Paddedhiker

Managing my desires to be incontinent has been a real challenge. Mostly due to lifestyle creep. I enjoy spending time in the mountains hiking backpacking and rock climbing but the desire to need and wear dips permanently has gotten stronger the more I fight it. I hate the mental gymnastics every day. The desire never goes away and it’s been so hard to embrace it while recognizing it’s inevitability. that being said, i Have made several attempts at 24/7 for months at a time and eventually quit due to shame guilt and thinking I could return to my vanilla life. Those attempts have left me a leaky bladder and mild urge incontinence tho.