fuzzyfish252

I normally use multiple layers of diapers, and poke holes onthe innner ones for leakage to seep thruogh. I had soem errands to do, and just grabbed a diaper ihad. I put it on, pulled my jeans over it and left. Little did i kow it was one that had holes poked in it. When I took it off, it was still dry, so I kept it. I was standing in line at the grocery store, and had to wet. So, I just went like I normally. Next thing I know is I feel this wetness running down my leg. I looked down to see the front of my jeans soaking wet. My entire inseam was soaked. I am not sure who saw it, but I just took my things and walked to my car very casually. Dam, how I wish i was caught.

Being the baby that I am, i use my diapers as they should be. That is one reason I enjoy being a baby so much. So, having been an AB for over 45 years now, my love of diapers grows everyday. Five years ago, I became incontinent, both urinary and fecal due to being diabetic. I am now forced to be diapered all the time. My first messy accident happened in an elevator as I was leaving work. Of course, the elevator was full of women, about 8 lady's in it. I felt strong cramps, and didn't pay any attention and thought I could make it home. To my surprise, my body fooled me big time. All of a sudden, it just came uot of me, no matter how hard i squeezed my muscles. Being so very embarrassed now, all i could do was make the best of it. I was in a diaper, and hoping the odor would not be bad enogh until i left the elevator, and I got lucky that no one noticed. That was the beginning of my fecal incontinence then. I did go see a Doctor and he told me I have neuropathy in my sphincter muscles in my bottom. My body sends signals to me to let me know i need to go, and at that point in time, i must find a place quickly. I am talking a matter of minutes. I usually do not make it, and end up having a messy accident in my diapers. I must say there is a big difference between having control and having none. You always have to be prepared for that big accident. It just seems that my accidents happen at the wrong times or places. Again though, being the baby that I am, i kind of enjoy it now in a way. I have no control just as a real baby doesn't. So, I have adjusted now, and always carry my diaper bag and cleaning wipes. Even at work, where I am close to a restroom, I still do not make it as it happens that quickly. I don't even mind cleaning up and changing, and our restroms are very private. I also have urinary incontinece, and am always wet at all times, as I leak, or just wet myself to the point where I don't even know I have wet. Adjusting was truly a bit of a problem, because before that I wet on my terms, no tmy bodys. Well, I am still a very happy baby boy who loves living this life.