Trexy

Please forgive me that im not a english speaker so the terms and grammar might be weird. I had a interesting experience before,a while’s ago i got an idea, what happen when you constantly maintain the pressure of urination all the time, what i did is padded while gaming on the chair, whenever i have the urge to urinate just let go and maintaining the pressure of urination, and i keep repeating it, not easy though, because the bladder sphincter will keep trying to close it ,after a couple of cycles i can feel there’s numbness around the bladder sphincter (not sure),after a while i can feel wetness around the crotch, my urine keeps coming out with small amounts like gross total incontinence,im certain it is not just wetness of the diaper,the back of my diaper are all wet during laying on bed, it keeps going untill i manually close the sphincter. anyone had a similar experience before or know what’s going on?