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"It's J-A-D" ..... The
seems like forever, the day that changed my life, the
day it all began, THAT DAY?
remember it like it was yesterday, when I was laying
there, on the sofa, my head in Sharon's lap, while she
bottle fed me from a baby bottle, and to my utter
embarrassment and humiliation, I totally lost it and
messed my diaper, in front of her, and Marie, then how
they sat me down on the floor, still wearing that messy
diaper, and forced me to play with Emma, my 20 month old
not sure which, out of all of it was the worst, them
chatting away while I sat there pretending to be a baby
or their occasional comments about how I was just like
one of the babies, cute, but yucky and stinky. I
know my fantasy was to be treated like a baby, and I
know I loved and cherished the baby talk and attention I
was getting, but the embarrassment of sitting there,
feeling my own mess squish around inside my diaper and
the smell permeating the room, enough so that both
Sharon and Marie would look at me now and then and
wrinkle their noses and laugh, but to add insult on top
of my embarrassing situation, I glanced at Emma and she
was actually holding her nose and telling Sharon, "Daddy
me to sit there and listen to a 20 month old toddler
tell Sharon that, and for Marie to hear it and respond
by holding her nose too and telling Emma that yes, daddy
was tinky, I can't even begin to tell you how
humiliating that was. It was however, enough for
Sharon to stand up and say, "O-K Daddy, I guess we've
left you in that poopy diapey long enough, we better get
you cleaned up, if it's bad enough for your daughter to
notice then it's bad enough to get you out of it."
was somewhat relieved when Sharon took my hand and
walked me back in to our bedroom, but as I waddled away,
I could hear Marie laughing, I'm not sure what she was
looking at but I can only guess I must have been quite a
sight waddling with a full load in the seat of my
diaper. I was a bit surprised when once we got to
the bedroom, Sharon picked up a plastic garbage bag and
a towel that had been laid out on the bed, handed them
to me and said, just before she turned and left the
room, "Rob, put your dirty diaper in this bag, take a
shower, clean yourself up real good, get dressed, then
come back in to the front room, you, Marie and I have a
lot to talk about."
Marie: WOW, that
was fast, did you change him and get him cleaned up
Sharon: No No
No, he's taking his own dirty diaper off and grabbing a
shower, there was no way I was changing that diaper,
it's bad enough we're going to have to wash it. I
wanted him to know just how much of a mess it was to
change and clean, perhaps that'll give him a better
understanding and a little insight of just what it's
like to be a baby for real.
Marie: OH, I was
kind of thinking that you were going to push his baby
treatment all the way, but I sure don't blame you for
not wanting to change that diaper, OH MY GOD, he was
stinky, I wasn't sure how much longer I could have stood
him sitting there.
girls laughed and as they continued to chat and compare
notes, about my experience the past 12 hours or so,
laughing as they did, I was busy taking a much needed,
and wanted shower. It felt so good as the water
cascaded off of my body and trickled down my back and
the back of my legs. Once I was clean and feeling
100% better, I dried off, got dressed, then reluctantly
walked back in to the front room where both Sharon and
Marie smiled when I walked in.
look who decided to join us this morning, he's such a
big boy, he changed his own didy, took a shower by
got all dressed for the day, Mommy's so proud of him.
Marie: Yes I see
that(as she sniffed the air), and he smells so much
ladies laughed and I looked at Emma as she looked up to
see what they were laughing about, she just looked at me
then went back to playing with her dolls, as if I hadn't
been wearing a very smelly diaper just minutes earlier
in front of her, and I thought, wow, innocence is truly
bliss. I sat next to Sharon, on the same couch I
was previously laying on, nursing a baby bottle, with a
full diaper, and I noticed the towel which they had used
for a liner for me was gone, however, to my surprise and
happiness, a cup of coffee, in my favorite cup, sat
waiting for me on the coffee table, and as I looked over
at Sharon, she smiled and said,"I thought you might be
in need of a cup of coffee, adult style, unless of
course you want me to put it in a sippy cup for you?"
I quickly said
no, not sure why I did, but I knew for sure, I was ready
for some adult time, playing baby was fun when I did it
by myself, but when it was forced on me, the way that
Sharon and Marie did it, well, it kind of lost it's
Sharon: So Rob,
tell us, how did it feel to be a baby, did you enjoy it,
was it all you thought it would be?
Rob: I don't
know for sure, I do know it was embarrassing, especially
since you involved Marie in on it. I think I
thought it was going to be something a lot different,
even though you two didn't really treat me like a baby,
you just kind of embarrassed me instead, I don't know, I
guess I got mixed feelings about it, if you know what I
Sharon: Hmm, now
that's interesting, I wasn't quite expecting that
answer. Let's see, you say we didn't treat you
like a baby, we put you in diapers, fed you baby formula
from a baby bottle, Marie said she fed you baby cereal
this morning, we both patted your little bottom while
you nursed a bottle with your head in our laps, and hell
Rob, we even stood by while you not only wet your diaper
in bed last night, like a baby, but you also wet your
diaper in front of Marie this morning, then proceeded to
mess your diaper in front of both of us, and then,
you had a play date, on the floor with Emma, while you
sat in a yucky, messy diaper and did not at any given
time ask for a diaper change or to even get out of that
stinky diaper. Hmm, Marie, doesn't that sound like
treating Rob like a baby to you?
Marie: Oh yea,
that it does, and you forgot to mention, that he also
smelled like a baby, just like a baby, first thing in
the morning when you go to get them up after they've
been sleeping in a wet, poopy diaper all night long.
Uh Yea, I would think that would be considered being
treated like a baby.
Rob: That's not
what I'm saying, I know you did all that, it's just
that, well, it's not what I thought being a baby would
be like, I mean, it wasn't like when you take care of
Emma or Hunter.
Rob, well tell us, what exactly did we miss, how did
we not treat you like you think we should have?
Rob: I don't
know, it's hard to explain, it's like, when you're
taking care of the babies, you're more, I don't know, I
guess, more infantile with them, you talk baby-talk to
them, you're just, more maternal with them I guess.
Sharon: I see,
well Rob, maybe that's because they're babies and it
just comes naturally for us, as well as it does for all
women, for some crazy reason, when a woman, or even a
young girl, sees a baby, their heart just melts.
Are you saying you wanted that same kind of
relationship, that sort of warm, fuzzy feeling a baby
gives a woman?
Rob: I don't
know, yea, I guess, maybe so, I'm not sure how to
describe it, it's just that I appreciate what you and
Marie tried to do for me and I enjoyed it, all except
being embarrassed with Marie being involved and both of
you seeing me do what I did in my, you know, in my
pants, but it just wasn't what I had fantasized it would
be, I guess.
(Laughing) Really Rob, I think I need to explain a
couple of things and then maybe, just maybe, we can all
sit here and figure this out, that is, if Marie wants to
do it, because Rob, if Marie's not in, then this
conversation and little scenario is over, and I don't
care how embarrassing it is to you.
alright, don't get mad, I was just answering your
question, but it is embarrassing sitting here talking
about this with Marie hearing everything.
Sharon: O-K Rob,
so you've said, over and over again, and since it is
your fantasy, I'm willing to listen to what you've got
to say, but Rob, Marie's already seen you in a diaper,
she's watched you pee your diaper, she smelled you while
you crapped in your diaper, then sat and played while
wearing it, so tell me, just how much more
embarrassing do you think it could be, oh, and Rob,
let's call it what it is, it's not called doing what you
did, and it's not your pants, it's called shitting your
diaper, just the same as what we call it when a baby
(Embarrassed but anxious to end this conversation)
I don't know, I guess you're right. So what is
there left to discuss, you do realize, I have to be to
work in about two hours so we don't have a lot of time.
Wow Sharon, maybe he is a baby, he's sure sounding
ungrateful for every thing you tried to do to make his
fantasy come true.
that right girl, I swear, some people just can't be
satisfied. Well that's ok, I've got a little
something, something planned for this big whiny ass
baby. I'll tell you what Rob, since what we tried
to do didn't match up to what your fantasy was
anticipating, just because I love you more than life
itself, I'm going to set up a whole new scenario for
your fantasy, and Rob, by time I get done, either you're
never going to want to be treated like a baby again or
you will have been totally regressed to being a baby.
Either way is fine with me, I just want to make you
happy, so you go ahead and get ready for work, and don't
you worry your little head one bit about what I'm
planning for you, it's going to be a BIG Surprise, for
my BIG baby boy.
at Sharon, not sure of what she was talking about or
referring to, but her and Marie were looking at each
other as Marie nodded her head, and they both
"It's J-A-D" ..... The
else was said that day, about my experience, or my
fantasy, come to think of it, nothing else was said for
almost a month. Although life went on for Sharon,
Marie, myself and the babies, it seemed like something
was amiss, I wasn't sure, but it was something I just
couldn't put my finger on. I'm not saying that
Sharon mistreated me or anything like that, as a matter
of fact, it was almost the opposite. Both her and
Marie often made remarks to me that they would say to
Emma, or even hunter for all that goes, plus it seemed
every time I walked in to a room where those two were
talking they just hushed up and giggled, it was like
living with a couple teenage girls that were keeping
secrets from me?
There was even
a couple times when I was at work I would stop in and
see Sharon at Baby-Gap, but even there, when ever I
walked in and she was talking to any of the other girls
that worked with her, they would also all get quiet all
of a sudden, then start with the same type of giggling I
often heard Sharon and Marie doing at home, what ever
was going on, I know it sure embarrassed me when I
stopped in at Sharon's work, but for some reason, I
found myself stopping in more and more?
hadn't even occurred to me that there was a humiliation
factor that had manifested itself in to my fantasy over
time, but I guess had I of given it any thought at all,
I would have figured it out, what with what Sharon did
to me with Marie involved, plus what my dad and step-mom
did to me when I was 13 years old, my fantasy was no
longer just wanting to be treated like a baby, it was
now also wanting to be shamed and humiliated for acting
like a baby, and no matter how I envisioned my fantasy
should go, it was destined to knock me on my ass,
literally, if and when it actually did occur.
never snooped around my house much, I pretty much had my
own space and my man-cave was where I spent all my time,
other than when I was eating dinner with the family or
sleeping with Sharon in our bedroom of course. We
had a fairly decent size house and Marie's bedroom,
along with the babies nursery was on the opposite side
of the house from where our bedroom was. Even with
three bedrooms being occupied and another room for my
man-cave, we still had two more rooms which I think,
Sharon used one as a sewing room and the other as a
storage room, I don't know, never really gave them much
thought, but I guess now, looking back, I should have
been a bit more attentive.
Sharon and I worked our asses off to get what we had, I
must admit, her dad was filthy rich and as a token of
his gratitude, and because he appreciated the work
ethics we both had, he did tend to make our lives easier
when he could, and this gorgeous house was just one of
the ways he did it. This was his wedding present
to us on one condition, we stay together, if we ever
divorced, or even split up, for any reason, the house
deal would be rescinded and I would be forced to move
out, I doubted he would make his daughter or grand kids
We never saw
her dad, or her mother that often, they traveled a lot,
and it's not because I didn't care for them, but that
was preferable for me, everyone knows how in-laws can
be? I remember sitting in my man-cave one day when
Sharon came in saying that we needed to talk. I
vaguely recall her seeming quite serious as she sat down
so I figured I had best pay attention, she always got so
pissed off when I ignored her while she was trying to be
Sharon: I was
thinking Rob, you vacation is coming up in about two
weeks, if you want, I can take my vacation at the same
Rob: That sounds
good, but are you going to be able to take an entire two
weeks off, you do realize that's what I've got, right?
Sharon: I'm not
sure I can get away for the entire two weeks, but I can
at least get one week off, if you had nothing planned
yet, perhaps I can come up with an idea or two for us.
cool, it would be nice if you could get the entire two
weeks off but I guess one week is better than nada, so
what did you have in mind, did you want to go somewhere?
think of something, I just wanted to make sure you were
ok with me taking some time off with you.
Rob: Well of
course I am, why wouldn't I be(laughing), you wouldn't
have something up your sleeve now would you?
Just as Sharon
was getting ready to answer, Marie came in to the room
carrying Hunter on her hip with Emma toddling behind
Marie: Well what
the heck, you two having a family meeting without
of us just laughed and Sharon quickly told Marie "No,
not at all, Rob and I were just discussing about taking
our vacations together and what we were planning on
that sounds interesting, so when is this little vacation
going to happen?
Sharon: Rob and
I were talking and it looks like we can be set to go in
about two weeks.
sounds awesome, so are we going to go through with what
we've been talking about. You do know the timing
is perfect, and that length of time sounds about right.
well yea, but I sort of haven't told Rob yet, I was
going to surprise him.
as I was getting ready to ask Sharon what she meant when
she said she was going to surprise me, Marie handed me
Hunter as she leaned down towards Emma and said, "Whew,
one of these little stinkers just made a mess in their
diaper". Then as she peeked down the back of
Emma's diaper she proudly claimed, "Well it's not this
one, looks like Daddy won the prize and gets to change
Hunter while Sharon and I finish talking about this
started to ask Marie what she was talking about when
Sharon said, "Be a dear and change Hunter for me Rob,
Marie and I will be done here in a heartbeat, plus, it
won't hurt for you to change a dirty diaper, it's not
like you change him a lot anyway."
was stunned, and yea, I have to admit, I didn't change a
lot of diapers, what with Marie here, but for Sharon to
put it to me like that, I was a bit hurt and upset, and
then out of the blue Marie said, laughingly, "Yea Rob,
and it's not like you don't know what it's like to be
sitting in a dirty diaper, seems like not to long ago
you were in the exact same situation as Hunter, wet,
messy and stinky and in dire need of a diaper change."
Sharon: Be nice
now Marie, don't tease Rob about sitting in dirty
diapers, there'll be plenty of time for that in a couple
Sharon looked at me and gave me a wink?
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