Just Thinking Truly becoming an Adult Baby

[DiaperboyEddie12]

Now, this is just a thought.  Real Babies do not have control over there #1 #2 so to be a true AB don’t you think it would be nice to live that lifestyle a little bit more.  Now we cannot be an adult baby all the time but we can have part of it all the time.  Be un-potty training ourselves.  See if we un-potty train ourselves and have no control then we are living the AB live to a minimum.  If I spelled that wrong sorry.
But we still can have our adult lives but still, have our little lives part of our life as well.  When home we can have the nursery and baby stuff but when out and about and at work we can have our diapers.  Now some might think that going full time is wrong and that is their choice I am just thinking that this is a good idea most want it all the time anyway so why not put it where we can.
If you have not read my post in incontinence desires please feel free to read it. https://www.dailydiapers.com/board/index.php?/topic/65150-hi-i-am-going-to-use-this-thread-to-document-my-diapers-247-journey/

Though I began as a DL now though I believe I am becoming an AB I feel the urge to be a baby and it is a strong urge as that. 
Though I believe it will be a long journey.  I am still in the planning stages as first comes diapers full time then once I have built my house I plan on building a nursery where I can live my life the right way.
Thank you for reading.

 

 

[rusty pins]

I remember a few people here in the past that either lived as a toddler or baby 24/7 or claimed they were a real actual baby.  In one instance the person in his 50's lived life fully as a little boy every single day and I can't remember if he was toddler age or around age 7.  This person literally did no adult things other than post on the computer, had no job and spent all his day in his shortalls and diapers playing with toys and waiting for his live in daddy to change his diapers and care for him totally.  Never used a toilet and never thought anything of it when he had to go and just let loose in his diaper naturally as if it was just the thing to do. That was living the life and he was happy about it.  I'm sure with him deep down he knew he was a 50 year old living the little boy life, carefree and in diapers with no concerns about wetting and messing them and having them changed every time they needed changing.

The other person actually believed he was a 100% real baby!  No pretending, no roll play, he believed he WAS a baby 24/7/365.  This person would get very mad and angry if someone told him he wasn't actually a baby.  Now, when I say he believed he was a baby I'm not talking adult baby.  He thought he was a one year old actual baby.  People would point out that a real baby can't walk, talk, read, write or operate a computer or belong to a diaper website and therefore he was only pretending to be a real baby.  This guy would get violent in his replies that he was indeed a real one year old baby!  To be a real baby, you would in fact have to be one years old like he claimed he was.  You would not be able to walk, get food for yourself, talk, read, write, operate a computer, eat anything other than baby food and many other things.  Nothing anyone said would shake his faith that he wasn't an actual real baby.  Keep in mind, I don't mean roll play or pretending like most AB's do.  Now, what did it really matter?  If he was happy in thinking he was an actual baby, why not leave him alone and not burst his bubble.  I think most people would have had he not been so mad and angry when people tried to talk to him, and not about the fact that he wasn't an actual baby.  This was one person that would find something wrong about anything someone would say.

I haven't heard from either of these people on this forum in years. 

[DiaperboyEddie12]

6 hours ago, rusty pins said:

I remember a few people here in the past that either lived as a toddler or baby 24/7 or claimed they were a real actual baby.  In one instance the person in his 50's lived life fully as a little boy every single day and I can't remember if he was toddler age or around age 7.  This person literally did no adult things other than post on the computer, had no job and spent all his day in his shortalls and diapers playing with toys and waiting for his live in daddy to change his diapers and care for him totally.  Never used a toilet and never thought anything of it when he had to go and just let loose in his diaper naturally as if it was just the thing to do. That was living the life and he was happy about it.  I'm sure with him deep down he knew he was a 50 year old living the little boy life, carefree and in diapers with no concerns about wetting and messing them and having them changed every time they needed changing.

The other person actually believed he was a 100% real baby!  No pretending, no roll play, he believed he WAS a baby 24/7/365.  This person would get very mad and angry if someone told him he wasn't actually a baby.  Now, when I say he believed he was a baby I'm not talking adult baby.  He thought he was a one year old actual baby.  People would point out that a real baby can't walk, talk, read, write or operate a computer or belong to a diaper website and therefore he was only pretending to be a real baby.  This guy would get violent in his replies that he was indeed a real one year old baby!  To be a real baby, you would in fact have to be one years old like he claimed he was.  You would not be able to walk, get food for yourself, talk, read, write, operate a computer, eat anything other than baby food and many other things.  Nothing anyone said would shake his faith that he wasn't an actual real baby.  Keep in mind, I don't mean roll play or pretending like most AB's do.  Now, what did it really matter?  If he was happy in thinking he was an actual baby, why not leave him alone and not burst his bubble.  I think most people would have had he not been so mad and angry when people tried to talk to him, and not about the fact that he wasn't an actual baby.  This was one person that would find something wrong about anything someone would say.

I haven't heard from either of these people on this forum in years. 

 

I agree with you, Rusty!  The point of this post is that when becoming an AB the time comes to go to work live a normal life and then at home or when one chooses to be the baby they want to be. 

But can have a mixture of both without anyone knowing!  Like un-potty training oneself and still have the baby side with them while at work but still act professionally when the time is work and in public.

Now at home when one wants to play the AB role then that they can do as they wish and sleep in a crib if they have one.  What do you think?

I do know your strictly a DL and that is all cool.  Just wanted to touch base on your comment.

 

[Elfy]

I think you are trying to run before you can walk with practically everything you've been saying about going 24/7 anything.

From what I remember you saying in chat you recently had a few diapers and then used them all and can't afford more? Correct me if I'm wrong on this. You also live at home with your mom and, again correct me if I'm wrong, don't have a lot of spare money to help with groceries and things.

It seems like planning on going 24/7 or being an AB at home (not sure how you can do that with mom around?) is looking several steps ahead of where you are. Perhaps the first step should be securing a stable income high enough so that you can contribute to the more basic things before going forwards with the luxury side.

This isn't meant as a criticism or anything. I don't know your circumstances and I can't be sure I remember everything in chat correctly so if I get anything wrong there I apologise.

[DiaperboyEddie12]

2 hours ago, Elfy said:

I think you are trying to run before you can walk with practically everything you've been saying about going 24/7 anything.

From what I remember you saying in chat you recently had a few diapers and then used them all and can't afford more? Correct me if I'm wrong on this. You also live at home with your mom and, again correct me if I'm wrong, don't have a lot of spare money to help with groceries and things.

It seems like planning on going 24/7 or being an AB at home (not sure how you can do that with mom around?) is looking several steps ahead of where you are. Perhaps the first step should be securing a stable income high enough so that you can contribute to the more basic things before going forwards with the luxury side.

This isn't meant as a criticism or anything. I don't know your circumstances and I can't be sure I remember everything in chat correctly so if I get anything wrong there I apologise.

You are right Elfy though one thing is that this thread was meant for everyone not me.  Yes I want to do all those things and at this time well money and where I live will not allow me to do so.  So I will wait but to help others with there AB side and to offer ideas no harm in that.  Got to dream to make things a reality!

[DiaperedAllTheTime]

There is definatly a lot of learning and preparation that goes into making any kind of commitment fulltime.  Wearing diapers permanently may be desired but actually making it reality is very challenging. 

There are so many things that you must overcome both physically and mentally that simply waking up one morning after a happy dream and declaring you are going to wear diapers the rest of your life you will almost assuredly not succeed.  Some things were extremely difficult for me to overcome when I decided to wear diapers permanently. 

First and foremost understanding the inevitable binge and purge cycle that almost all of us experience and how to overcome the purge side of it.  Once you have made a serious commitment to being diapered fulltime if you find your self in the middle of a purge cycle you literally have to force a diaper back on despite your mind telling you not to. The mind is a powerful thing and it can play tricks on you that make wearing diapers permanently very difficult.

For me the hardest thing to overcome as a diaper lover was the post orgasm lack of desire to be diapered.  As soon as my semen would leave my body I was ready to rip my diaper off until next time.  When diapered permanently your diaper must stay on even after this.  It took years for me to be able to do this.  I cannot even really explain how I overcame it....it just happened one day.

Life as you knew it before changes.  That does not mean life is over and you adjust to your new diapered life.  Eventually you barely even know you have a diaper on and the feel of not being in one even when in the shower or drying off makes you hurry back to your padded protection.  You will become mentally dependent on diapers way before you have a physical dependancy or need for them.

This can happen for you.  You just need to learn all the ins and outs, ups and downs, and all around before it can really become an obtainable goal.  Before I started wearing permanently and shared my desires here many members on this forum took the time to help me reach my goal.  I often times read things that I did not agree with or felt did not depict my desires but many times what was said was exactly what happened.  Listen constructively to the advice given here as you just will not find better wisdom backed by both diapered experience and expertise.

[rusty pins]

18 hours ago, DiaperboyEddie12 said:

 

I agree with you, Rusty!  The point of this post is that when becoming an AB the time comes to go to work live a normal life and then at home or when one chooses to be the baby they want to be. 

But can have a mixture of both without anyone knowing!  Like un-potty training oneself and still have the baby side with them while at work but still act professionally when the time is work and in public.

Now at home when one wants to play the AB role then that they can do as they wish and sleep in a crib if they have one.  What do you think?

I do know your strictly a DL and that is all cool.  Just wanted to touch base on your comment.

 

I have said many times that I believe people need a healthy balance between real life and AB play.  I think it's fine if you work a regular job, do things with friends, go to concert's, play golf and spend regular adult time with your family along with having your AB time.  It's when you are so into your AB or diaper fetish that you call in sick to your job and stop going out with friends because you would rather stay home in your diapers and play at being a baby that you are losing control of your fetish.  You no longer control it, same as a gambler who squander's his money at the casino even though he's 3 months behind on his house and car payments and had his electricity shut off.  The gambling addiction has taken over and those people can't help themselves.  Same for drug addicts.  Many call it a sickness.  I say be an AB if you like to!  Nothing wrong with it, same as I am a DL and like wearing diapers.  The difference is I chose when and wear to wear diapers for fun and I balance that out with all the cool adult things there are to do including concerts, hanging out with my friends, sports and many other hobbies.  Can I do some of them while wearing diapers?  Sure.  Do I want to?  No.  I keep my diaper fetish seperate from the rest of my life.  I'm well in control of it and have that good healthy balance.

[sonofninasayers]

15 minutes ago, rusty pins said:

I have said many times that I believe people need a healthy balance between real life and AB play.  I think it's fine if you work a regular job, do things with friends, go to concert's, play golf and spend regular adult time with your family along with having your AB time.  It's when you are so into your AB or diaper fetish that you call in sick to your job and stop going out with friends because you would rather stay home in your diapers and play at being a baby that you are losing control of your fetish.  You no longer control it, same as a gambler who squander's his money at the casino even though he's 3 months behind on his house and car payments and had his electricity shut off.  The gambling addiction has taken over and those people can't help themselves.  Same for drug addicts.  Many call it a sickness.  I say be an AB if you like to!  Nothing wrong with it, same as I am a DL and like wearing diapers.  The difference is I chose when and wear to wear diapers for fun and I balance that out with all the cool adult things there are to do including concerts, hanging out with my friends, sports and many other hobbies.  Can I do some of them while wearing diapers?  Sure.  Do I want to?  No.  I keep my diaper fetish seperate from the rest of my life.  I'm well in control of it and have that good healthy balance.

I totally agree and that you have a very good point as people need a healthy balance between real life and AB play. There are times when I'm not in the mood or don't feel like letting my little side out as I'm sometimes busy with other stuff

[DiaperboyEddie12]

3 hours ago, rusty pins said:

I have said many times that I believe people need a healthy balance between real life and AB play.  I think it's fine if you work a regular job, do things with friends, go to concert's, play golf and spend regular adult time with your family along with having your AB time.  It's when you are so into your AB or diaper fetish that you call in sick to your job and stop going out with friends because you would rather stay home in your diapers and play at being a baby that you are losing control of your fetish.  You no longer control it, same as a gambler who squander's his money at the casino even though he's 3 months behind on his house and car payments and had his electricity shut off.  The gambling addiction has taken over and those people can't help themselves.  Same for drug addicts.  Many call it a sickness.  I say be an AB if you like to!  Nothing wrong with it, same as I am a DL and like wearing diapers.  The difference is I chose when and wear to wear diapers for fun and I balance that out with all the cool adult things there are to do including concerts, hanging out with my friends, sports and many other hobbies.  Can I do some of them while wearing diapers?  Sure.  Do I want to?  No.  I keep my diaper fetish seperate from the rest of my life.  I'm well in control of it and have that good healthy balance.

I do agree with you rusty and this thread is more like for those who want more of it but of course, they have the job and other adult stuff to do.  Which I believe is a must to move on in life.  But could be wearing diapers full time and still have a little ab within them but still go to work go out and do adult stuff and such.  I believe in a happy balance as well.  There are things that a baby could not do but I and others may still want to but at the house, if one chooses to play baby then go for it but when out and about at work or doing other things us adults do be diapered and so forth.  And have a little ab inside though of course once leaving the house even though one is diapered those who are AB should keep it under wraps until they reach the doorstep and cross the threshold of there house.  It means keep it in the house and only the house but the diapers could be still on when out and about.

2 hours ago, sonofninasayers said:

I totally agree and that you have a very good point as people need a healthy balance between real life and AB play. There are times when I'm not in the mood or don't feel like letting my little side out as I'm sometimes busy with other stuff

I agree with you as well sonofninasayers there are some who just want to be able to turn it off live a normal life than on some occasions whip it out and play AB for a while.  There is nothing wrong with a side AB or a full AB though there has to be a happy balance as Rusty Pins above has said many many times.  Though for those who want it more can choose to wear full time and use the diaper for their intended purpose and be ok with it.  

[jamespir]

i think it would be very difficult being a baby 24/7  caue obviously people finding out plus you would get exrtremely  bored   and sometimes we all need to be an adult to help us stay sane 

[DiaperboyEddie12]

1 hour ago, jamespir said:

i think it would be very difficult being a baby 24/7  caue obviously people finding out plus you would get exrtremely  bored   and sometimes we all need to be an adult to help us stay sane 

I agree.  Though you can still have some of the fun with wearing full time and still be an adult.

[lilzander382]

On ‎10‎/‎7‎/‎2018 at 5:42 AM, rusty pins said:

I remember a few people here in the past that either lived as a toddler or baby 24/7 or claimed they were a real actual baby.  In one instance the person in his 50's lived life fully as a little boy every single day and I can't remember if he was toddler age or around age 7.  This person literally did no adult things other than post on the computer, had no job and spent all his day in his shortalls and diapers playing with toys and waiting for his live in daddy to change his diapers and care for him totally.  Never used a toilet and never thought anything of it when he had to go and just let loose in his diaper naturally as if it was just the thing to do. That was living the life and he was happy about it.  I'm sure with him deep down he knew he was a 50 year old living the little boy life, carefree and in diapers with no concerns about wetting and messing them and having them changed every time they needed changing.

The other person actually believed he was a 100% real baby!  No pretending, no roll play, he believed he WAS a baby 24/7/365.  This person would get very mad and angry if someone told him he wasn't actually a baby.  Now, when I say he believed he was a baby I'm not talking adult baby.  He thought he was a one year old actual baby.  People would point out that a real baby can't walk, talk, read, write or operate a computer or belong to a diaper website and therefore he was only pretending to be a real baby.  This guy would get violent in his replies that he was indeed a real one year old baby!  To be a real baby, you would in fact have to be one years old like he claimed he was.  You would not be able to walk, get food for yourself, talk, read, write, operate a computer, eat anything other than baby food and many other things.  Nothing anyone said would shake his faith that he wasn't an actual real baby.  Keep in mind, I don't mean roll play or pretending like most AB's do.  Now, what did it really matter?  If he was happy in thinking he was an actual baby, why not leave him alone and not burst his bubble.  I think most people would have had he not been so mad and angry when people tried to talk to him, and not about the fact that he wasn't an actual baby.  This was one person that would find something wrong about anything someone would say.

I haven't heard from either of these people on this forum in years.  

Is it role play or pretending?

As an AB, I prefer wearing AB clothes instead of my adult clothes because the make me happy.  The first thing I want to do at the end of the day when I get home is get out of my adult clothes, clip a paci to my onsie and proceed to relax.  I suck on a paci or a bottle not because I am trying to pretend to be a baby, but because I truly do enjoy it.  I wear diapers and use them because I prefer diapers over underwear.  I think I was about 5 y/o when I started to have desires to be back in diapers again.  Now that I have gone 24/7, I cannot even remember the last time I have used an actual toilet.

I feel that I am more role playing and pretending to be an adult when I have to put adult clothes over my baby clothes and keep my paci strictly in my pocket and out of view when it is time to go to work or otherwise out into the adult world. 

[lilzander382]

I guess to keep my thought on.  My false adult side is my caregiver right now.  If I had an actual adult caregiver right now, that person unsnapping my onsie between my legs and removing my diaper, cleaning me up in the most caring way and re-diapering me would be welcome in my mind.  if that person is willing to nurse me by breast or bottle regularly, that is welcome to me.  If that person wants to spank my bottom, then that is OK because they are disciplining me as they see fit to do so.  That is not role playing or pretending.  That is an AB being a BABY.

Lastly if you listen to Baby Pants Hypnotic recordings, they all tell you that you are a Baby.  So, I AM A BABY, about 1.5 to 2 years old with adult skills (sadly).

[DiaperboyEddie12]

14 minutes ago, lilzander382 said:

I guess to keep my thought on.  My false adult side is my caregiver right now.  If I had an actual adult caregiver right now, that person unsnapping my onsie between my legs and removing my diaper, cleaning me up in the most caring way and re-diapering me would be welcome in my mind.  if that person is willing to nurse me by breast or bottle regularly, that is welcome to me.  If that person wants to spank my bottom, then that is OK because they are disciplining me as they see fit to do so.  That is not role playing or pretending.  That is an AB being a BABY.

Lastly if you listen to Baby Pants Hypnotic recordings, they all tell you that you are a Baby.  So, I AM A BABY, about 1.5 to 2 years old with adult skills (sadly).

Cool, I am with ya on this one!

 

[lilzander382]

Eddie,

I thought you might like my thoughts on your subject.  I still wait and hope to hear back from Rusty and Mark and their thoughts further.

I hope you finally get your wishes with your own place and get to be the baby you want to be.  it is worth it if you can keep a balance as Rusty already said.

[rusty pins]

In the cases I mentioned, it was not roll play in the second situation.  that guy actually thought he was a 1 year old, period, at least in his mind.  No fantasy, no roll play, he believed himself to be an actual 1 year old baby!  In the first case, I think the guy realized he was a 50+ year old but it wasn't really roll play in the sense we think of.  I am not AB but from what I have read, people roll play as baby/mommy but then go off to work, have jobs and other interests and hobbies.  This guy actually lived his life 24/7 as anywhere from a toddler to around age 7 (I think age 7 is closer) and was in diapers 24/7, played with toys, didn't do adult things at all as far as I know with the exception of posting on the website, and used his diapers fully.  He had a live in daddy who changed his diapers for him whenever they were wet or messy.  Now, I don't know if they ever had a relationship of a more sexual nature.  That was never said.  It was always said from him that he was 24/7/365 little boy in diapers playing with toys and doing whatever 6 and 7 year old boys do (not school) with the exception of being in diapers 24/7.  As a 50+ year old, I'm sure it was actually roll playing, but a 24/7/365 roll play, not something you just do when you get home from work or on weekends.

[lilzander382]

Thank you Rusty for your reply.  I have actually taken care of babies as a licensed foster parent (yup, single male).  it did dimish my want to be a "baby".  How many people can you claim said that?

when I am baby, it is not role play at all.  this is my life.

I am a baby period.

Now tomorrow, I have to hide it and be an adult to my adoptive son. Watch good college football game with hmmm (Kentucky @ Missouri)

[lilzander382]

oh, I forgot to mention that my adoptive son who was placed with me at 2.5 (still in diapers) years of age is currently in a special home for behavioral children outside of my control.  He is 11 now.  When he comes home for weekends, I do block all of my baby from him.  I do still wear my diapers and onsies under my clothing with a paci near by if I can get away with it in front of him. At night I do where my sleepers with a diaper on and it is ultimately wet when I wake in the morning.  I guess this is why I also want to hear from Mark too as he is a parent.

[DiaperboyEddie12]

14 hours ago, lilzander382 said:

oh, I forgot to mention that my adoptive son who was placed with me at 2.5 (still in diapers) years of age is currently in a special home for behavioral children outside of my control.  He is 11 now.  When he comes home for weekends, I do block all of my baby from him.  I do still wear my diapers and onsies under my clothing with a paci near by if I can get away with it in front of him. At night I do where my sleepers with a diaper on and it is ultimately wet when I wake in the morning.  I guess this is why I also want to hear from Mark too as he is a parent.

Message Mark he will respond to your messages.