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Simey's Diaper History

My want for diapers goes back as far as I can remember. I remember as a little child staying at my Aunt's place. There was a little boy next door who had to wear diapers..and I remember being extremely jealous.

I didn't think much about it as such but all through my childhood I couldn't watch a diaper commercial or see diapers in a shop without having a pang of wanting them.

At about the age of 11, I discovered that old T-shirts made great diapers and I would wear and use them. I felt extremely guilty about this and like a freak. At this same time, I desperately wanted to be treated like a baby again. In fact, I concocted so many plans of how to achieve it but was always too scared to carry through.

There was one incident that really scared me. I remember hearing that bran makes you go to the toilet more. So, I took the jar of bran from the kitchen and started eating it raw in my bedroom. About a minute later my parents both walked in. I wasn't scared about being caught with the bran; rather I was terrified my parents would find I was wearing one of my home-made diapers.

When I was 15, I got up the courage to buy babies diapers. They were too small but I would put them inside my underwear. At the same time, I bought bibs and bottles etc. These things my parents found one day under the drawers in my room and I was sent to a psychologist because of it. I was too scared to tell either the psychologist or my parents the truth as I didn't want people to think of me as a freak. My parents opinion especially meant a lot to me.

The shrink told my parents it was a phase and I guess over time my parents believed that. Well, it wasn't a phase. I wish I had have been honest back then and accepted the offer my parents made to me to have my baby things back. It would have meant that I wouldn't have spent the next 14 years of hiding things.

I thought of myself as a freak until I started finding other people at about the age of 18 or 19. Had I known then what I know now I would have confessed everything. I have met a lot of people and since I have had the Internet even more, and all over the world.

I am quite jealous of teenagers now, as through the Internet they have got the support that I missed all those years ago. I have actually spoken to people who were babied all their lives, and it is something I would have loved.

Many people can say why they like being babies now; some were lifelong bedwetters, some never had a childhood and others were punished with diapers.

My parents were the nicest most loving parents any child could want and as such I had the best childhood. So, there is no logical reason why I should like being a baby.

However, with the support and acceptance I have had from friends, I gave up caring about why. Now I just enjoy this side of me. With me, I like all aspects: I wear and use diapers (for the past 2 years there have only been a few days in which I have not worn them; I have adult sized baby clothing, bottles, bibs etc.

This was sometime ago. Since this, I have discovered another side of me. I have become more of a daddy and dl now. I have looked after a few babies and have a group of abdl friends who I love hanging out with.

I am always happy to chat to and meet new people round and about.

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I am always looking to chat to and meet other new people