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My cousin has pointed out that I seem to be more sensitive when I wear diapers, especially to him.

I had a younger cousin find out when he was snooping a little while back. He's pretty cool with it and could care less but he WILL bust my chops about it. If we're out he will say loudly, "Why do you wear diapers again?" I get quite embarassed, but I've turned it around on him and asked loudly if he's still wetting the bed and needs goodnights.

I'd think anyone in a "workout" setting probably has some kind of plastic bag under them. I know lots of people who mall-walk (older) who do this to sweat more.

Really the doctor idea would come into play if I had some trouble because of work. Secondly, I wouldn't spring this on my family my thinking is that no matter how careful, if you're truly wearing 24/7 then someone *will* find out. How they react, what you say, etc is what's on my mind.

For the last year and a half I've been an avid Diaper Lover. I really enjoy wearing and using for intended purposes. Lately I've had this strong feelings that I want to be incontinent. I've considered the toll that this would take on my mind and body (and wallet) and I'm determined to make it work. I've been trying some hypnosis with fairly limited success (seeing as I've really only been listening for three days now) and I feel like this will really work. I've had a little time to think about this and I feel like I'm starting to have second thoughts. I'm comfortable in diapers at home, or at work (which really wasn't bad after the first day jitters) Its really not the thought of me wearing everywhere, wetting and leaking, or being 'stuck' in diapers forever but I'm starting to think about my family and friends. Is this fair to them? It's inevitable that they will find out about the diapers. I've already considered going to a doctor and getting a 'diagnosis' for any questions that may arise... but is it fair? They will have to think about it and will give words of encouragement and pray in some cases. They will have to see me carry around extra supplies if I go anywhere for hours upon end, and to their houses at night if I were to stay. I'm not worried about my end of the deal, but theirs. Isn't this all a little unfair to them? I really don't want to stop but I don't want to hurt everyone I love. (By which I mean causing them any duress). Has anyone else considered the consequences of this? Anyone that has made themselves incontinent and have any advise on how to deal with the family? One could say if they were true friends, and they really loved me that they would accept me diapers or not... but to flip this if I were a true friend would I subject them to this? If anyone prefers email communication over boards, please feel free to email me - incojohn@yahoo.