SissyBabyBenita

I am totally controlled and be a baby around the clock - that mean only things for babies and that i must only  act as a baby. I only get old and used baby things from the family and have to reuse these things - walking is also forbidden for me at home - I had to learn to crawl like a baby - the same is with speaking - I learned to babble and also in baby talk "speak".
I had a Sony music system until a few years ago - butgranny didn't think it was appropriate for a baby - granny said that a boy in the family starts school and it would be a suitable gift if he got the music system with all the CDs and records . Mommy was thrilled. And so granny gave him the music system. And me? I got his old and needed Baby fisherprice tape recorder and some baby music casettes and baby radio play casettes and i love to hearnow my baby casettes.
I am asked - who changes your pampers or who babysit you when mommy and daddy go out?
A little humilating - mommy and granny change my Pampers mostly - but i have also an aunt - she was my daughter but now my aunt - she is 18 and love to be my aunt. In the first months it was not easy to address her with aunt Lisa, but now it is ok.
All love to see my playing with baby dolls or dolls stroller.
Since some years i am chemically castrted - the sexdrive goes zero and the mal aggressive and jealosy goes also zero - the wee wee is always limp. Of course the genital shrink also a lot - i now have a baby wee wee and balls - 0.31 inches.
I have strict bedtimes too - 7:00 - 7:30pm. Evening baby bottle infant food - nightpamper (like the other black babies) - baby tv and then i have to sleep

i am Benita and introduce me.
My former wife is my mommy now and she treat me complete as baby and as her little daughter. Of course she need a real man as husband (and in  bed too) and she fall in love with a black man and he moved in, both are living like a married couple. I went out of bed room and the former guest room is my baby room. I must adress both with mommy and daddy - because they are my new parents. Mommy wanted that i let my hair grow - she love to made me every day a little toddlers hair style. Daddy is also the father of my former sons - 7   and 9 years old. As i was back in diapers, both are going dry. They found it funny that i am wearing diapers and tthat mommy change diaper me when i am wet. My normal clothings and things put mommy in trash and she replaced all with baby and little girls clothings and things.
We vistit daddy family every weekend - his mom like the idea of cuckolding and of course she is proud that her son is taken over a white family - she said to me - my son is the husband of your wife? Ok - me as his mom - i am now your granny and you have to call me granny.
Granny educated me very strict and also consequent - that mean she anti potty trained me successful - she said - the black babies wet themself and why should You still be dry?
It was not easy for me to be now a real bedwetter - and that i start to wet myself at day like a baby. But she says - thats is why you wear Pampers again. Mommy was two times pregnant by daddy and it was no question that i must share baby room with black siblings. Granny changed my food also in infant food - the same infant food like the black babies.
For me it is not allowed to sit at adults table - i sit at baby and toddlers table. At home or when we visit granny i wear no pants - allways in tshirt and Pampers like the other littles.

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