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I know I can order diapers online, I would like to try brands like Abena, Forsites, Tena and ABU. But I would take a way grater risk since I live with my familiy and if at the delivery moment I will not be at home, someone else will pick up the package for me and very probably discover what's inside just for curiosity. What I have worn were simple disposable diapers of the same brand of the store where I went to (retail chain in Italy). They are kind of "super" diapers (3/4 drops). They are quite discreet diapers and I thought they were thicker and bulkier actually but they feel great though.

First of all, a little foreword: It was sexual. Honestly, the best masturbation experience I ever had I had a full day home alone, so I decided to drive to a superstore quite far from my house where I thought there were also automatic cashes, when I got there, there were few people in the store but unfortunately there weren't any automatic cashes at all, only alive cashiers... I was disappointed and I thought that I couldn't go as far there for nothing, so I decided to go inside and buy something to eat and I was very conflicted whether get diapers anyway or not... When I got in front of the shelves with adult diapers, there was no one in the area and without a second thought I got a pack of diapers and put in the basket, then got some other things just for delay a bit the "critical moment". So I got the courage and went to the cashier... during the payment the cashier (woman) looked at me for a moment in a very strange way, but that was all. Then I finally was able to come back home with my pack of diapers. Needless to say that I couldnt wait to be at home. When I arrived I decidet to do not hurry, even though I was so excited, just looking to the package and holding it was a big turn-on for me. I drank two cups of tea then I went to the went inside the shower and pissed in my pants and washed it with cold water, still wearing the soaked pants. that was for simulate an "accident" and for increase the desire of wear something "dry and confortable". Then finally I got naked and put on my first adult diaper... I'm not going to dive into details, but yeah, It was amazing. I felt so sexy, wearing it was so sexy... and seeing myself diapered was so unreal. I also tried to wear more than one and really enjoyed the bulkiness. However, there was nothing more than a sexual thing so far... I didn't want to wet diapers and after I cum I toke off the diaper and just wanted to wear normal pants again. Do someone feel similar to me, or at least felt like this the first time?

Thanks, but what about Amazon or e-bay? do they always send every kind of item inside a box?

I was thinking about a way to buy diapers without anyone knowing: my idea is to order a pack of diapers on Internet and send them to a post office instead of my home (where I live with my family), so I will have to get them from the post office and bring to home (hidden) by my own... but that's the point: how can I be 100% sure that diapers will be shipped inside a box? could it happen that they will be in a transparent package so everyone will be able to see? the second thing is (way less important): visible or invisible content, there very probably will be a ticket with marked the name of the content... how big it might be written? Another thing: which brand should I choose between Tena Slip Maxi and Abena M4? In one site I aslo find available "Forsite" diapers which look very thick

I'm very debated whether simulate a diaper or just go to the store and buy a pack of real ones, actually... if I simply buy diapers, as much as awkward it will be (but theoretically no one can keep me from doing that) I'll finally have a pack of diapers and real ones. But that's the point, or rather points: (meanwhile, I apologize for my english, I'm not a native speaker) I live in a quite small town and if I go to the store at any time of the day the probability of meeting someone I know will be high... but that is the least. I'm even not so much worried about the cashier, who is just doing his/her job, but I can't imagine me buying a pack of diapers at the cashier, while certainly there will be other people in line ahead of and behind me... There are some times of the day in which there are few people in the stores (like lunch time) but at the same time fewer cashes are open, so there is always a bit of line at the cash... I know, people don't really care about other's shoppings, but in that moment while you are wainting in line, the only thing you can do is watching who stays ahead of you and how much stuff has to buy... It's in front of you! I do that, everyone does that... but if it's a common shopping with common things, no one care about that, at least they look how many things others have to buy and how fast they will go out, but a pack of diapers, purchased by someone like me, it's not common! Even if you want or no, you notice it! I cannot handle a situation like that if you know... If I lived alone, I would already bought diapers on-line whenever I wanted

since I have no access to diapers right now, I'm thinking which is the best way to make a disposable diaper by my own ( I'm not interested in cloth diapers) I think about using trash bags to made up the pants with wings and attach to them two pieces of tape by side to being able to close it. for the pad I'm going to use other trash bags filled with cotton and toilet paper. I'm not interested in absorbency right now since I'm not going to wet them... I just want it thick and soft and I want to try both physical and emotional sansations that it will provide me. maybe I'll try to wear it for a night. If I go to the store and buy all that stuff, people will think that I'm just going to do some housekeeping, certainly not that I'm going to make a diaper...

I find out that in this forum it’s possible to talk about sexual topics and taboos. If not, I apologize for the very awkward question: have you ever had an orgasm/ejaculation just by putting on a diaper, without any other help, using hands or doing movements? I’m asking because lately I’m very turned on by the thought of diapers and I think that If I had the occasion of trying on a diaper, very likely that would be happening to me…

I know that many of you have worn diapers since their childhood: someone came from a bedwetting experience, someone else just kept wearing diapers of habit as an older child, maybe was late potty trained or just liked diapers and wouldn’t stop wearing them. Others, instead, were humiliated by wearing diaper as a punishment. all of those actually never stopped wearing diapers and we can say that they have always known they are diaper lovers. But my question (or rather, questions) is more for those who started wearing diapers as an adult or also as a teenager, either for incontinence reasons or simple attraction with any medical necessity. So the question is: how was your very first time in a diaper? The first time you bought a pack of diapers, you opened it and finally wore one? What did you feel? Both emotional and just physical sensations? Was it sexual or not? Did you expect something more or it was a complete revelation? Did you “fall in love” with diapers or you liked them over the time until you couldn’t live without? When did you discover that you’re a DL? Do you think you have always been a diaper lover? Or you become it with the passing of time after starting to wear them? Was the first time in a diaper a decisive moment in your DL life?

“My DL tendencies are more towards changing diapers if you can believe that.” I belive you, all right! One night I had a dream in which a beautiful woman was putting me in diapers… and it was happening without any reasons! I wasn’t a bedwetter and neither an adult baby… She just was diapering me with care and a smile in her face. the fact that she was doing it with NO REASONS was so weird and so exciting at the same time.

Thanks for all the answers! I'm just waiting for the moment when I’ll have the occasion for buy and put on diapers and I’m 99,9% sure that it will happen. But I think I’m going to wait the time when I’ll be living alone and I’ll can buy diapers online. Until now I only tried to put an amount of toilet paper inside my underwear and enjoyed the sensation… (that’s the only experience I had that bring me near to diaper world) so I’m very curious how a real diaper feels like. For now I can only wait and think about diapers when I feel attracted to them. The only thing that makes me a little “concerned” is that once I’ll try diapers for the first time, then probably there will be always a package (or more packages) of them hidden somewhere in my house.

First I want to apologize because I never have wore a diaper yet and I guess I shouldn’t write here… let me explain my situation: I’m a 21 years old guy and lately I started having a desire of putting on a diaper. Even though I even never had any “diaper-return” experience in my childhood/teen-years like bedwetting or something similar I started thinking about diapers and how would be like to wear one. it-s something that weirdly came over in this last period and I really don’t know why, maybe it’s due to stress and anxiety that I experienced recently… Most of days I’m not attracted to diapers at all, but some other days the only thought of diapers can get me very excited… I don’t know whether I’m gonna wet them or not and I don’t know what attracts me so much… maybe that whiteness, or softness, or the sense of protection or just doing something new, out of reality… I only know that I’m going to try diapers as soon as I’ll have the occasion of buying them in a subtle way. So the question is: if you have to convince a half-diaper lover like me to finally try a diaper and give up to that “strange attraction”, what will you say? Which are the most profound reasons for trying diapers? Has someone else have a similar sudden desire of trying diapers and how has it felt like the first time into diapers? I also apologize for my English but it’s not my native language…