willyrides

I've been into diapers for as long as I can remember. While growing up I made my own disposable diapers most of the time, it was rare I could get up the nerve to buy them from the store. THEN CAME THE INTERNET. Everthing changed from that point on. Until the internet, I thought I was alone in this fetish and desire. I was usually a quiet observer. It seems that when you are a male aged 18 and look half way decent, every hornball and wierdo wants to meet up and do god knows what to you. It is only in the last 8 years or so that I have been more open and engaged in the community, but still mostly a quiet observer.

Diapers:

I prefer disposable but keep a few cloth around as diaper covers. The clean up for cloth is just plain annoying to me. I love the feel of disposables, the crinkle, the padding, the plastic, it just feels right to me. I am an Abena man first. I dabble with other brands as I believe in always trying the new product out there. I like to use clear or white duct tape on my diapers for extra security. Everyone always rates the tape tabs on diapers, why? Put some duct tape over the tabs and they will never come off. Done. My favorite are molicare, dry 24/7, and tena maxi slip. These are expensive though and differences between those and Abena are so small, I only treat myself to the other brands on occasion.

DL mostly, but there is some AB:

I consider myself a DL first. I have no problem with ABs, I'm just not that into it myself. I have tried some AB activities and just got nothing from it. That said, I really like the AB pics on the websites out there. I also enjoy looking somewhat babyish when I have a diaper on, I have just always felt that it goes with the territory. If you're going to wear diapers, you should look the part. I like to have a drink or two when I wear diapers. I find this helps me relax and the diuretic properties of alcohol also have the desired effect for the situation.

The rest of my life:

I work very hard at job and my shifts can be as long as 15 hours. I only work 3-4 days a week so I have a lot of down time. I enjoy cooking on occasion. In that I'll do a big dinner once or twice a week and have lots of leftovers so I don't have to cook when I am working. Just a convenience thing really. I love to take hikes, go to museums, spend time with friends and family. Basically, I am a really normal guy who happens to have an ABDL side. I went through the binge and purge cycles with my diaper stash in my teens and early twenties. Like clock-work, I always bought more. When I was 25 I made a concious decision to stop all that. I accepted ABDL as a part of me that is never going away. It was one of the best moments of my life.