KPAXOR1987

Hi it's Kpaxor I will have to check out the movie later and Sorry about the alt without a name they are quite strange trying to interfere with other's systems ?and Sorry about the mispelling of your name Jesse they were probally also going threw the list of alts that needed to be in front for a few minutes. I'm interrupting this is Mary Anne and stop calling him Jesse he clearly stated his name is Jeggy. ? Ok, Mary Anne don't do that your makeing me dizzy ? OK Jeggy sorry for the mispelling on your big's name ? I will run a search for the movie later because it sounds like a intresting movie ?. It might be really unrealistic though I guess it depends on their acting skills ?. I just hopped on for a few between the cycles the system is doing to try to compensate for D------ being in front for so long ?. I will be back on a bit later talk to you then Jeggy. Later, Kpaxor

Hi Jessie, I'm the alt that controls the actual switch over in my system I was brought out by Mary Anne (the alt that silently stabelizes the system) to explain something to you. The answer is no you you are not becomeing more of a baby. I will explain to you why. If you are a baby and acting like a adult the true you is breaking threw. If you are a adult pretending to be a baby then it is pretend and can end at any time you choose, however if your true self is a baby and you continue to ignore the need to be in your little space you will start accidently slipping into little space and the times won't be controlled by a act as the true you will always prevail and cause chaos when the true self's needs aren't met. I don't know if that will make any sense to you, hopefully it does ?. I definantly can't guarentee it will though as I'm the Alt that stays hidden and in the higher level of processing, I only came out because Mary Anne saw a chance to try to stableize another system that doesn't know it is a system yet ? Jessie try to get it stopped at 2 or 3 because it is way harder to hide about 200 total ?. Your friend, Sh!t I don't actually have a name ? Lè Switch Controlà ?? OK Peace out I'm never supposed to be in front ?I don't even know how it happened ?. Mary Anne and her therories probally ?. OK, Kpaxor here and I'm not editing the message at all as it has nothing to do with the known system I'm supposed to defend. Also if I don't pass it on Mary Anne won't be able to be switched out after 12hrs ?. Kpaxor (defender of my system)

I can't answer the question?. My situation is diffrent than probally 99.9% of people on here?. But I will go off what alot of people say and that is the more comfortable with who you are the harder it is to hold to the expectations of anyone but yourself. So in essence it means anyone that has a hard time going into little space is acting like a adult or actually identifies as a adult, the ones that are acting like a adult and Identifies as a say a 4yo will eventually end up haveing the true them breaking out in front and slipping into little space at the worse times, when they try to control it and act while trying to make themselves believe they are something they are not it gets to a point where it causes disruptions. I know you saw D-------'s post where she thought she was being punished for trying to be a adult?. She wasn't being punished just reminded she wasn't a adult and the rules were there for her benifit, apparently she wasn't ready to be a adult and was pretending to be something she wasn't and I decided to let her prove she was a adult and she accidently regressed into her 2yo alt off her system ?. There is a reason Essiah kept the triggers from the other alts from working and if D------ were a adult she would be still active and P!553d as all h377 right now for being treated that way, however she inadverently triggered her 2yo alt by trying to act like J---- and she also did it way before she was supposed to so it could be because she got sick or it could be because she needed little time and kept trying to act like a adult instead ? The answer is the more you act like not yourself the harder it is to hide your true self. If it is pretending then it can end at any time and it won't reoccur until you want it to. If it isn't pretending and you keep acting like something you are not it will get harder to control the times your true self slips out. My situation is quite diffrent than everyone else though as I have way more than 1 person to my host system and each of those people have even more people on their host list. I haven't made it longer than a alt's alt taking the front yet and think it is probally impossible. I also don't ever want it to happen that is why I the host try to cater to them all and my system has safeguards to assure their needs are met ??. Currently <host(witheld) ,Kpaxor, Essiah, Yashua(I'm almost never out), Ezeikial(I'm almots never out either), and M---A---- (I'm only out after a break in the cycles for the following 12hrs to stablize the system) ?.

Hi it is Jessica again I doubt D------ will be back on for a long time but Just in case I want to leave her a message. You were supposed to act like J---- not trigger your little D---, silly. But it is ok I should have expected it, anything to get out of a punishment right?. Good luck with writeing the journal entry as your little doesn't know how to write yet ?. It is a good thing I babysit all the littles and D--- is no exception. We might be friends but Essiah was right you were in to much of a rush to grow up so don't expect me to help you out of the actual punishment you put yourself in if you somehow find yourself in front again as I'm shure you will still be D---- your 2yo alt in your system ? You will probally never see this and if you do it is because you actually grew up, highly unlikely?. Seeing as D--- will mean nothing to you as D--- also can't read ? Love always, Jessica ????

If some of the littles would enjoy it why did you not try to trigger them to the front instead of smokeing at 16yo and trying to trigger a adult alt to the front? Your 16 and I was expecting you to smoke thinking it is what makes a adult, You are in too much of a hurry to grow up ? I'm glad you realised it, even if it took almost 3 days ?. Essiah

Hi It's Essiah I'm ending D------'s punishment early. She of course didn't do the 2 things she was supposed to do 1 act like J---- for the last hour before bed and at wind down time write in a journal. Instead she tried to act like J---- for 2hrs after her last post and got sick because or something because the way I woke up was quite indictive of a 2yo that got really sick from heat. So I don't think she can be called back in front to finish her punishment anyways ?. The last video watched was arther, tom and jerry,and caillou(only part) and the next on the list is was a episode of the simpsions that the thumbnail has lisa in tears. So I'm going to edit her name out and end her punishment ?.

Still stuck in front ?and reminded that one of the adults need to do taxes, I'm and there is no way I will figure that out ?. Essiah you win, I will not be coming back on when I'm in front ?. Now please end the punishment you made your point?. I'm goin' to watch some tv scence you unblocked everything I'm putting it back to the way it was because the tv shows are messed up I wanted to watch the movie war games and the search resulted in s/[t gets p3gg3d in l35b!@n war games. I'm only 16 and that was twisted and fked up ?. I know what you are doing and you proved your point I'm only 16 and not a adult. Jesse It was nice to talk to you but I want this punishment to end and it won't if I continue to come on here when I'm in front so this is the last post from me. Maybe I will back on in about 2years ?. I hope Kpaxor & Essiah let me out of the front ?. Essiah didn't give me a chore list this time and instead just said act like J----- before bed tonight if you are done thinking you are a adult ?. So by that my wind down time is 7pm and bedtime is 8pm. So I guess this is bye from D------. ??Bye for a long time? , The 16yo Alt D------ that broke the rules set by Kpaxor & Essiah ?

I'm being punished for breaking rules by Kpaxor and Essiah the defender and protector of the alts ? I'm just going to watch Arther to make this more bareable? I'm pretty shure they missed a few tv shows that are for teens ? I used to watch Arther during lunch breaks in 7th grade during lunch break in middle school ?. I will definantly be in trouble for watching it because everything else is for age3 and under? I know they missed this one on accident ?. But I'm shure to fall asleep watching because it happened all the time in school ?.

I was supposed to post my my punishment and decide if it was worth being constantly punished because I'm only 16yo and breaking the rules set up by Essiah and Kpaxor about the minor alts being on adult sites ? I figured the host is 35 so I should not care and broke the rules and I'm so so much trouble ? I tried to trigger a switch to one of the adults all day and broke the rules about smokeing at 16yo? I disobeyed both the defender and the protector of the system and they won't allow anyone else to come to the front ?. I didn't see the big deal the host of all of us is 35 why should it matter so much to Kpaxor and Essiah that I'm 16?

2 of them Kpaxor and Jasmine And me D------ is me D------?

Yes ? and Essiah wants to punish me for releasing my name ? I'm Deserai and I'm 16yo and the lunch was way too big and designed for a 2yo? I b!itched about it and the supper was designed for both a baby and adult and a gross mixture so I switched what was listed to eat because it was burning my mouth? More like segmented though and a few know about the others ?. Only thing is we hide the exsistance of ourselves from healthcare providers and Essiah said if I don't do the things and eat the things on his list for me he will make me stay in front ? The host has a appointment with their psych councilor Monday ? I can't act that good and they will notice it isn't the same person. ?

I know how to destroy your punishment I'm eraseing the post of my punishment because if nobody knows what happened the punishment doesn't exsist ? and I'm not posting that my actual punishment was to be treated like a diapered 2yo for 24hrs ? It makes me look weak not being able to handle such a babyish punishment for only 1 full day. Your stupid appleprune juice made me have a accident.?

Essiah,Screw the chore list and the supper burns my mouth, I know I'm not a vegitarian the spice in the beef and bean buritos burns and I'm not finishing it I also didn't want the reguline (I replaced it with soda)and I'm heading to bed in a few minutes. Your chore list isn't fair and nither is the punishment so I'm not eating any of it, if you want to protect the system and the others you will have to have somebody else in front because I'm not eating anything else off your planned meals ?. Essiah you are mean ?.

Nice I will remember that when your filling your diaper just like J---- ? Poor D------ you still don't understand your name was hidden to protect you from yourself, You tend to talk about yourself and your trama which always gets you giveing the names of even smaller younger and innocent littles that have been threw more than you. Enjoy the alone time to think and I'm glad you ate most of the lunch instead of going hungry like I was expecting you to, the others aren't gone they are watching what happens to 16yo girls that don't listen and give out the names of way more vulnerable alts so enjoy your time for the next 24hrs alone to think about what you did wrong as I expect a journal entry before You are allowed to switch out of the front again. Trying to trigger anyone else to the front will fail until the chores list is done and the journal entry done and you have to go to sleep at the end of the punishment to end it however if the chores list is not done and the journal entry isn't done before you sleep you will add another day so if you don't want to be the one in front when it is time to see the mental healthcare provider I suggest you start the list and deal with your punishment. On a side note your not a vegitarian over that incident in fact you aren't the vegitarian at all little mrs I love bacon ? I'm not protecting you and giveing the names of little alts is putting you on the defender's and protocter's Shítlist so throw your tantrum that resembles a 2yo and enjoy your 24hr time away from everyone else and decide if it is what you really want by the way you made J---- cry because she thinks you hate her. Essiah, Last time I post until your punishment is over girl

Your mean Essiah and I got the new set of chores because I never actually finished the lunch and I didn't drink the 32ozs of cramberry apple juice, not fair that I had to wait until I woke up to get the key?and you are scareing me?I feel like the others are gone because I have done everything I can to trigger any one of them to the front only to be the 1 in front and their is alot of littles that would enjoy this, I don't the punishment is way overboard just to protect my name ? But I will play your dumb game that is scareing me and do the chores on the new list even though I failed the list already right as I woke up ? I don't want to be in front on Monday and I won't let it happen so choose Essiah the protector of the system or I will for you, you made me eat beef and bean burittos of all things and I'm a vegitarian every scence being made to help with the slaghter of cows, yoy sick mother fùker that isn't punishment it is tourcher fuk you and your dam game my name is D------ the little that gets treated like similary - the fact she isn't a vegitarian is J----. ARE YOU GOING TO TRY TO STOP ME ESSIAH YOU ASHOLE Hate your guts you piece of Shīt , D------ PS Choke on a cock and die, I don't need your protection. ?€======8 No thank you D------ there is no chicken nuggets in the freezer ?. D--- ate them all last month ?. Your friend Jessica ?. Jessica I have to go over the rest of theese please stop interrupting. Essiah?

Fine you win @55h0l3 I will take my name out and stay off ?please let me switch out and tell me where the key is ? I finished everything but 2 things on the chores list ?and your ignoreing me and I will take the nap ?. I need the key ?

Essiah Your chore list is stupid ?1 eat all your lunch 2 drink everything that was set out 3 change your diaper 4take a nap 5wrie a punishment post with the title I put - my name but who will know I wrote it if I don't put my name say what my punishment is and list my lunch and you would tell me where the key is. Well I did that and I'm still stuck in front. I didn't eat the whole lunch and I didn't drink the other 3 drinks or take the nap yet. I wrote your post and don't want to even post while I'm in front again now where is the key??. I've been in front all day and somehow can't trigger a switch ?. Please Essiah I don't want a punishment like this it isn't fun ????

Just so you know I hate how you our hair it looks like a 2year old's hair style ?

Hi I'm D------and when I woke up it was about 11pm. I'm writeing this post because I'm part of a group of people that share the same host body ?. Anyways one of the other people left me a letter saying I had to post a punishment post in order to get the key ?. They said I had to do the chores list which was behind the letter and describe my punishment for trying to write my name so many times and say what my lunch was. So this is me doing exactly what they told me to do?. I presume my punishment is really bad tummy pain. Because my lunch was beef and been buritos cut really small, peaches cut really small, pears cut really small, a small packet of fruit gummies, pinapple cut really small, a prune baby food pouch and a 32oz bottle of apple prune juice. When I found I was in front I also noticed a locking pink diaper cover so I need the key because there is no way I want to have a accident and I tried everything to trigger another person out of the system but I can't I have been stuck in front all day ?. I D------- will not be back on because the punishment for being on here when I'm 16 is messed up I'm being treated like Jessica treatsJ---- when she is constipated. J---- is 3½ and I'm 16 ?. There I wrote the stupid punishment post now let me out of the front ?. I even left J----'s name blanked out. I put my name because I'm not comeing back on when I'm infront. I also want my youtube back with Jasmine's, the youtube kids you set for under 7yo you jerk. Remove my name from the post if you want but it won't matter anyways because it is the last post when I'm in front. Where is the KEY you stupid MFin Ahole?. Essiah you piece of Sh!t, you said in the letter you would tell me where the key was after I posted this BS. ? I know I didn't finish the lunch or the chore list but how do you expect me to take a nap after eating all of the lunch you had out ?.

R------L--- your comment was removed by me as this is not the place write it in the red journal I also moved the warning to the already going thread and not in the status updates. On a side note comments like that is how you P!553d off the mormans at a friends home ? Kpaxor

Kpaxor I'm switching the way about this as clearly D------- can't even handle being in front with a 4yo and triggered a adult by smoking when she is only 16. So I will set a plan up to cascade her alts later so don't be supprised how you wake up tommarow ? <Essiah> But for now triggering the 7yo you never listed because you don't know about him yet. <Essiah>

I'm in front for a while ?and I don't like being in front ? ?going to exit the fourm and triggering the unlisted 4½yo alt in the host system ? Sorry to all the host system's alts except D------- who broke the rules, enjoy your punishment of babysitting as the both of you will be in front ?

Well Dammit this isn't going to end any tome soon andn it is makeinnme dizzy STOP new topic page has to be made ALT conv Read the rules before starting ? Page was erased due to a alt not following the rules <Essiah> Hash it out somewhere where nobody will see your names ?

I'm getting offline before this gets any worse catch ya all l8ter, my system doesn't have a rapid defender and glad Kpaxor caught that well I hope he did. Peace and love everybody. Jasmine ? OK I'm going offline for a while because I didn't catch that and the name of Jasmine's little was visable for a few seconds. (Kpaxor)

Last night was intresting to say the least for the walk home, alts kept coming to the front, and about ⅓ the way a alt's alt was triggered .. <Currently ( I'm not putting my name as it is too complex for anyone to understand and none of the symoblic letters on the keyboard match)< job in the system observer> gender =ominpresent energy or in human terms spirit Oh Sh!t that is a alt I didn't have listed because I didn't know about it .. Currently <Kpaxor& host (me)> Ooo Ooo R we twipein ? dis is J------ but I'm Jasmine's little alt ???? ??