[Confused]

Hey, it's cool. You are you and that's what matters. I have had intimate times with women, but I have also fantasized about men (and looked at them). It's kinda like a state of flux. I accept that I am bi, finally coming to admit to myself. I did in the past, but then denied it again. Not it's just a part of who I am. I've also had thoughts of being with a hermaphrodite.

Just be yourself, be it gay, straight, bi, or whatever.

Best wishes, MikeDL.

[How Long Do Any Of You Resist Wearing A Nappy/diaper?]

Well, with me it is a necessity, so I can't really go without them for long. I don't always accidents, so I might be able to get away with it for a few days. But if all of a sudden I was cured of accidents, I would still prefer the diapers as they are just part of who I am. Besides, I like the way mild wetting feels. So, I guess I would just go on wearing them. It's really no one else's business if I do or not. I just want to be me. I will admit that letting folks who are close to me know does help. It's sort of like coming out of the closet. I am also somewhat bi. It helps to know I can tell some people about that as well, for I feel like I am being real and not having to fear judgment or rejection. It's a very personal decision.

Wishing you the best, MikeDL.

[Just Thought I'd Introduce Myself]

Sorry about quoting your entire message. I am still getting used to the use of the site.

I want to welcome you and let you know that my feelings are much in line with yours. You are not alone and I hope you find the support here helpful.

Best wishes, MikeDL.

[Just Thought I'd Introduce Myself]

I've actually known about this site for a while, I was just always too nervous to sign up for it. I guess by way of introduction, I'll give a brief history of my beginnings with diapers. Everything here is absolutely true, and instances like the one in Shaw's are the sort of things that make me feel like there is such a thing as fate or destiny.

I have a vivid memory of a certain day when I was 11. I woke up and for whatever reason, I started considering what it would be like if I had wet the bed. The thought seemed innocent enough and I brushed it off, but from the moment I got out of bed it seemed like it was all I could think about. Since I was way too embarrassed to actually pee in my bed, I decided to go in my pants before I got in the shower at night, and then toss the clothing right into the shower, pretending that I accidentally kicked them in there while taking them off. The result of this was a feeling that was (and still is) pretty indescribable for me, and I couldn't get enough of it. I went from going directly into clothing to using diapers we had around the house. I had pretty favorable conditions to foster this habit, since I had a younger sibling in diapers, I was small for my age, and my mother worked at a nursery from which she took home extra diapers of all different varieties for my younger brother, many of which fit me well.

I went on using actual baby diapers for as long as my brother was in them, and then my opportunities got fewer. Up to this point, I thought (like most of you all probably did) that I was completely alone in this, and so obviously I thought that there was something wrong with me. Then one day when I was about 14, while using a bathroom stall in Shaw's, I saw something on the door that made me extremely happy. Written on the door so that people could see it when they were sitting on the toilet were the words "ADULTS IN DIAPERS! YES? NO? GO TO WWW.DPF.COM AND DECIDE FOR YOURSELF!" As cliche as it sounds, it pretty much changed my life.

So that's the beginning of my little story. Sorry about the length, I have a tendency to get long-winded and I wanted to get some of that off my chest, since I've never told it to anyone in my life. I figured people would appreciate a little background, but if it's too much I can annotate it a little. At any rate, I look forward to chatting with you fine folks!

[Just Thought I'd Introduce Myself]

I've actually known about this site for a while, I was just always too nervous to sign up for it. I guess by way of introduction, I'll give a brief history of my beginnings with diapers. Everything here is absolutely true, and instances like the one in Shaw's are the sort of things that make me feel like there is such a thing as fate or destiny.

I have a vivid memory of a certain day when I was 11. I woke up and for whatever reason, I started considering what it would be like if I had wet the bed. The thought seemed innocent enough and I brushed it off, but from the moment I got out of bed it seemed like it was all I could think about. Since I was way too embarrassed to actually pee in my bed, I decided to go in my pants before I got in the shower at night, and then toss the clothing right into the shower, pretending that I accidentally kicked them in there while taking them off. The result of this was a feeling that was (and still is) pretty indescribable for me, and I couldn't get enough of it. I went from going directly into clothing to using diapers we had around the house. I had pretty favorable conditions to foster this habit, since I had a younger sibling in diapers, I was small for my age, and my mother worked at a nursery from which she took home extra diapers of all different varieties for my younger brother, many of which fit me well.

I went on using actual baby diapers for as long as my brother was in them, and then my opportunities got fewer. Up to this point, I thought (like most of you all probably did) that I was completely alone in this, and so obviously I thought that there was something wrong with me. Then one day when I was about 14, while using a bathroom stall in Shaw's, I saw something on the door that made me extremely happy. Written on the door so that people could see it when they were sitting on the toilet were the words "ADULTS IN DIAPERS! YES? NO? GO TO WWW.DPF.COM AND DECIDE FOR YOURSELF!" As cliche as it sounds, it pretty much changed my life.

So that's the beginning of my little story. Sorry about the length, I have a tendency to get long-winded and I wanted to get some of that off my chest, since I've never told it to anyone in my life. I figured people would appreciate a little background, but if it's too much I can annotate it a little. At any rate, I look forward to chatting with you fine folks!

[Newbie From Texas]

Hey everyone....Just thought id drop in and officially say hello..so "HELLO". A little about myself ...as you can see im from Texas...definetly a southern girl w/ a little hollywood flare.I used to be an AB Mommie for a short time a few years ago and would love to get back to being a Mommie again...I absolutely loved it and had lots of fun...Im NOT an AB or DL so please dont ask if I would wear or even think about because thats definetly NOT me...Im 31..just had a b-day last month so yeah go me...Although everyone tells me I look between 20-23 so thats a plus.I loooooove music and and have a thing for cheesey bands, being around friends and family and anything that has to do with the drums.Im definetly a girly girl but likes to hang with the guys.....guess thats a lil about me!

XOXOXO....luv me

Welcome. I am also from Texas, just north of San Antonio. Who knows, we might get to meet each other one day.

Looking forward to chatting, MkeD:

[Newbie From Texas]

Hey everyone....Just thought id drop in and officially say hello..so "HELLO". A little about myself ...as you can see im from Texas...definetly a southern girl w/ a little hollywood flare.I used to be an AB Mommie for a short time a few years ago and would love to get back to being a Mommie again...I absolutely loved it and had lots of fun...Im NOT an AB or DL so please dont ask if I would wear or even think about because thats definetly NOT me...Im 31..just had a b-day last month so yeah go me...Although everyone tells me I look between 20-23 so thats a plus.I loooooove music and and have a thing for cheesey bands, being around friends and family and anything that has to do with the drums.Im definetly a girly girl but likes to hang with the guys.....guess thats a lil about me!

XOXOXO....luv me

[Looking For Friends]

I'm kinda afraid to ask anyone directly, so I'll go ahead and put it out in the public. Would someone add me to their Friend list? I'd kinda like to get to know someone more directly as I start to learn about this side of who I am.

Best wishes, MikeDL.

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I love hugs and I'm a girl and not a sisy girl

From another Newbie, welcome to the group. I hope you have a lot of fun here.

MikeDL

[Cheers Everyone]

ive been going to DD for ~3 years and felt i needed to start contributing ... so whats up everyone ... anyone like the Dead? or been to bonaroo? ... i was on dpf way back when, havent been back in a long ass time ... im 22 ... i really wish i could bring you up to speed on everything that has led up to this point, but that's not pragmatically possible right now ... also, i guess i do want to maintain some sense of anonymity or whatever ... life has been absolutely amazing ... things have been getting exponentially better ... so i apologize if i come off as overwhelming or quirky or something like that, it's passion ... so yeah, ive had amazing experience after amazing experience, at least from my perspective, and have gathered knowledge to whatever degree i have (obviously) ... im truly full of love and good intentions, and continually working on turning that into action ... so, to come full circle, i guess it's on myself and everyone else reading this to post more ... i sure haven't been doing my part ... peace, love, truth, and beauty everyone ... thanks for taking time to read this ... ill try to reciprocate that by reading one of yours namaste brothers and sisters, we are all one!

Oh yes, I am into the Dead. On MySpace, I have Phil and Bob in my Friends List.

I also enjoy the part you included with the Native American greeting. I am part of the Rainbow Tribe (people of all colors who follow NA tradition). I also have a friend who is half Cherokee/Apache and she has adopted me into her tribal family.

It's good that you are here and I hope you enjoy yourself, MikeDL.

[Um... Hi]

Hi everyone, I'm little bear. As you can see I'm new here, been coming to the site for a while and never really had the courage to join and post til now. Let's see... aside from the AB side of me... I'm also a Finance major and a lifeguard. Drop me a line if you want to get know more about me. Look forward to meeting everyone.

-edit: and it seems I started things off like an idiot by double posting this topic... yay me, if someone could fix that that'd be awesome. Sorry guys.

Welcome. I am glad you are here. I have come to this site many times and finally got the courage up to join as well.

It's good to have you here, MikeDL.

[Hi]

Welcome. I am glad you have someone who understands and is supportive of you.

Best wishes, MikeDL.

[Hello]

Welcome aboard. I have had the thoughts of being into the diaper scene for a long time before I finally admitted it to myself. It was there before I had to wear them for protection, and even then I denied the interest. It's nice to have a place where I can be real and unafraid. Welcome.

MikeDL

[Hello All]

Welcome to DD, MikeDL!! I am a big believer in - this is who we are. I don't know why either, it's different for each of us, but the important thing is that you are with us now. Together as a community, we find acceptance, understanding, and answers to many of our questions. You are a part of that now, so I look forward to seeing you around the boards and in chat.

Hi Phantom. You know, I guess it's kinda like having a group with others who have head injuries or the AA meetings I go to, it allows me to know that I am not alone in the world. I have known this feeling existed in others, but I am just now coming to grips with sharing it with them. It helps.

Thank you again, MikeDL.

[Hello All]

Don't be shy to hide things. Yes there are people that freak out about things that are different but not here. I have yet to encounter or even see for that matter a person who is disrespectful in anyway shape or form to anyone here. You are accepted and welcomed no matter who you are!

Welcome Mike

Hi Khoraz. It's nice to meet you in this group. I feel less alone than before. I have known of the desire for awhile and known it exist with others, but I can now share with those who understand. That helps. Thanks.

Best wishes, MikeDL/

[Hello All]

Hi MikeDL and a warm welcome to the site, sorry to hear about your early injury.

Hope you enjoy yourself here and have some fun writing in the threads and when you feel ready tell us a little more about yourself.

As for Liking Diapers/Nappies there are many reasons for this but does it really matter as to why ? as you are here now, thats what matters.

Hi NappyLoon and thank you for the welcome. It is good to find a place where things make some more sense in knowing I am not alone in this world.

Thank you again, MikeDL.

[Hello All]

hello

welcome tog roup

watch out for brats with super soakers

Hi Rick Brat, and thank you for the welcome. It is good to find a place and belong.

MikeDL

[Hello All]

Hey everyone, this is Mike. I don't really understand the interest that I have, but it's there. I started to fascinate about this as a teen, I guess. I also have a head injury from age nine. I am now 41. I do have some BM accidents as a result of FMS and wet a little, and I actually like that second part. I wear adult protective wear. I don't know why I like it, but I do.

I don't know if I am allowed to say anything about my personality here, so I will just save that for another space in DD.

Best wishes, MikeDL.