KimiM Posted January 26, 2020 Share Posted January 26, 2020 How can you live with other people and still feel alone, and unwanted. Probably just my depresion kicking in extra hard, but I feel like nobody wants me around. Like they'd all be better off without me in their lives. Like I can never do, or be good enough. I probably hate myself more then anyone I live with does, and I know all this is in my head, but it doesn't stop me from feeling this way. I want to f***ing die, and put everyone out of their misery. I feel like I'm just a burden on everybody. Link to comment
Glennie Posted January 26, 2020 Share Posted January 26, 2020 kimi you said earlier that you are starting hrt soon and I am wondering if you have started that. because that might be a major factor in how you are feelings. if so.. please contact your dr ASAP Link to comment
KimiM Posted January 26, 2020 Author Share Posted January 26, 2020 I haven't started yet, hopefully by the en of the month though. It's just been a really rough month. I'm just mentally exhausted. Last night was just to much. Everything was seeming to go south, my Minecraft world (that I've been working on for a year) got corrupted and my phone kept crashing. I know it's just stuff, but it was just one more thing on top of everything that's been going on in my head, it just got too much. I'm feeling a little better today, but my nerves are still on end, and I feel like I'm need to stay on guard. Link to comment
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