KPAXOR1987

I had another account KPAXOR and forgot what email account I used and the password, I also never posted much of anything to begin with. I want to let you all know why I decided to finally post a introduction and to test the idea about being a bit more open about what and who I am and what I am about. I'm a 35year old autistic individual that has communication issues due to trust issues, I also have sensory issues and fortunately for me most things geared for sale as ABDL is interchangeable as being Special needs and sensory items. I'm usually at least 98% masking the fact I'm autistic and have ADHD, So for me little space is a time where I actually can stop acting the part of a neurotypical person. I listed myself on the signup as nonbinary because there are alot of things I like that in my Real Life community are not approiate for a male to wear, use, or be intrested in. I usually say my favroite color is purple (Lavender) however the reason I say that is I have 2 favorite colors, Baby Pink and Baby Blue and when combined would be Baby Purple (Lavender). I used to enjoy painting my Nails even though I don't do that much anymore. I like my tee shirts extremely long and about 2 sizes bigger than my actual size. Intresting part was scence I like my shirts so big I actually didn't notice the Black tee shirt I bought at the store wasn't a tee shirt and was actually a dress?, I actually didn't mind either way as it was comfy and match the black leggins I bought at another store, I tell you what you try shopping for sensory friendly clothing with your Mom next to you?. I have a great relationship most of the time with my actual mom. I already told her all she has to know about why I buy the things I buy especially when she was shopping with me when I bought the leggins from the women's clothing isle in the store and she tried to tell me that's women's clothes my answer was "so what they also look to be sensory friendly and are probally really comfy" ?. I should get back to the actual topic of the post my introduction and why I decided to test the water of actually posting something here and the reason is I'm a layed back kind of guy but when I notice something way wrong and beyond unjust, I kind of tend to get extremely P!553d off and take what would be a reasonable action well in my mind at least. There was another ABDL in another forum that had a Austrailian Judge ban him from seeing his children, however that same Judge was allowing his ex-wife to essentially force his kids to be around the convicted pedofile his ex is now dateing. That was a instant where I got P!553d and emailed the Judge, everything I wrote to the judge I also posted to the forum and posted the link to the judge calling for a protest. I got a warning about harassment (there was 0 harassment, however there was alot of me questioning her decision), lieing about a public official( I did not tell any lies), and political topics( the last part P!553d me off the most as my stance is I hate politics because every politician lies and my emotions are not political nor was my actions. I told the moderator on that forum off as they were in essence telling me I had 0 rights to my own emotions. I'm over here because hopefully the DD MODs aren't that insensitive to ban someone for actually haveing emotions. (Yes I got 1 warning and a instant ban after explaining that they had 0 right to tell me what to F---ing feel). Unfortunately for me I'm a bit too honest when I actually post or message anything. I believe the hardest part about being autistic for me would be me being too honest and expecting people to be as honest as I am, which seems to never be the case?. I know my introduction was far from short however I also know the MODS will be reading it and this will hopefully help them to understand if I post anything a bit off from the norm as to why. Also I saw a post about the forum that I got banned from getting pretty much bashed in the forums over here, However I just want to forget about that fourm and move on, I would have signed in under my old account here if I could have remembered the login information or at least the email I used as I have about 20 diffrent email accounts ?. I used them to create a online backup server for my data at 1 point before microsoft lowered the free cloud space I had around 150-250gbs of online storage?. I'm a courious Little and a very geeky Big that still has the courious Little at play even during my Big time. <To shorten this up I'm a curious Little that is quite friendly and 100% follows the golden rule,(do unto others as they were to do unto you) has way too much fun and enjoy cuddly soft things and never stick to my bedtime ?. Depending on how I feel during my Little Space time I might be well a complete brat ?. I also don't conform to the norms of anything so there is no telling weither you are typeing to me during my little space time or my big time although the longer I am awake the more chance I slip into little space not even realizeing it and that is quite alot as I usually don't sleep well as I also have PTSD. > Trust me when I say my drs as I have had alot of them all change their approach when it is clear I haven't slept well the night before they see me. ( The shortest way possible to put a intro as I'm shure this intro is way too long is) My real age is 35 but my Little space age veries quite a bit however never goes above the age of 10. My favorite colors are baby pink, baby blue and pastel lavender. I enjoy watching cartoons and movies of all types but find documentaries boring. I live in the State of Maine so there is alot of things to do and I never get any housework done fully ?. I put nonbinary on the sign up as it is a question that I'm never 100% able to distinguish between and I always feel trying to classify as anything always leads to misunderstandings later, I figure the word nonbinary is a classification in it's own rights meaning not locked and or not falling into any other the other choices. Plus it is the best choice as I 100% fall out of gender norms at times?.) OK well I'm going to end my introduction here as I'm shure I messed something up on the instructions for a introduction, I just don't see the need to re read what I actually typed. ? ? It was hard enough just to pay attention and stay on the topic of the introduction ?ADHD and I was up all night ?, and partly in little space ?