fecal incontnence

[Guest]

I have only been here a few days but I've surprised myself by being aroused by reading about people who want to make themselves bowel incontinent. I recently realised that I have made my anus loose by a lifetime of strenuous cleaning of my hole. I have progressed from toilet tissue to addiitionally using   baby wipes and additionally cleansing with wash cream. My anus  looks open and I find I have to clean jt every few hours. Now this h as happened my diapers are needed  at the back as  well as at the front where I have post void dribble which occurred naturall y  although I like the sensation of the dribbling.

[Giryaldip]

Teach me please