Baxter

I get that way also some times. I have found that I'm simply afraid of what others might think if they find out about it. Up until recently I would almost walk in shadows while wearing a diaper. Now I just wear them to work, the grovery store etc etc. I find it more fun/enjoyable/less stressful if I just wear them daily. I realize that no one really takes the time to single out the crinkling sound over ambient noise or look at my butt long enough to realise what I'm wearing. The guilt has left and now I'm trying to explore more about what it is that I really desire about diapers. Right now I believe it is bed wetting. It seems to be the most fun and wishful thing to me.

I tried them and they leaked almost as fast as I could fill them.

I play on Quel'dori.

I've been thinking of ordering some. I have trouble finding a good fitting diaper though. Depends, Attends and other mediums make me feel like Steve Urkle. My best fitting one so far are the Abri form Smalls. They fit me great but I like a snug diaper (afraid of leaks) and the tapes Rip off the back part before they can rip off of where I taped them. How are the tapes on the Bambino's?

Thanks for the fast reply. I've been wearing diapers to bed for abotu 3 years now. It took me 13-15 beers and water pills to wet sucessfully but i don't want to damage my liver. I also don't want liver damage from holding in my unrine so long either. What kind of training do you recomend? Please tell me step by step. I want to experience bed wetting at least 3 times a week. If I decide that it is not really what I want I guess I could do them KEgal exorsizes or what ever. But right now my main focus is on at least untraining so that I can wet involentary.

I've tried a few hypnotic MP3's. I've tried a bunch of beer and a few glasses fo water along with some caffeine free water pills. I've only wet twice but can't do it again. I either wake up or hold it until morning where I just go forever. I'm looking at possible botox but have no clue where to start with that, plus i'd rather be some what continent during the day. But if i have to make the day time continece a sacrifice I will. What has worked for every one else so far?