I just want start off by saying, I am postng this cause I am looking for support. Please be kind
Lately I've noticed, that any time I see a kid in a diaper, whether it's just some video on tik Tok, or diaper commercial, I will cause me to go into my little space. Especially toddlers for some reason (but that is my little age)
Like today for example:
I was scrolling through Tik Tok, when I can upon a video of a mother and her two year old daughter. The toddler was bouncing around in nothing but a shirt and a diaper.
I found myself staring at her diaper, watching it's every move. As it squishes between her legs, and hugs her butt perfectly. I couldn't stop watching here bounce around in that thing
I even noticed her diaper had a sag to it, so it made me realize she had wet herself
This immediately triggered me, to go put on one of my Goodnites and slip into my little space of being a toddler boy. Had a strong urge to pee, to so I could be like that little girl.
I've not wet myself and I sitting in my wet diaper, feeling a little guilty and wierd. I still feel like I'm little.
But has anyone else experienced this before? I genuinely really need some answers.
Is this normal? Is there something wrong with me?
Cause now I'm starting to think about how fun it would be act like a toddler, with other real toddlers. Like actually have playdate with one....
And i don't understand it.