Islanderxoxo

Hello everybody!

I am Florian - a guy in my late 20s (approaching 30 though). I came to this page as I wanted to reach out to the broader ABDL world and make some connections with like-minded people. I have been a diaper lover all my life. My earliest memories include wanting to be in diapers so I should probably never have been out of them in the first place. ? For all of my childhood I had this wish and sometimes I was able to steal a diaper from cousins and other babies around me. Still, the occasional chance to wear didn't satisfy my desires. Thus, for many years I lived this life longing for some diapers  Then finally when I was about 15 or 16 years old I finally had the courage to go to the medical supply store to get my first pack of adult diapers. That is when my real ABDL life started. 

Then, for the next couple years I would wear when I had the chance. Sometimes just for a couple hours, sometimes for a couple days but times were still difficult as I lived with my parents. When I finally moved out I began wearing diapers whenever I was at home and in public when I knew I could hide them well. Mostly in the cold seasons. 

About a year ago I made the decision to undergo the 12-month untraining program designed to make you diaper dependent (to be found online). This was something following a lot of thought. I knew I had to be sure this is what I want because there might be no turning back. I finally realized that this is the last piece I need to feel complete and happy. And since I was in diapers 24/7 for quite a time at that point, I knew that losing control and needing to wear them all the time forever would not be an issue for me. In fact, it was something I deeply desired. And so here I am.. almost a year into the quest for losing my bladder control. 

When it comes to ABDL, this is a big part of my life and always has been. I am into pretty much everything that includes diapers. Firstly I like to wear them myself. But I am also fond of seeing other people wear them, chat with them and so on. I would even like the idea of babying someone or just hanging out with diapered friends. In short, when it comes to diapers I'm down for it whatever it is.

My PM is always open to everyone who feels like chatting for a bit. I'm very open-minded and like to have meaningful conversations. Ask me anything, don't be shy   

Hugs to all of you within the ABDL community.. love you so much!