wettestone

I've had a thing for diapers at long as I can remember. I'm sure it stemmed from bedwetting. The first time a recall wearing diapers after potty training was with my grandma who didn't want me to soil the bed at her house during a sleepover. I was probably 6. When I was in middle school I tried on my brother's pull up. I tore the sides so i taped the sides so it would fit me and stay up. My aunt once left my younger cousins diaper bag at our house. I swiped two size 6 luvs. I tucked them in my underwear one night and slept with it in there. That was the first time I sucked my thumb too. When those were gone I would occasionally wear my brother's goodnights. They didn't fit great but it was still fun. I wore my first adult diaper when I was 16. I got the courage to buy a pack of grocery store brand overnight tape on diapers. It was amazing. I spent the next month wearing to bed every night. I started to go to sleep every night sucking my thumb and rubbing the front of my wet diaper. I nearly got caught when I had a diaper leak pretty good and didn't realize. It left a stain on my sheet and mattress and my mom asked about it and wanted to know if I wet the bed. I said yes just once. She put a mattress protector on the bed. I would go through phases of buying and wearing until college. When I got my first apartment in college I got back into wearing. I got pretty good at wetting in all positions. I had a couple of sleep wettings I didn't even remember. I chilled out with diapers for awhile when I started dating my wife. I'm not a regular bedwetter but I do have some periodic episodes. It's happened when I'm sick or stressed. I nearly ruined a mattress a few years ago. In trying to minimize the issue I mentioned I had used diapers earlier in life for bedwetting. She asked if I was open to considering it again. I did order some but have only worn next to her a couple times. I do pack a few if I'm traveling for work. I love sleeping in just a diaper and sucking my thumb. I do not integrate any of it in my relationship. I store my diapers in a separate bathroom. We don't talk about it unless there's a wetting episode. I do really like wearing. I like the excitement of wearing in public. My favorite thing to do is when I'm traveling. I like to wear my soaked nighttime diaper to breakfast. I usually just wear some baggy pajama pants or shorts. It's my naughty secret.