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I would have to say in order The amount of amatiza my old PCP perscribed because I was outside watching my dog and had to run to the bathroom because I wasn't in little space, I didn't make it? The same PCP also has a dose requirement for lactulose listed in my medical records as 45ml per day. So yea my doctors make me feel really little. The next thing would be the safety bed I made out of a canopy bed frame ?. The first day I had it made I tested it and accidently got stuck in bed for hours while trying everything to get out. I actually fell asleep trying to get out of my bed?. I figured a way out after I woke up and had to make a modification as there was 0 way out on my own if I had removed my glasses before hand ? Last thing would be my old paci ( I have some replacements already ordered).?

It is as healthy but if he is trying to relieve constipation after drinking too much formula which is a major factor of why formula fed babies get constipated more than breast fed babies then diet coke and anything sugar free that isn't made with stevia or diet coke and a prune pouch would help ? There was a story a while ago that ran as a warning about sugar free foods ? some guy stopped at rite aid for a pit stop and grabbed a pack of the old russel stovers sugar free peanutbutter cups and a diet coke on his way home got stuck in traffic for a few minutes and never made it to the toilet on time and he wasn't a ABDL so he wasn't wearing a diaper ?

The coke zero shows that is the plan however CMP if you are haveing potty problems you should be drinking diet coke instead of coke 0 and a sugar free candy bar that doesn't use stevia as the sweetner or switch the apple banna pouch to a prune pouch but the main part is it has to be diet coke ?

Not shure man it might mean there is a build a bear in the airport ?. Never seen that before but I do know if you get stuck in a Delta airport terminal they give you blankies. I had it happen on a field trip with my CNA class to participate in a HOSA competition. It was quite cute and comical haveing about 10 or so, 17-18year olds in the airport terminal cuddled up sleeping in the corner with blankies the Delta airlines gave to us, The Teacher of the class probally took photos while we were sleeping ?. I should mention that was about 13years ago.

I don't have a ABDL mommy or daddy?, however my step dad accidently triggered my little space once when he started talking to me like a toddler because of my bedwetting issues From medical and psychological issues, not shure what his end game was when he refered to my diapers as diapees but he probally got the exact reverse of what he intended, and my mom when I was liveing with her had me toss all my pacis out but changed her mind after because my sister actually talked to her about it and my mom offered to take me to walmart to get some new ones, I refused her offer though because the ones at walmart were too small exactly like the ones she had me toss out. It got a bit more messed up when my Psychatrist at the time had made the reccomendation that I find a Paci that is sized for a adult as they thought is was a great copeing skill for me ?. Diapee, Paci, bedtime, and unfortunately the dreaded words I usually recieve from doctors while I'm sick and already in Little Space <Time Out>. Yes the doctors in my state don't treat patients by the physical age but by their precieved mental age. I have had every one of my old doctors accidently send me into full on little space in appointments with them. ( I had a change in my team of doctors a few months ago) They didn't even try to stop it and more or less encouraged it by talking to me like they would a toddler to little child ?. My step-grand father's nick name for me was Babe My aunt's nick name for me was Peanut and she used that nickname up until I was 32yo about 3years ago

I only am aware when I choose to be in little space. The only problem I have is I don't get to choose that often as I unknowingly slip into Little Space when I don't get enough sleep which is quote alot as I'm autistic and have sensory issues, ADHD, and PTSD so during the summer months I'm constantly silipping into little space without knowing and intrestingly enough nobody tries to get me to act my physical age. I see a bunch diffrent types of doctors constantly and oddly enough every single one if the doctors I have ever seen in the state of Maine do not treat a patient based on physical age and only treat on their perception of the patient's mental age. So I have had alot of doctors appointments being in little space threwout the entire appointment I will share the most awkard appointment I had with my Primary care provider so you can try to get a idea of what I mean. But first a few things that will help you to understand a bit more. I have bedwetting issues due to me haveing PTSD, ADHD and being autistic so to enshure I can sleep at night I wear diapers to bed and as everyone knows some diapers are better than others so here goes me shareing the most awkard appointment I have ever had with my old Primary Care Provider. I was extremely tired and hadn't had even 30mins of sleep if that when my alarm clock went off I woke up and turned off the alarm and fell back asleep laying there fighting to wake up fully took about 1hr just to get out of bed and noticed the time only 20mins before my appointment so threw on some clothes and grabbed my backpack put on my shoes and headed out the door. I got about ½ way to my doctors office and that is where things started to go south as I didn't remember to change out of the bambino teddy I was wearing to bed and couldn't turn around because I would be late for my appointment?. I got there about 5mins late but my PCP was running late anyways and was told to take a seat and wait. I fell asleep in the waiting room and got woken up by my PCP's nurse who came out to have me wait in a exam room. It started to go way unexpectedly from there as the nurse lead me to the exam room for babies and toddlers.( I know d@mn well I blushed deep as my face felt warm). The nurse smiled and told me the other exam rooms were full (I didn't question that at the time but looking back on it there is only 1 PCP at that building and 6 exam rooms so they weren't full?) It got quite boreing waiting for my PCP to come in and well I accidently slipped into little space beyond what would ever be acceptable and didn't actually realise it. When my PCP came in I was playing with the toys in the exam room for toddlers wearing a bambino teddy and not noticeing anything wrong with the picture she must have been seeing ? It got even more messed up when the questions she asked were not worded for a adult but she asked the questions in a way worded for a toddler and I still didn't notice. When she asked if my peeing the bed was still happening I answered and told her I woke up late and didn't have time to change before running up to the appointment but told her I was almost certain I didn't pee the bed and said the medical diapers didn't work and leaked very bad she wanted to make shure I didn't have a accident anyways but I refused and told her if I did and forgot it wouldn't matter. The whole time my backpack was on the floor next to me and I hadn't gone threw it scence spending the weekend at my mom's place so um it had extra diapers in it and when she ordered some tests to be done and I went to put the orders in my backpack(still in little space) I ended up showing her one of the bambino Teddys and being a brat said even if had a accident it wouldn't matter because it could handle it. Her response was "your diapers are cute and I like the teddy bears on them" I know I had to have blushed about 1000 shades of red. She ended the appointment and told me to take a nap before going home then walked out and the nurse came in about 30mins to 2hrs later to see how far I was from ready to leave. So to answer how aware I am when I'm in Little Space apparently not very aware at times especially when I accidently slip into Little Space.

Plemonia I had to check a few things on your profile to give you a accurate answer. I would have suggested looking for DDLG tights however noticed you are a boy ?. I also noticed a post you made that might make my actual answer not helpfull as the post said you are from the country of Georgia and my browser is locked to my location but I found footless tights they are called leggins in the USA and are Patterned in a Little's style you will have to ask them about shipping though as my browser won't let me see their policy on international shipping. https://www.etsy.com/listing/646613178/sweet-dreams-soft-leggings-babyfur-abdl?ga_order=most_relevant&ga_search_type=all&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_search_query=abdl+clothing&ref=sr_gallery-1-29&organic_search_click=1 Doing a google search would bring up better results based on your location though. ?

I did a fast search and found a seller on ebay however they are currently sold out. Here is the direct link incase you want to watch or ask him about when he plans on haveing them again ? https://www.ebay.com/itm/323779444137?hash=item4b62c23da9:g:VwoAAOSw3L9fyTIO I will search a few other places for you also but I knew about this one as I was going to order 1 of the other styles he offers ? < update> I searched the few places I knew about and the ebay seller is the only person I could find.

I had another account KPAXOR and forgot what email account I used and the password, I also never posted much of anything to begin with. I want to let you all know why I decided to finally post a introduction and to test the idea about being a bit more open about what and who I am and what I am about. I'm a 35year old autistic individual that has communication issues due to trust issues, I also have sensory issues and fortunately for me most things geared for sale as ABDL is interchangeable as being Special needs and sensory items. I'm usually at least 98% masking the fact I'm autistic and have ADHD, So for me little space is a time where I actually can stop acting the part of a neurotypical person. I listed myself on the signup as nonbinary because there are alot of things I like that in my Real Life community are not approiate for a male to wear, use, or be intrested in. I usually say my favroite color is purple (Lavender) however the reason I say that is I have 2 favorite colors, Baby Pink and Baby Blue and when combined would be Baby Purple (Lavender). I used to enjoy painting my Nails even though I don't do that much anymore. I like my tee shirts extremely long and about 2 sizes bigger than my actual size. Intresting part was scence I like my shirts so big I actually didn't notice the Black tee shirt I bought at the store wasn't a tee shirt and was actually a dress?, I actually didn't mind either way as it was comfy and match the black leggins I bought at another store, I tell you what you try shopping for sensory friendly clothing with your Mom next to you?. I have a great relationship most of the time with my actual mom. I already told her all she has to know about why I buy the things I buy especially when she was shopping with me when I bought the leggins from the women's clothing isle in the store and she tried to tell me that's women's clothes my answer was "so what they also look to be sensory friendly and are probally really comfy" ?. I should get back to the actual topic of the post my introduction and why I decided to test the water of actually posting something here and the reason is I'm a layed back kind of guy but when I notice something way wrong and beyond unjust, I kind of tend to get extremely P!553d off and take what would be a reasonable action well in my mind at least. There was another ABDL in another forum that had a Austrailian Judge ban him from seeing his children, however that same Judge was allowing his ex-wife to essentially force his kids to be around the convicted pedofile his ex is now dateing. That was a instant where I got P!553d and emailed the Judge, everything I wrote to the judge I also posted to the forum and posted the link to the judge calling for a protest. I got a warning about harassment (there was 0 harassment, however there was alot of me questioning her decision), lieing about a public official( I did not tell any lies), and political topics( the last part P!553d me off the most as my stance is I hate politics because every politician lies and my emotions are not political nor was my actions. I told the moderator on that forum off as they were in essence telling me I had 0 rights to my own emotions. I'm over here because hopefully the DD MODs aren't that insensitive to ban someone for actually haveing emotions. (Yes I got 1 warning and a instant ban after explaining that they had 0 right to tell me what to F---ing feel). Unfortunately for me I'm a bit too honest when I actually post or message anything. I believe the hardest part about being autistic for me would be me being too honest and expecting people to be as honest as I am, which seems to never be the case?. I know my introduction was far from short however I also know the MODS will be reading it and this will hopefully help them to understand if I post anything a bit off from the norm as to why. Also I saw a post about the forum that I got banned from getting pretty much bashed in the forums over here, However I just want to forget about that fourm and move on, I would have signed in under my old account here if I could have remembered the login information or at least the email I used as I have about 20 diffrent email accounts ?. I used them to create a online backup server for my data at 1 point before microsoft lowered the free cloud space I had around 150-250gbs of online storage?. I'm a courious Little and a very geeky Big that still has the courious Little at play even during my Big time. <To shorten this up I'm a curious Little that is quite friendly and 100% follows the golden rule,(do unto others as they were to do unto you) has way too much fun and enjoy cuddly soft things and never stick to my bedtime ?. Depending on how I feel during my Little Space time I might be well a complete brat ?. I also don't conform to the norms of anything so there is no telling weither you are typeing to me during my little space time or my big time although the longer I am awake the more chance I slip into little space not even realizeing it and that is quite alot as I usually don't sleep well as I also have PTSD. > Trust me when I say my drs as I have had alot of them all change their approach when it is clear I haven't slept well the night before they see me. ( The shortest way possible to put a intro as I'm shure this intro is way too long is) My real age is 35 but my Little space age veries quite a bit however never goes above the age of 10. My favorite colors are baby pink, baby blue and pastel lavender. I enjoy watching cartoons and movies of all types but find documentaries boring. I live in the State of Maine so there is alot of things to do and I never get any housework done fully ?. I put nonbinary on the sign up as it is a question that I'm never 100% able to distinguish between and I always feel trying to classify as anything always leads to misunderstandings later, I figure the word nonbinary is a classification in it's own rights meaning not locked and or not falling into any other the other choices. Plus it is the best choice as I 100% fall out of gender norms at times?.) OK well I'm going to end my introduction here as I'm shure I messed something up on the instructions for a introduction, I just don't see the need to re read what I actually typed. ? ? It was hard enough just to pay attention and stay on the topic of the introduction ?ADHD and I was up all night ?, and partly in little space ?