Markley

Definitely the truth!

Thanks 1BB. I hope things go great between you and your SO for as long as it can.

Thank you. Yeah, right now, though we talk about it, she doesn't want to actually know when I do wear em. She just called me about an hour ago for no reason other than just to talk cause she was bored. I know she knew I was wearing one at that momment, but I didn't say a thing to her about it. I plan on making out like the diapers were never in this place. She'll be getting home in the next hour, so I'll be done with this diaper soon. Oh so comfortable I dont want to take if off, but I should consider myself lucky enough that I can wear them at all.

The first time I bought a pack of diapers, I was at walmart really late at night. The cashier was an older woman, which seems best. I was so nervious, I couldn't even think straight and she new it. Even if I would have told her a lie, she mor ethan likely knew what I was really buying them for.... Myself. But she was so friendly, put em in a bag, and that was it. the second time, was at the same walmart, but the cashier was a younger girl, almost my age. She was trying everything she could from laughing, and thats a scary feeling. The last time I bought a pack, was after my girlfriend and I had the talk, and she allowed me to buy some, I went to a K-mart near a College. Still nervious as hell, I went up to the express check out. The Cashier was a younger dude. I asked him if he could put it in a bag, and he just kinda cracked a smile, and said," sure thing. sometimes the kids want a bag, while others just dont care." I was kinda relieved to hear him say that, because I'm apparently not the first young adult to buy diapers. I figure alot of college students get em for stress relief, as I have read before. But I really didnt want him to talk to me at all. Just get em and get out. I got pretty weirded out when he started talking to me... LOL The best type of cashier you may want to go to if you ever buy some, would probably be an older lady. They seem to be more understanding when they see that your nervious.

I'm wearing a fresh Depend Maximum Absorbant diaper, a t-shirt, and a pair of shorts. First time wearing one without having to worry about getting cought.

Yes, I plan on making it look like it never happened. She doesn't need to see em laying around even if she is used to em. I pan on taking as much advise as I can from you guys. The more the better. We had a long friendly discussion about this, and I let her know that the diapers were all I was hiding from her. After she had told me about the research she did, it was actually a relief. It's one thing for me to tell her this is normal, and that I'm not the only one, but to see it for herself, it's more assuring. She even read all the bad opinions, and other things people had bad to say, but she actually got alil upset about what they said, and didn't believe them. So that was cool. What was pretty nice was, when I first told her about this, she had never heard of a DL before. I never told her that I was a quote, "DL." When she came out and started talking to me about this, she told me that I was a Diaper Lover, and knew the difference between a DL and an AB. Nothing against alot of you guys, but she was relieved to know I wasn't an AB. She would never accept me acting the part, or actually making the mess. I do plan on taking this slow with her. She already feels comfortable enough to talk about it. (We've been talking about it everyday since she brought it back up.) But it may take some time for her be comfortable enough to allow me to wear them around her. It was a big step for her to actually go out and tell me that I can buy the diapers. I was very shocked to hear that come out of her mouth. Obviously, she waited in the car when I went to pick them up, but when I got back with the pack of Depend Maximum Absorbent diapers in the requested bag, she just smiled at me, and said that she needs to come up with something weird to mess with me. I told her that I didn't care what it is, for her to accept this, I would accept hers. As I am writing this, I am wearing a diaper. The first time I had ever got to really enjoy it without having to worry. It's a great feeling to wear one and knowing it is OK.

Well, something great just happened yesterday. I was spending some time, going for a little drive with my girlriend, and she suddonely brought up out of nowhere the discussion we had earlier about my interests in Diapers. She told me that at first she didn't want to believe it, and didn't know how to take it, so she blocked it out. But she ended up thinking about it some more, and desided to do some research online while I was at work one day. She wanted to get a better understanding, because til the day I told her about my love for Diapers, she had never heard of such a thing. Obviously, got to see what it's like to be in her position. It would be hard to believe, and accept. After she had read into it more, she got to understand it more. The shocker was when she said that I should go and pick up a pack of diapers, and gave me a very big hug and a kiss. But she said that she still would rather me just wear them on my own time while she's at work, because even though she has accepted it, she still doesn't feel very comfortable about seeing me wearing them and hearing them crinkle, which was fine. She may eventially become comfortable enough one of these days to accept them around her. I'm still shocked that she actually told me get get them. I feel like I'm on cloud 9 right now.

Well, I'm not going to say I know without a doubt she loves me just as much as before, but trust me when I say that shes as close to me than anything. She's a cuddler, and gets her snuggles in as much as possible. We cant be together as much as we should because of our jobs. when I get home, she wakes up, and we spend about an hour together doing whatever, and when she gets home, I spend the next 3 hours before I leave. Those 4 day weekends I have are spent with her the whole time. Because I have to sleep during the day, when I wake up, its never long afterwards, shes getting home. She's always happy to see me, always greets me with a long hug and kiss, and always talks about how much she's missed me. Hopefully she's not just blowing smoke up my ass, but I find it hard to believe that she would stop loving me. This is after 4 years, mind you. So for it to still be this strong as if we were new high school crushes, tells ya something. She's not exactly perfect herself. Nobody is, and we all have our weird sides, and she knows it. I'm sorry if I offended you. I meant nothing by it. I was just explaining that I forced myself into that next step. I just have to respect her word, because she's more important in my life.

Yeah. I understand your thoughts. I'm just paranoid. I just want to thank you all for the feedback. It's nice to be treated so well. Though you all are into the same thing, it's hard to imagine that I would be so comfortable talking about this

Thank you all for your replies. Our relationship is still just as strong, and I truely believe she still loves me with all her heart. I believe she just blocks it out, and tries not to think about, but she never came right out and said, don't. I haven't said anything to her since that day about Diapers, and don't plan to. I do have alot of time home by myself. She works during the day Monday through Friday, while I work nightshift on airplanes. My weekends are 3 and 4 days a week, so I do have plenty of time to enjoy em if I want to. My biggest problem is, just her finding them if I do get em. Chances are she would probably just tell me to get rid of em, but I dont want to put her in that position. This is something that is hard to over come like a few of you guys have said. Some days I don't think about it at all, then other days, thats all I can think about. If I'm having a really stressful time at work and I get home, I sometimes have to fight myself from gonig to the store to pick up some diapers. Days I have worn em before the talk, it just made all my worries go away, and thats what makes it so addictive. My only problem with diapers is that if I wear em for to long, I tend to sweat. Things get pretty hot under that plastic and padding.

Hello to everyone here. I'm new to this forum, and I figured I'd talk to yo guys about something I hardly ever talk about. I've been a Diaper Lover for 15 years now, and I'm pretty sure nobody til recently knew I was, including my own parents. Well, I usually just kinda thought about diapers, but never really got my chance to wear em til last year. I actually got so curious about it that I went out in the middle of the night to the nearest walmart, and bought a pack of Depends Extra Absorbency. When I tried it on, it felt good, but it wasn't what I was expecting out of a diaper. So about a month later, I had bought a pack of Depend Maximum Absorbency Diapers, and I become hooked. This might have been the biggest mistake, because I became fixed on wanting to wear em even more. I was so worried of getting cought, though, I hardly wore em. Just every once in awhile, when I was by myself. Well, about 5 months ago, I had moved out with my girlfriend of 4 years (Who still didnt know about my Fetish) and to keep it a secret, I stopped wearing them for good. But the urge was calling me. My wants for wearing em made me believe I had something wrong with me. I ended up telling my girlfriend about my "problem." I told her about how long I have literally obsessed with wanting to wear diapers, how I find it a turn on, and how comfortible it feels, but I also let her know that I wasn't into the acting like a baby, and how I thought using them for "relief" was not my thing, and that I'd never do that. I also ensured her that I wasn't a pedo. Surprisingly, she took it well, dispite being really weirded out, and disturbed. I asked her if she would have a problem if I actually bought a pack, and promised her that I would only wear em ocasionally when I'm alone in private, unless she didnt mind. All she told me was, that she didnt want to see it nor hear it, gave me a hug, and chanced the subject. It hasnt been brought up since. but now after 3 months, I still get that urge to want to wear diapers, but I'm afraid she'd find out, and be more disturbed about it than I thought. I know there's probably not much you guys could say to me, but I just wanted to share this, and kinda get some of the weight off my shoulders.... It's hard keeping it all in sometimes, and I kinda want to talk about it now without feeling very strange, out of place, and embarrassed.