How it all started for you

[babystevie1987]

Hi everyone,

Love to here your story on how you got started wearing diapers and if you are an Adult Baby or just a Diaper Lover.

For me it all started way back when I was only about 5 or 6. I was very sick and making it to the toilet wasn't always easy. So my parents thought it best to have me wear plastic pants. That was the right decision. I didn't make it very often to the toilet 🙈.

As I got a little older I saw an ad for pull ups and ask my mom can I get some. She declined my request as I was fully potty trained. My young sister had baby dolls and nappies for them. I use to take one and put it onto my teddy. 

We got the internet when I was around 11 or 12. How amazing it was. It was dial up at the time, so it was unbelievable slow. I remember coming across a very well known website that sadly seem to be no longer updating anymore, adult baby source. This was an amazing find as I was able to find other sites that had people with the same interests as me. Learning I wasn't along, brought comfort. I would take diapers whenever I had a chance from neighbours that had kids still in diapers.

I eventually after many more years, bought my own adult diapers online. The feeling of putting on my first really ABDL diaper was out of this world. My little pee pee could contain himself 😅😅

Like alot of other people I would feel ashamed and dump everything only to a few months later, go and buy new stuff again. The shame only finally went away over 10 years later in my early 30s. Now I embrace my little side. I don't try and lock him away. When I get the chance I let him out and the fear, stress and anxiety don't affect me anymore. Sometimes my little side doesn't want to come out but my big side just was to wear. You all know the feeling and comfort of wearing a diaper has on oneself.

I still love to met up with other ABDLs someday for a coffee and have a chat about their experiences and just general conversation.

What is your story? How did you start? Was it much different than mine? 

Please share or just say hi.

[Rachael-Little]

I was not a bed wetter or any such thing but I was the youngest in my family which might have hard wired me to wanting to be babied.

I remember seeing pampers for the first time around 8 or 9 years old and remembering wondering what it would be like to wear those.

I considered taking some from a friend of my sisters who was babysitting a child who was in diapers.

I didn’t go through with it though but from that point on I was always looking at diaper adds and seeing cute babies or little girl dresses and I wanted to be babied.

It  wasn’t until my adulthood I was able to buy diapers. My first buy was a box of toddler size pampers in that cute purple box .

Of course they didn’t fit but tape does wonders. I finally bought attends a few years later and I’ve really gone through the buy and purge cycle like many but no longer. I’m an adult baby and that’s not going to change, I love my diapers and just wish I had someone to share it with

[ValentinesStuff]

Like @Rachael-Little I am the youngest of my family, and by a bit. I didn't have access to diapers growing up, but there was Television. I remember from an early age of being fascinated by adults and older children in diapers or other childish situations. While not super common, it did occur. Between Bugs Bunny and the Looney Tunes, Fred Flintstone, occasional variety show skits, and some others I would get my "fix." At this point it wasn't about me being in diapers, but about older people being regressed or diapered.

During middle school it started to be about me being diapered. I discovered the medical section of the Sears catalog and that they made diapers that would fit me. I so wanted some. Each time a new catalog came out I checked out the new toys, lingerie, and adult diapers. 

When I got my own room, I started using towels, or anything similar as a fake diaper. After my niece was born, I snagged a cloth diaper and a pamper. The pamper I would pour some warm water into and go to bed with it tucked into my underwear, during the day it dried out, and I would repeat it the next night. 

Eventually I began buying my own adult diapers, early green Depends and Attends. Later Molicare and other diapers found at Medical Supply Stores. Then Internet shopping became a thing, and people began selling adult baby clothes (there were some before this) and diapers, and other stuff. Adult disposables kept getting better too.

[babystevie1987]

Thanks for sharing your stories. Please if others would like to share their won stories, do so. 

[Pamperbum_uk]

My first memory as a kid was having my nappy changed before bed. 

It's been a constant obsession for the past 42 years since. Kept going by nappy adverts on the telly. It had a sexual dimension as a teen. But, like all other aspects of my sexuality, has proved to be inconsistent.

Mostly a reaction thing, these days ..

[Goodnitesboi]

Honestly, I've just always been into diapers.

I didn't get to wear pull ups when I was potty training, so I think that's probably why I like diapers. 

I used to sneak down the diaper aisle at the grocery store and look through the adds that came with the newspaper to look at whatever diapers or pull ups were in there.

[liljim57]

At school grade 2 they didn't have doors on the stalls; so if you did a sit down everyone could see and make fun of you. I'd hold it till I got home; most times. Then I didn't make it a few days. Mom and Aunt talked and came up with diapering me as punishment; the next time. It was a Friday I came home messy Mom came in the bathroom when I was trying to cleanup. Told me to get a bath then call her but not to get dressed. I thought why but figured I would get a spanking bare butt. I was scared but called her. She came in made sure I was dry then grabbed my hand and lead me to the bed. I found out she had diapers and plastic pants and powder all laid out. She folded them up and laid me on them, and powdered me good and diapered me. I started crying and said "I'm to big for diapers". Her answer "Was babys mess their clothes and you did it so you're not as big as you think so diapers are for you till I say other wise." What about pants? Babies don't wear pants. She then lead me to the living room with everyone in there and said "How does everyone like my new little baby?" I felt my face turn red and hot. Sat me on the floor in front of everyone told me to sit there while she got ready. Ready for what I thought. I soon found out. She came in and said we are going shopping downtown. My Aunt said before you go I'll get him a shirt. She did one of my little cousins shirt it came down to the top of the diaper. So I had shoes a very thick diaper and clear plastic pants and a very short shirt. I thought she was joking but no she wasn't. She parked and we went every store up one side of town and down the other side. She took me to the rest area in one store and changed my diaper on the couch in front of everyone. She keep me diapered for the whole weekend no matter who came over. Even some kids from up the street. Later in my teens I read some xxx diaper storys in a few mags. I was 14 then. One gave sizes so I bought some 21x40 diapers and Gerber plastic pants and diaper pins.     

[247dlwear]

I added my story in adult kids

https://www.dailydiapers.com/board/index.php?/topic/94837-i-love-origin-stories-this-is-mine-how-about-yours/

[diaperbabymatty]

I guess it really all started when I was a toddler young child I wet bed nightly  my sister and I also play house and 8 was baby every time till I grew 2 big for real baby diapers 

[IminWetPampers]

When I was 4.5 after I went to preschool I would go to daycare. One day at daycare I was playing a game with a 6 year old girl named Tanya and during the game she began fidgeting and squeezing her legs together and before I could ask her what was wrong she suddenly stood up and said she had to pee.  At first i thought she was going to go upstairs to the bathroom but instead she walked into the middle of the carpet,  spread her legs and started peeing in her pants.  I was mesmerized, I just sat there staring at her as her pee streamed down the insides of her legs and poured straight through the crotch of her red cotton pants.  One of the other kids must've gone and told one of the daycare workers because as soon as Tanya finished peeing she was immediately taken upstairs by a  daycare worker and taken into the main bathroom.  While the rest ot us were sat down for lunch Tanya was cleaned up and put in Pampers and when she came waddling out of the bathroom in nothing but Pampers and her tee shirt all the other kids began laughing at her,  I was the only one who didn't although I didn't know why at the time. After lunch we were all put down for a nap but when we got up and were allowed to play nobody would play with Tanya except me. So Tanya and I were playing Connect Four and in the middle of the game Tanya started fidgeting again for a second and then she spread her legs and started peeing in her diaper and as she continued to pee and the yellow patch began spreading across her diaper a smile began spreading across her face and by the time she was finished she was grinning from ear to ear  As soon as she finished peeing she went right back to playing the game as if nothing happened.  It wasn't until the game was over (she won( that she went upstairs to get her diaper changed. Later that afternoon my mom came to pick me up and on the way home we stopped to go grocery shopping.  As soon as we got to the diaper aisle I asked mom to buy me some Pampers,  she said no. So I begged her to buy me some Pampers and again she said no,  so finally I threw a full blown temper tantrum,  kicking and screaming until she finally gave in and put a box of Pampers in the shopping cart.  As soon as we got home and brought the groceries in from the car she stripped off my pants and underwear and diapered me right on the kitchen floor and I wore Pampers 24/7/365 until I was 10.

 

[ddjas03]

21 hours ago, IminWetPampers said:

When I was 4.5 after I went to preschool I would go to daycare. One day at daycare I was playing a game with a 6 year old girl named Tanya and during the game she began fidgeting and squeezing her legs together and before I could ask her what was wrong she suddenly stood up and said she had to pee.  At first i thought she was going to go upstairs to the bathroom but instead she walked into the middle of the carpet,  spread her legs and started peeing in her pants.  I was mesmerized, I just sat there staring at her as her pee streamed down the insides of her legs and poured straight through the crotch of her red cotton pants.  One of the other kids must've gone and told one of the daycare workers because as soon as Tanya finished peeing she was immediately taken upstairs by a  daycare worker and taken into the main bathroom.  While the rest ot us were sat down for lunch Tanya was cleaned up and put in Pampers and when she came waddling out of the bathroom in nothing but Pampers and her tee shirt all the other kids began laughing at her,  I was the only one who didn't although I didn't know why at the time. After lunch we were all put down for a nap but when we got up and were allowed to play nobody would play with Tanya except me. So Tanya and I were playing Connect Four and in the middle of the game Tanya started fidgeting again for a second and then she spread her legs and started peeing in her diaper and as she continued to pee and the yellow patch began spreading across her diaper a smile began spreading across her face and by the time she was finished she was grinning from ear to ear  As soon as she finished peeing she went right back to playing the game as if nothing happened.  It wasn't until the game was over (she won( that she went upstairs to get her diaper changed. Later that afternoon my mom came to pick me up and on the way home we stopped to go grocery shopping.  As soon as we got to the diaper aisle I asked mom to buy me some Pampers,  she said no. So I begged her to buy me some Pampers and again she said no,  so finally I threw a full blown temper tantrum,  kicking and screaming until she finally gave in and put a box of Pampers in the shopping cart.  As soon as we got home and brought the groceries in from the car she stripped off my pants and underwear and diapered me right on the kitchen floor and I wore Pampers 24/7/365 until I was 10.

 

No matter how many times I hear this story, it's always cute and interesting/

[pampers_dl]

Hi,

It goes way back the 70's. First encounter of some kind of "diaper" was finding a period pad under my sister beds matress. I found it fascinating. Some year later in elementary I was sleep-over at my friends house. While playing in the evening I saw a pack of baby-diapers in a closet and I suggested we wear one. He agreed and we went to bed wearing diapers. I felt them cozy and very arousing. Next try-out was in my teens with my sisters childrens rectangular diapers and plastic diaper cloth which I secretely weared in my room when they were visiting. Now and then as adult I wear Goodnights 10 for comfort, use and arouse. Once bought a potty also and slightly interested in AB things like Mommy. Been fascinated also of female sanitary accessories and lingerie.

[LilSoph]

here’s the story of the first nappy I ever put on
 

when I was 6 I was visiting my auntys house, she had a daughter who was 3, and she wore nappies. after playing for a while I went upstairs to go to the toilet, and the box of pampers was sitting right there in the bathroom. I don’t know why, but I got curious…and took off everything on my lower half and put one on. I didn’t do much, I just looked at myself in the mirror and walked around the big bathroom, liking how it felt. then I got called down for dinner and I panicked and took it off. I just left it on the floor and put my clothes back on and went downstairs like nothing happened

[Amixofthings]

I was a bedwetter, and I wore Pull Ups and later Goodnites to be until I was 11. Partly out of shame, though, I didn't consider my pullups to be diapers.
All this going on, I had a dream when I was about 6 where I wore and used diapers, and it never really left me. I remember being at daycare (where I was one of the oldest kids) and seeing a diaper on the floor in the hallway. I was alone and, for a moment, I was tempted to take it. For the rest of my childhood, once in a while something in a movie or TV show about diapers would catch my interest. I once (I think when I was 8 asked about big kid diapers being mentioned in one cartoon.

The next big developments didn't happen until I was 11-12. First, my parents decided it was time for me to stop wearing Goodnites to bed. I objected at first. On the surface, I said that I was still worried about staying dry, but on the inside I had started to like them. Still, I folded. Then I saw the movie Fairly Oddparents: Channel Chasers came out. In that movie, Timmy is turned into a baby and poops his diaper in two different scenes. That kinda flipped a switch in me and I really started wanting diapers. I still had some leftover Goodnites in my closet, and I started wearing and wetting those in secret. Eventually those got thrown out, which I later regretted.

Over my teenage years I became more active online. I generally didn't have access to diapers, or the money to buy them. But I settled for occasionally peeing or pooping my pants, especially pooping since it was easier to contain without a diaper. I did try the multiple underwear trick, though. When I was 17 I walked over to a nearby CVS and bought a pack of Goodnites. I used those a little bit. But I eventually felt bad about it and so came my first diaper purge. The next time didn't come until I was 20 and in college. I had more independence and there was a CVS nearby, so I would occasionally get Goodnites or the store brand from there. And then the occasional diaper purchase became part of my life, though these often ended in a binge-purge cycle. I think I broke out of that around when the XL Goodnites came out. I started buying the boxes rather than the "jumbo" packs since I was confident enough not to purge, and the cost per pullup was a bit lower. From there I eventually grew to keeping a continuous stash.

[Slomo]

My very first memory was getting up from watching cartoons and going into the bedroom I shared with my younger brother. I put on one of his diapers and went back tocwatch more cartoons. As soonnas I sat down my older sister tattled onnme. She said, mom Slomo is wear a diaper again. In other words, I've been wanting to wear a diaper for longer than I can remember.

Personally, I believe it's genetic and we're born with a provlivity to need diapers. Much like how gambling and drug addiction are passed down by genetics. But just as similar to an addict, it takes an activation event to really get us started as ab or dl. Exactly like how an addict can never be one by abstaining and never starting in the first place.

Also, we know that abdl and the Autism Spectrum Disorder have a high correlation between the two. And ASD is genetics with all kinds of sensory triggers. Just like how we get triggered by specific diapers.

To be clear, I'm not saying abdl is the same as an addiction or ASD. Bkt even close. Just that there are a few similarities, and this is just a theory I have. Serious and controlled testing needs to be done, but we all know how far behind abdl is when it comes to understanding it all.