I'm not the only one and don't feel so weired about it anymore.
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