Day dream becomes real (private with cute little kokiri girl)

[valeria]

I was so shy as i barely moved as i stay in your arms holding on to you tightly. They all waited and watched as it was taking me some time to adjust as i eventually manage to look alittle bit and give a small wave.

[cute little kokiri girl]

Tony and Amy smiled saying it is a pleasure to meet her, Amy told the girls to introduce themselves to Valeria, Amber the oldest of the two went first, "Hello Valeria I love your dress." Before she could say more her little sister came over, "I like your Pooh Bear, I have Tigger maybe they can be friends like us."

[valeria]

I was still shy and a bit nervous to speak as i was still working on getting used to being around new people as i stay curled up in your arms. I cluched on to my pooh bear tight to me as i didn't exactly trust new people right away.

[cute little kokiri girl]

But Tony, Amy and the girls understood as they were told that Valeria was extremely shy after some pleasantries were exchange Evelyn got up until her daughter into the dining room and sat her in a high chair, "This used to be your cousin's Amber and Sherry high chair when they were both little girls, so make sure to thank them after you're done eating." Evelyn told Valeria before she went to get some baby food that Tony said he had bought. 

[valeria]

I sat there in the high chair keeping pooh bear tightly to me as i glance around not sure about this place as my mouth was feeling a bit sore as i slip my thumb in my mouth even though i have my pacifier on me. I was still adjusting as everyone starts to join the table.

[cute little kokiri girl]

Amy, Amber and Sherry sat at the table as Tony went to get them their own lunch as Evelyn returned with a bowl of baby food and a sippy cup full of apple juice.

[valeria]

I sat there not really sure what to do as i looked around trying to adjust being in a new place. Tony brings out lunch for everyone else as i hear you sit down next to me and i look up to you wondering what i was going to have for lunch.

[cute little kokiri girl]

Evelyn took her daughter's thumb out of her mouth and got a spoonful of sweet potato turkey blend baby food baby, "okay sweetie could you open up for me?" Evelyn asked as she brought the spoonful to her daughter's mouth.

[valeria]

I looked at the stuff that was in the bowl and shook my head as it didn't look good at all. I fussed and placed my thumb back in my mouth sucking it. Tony glanced to you as he hoped his girls will behave as he was already aware with how i could be from the many talks you both had over the phone.

[cute little kokiri girl]

Evelyn just gave a soft sigh and gently took her daughter's thumb back out her mouth, Valeria it's been a long drive you must be hungry, besides don't you want to show your cousins how big you are?"

[valeria]

I pouted a bit as i eventually let you feed me the food as i didn't like the mushy texture it had. I barely talk much at the table as tony and his wife amy include you in conversation.

[cute little kokiri girl]

Evelyn talked about how everything was going good and work with fine, Evelyn asked how Tony and his wife were doing and they said they were doing fine as well the conversation going to some boring grown-up stuff, that made Amber and Sherry even Valeria groaning a little bit.

Thankful lunch was over pretty quickly and Valeria was taken out of the high chair, "okay sweetheart why don't you go and play with your cousins I'm sure they have plenty of games and toys that you could play with." Evelyn said as she put her daughter down the floor, Tony told his daughters to be good to their cousin and to be gentle reminding them that she's very small. 

Amber the oldest of the two went first walking over and kneeling down so she could talk to her cousin, "hey want to come up and play with me and Sherry we can have a tea party, together Sherry the youngest, about 6-year-old squealed with delight it was already up stairs getting her Tigger stuffed animal and a few other toys to have her tea party with her cousin and big sister.

[valeria]

I was nervous as i stood there looking at the girl and then up at you as if looking for permission or guideance on what to do as tony and his wife get the table cleaned up from lunch. I look around not knowing where i left pooh bear as i start to get upset since i am very attached to my pooh bear toy.

[cute little kokiri girl]

Evelyn looked at her daughter's nervous expression and gave her warm smile before handing her Pooh bear toy over, "here you go sweetie now be good for your cousins and if you have a trouble come get me."

Amber smiled as she gently took her cousin's hand and took her little sister's bedroom, already her little sister had the room prepared for the Tea Party her stuffed animals lining the table with a special place of honor for her Tigger toy.

[valeria]

Amber smiles looking back to you saying "don't worry aunt evelyn we will have so much fun playing" i was quiet hugging pooh bear tight to me as my thumb slips in to my mouth instead of using the pacifier thats clipped to me still. Amber leads me away to go play with her and sherry.

Tony walks over to you saying "Hey you good lets all go sit and talk while the girls go play and it will be good for valeria to get to know her cousins they couldn't wait to meet her and you can relax.

[cute little kokiri girl]

Evelyn nodded but she still was a little nervous, Tony's kids were angels but still they never had to deal with someone like their cousin before. But Tony had said over the phone that the girls were told that their cousin was fragile and very sensitive so they had to be gentle with her.

And in Sherry's room Amber took her cousin's hand and had her sit at the little table that had served as Sherry's play table already it had a old but cute pink tablecloth was plastic teacups and a plastic tea kettle, stuffed animals were already around it with room for Sherry's big sister Amber and their cousin as well as their cousin's stuff Pooh Bear, who would be that next to Sherry stuffed tiger.

[valeria]

All three girls played in the room as i was still nervous around them a bit. I try to follow along in what we were playing as i kept pooh bear close to me. The adults down stairs having there own conversations as giggles could be heard coming from sherry's room.

[cute little kokiri girl]

Amber took her time with her new cousin getting her to play a bit more will also making sure she was comfortable and having a good time, it helped that Amber was mature for her age as well as being a big sister, so she could look after smaller children and in a few years she would be old enough to babysit.

Even though that's Valeria was actually older than her, her father explained that due to trauma and poor care that Valeria was not as mature as she should be and she could fluctuate between practically a baby to someone around Amber's age, Amber understood as best she could and promised to look after and care for her little cousin.

[valeria]

The three girls busy playing together as the adults were sitting around downstairs chatting as amy speaks up "so evelyn how is everything going with having your daughter back with you? i am sure its been a big adjustment but you look like your doing well for yourself and valeria is so sweet and adorable". Tony agrees with  his wife as he was so happy to have a niece and seeing his own sister happy again.

As the girls play around a crashing sound could be heard and someone crying. Amber panicked not knowing what to do as they were all being careful until their cousin accidently knocked it off the table and sherry got mad and pushed her cousin for ruining the game.

[cute little kokiri girl]

Evelyn was more then happy to talk about the progress with Valeria, telling how her daughter had blossomed under her care and sadly telling about the neglect she suffered at the hands of the orphanage and despite Valeria being almost a young adult still acted like a very little kid, but thankfully being tutored at home and then going to school has really helped her and she's almost caught up to her classmates.

But before Evelyn could gush more about her daughter the adult in the room heard a crash upstairs and crying, immediately Evelyn, Tony and his wife ran upstairs, upon entering the room they saw Valeria and Sherry both crying and Amber trying to calm both of them down. Evelyn picked up her daughter and took her out of the room and Tony picked up his own child with his wife asked Amber what had happened.

 

[valeria]

Amber tried to stop before anything could happen but sherry didn't listen and now this was gonna lead to trouble with all the adults. When she seen the adults rush in and valeria gets picked up and taken out of the room and her dad getting sherry, and now she was being questioned on what happend. "Mom i am sorry we were only playing and then sherry got mad and pushed valeria cause valeria accidently knocked the game we were playing off the table" Amber says this as she tries to not get upset thinking she would be in trouble for this happening as she hoped that valeria was gonna be ok after seeing how shaken up she was.

I screamed and cried nearly making myself sick as i was shaken up and struggled to calm down as my head was hurting from where it hit the chair after being pushed.

[cute little kokiri girl]

Evelyn went into the guest room still holding her daughter gently shushing her and rubbing her back, after sat/lade on the bad before laying Evelyn's head over her shoulder gently rubbing the little girl's back and patting her bottom getting her to calm down telling her it was all going to be okay.

Meanwhile Amber's mom gently shushed her daughter thanking her for telling her that and also confirmed that she was not in trouble and that her little cousin was going to be okay as Tony went to deal with his other daughter.

[valeria]

I struggled as it took sometime for me to calm down as i was shaken up from what happend and i started to think it was all my fault and that my cousins probably hate me already as i say "I sowwy mommy it accident i no mean to cause trouble". Tears down my face as i was so upset and i didn't know how to handle it.

[cute little kokiri girl]

Evelyn gently shushed her daughter before placing a kiss on her forehead, "no honey it's not your fault your cousin was being bad and she did something she wasn't supposed too, and even if it was your fault it doesn't give your cousin the right to hurt you like that." 

Evelyn looked at the clock in the guest room, she figured Valeria could use a quick nap, Evelyn took off her shirt and bra and placed her daughter's lips up her nipple. "Come on sweetie open up you will feel better after some milk and a nap."

[valeria]

I try to open up and latch on and start to suckle on your nipple as the milk starts to flow in to my mouth and i get into a steady pace and nurse from you. It started to settle me down seeing that breastfeeding has always helped to settle me and been good for me. After awhile i was full and started to feel sleepy as i was latched on still when i drift right to sleep in your arms.