Meobep

I want to wear diapers I have wanted to wear them as long as I remember. one of my first memory's is of me lying on a table with my dad standing over me wearing a world war 2 era gasmask and me ansking if it smelled bad Everytime I was put in a pull-up or diaper in my childhood I would always automatically use it I would always get in trouble for it but if you put a diaper on I would use it with out hasitation. I believe that i was potty trained with out pullups and so therefore my young mind never developed the habit of holding when wearing pullups or diapers another of my first memorys around diapers involved me hatching a plan to secretly get diapers to wear from my sister's doll collection I remember thinking if my mom found out I would not succeed because of this I believe I tryed many times to wear diapers as a child to the point we're people knew and they were kept under lock and key Through out my life I was sent to therapists and psychiatrists any kind of specialist my guardians could think of I was constantly told that what I wanted was wrong and bad and dangerous and that I should move away from it immediately and that it was going to get me in trouble get my life in trouble it was going to cause me countless issues throughout my life. Then came my teenage years and my discovery of the Internet and the abdl community which at the time was just beginning to take form on the fringes of the net On one hand this was a great thing as it showed me that I wasn't alone and that millions of people all over the world shared my same desires. Ok n the other I came to resent the people in my life that were trying to help me with my problems and started to treat all my doctor's and supports as the enemy. There out my life iv hade one goal I wanted to be able to wear diapers once I obtained independance that's what I did and I have been wearing them my whole adult life

There is no half measure when it comes to losing control of your fundamental biological processes that have evolved over millions of years to be as perfect as possible. It is my personal believe that if you want to be incontinent what you really want is your choice taken from you. You desire to be forced to wear diapers. incontinent is your body failing to function properly. You can train your self to work differently you can't train your self to stop working