The Proffesionals.

[Drownedinp]

73

"How come you wear?" Tim asked Monica?

"I was hit by a car and had some damage done to my bladder." Monica told him.

Tim said "I fell like 18, 20 feet off a scaffold, broke my back, had that back brace thing on for quite a while.

Started wetting my bed at first, that was hard I never was a bedwetter growing up.

Then about a week later I started having problems pissing my self in the day time.

For me that was worse than at night.

My Doctor did CT Scans and MRI's found that the nerves to my bladder were damaged, at first I couldn't go had to cath myself.

Then I couldn't stop.

The nerves were swollen and as the swelling went down, so did my control. 

My wife has been very supportive through it.

I'm surprised she didn't run off with her tail between her legs.

She never hesitated, she started wearing at night with me  and now she wets her bed just like me.

Our kids have accepted seeing mom and dad dressed and wet in diapers every morning.

I have a 17 year old daughter that still wets her bed.

The other three are dry.

She just doesn't see a reason.

Her mom and dad wear diapers and wet them at night and they are pretty well adjusted people."

Monica said "I learned to live with it, my mom on the other hand, hated it.

She felt it was a curse on her not me, she figured that if she beat me enough I would stop!

I'm not talking spankings or anything like that she has beat me unconscious a few times." 

"Good lord, Tim said, I can't imagine being beat that bad.

Didn't any of your teachers, or friends, notice, neighbors?"

Had a teacher in high school notice, mom is a guest at the Nevada State Department of Corrections now."

Tim said "Where she belongs! It sounds like something from my day in the 60's and 70's when I grew up they thought that bedwetters were just lazy they awoke felt the need to pee and just went.

You just couldn't sleep through something like that!

Medical science has proved that wrong.

My 17 year old, I or my wife have never punished her.

She's been wetting longer than me and my wife even, still we never punished her."

Monica said "I need to get back to my post.

Lunchtime is almost over."

Tim said "I've noticed your quite good friends with Rebbecca.

I told her if I see any others in diapers I will let her know.

Well since she isn't here, let her know that there is a new attorney from Bechtel, Smart and Zabriski that I saw changing his diapers just this morning, pretty handsome feller."

74

Stu took the car and got the oil changed, tires rotated, everything checked out the were driving to Utah, you can go about three different ways from Phoenix.

One is up I-17 to Flagstaff then when I- 17 ends and turns to highway 89.

Once you get to Cameron, Arizona you can stay on 89 or go on 89A.

Stu found 89 boring, flat and not very exciting until you hit Glen Canyon Dam and there is a very high bridge there.

Then boring again until you hit Kanab, Utah, 89A is much more mountainous and more scenic.

It ends up in Fredonia, Arizona.

Then you meet 89 again in Kanab.

Then 89 all the way through Circleville, Utah.

Then you turn right and go towards a small town called Kingston, Utah which is Utah highway 62.

You follow that to Otter Creek Reservoir.

Where highway 62 turns left and goes North but you go straight into Antimony, Utah, on highway 22.

Or you can go on Grand Avenue which is Arizona highway 60.

Once you get to Wickenburg, Arizona you get on highway 93.

That takes you to Interstate 40 until you get to Kingman, Arizona.

Then you get back on 93. That takes you into Las Vegas, Nevada where 93 meets up with Interstate 15, you take I-15 it takes you into Utah.

St. George, Cedar City, Parawan, Paragonah, pronounced Paragoona.

Past there you take Utah highway 20 which they call the Bear Valley Road that takes you 20 miles to 89 again just north of Panguitch, Utah.

Stu preferred the Vegas way, it was more miles but it was divided highway and freeway most of the way, besides it was Vegas! 

He never wasted his time on slots he liked Keno, it took you longer to loose your money 30 dollars would last 2 good hours of play.

A 1 dollar bet every 5 to 10 minutes verses a dollar or more a minute on the slots.

Either way it was about a 8 to 10 hour drive.

Vegas was more expensive in the long run because of the gambling.

Then there is also Mesquite, Nevada about an hour and a half to two hours north of Vegas.

It could take 12 hours or more.

They would be wearing diapers for one Rebbecca gets car sick on winding roads she falls asleep.

Stu can't stop every 45 minutes to pee himself so he will be diapered to.

Stu wasn't really looking to go, he knew Rebbecca and Eunice didn't have the best relationship.

She was going mostly for her father, she did love him.

75

Monica decided to move in with the Phelps she brought her suitcase with her clothes and her diapers.

She only used, disposables up to that point.

Rebbecca ordered her some cloth ones with plastic panties. Rebbecca called them a house warming gift.

Monica told her it couldn't have come at a better time.

The guy that owned the condo was coming to Phoenix on business and when he was here, she couldn't stay at the condo there was two reasons, one the guys wife didn't trust her husband completely,  and 2 was he didn't know she still wet the bed.

She left the key in the hall desk and a note telling him and thanking him for a place to stay but she had a place to go now, and wouldn't be needing his place.

Besides she left him better stocked with food than what it had been when she had moved in, talk about your Old Mother Hubbard!

She had also Cleaned it up, the guy was the only one that used it for a place to stay when he was in town on business.

He was a guy and he didn't clean up after himself, when she moved in there were Pizza boxes and Chinese take away boxes in the trash, dishes in the sink, it had been months since he was in town but the trash still hadn't been dumped.

She didn't know when the shower was last cleaned but the glass had water spots on it that took weeks of scrubbing to get rid of.

Monica was kind of OCD.

When it came to cleaning.

As soon as she arrived at Rebbecca's and Stu's she was met with hugs and kisses and dinner was ready.

Stuffed cabbage rolls and they were delicious, Stu was a hell of a cook.

After dinner they presented her with a key and informed her of the the alarm system, how to set it turn it off and the like.

They watched a little tv and Stu diapered the two girls and they returned the favor they turned in at about 9pm as Rebbecca and Stu were leaving at 0530 in the morning by about 8am they planned on being in Kingman for breakfast. Then in Vegas for lunch.

There to lose a few bucks before lunch.

She asked "Don't you want to win?"

Stu said "I would love to win.

You know those nice beautiful casinos weren't built by the winners.

I go in with that attitude I won't be disappointed."

Monica grew up in Vegas and deep down she knew Stu spoke the truth.

The three slept in the same bed that night, Rebbecca spent time with Monica they cuddled with Stu.

Monica cuddled with Rebbecca.

All three fell asleep and were looking like a Rebbecca sandwich.

Monica had a nightmare, her mom caught her in bed with Rebbecca and Stu she was punching at her and all Monica did was cower in the corner and true to form flooded herself.

Stu actually came to her rescue and kicked mom's ass, it was a glorious thing to see, then he handcuffed and Stu being the cop diapered mom and she was not allowed to move until she had wet that diaper.

It was great watching mom wet herself.

Monica loved it, she wanted nothing more than to kick her mom's ass, but she wasn't as abusive as her mother.

About that time the damn alarm went off telling them it was time to get their wet asses out of bed.

Monica told them "It was to fucking early!"

She felt a slap on her rear end and Stu telling her to "Watch your language!"

 She was well awake now.

She had to admit she liked it, she felt her diaper get wetter and it wasn't pee!

76

Rebbecca and Stu were out the door and Monica was left alone, she thought about that swat that Stu had given her.

Why had she liked it?

Her mother had given her at least a half million more like it and worse she had hated each and every one of them, why was Stu's different?

She knew there was an answer there, but for some reason it was eluding her.

She still had an hour or two before she needed to get herself ready for her job.

She sat on the bed again and laid down and thought more about that swat.

She thought Stu was a guy, a male could that be it?

There was no indication from her female organ to tell her that was true.

"Not it huh?"

She said to nobody but herself.

When her mother had spanked her it was bullcrap for doing something that she had no control over, to beat the bedwetting out of her, Stu had done it out of love, as a redirection.

This time her sex told her yes that's the reason, her diapers got wetter.

Stu had loved her enough to redirect her because he loved her like a .......daddy.  

Her juices were flowing again she slipped a dainty hand inside of her pee soaked and pussy juice soaked diaper.

She began to rub her clitoris.

It didn't take long and she had an orgasm and a strong one at that!

"God!" She moaned!

She had a daddy again, her dad had been stolen away from her by that bitch she called mom.

She had a surrogate one now named Stu.

No wonder Rebbecca loved him so much, and she loves me enough to share him with me!

This is where it got weird for her, if Stu was her daddy, wouldn't that make Rebbecca her surrogate mother?

She didn't see Rebbecca as a mother, she is a lover.

But Stu is a lover and a daddy figure.

Why can't she see Rebbecca as a lover, and a mommy?

Stu changes her and Rebbecca's diapers as a daddy to them both.

Rebbecca hasn't changed her diapers it has only been Stu.

She really felt close to the two of them, she considered herself lucky that she had them two.

Maybe they could adopt her? 

Nah, I'm over 18 and an adult.

I'm not mentally or physically handicapped.

I can just go with the flow I guess.

I have a daddy and a lover.

She looked at the time it was about 0600 hours so she got up and waddled her wet and soaking diaper butt into the shower.

For now since daddy and lover are away I will have too clean myself up.

Story of my life!

 

[Drownedinp]

77

Monica was bored at work after lunch, without Rebbecca to talk with it was downright boring!

There was nobody else she was close to here.

She was praying for a call to come through so she could at least transfer it to someone, and she would have somebody to talk to for about 5 seconds.

here were no calls or there were no visitors to see their lawyers.

The phone rang, finally somebody to talk to.

"Snedly and Son Law Offices, how may I direct your call?"

The guy said sorry wrong number, and hung up.

Well at least Monica knew her voice still worked, that was the first call since she returned from lunch 35 minutes ago, tomorrow she would man the phones through lunch, she would be by herself all through lunch.

She couldn't leave so she thought about being diapered, she couldn't leave the phones unmanned even to tinkle, since she is diapered she thought about babying herself eating baby food and a baby bottle of milk and a binkie for desert.

It sounded exciting just to do it under everybody's noses.

She had to get herself under control her juices were starting and she felt her panties getting wet.

Being naughty like that totally excited her!

The phone rang again and she answered it like she had before, this time it wasn't a wrong number and she transfered it to Older Mr. Snedly it was for him.

It was a woman that wanted him.

He came out of his office and told her her to "contact the police the call had been a Bomb Threat."

78

Monica felt her heart jump into her throat she called the police and as everybody was leaving as the fire alarm went off to.

Her and her coworkers were to meet by the big pine tree out front after they were all accounted for they were told to get the heck way across the street.

Monica looked up and Tim was about 7 floors up on his scaffold.

He was just wiping the dirt and debris away unaware of what dangers were out there, she finally got a firefighters attention and informed him.

She heard some cussing when the Captain was told.

He said a few unkind words to the Maintenence Supervisor who had told him "Everybody was out and all his people were accounted for."

After a call On his cell phone, Monica assumed would go to Tim.

She saw his scaffolding coming down the side of the building.

He had just got out and was walking towards the other employees when he saw Monica, he gave her a smile and went and talked to another guy in a beautiful 3 piece suit and said something to him.

She saw him nod yes but was  unable to hear what they were discussing.

She looked at the entrence where a guy and a dog were allowed to go in the guy was wearing some kind of suit, she was sure he must be part of the bomb squad.

She hadn't noticed that Tim and the guy were walking her way.

She was so wrapped up in the going ons.

When Tim tapped her shoulder she must of jumped a foot.

Not only that she felt herself squirting a small jet of urine into her panties.

She looked at Tim and smiled, "Tim you scared the piss out of me! 

She didn't tell him that it wasn't only figuratively.

I saw nobody sent you the memo about the alarm, as you were up there cleaning away still.

I told the fireman about you, apperantly your boss forgot about you.

The fire Captain reamed him a new one as he was told all his people were accounted for."

"What is it a fire?" Tim asked?

"No its a bomb threat!" Monica said.

"How do you know?" Tim asked?

"I took the call and transfered it to Mr. Snedly.

Why?" Monica asked.

The guy with Tim said "We were told it was just a drill, no real emergency."

"If you would of seen old Mr. Snedly you would have belived differently, he's pretty pale and pasty but he looked, even more white when he told me to call the police." Monica said.

Tim said "Monica this is William Wilde he works for one of your competitors, he is a lawyer, and you two have something in common." 

"What's that?" They both asked?

Tim looked around to see if anyone was listening or was in earshot of what he was going to say. "Diapers."

"Oh!" They both looked at each other and blushed and just as quickly looked away embarrassed.

"William asked, what is a beautiful girl like you wear diapers for?"

Monica thought that William was as equally beautiful as she was if not more so.

"Well William, when I was seven I was hit by a hit and run driver, she got out to see if I was still alive, then took off it left me with damage too my bladder.

I've wet my bed since, I was incontinent until I was 17 then I got a surgery that helped me with the daytime problem.

Now I still wet only at night.

What about you William?"

"First of all call me Willy, that's what my friends call me, it sounds like I'm Really Wild, but I'm just plain Willy Wilde.

My story is almost like yours hit and run while on my bike at 9 years old, mine never even got out just drove off, they slowed down that was about it.

Damaged bladder also no surgery still daytime problem. Dad was an asshole about it, I ruined his chance in the NFL vicariously through me.

Now they got those three Raiders that wear diapers.

I didn't think I would of fit in the NFL still in diapers.

Monica said "It was my mom that was the duchebag.  

Used to think she could beat the piss, right out of me.

All she did was just beat the piss out of me.

I got concussions from her, broken bones."

"Sounds like your mom and my dad should get together, Willy said but he's up for murder two right now.

After I left he only had mom to beat, cracked her skull open with his fists, she died."

"My mother is also a ward of the Nevada Department of Corrections.

For the next, Monica looked at her watch and flashed Willy a smile, seven years!"

"Mines in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania." Said Willy.

"How did you get out here in Phoenix Arizona?" Monica asked?

"Promise you won't laugh?" Willy asked?

"I can't make that promise." Monica said.

"Well you might find this funny but back east, Phoenix and Arizona  are still the wild wild west.

Cowboys still ride horses up and down Central Avenue hearding cattle, I came her to live out my childhood dream of being a cowboy!

I had a law degree, but this was the frontier here, imagine my shock when I got here and Phoenix is just as modern as Philadelphia!"

Monica understood "When our family visited from Back East they all wanted to meet the mafia gangsters that ran the casinos in Las Vegas.

Like Bugsy Seagal along the lines of that."

To her Phoenix represented the old west, Arizona was the last state on the mainland USA.

Number 48,  February 14, 1912. New Mexico was number 47 the same day.

Only Alaska and Hawaii are younger states than Arizona, she didn't laugh.

Willy was liking this girl most Arizonans laughed when he told his cowboy story, she didn't."

"Willy joked if there is a building left here tomorrow could I buy you lunch tomorrow?"

  Monica said "I would love to but I'm scheduled to man the phones tomorrow, sorry."

"Is it alright if a friend brings you lunch tomorrow, as long as you answer the phones." Willy asked.

"I would love that Monica said.  

She whispered into his ear I was thinking about being diapered tomorrow as I can't leave to tinkle even."

Willy thought wow I never knew a girl that could turn me on by being so provocative in a diaper.

William said "I'm looking foreward to it!"

79

Rebbecca and Stu were in Utah. Just not in Rebbecca's hometown.

They spent the night at Bryce Canyon National Park.

About 35 miles south of Rebbecca's town.

Rebbecca was in no hurry to see her mother.

She was delaying the inevitable.  

Stu knew kind of how she felt.

This would be the second time Stu had ever been to her hometown.

They came here for the wedding.

Rebbecca paid for it all, she wasn't sure her mom would of came otherwise.

Rebbecca and her mom wouldn't have walked across the street to see each other usually.

Let alone about 450 miles.

Rebbecca paid for airline tickets and a hotel in Antimony It was a vacation of sorts.

Rebbecca felt it's a what in it for me when her mother was invited anywhere, why not she felt like the Queen Bee of the hive that was the small town from where Rebbecca was from.

The next morning Stu drove straight to the town she was from.

Stu loved it growing up in Phoenix he was used to the hustle and bustle of city life.

This was so peaceful, people were laid back and were true, you got what you seen.

Before getting to her parents place they stopped at the General Store.

Out front they had gas pumps and Stu was shocked to see the prices about one dollar 50 cents  a gallon more than than in Phoenix.

Rebbecca said everything has to be brought into town the nearest big town is Richfield almost 65 mies away, your paying for the convince.

Inside the general store where Stu noticed that Circle K's. we're better stocked in Phoenix.

They had the store and a cafe.

Rebbecca took Stu to the back door where she showed him the trailer park behind the store, took him to a room where there were toilets and showers on the Westside and on the Soutside there were washers and dryers.

Now this store wasn't that huge, a Circle K or a 7-11 back home were bigger but it offered more than you could imagine.

Rebbecca told him that "When l was growing up this was also the post office.

All the guys get together to discuss politics or the weather, crops.

They argue or agree to disagree.

It was where I learned my debating skills was watching the men in this place.

Stu decided he was hungry and they ordered The Philly Cheese Steak 1 for each and drank a few sodas and Stu listened to the guys talk about blowing the hell out of ISIS or some other country that was giving the US problems.

Other than dropping bombs on them, occasionally they hit the topic spot on Stu agreed with their assessment.

One person recognized Rebbecca and they talked like they were old friends, apperantly went to school together.

Stu loved this town even if the town smelled like cow manure, guess when the cows outnumbered the people about 500 to one the odor of methane from the cow dung was overwhelming.

Stu didn't mind by day 2 he hardly noticed it.

80

Monica was dressing for work the next day.

She decided to wear a diaper to see if anybody noticed. Besides she told Willy she would.

She diapered herself and went to work.

The morning was uneventful, she had about 8 calls and about 1/2 that many walk ins to see their lawyers.

By noon everyone was out to lunch.

She had the place to herself until about 1:30pm.

She heard a knock and looked to see it was Willy.

She let him in and saw that he had a picnic hamper that he had brought.

She had to answer the phone it was somebody trying to get a hold of Rebbecca, I'm sorry she is out of town at the moment, may I take a message? 

She told the caller that she couldn't give out the details of how long she was out of town for but she was expected to be back at work in approximately 2 weeks.

You can try to reach her here then.

Thank you for calling." She added.

Willy had the picnic layed out for them before she got back to him from the phone.

It was Chicken and Macaroni salad, mashed potatoes and gravy. It did taste good and Monica knew he had been to Popeye's Chicken.

She happened to like Popeye's better than KFC.

The phone wasn't ringing a lot but she had to answer it a couple of times.

After lunch Willy was using a napkin to wipe her hands off.

Their eyes met and Monica kind of noticed that Willy looked kind of nervous about making a move on her.

She decided that she would and kissed him on the lips, this brought a smile to his face. 

"How did you know I was thinking about doing that," he asked?

"I could see it in your eyes!" Monica said, as she moved in for a kiss that lingered a bit longer.

He whispered  "Ae you really diapered?"

Monica gave him a grin and said you tell me and she guided his hand to the crotch where he felt her diaper.

She began to move his hand and his hand was rubbing her pussy, he felt her getting wet and warm.

Dammed he thought she wetting herself for me.

Her other hand found the front of his diaper as his penis was attempting to escape his own prison of diapers, she stroked him a few times and he thought he was going to lose it right then.

He hadn't had sex for quite a while as being a bedwetter, it was kind of embarrasing to tell a lover that he still wore diapers all the time.

The neighbor girl named Cynthia had known about his accident and that he was diapered 24/7 she found him a real turn on, she had  a real kink, she liked to be peed on, she loved him wetting her panties while she was still in them.

They had sex as often as they could, and it was better after he had wet her.

She loved the smell of stale urine.

She told him "She still wets her bed.

It wasn't an accident.

She did it on purpose.

She wished that she could be like him and have no control over it.

Her parents didn't know that she wet her bed on purpose, she told them that,"I can't help it."

Monica was enjoying herself and was almost at the point of orgasming when the phone rang it was the guy that had called earlier for Rebbecca, he wanted to have her phone number.

She almost told the guy to fuck off as he had just ruined her fun.

Being professional she sweetly said "I'm sorry but I'm not allowed to give out that information," her voice may have sounded sweet but, but her face surely didn't look it.

Besides lunch was almost over.

She wrote something to Willy on a piece of paper.

It said "If you want to continue with lunch meet me at this address, 7pm and wrote down Rebbecca's address, and wrote if you get lost call this number and gave out her cell phone number.

Willy cleaned up lunch and put it back into the hamper.

He had ever every intention to keep this lunch alive!

81

Monica returned to the home after work she immediately started cooking dinner.

While it was cooking she strolled to the bathroom to change her diaper.

She decided to grab a cloth and plastic panties, that should be a treat she thought for him.

She put a loose fitting dress on over and looked in the mirror there was a little diaper bulge but it wasn't as bad as she thought it would be, she wanted to drive him nuts!

She returned to the kitchen and started to cook again.

 Her cell phone began to ring and she saw it was a 435 area code that is the number for outside Salt Lake City, and Ogden Utah her grandfather had lived in that area code.

It was also where Rebbecca's parents lived.

She answered it, it was Rebbecca asking how things were?

"No wild orgies happening is there?"

Monica said "Not yet but if you consider me and another guy an orgy!"

 Rebbecca said "Please do tell!

She told her about the bomb threat, they found nothing.

But it was scary for the Snedly's as it was called into us.

I transfered the call to older Mr. Snedly and I called the police.

I was asked several questions about the call.

Did I hear anything in the background, anything like that.

The lead officer had a fit with the mantinance as poor old Tim was not contacted and was about 7 stories up.

I saw him and they got him down.

Tim introduced me to a handsome lawyer from your competition his name is William but he goes by Willy his name is Willy Wilde but he's not Really Wiild.

We had lunch today while I manned the phones.

Yes he knows about my diapers and I know......about his he was hit on his bike.

He has the same damage as I do, I'm cooking dinner for him right now, and I hope to get him...... cooking later, she said with a smile at her pun.

That will be the orgy!"

Rebbecca said "Should I tell Stu he's been replaced yet?"

Monica said "Not yet I still might need his magic penis later if Willy doesn't work out, and I definately still need you!"

Rebbecca said "Thanks for that lover!"

Monica asked "How it went with her mother?"

"We were right she asked who the father was.

I explained about the implants and the success we had on the maiden voyage so to speak.

I've really been kind of ill here in the mornings, the cow poop smell is horrific. I used to get home sick when I smelled a farm, now I just get sick!"

Monica laughed at Rebbecca's pun.

"You two have fun and make sure you wear protection, we don't want any undue pee stains on my mattress."

Monica laughed again "She thought when she was talking protection, she meant condoms not diapers."

"Love ya!" They both said as they hung up!  

She was really planning on rocking Willy's world tonight! Dinner was almost done but Willy hadn't arrived she checked the phone, a call had came in while she was talking to Rebbecca.

She called the number, it was Willy and he was lost, finally she thought a guy to ask directions.

She told him how to get her from where he was, it was about a block away not far.

She had made Salsbury Steaks for dinner with instant potatoes and frozen peas, if everything went according to plan they would be each others deserts!

82

Willy made it and he was starved, he made the joke that he was a growing boy still, just out not up anymore!

Monica also found a bottle of pink wine, she had a motive, she wanted to get Willy tipsy so he couldn't drive home, he would have to spend the night.

Willy started on the steaks and peas, he ate the potatoes but told her he would of prefered baked potatoes.

She took care of him and fed him bites and he would return the favor.

They were really enjoying each others company.

Willy saw that Monica was plying him with wine trying to get him drunk.

He grinned and called her bluff, "If you want me to spend the night all you have to do is ask.

I will be more than happy to stay!"

Monica blushed pink as the wine.

At first Willy thought that she was angry, but then he figured out that she was embarrased.  

He took her chin and gave her a kiss, just to let her know it was okay.

Monica smiled at him back and said, "Willy will you please spend the night with me?"

"Is the Pope Catholic? He answered.

I would love to spend the night if not the weekend with you, a guy could spend eternity just looking into those big brown eyes of yours!

Kissing those beautiful red lips and running his fingers through that brown hair of yours."

She said "Do you think you could be any more corny?" They both laughed.

"Not much he said."

She said "Well I would love to spend the weekend with you to."

They had until Monday which it was Friday night, all day Saturday and Sunday.

He said "Wait I didn't bring enough diapers with me, remember 24/7 diapered remember?"

She said "I think we can find something, there are cloth and plastic pants around here the people that own the house are wearers, they are bound to have a few.

You don't mind cloth diapers and plastic panties do you?"

"No he said but I could never get them right on me, they were either to loose and slipped down or too tight I started to sing soprano after a few hours, I could never get them right."

Monica said "You don't have to, I would love to diaper you. And then you could do me. 

Then she blushed again and corrected herself, I mean diaper me!"

Willy loved that even though she was an adult she took a few seconds to see the double meaning of things that she said.

She was still child like in several ways, he knew her sexual appetite was all woman though.

She asked  him "Are you  ready for desert?"

He thought it was cake, pie or pudding.

She then removed her dress, and was naked except her cloth diaper and plastic pants.

He felt his manhood begin to grow.

He knew what was next.

83

Monica led him into the bedroom and she could feel her diaper start to catch the juices that were starting to flow out of her vagina.

She dropped Willies pants and felt his throbbing penis still trying to burst out of its disposable prison.

He was wet but not soaked she pulled the top 2 tabs and his penis leaped out at her as he was totally excited.

She dropped the bottom two tabs and Willy was rid of his protective undergarment.

She got down on her knees and took his penis in her mouth and began to suck.

It had been a long time since Willy had been in this position, he could of sworn she sucked him so hard his eyes were going crossed.

He knew he couldn't last much longer so he removed his penis from her mouth.

He undid her plastic panties and her cloth diapers that were getting wetter by the second, he layed Monica down and went between her thighs with his tongue.

He was suprised at the amount of vaginal fluids this woman was losing!

He did his best to ebb the flow but he was losing, his face even his hair was damp with the viscous fluid.

She was moaning and yelling "Don't," and "Stop!" Soon it was coming out as "Don't Stop!"

She felt her body spasm, in an orgasm and she swore she heard explosions, that she was also sure they were in her own head.

The only problem was she was orgasming and Willy hadn't slow down he was still going for it.

She heard herself begging for mercy.

She was still riding the wave of her first orgasm when she felt him enter her there was no friction due to her being well lubricated.

Now Stu was big, but Willy was huge!

She had never ever had that big of a penis inside her.

All he needed was a camera, and he could of gave her a colonoscopy, but wasn't using the right orifice for that thank god.

Monica wasn't complaining mind you she was enjoying it, riding it like a bicycle, without a seat.

She felt lucky at the moment to be getting such a screwing.

She loved woman but they never could do this to her.

Not for this you need a man.

Even a woman wielding a dido couldn't do this.

She felt some urine escape, where the hell did that come from then she realized he was so far in that he was pressing on her bladder.

But God it felt glorious.

Soon after about 15 minutes she felt Willy finished his deed and filled her up with his sperm.

She started adding days and figured out she should be okay her period was due next week.

She should be safe.

It was almost 3 weeks since her last period.

She mentality kicked herself in the ass for not thinking about this earlier, before the passion, and the heat.

They broke apart and Willy got her another diaper and she got one of Stu's for Willy and they went to bed.

She could care less that the bed was slightly wet from her fluids.

She was spent.

The Cowboys had a term that she picked up on, "Rode hard and put away wet!"

Sometimes you rode a horse so hard and you just didn't have time to clean the horse up so you put it in the corral or barn still hot and sweaty, Rode hard and put it away hot and sweaty, or wet.

The story of her life, even if she was dry when she was put to bed she would be wet by morning.

Fact of life for people like her and Willy.

[Drownedinp]

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They awoke the next morning and they were facing each other.

They saw each other and gave each other a smile.

Willy said "I really loved desert!"

This made Monica smile more.

Willy was the first that once they found out she was a bedwetter had stayed around until the next morning.

Willy said "We should shower and get ready for a day out on the town, I need to um get a few things first.

I need to get another package of diapers.

I'm not talking Walgreens or Walmart either. I'm talking some good ones.

Their is a home health store, they sell my favorites there. Terry the guy that runs the place knows me.

He sells these dresses that he has a lady sew for him that hides diapers.

I met her, she looks like a model but is incontinent.

She is part of that guy that plays football for the Raiders that still wets his bed, family a sister or cousin or something.

She did a wedding dress that even a comfirmed bachelor like myself liked."

Monica asked "You're not planning on getting married?"

Willy said "I've never really met anyone that would accept my urinary problems before.

Once a girl agrees finds out I'm diapered all the time, they don't care about the why, it's all about the what that I'm wearing.

You're one of the first woman that was still here in the morning."

"Monica giggled I was thinking that about you, your one of the first guys I've spent the night with that actually spent the night."

Willy kissed her head "On behalf of men everywhere I appologise, and I might add what the hell is wrong with them your beautiful!

Your smart and funny.

It's their loss my gain!"

Monica said" I could say the same for you, those girls don't know what they are missing.

I enjoyed sex with you last night.

I'll be walking bowlegged for a couple of days  it is definately worth the price of admission.

That was an impressive show last night.

I've never had sex with anybody as large as you!

You've  ruined me."

"How did I do that Willy asked?"

"Anytime I have sex I will be comparing them to you.

Big will be average, your huge!

My poor pussy probably has stretch marks on it now!

She was laughing as she said the last part."

They got up and went into the bathroom.

They got into the shower and assisted to undress each other and shower then she rinsed the diapers and plastic panties off and threw the cloth diapers into the wash along with the sheets and went and made waffles for the two of them.

Willy asked "Have you ever thought about getting married, I noticed when I mentioned being a confirmed bachelor you looked disappointed.  

It's just I've never met anyone willing to accept my incontinence."

"Same here Monica said, that and my other part of me."

"What's that Willy asked confused."

"Didn't I tell you I like to have sex with females just as well as males, I'm bi."

"No we haven't discussed that, I would of remembered that! Willy said.

So if you married would you see yourself married to a guy or a girl?"

Honestly, Monica said I don't know.

If I marry a guy, the having sex with a woman side would scream to be let out.

If I marry a woman, the side that likes the real thing would scream to be let out.

The only real solution I see is to marry a Mormon with a wife already!" She joked.

Willy kind of chuckled.

"The people that own the house here you have sex with them I take it?" 

"Yeah and they accept me bedwetting and all, Rebbecca the wife.

She has wet her bed since being a kid never has stopped.

Stu the husband was a cop and caught a bullet in the back, he has nerve damage that causes him to wet his bed, also left him with erectile problems.

He had penile implants that he fills with saline.

That makes him hard enough for sex."

"Poor bastard Willy said that must be rough."

"Well according to Rebbecca he had a fairly magic tongue before.

They have been married for about 10 years and she is pregnant for the first time.

They are in Utah telling her mom and dad.

Her mom and my mom are a lot alike in the no patience for bedwetters, except hers was only verbally abusive never physical.

She told Rebbecca she would never meet a good man while she still pissed her bed.

Stu is great, better than her mom could even imagine."

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They locked the house and left for shopping.

Willy told her "He would cook tonigh he would buy the dinner.

They visited a few places one of the places was Terry Watts place.

He got his diapers and Monica found some she liked.

Terry said "Let me guess your gilfriend to Willy."

He blushed and said "Well, I would like to think so Willy said but we're still in the infancy of our relationship."

Terry said "The story of my life, I knew the sister of that football player for the Raiders.

She used to be scary wouldn't wash her hair, brush her teeth, she wore these hand me downs from the Raider guy, she would wet a diaper all day to just see how wet she could get them.

She would leak and smell like pee.

Imagine my shock when this really cute girl comes in and orders  diapers, this girl was the mess that I was talking about.

She had cleaned up her act and was beautiful! I find out that she was already engaged to some hot shot lawyer with a trust find in the almost billion dollar range.

How can I compete with that?

Then she brings in her friend a girl that could be a model except she's incontinent just like me.

Next time I see her she is engaged to some Detecttive here in Phoenix.

She's the one that sews these nice dresses like the wedding dress your girlfriend is looking at."

Monica was looking at the adaptive clothing the beautiful gown jumped out at her, she had been talking with Willy just that morning about getting married.

Here was the dress she wanted to wear it was conservitive and even better in her size.

It was made by SIS here in Phoenix.

SIS was an acronym for Stacy's Incontinent Styles.

Then she saw the price tag. Yikes, $5600 out of her price range but it was the right style.

She did love it.

Terry came and began to talk with her. "The lady that makes these is a lady named" 

"Stacy, Monica finished I saw the tag.

$5600 is a bit too steep for me but I do love the style.

Wedding dresses these days all tend to be shoulder less and some sleeveless this is one beautiful garment though."

Terry asked "Are you incontinent?"

Monica blushed "No, only at night.

I wouldn't be wearing this to sleep in!" She added.

"Stacy has developed a way to hide the bulges and shadows of wearing diapers.

She figured it out on her own she does wear diapers day and night.

Her dad was a real excuse the statement an asshole!

She was a bedwetter but he made her wear diapers day and night until she totally lost control of her urine and bowels.

Then he beat her with this thick strap that would tear her flesh.

She was a beautiful girl, model pretty.

But thanks to her dear old dad.

He was an idiot he should of just helped her get into modeling she could of made mega bucks there.

Then he was in prison for abusing her.

He died a few months ago in there."

Monica about blurted out that her mom was there for the same reasons just not as bad.

She kept quiet.

Sounds like her and this Stacy had an equally painful childhood.

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Monica began to think more of marrage, she knew the statement that she had made to Willy was correct.

If she married a man her love of a woman would suffer big time.

She couldn't deny that side of her.

And visa versa if she married a woman her need for the real thing from a male would suffer.

She loved Willy but she also loved Rebbecca and Stu.

They were accepting of her.

She was so confused right now, Willy was great, he made most men need to be called tiny.

He was huge in that department.

If he wasn't in Law, Willy could have been a porn star.

This made her smile, she would of loved to be his manager, with fringe benifits.

They would be rich!

Despite the fact he wore diapers, they could work that into the script somehow.

Is there a big call for diaper porn?

There aught to be.

Two bedwetters find each other and make hot wet love!

I'd buy it!

But how could she just ever settle down with a guy or just a girl and be exclusive to that person?

She couldn't that's why she hadn't married, that and the fact that she still wet her diapers at night, uncontrollably.

Willy was a plus in that department he was in the same leaky boat, but so was Rebbecca and Stu.

She wanted an a Tylenol or advil, Aleave she was getting a headache just thinking about it.

She knew that marrage to Rebbecca is out of the question, she's already with Stu.

Now if she could marry Willy and still have female on female sex with Rebbecca, that would be ideal!

She knew that most men would give their bottom dollar to watch two girls have sex together.

Maybe they could be spectators?

It was weird that guys would love to watch two females make love, but beat the everlasting shit out of two guys doing the same thing!

A woman wouldn't give her last dollar to see two guys doing the same thing.

Different world she guessed.

She still was feeling her biological clock ticking away, she would love to have a daughter or a son, but it usually took one of each sex to do that.

Her mom tried to teach her that marrage was between a man and a woman.

Until her bedwetting friend showed her that two girls could have just as much fun.

87

Monica and Willy returned home.

Willy put his diapers in the master bedroom.

He thought about him and Monica as he began to cook lunch.

He wanted to have a relationship with her, more than just sex, marrage could be in his future.

He refereed to himself as a confirmed bachelor, but that was because there wasn't many woman that had need for somebody like himself who was incontinent.

He had never met anyone like Monica, she was beautiful, smart, and was a lot like himself in the incontinent area.

He could see and not see himself in a serious relation with her.

She was a female that liked sex with men, but also females.

She admitted to him that if she married a man she would miss the female sex, and if she married a female she would miss the male sex.

The big question was if they married how would he feel about sharing her with another woman?

In Utah Rebbecca was enjoying the opportunity to be home.

The last time she was here was when she married Stu.

She got back into the rhythm of farm life she got up early like she used to and helped her dad milk the cows. Her dad used to have a herd of like 30 milk cows, he was semi retired as he put it and was down to 4 now just enough for his and his wife's own need.

Plus he helped out a few neighbors with fresh milk, their husbands have died and they weren't able to do much any more for themselves.

His wife couldn't understand why he did things like this anymore?

He told her once "What happens if I go first?

You've alienated most the town by your backstabbing ways, will somebody help you?"

For one this shocked Eunice she had never been talked to by her husband like that before.

He certainly has helped his neighbors alot, will they help her?

Her husband said to her "I would hope that somebody remembers what I did for others and help you.

If not you got nobody to blame but yourself!"

Rebbecca remembered her dad and her helping a neighbor whose hay truck broke down and it was supposed to start raining hard, them and others just got the last of the hay up into his stacks, it started to rain.

It caused flash flooding and his fields were in a low area and they flooded.

If his hay hadn't of gotten put in his haystacks he would of lost his crop to the flooding.

Her dad had made calls and this guy's neighbors all came and helped out.

Another time another neighbor, he was feeding his pigs and his boar got upset at something and took a bite out of the back of the guys knee right where those ligaments in the back help a guy to stand.

He was basically crippled.

When Christmas came the family was up to their necks in hospital bills.

There was not much in the way of money for Christmas.

Rebbecca was wanting this really neat bike for Christmas.

She had gotten a new one the year before but this one had 10 speeds and had the ram type handlebars.

About a week before Christmas her dad told her that he couldn't afford the bike.

Rebbecca was heartbroken.

Her dad took her out Christmas Eve and they had packages and they went to the neighbors that had the injured father.

They knocked at the door and her dad asked for the mother.

He told her that "I though I had an intruder in his house so he taclkled him and saw it was Santa Claus, and had wrestled him and took these presents from him and the names were the names of the kids in this family so he brought them here since Santa didn't have them anymore."

There were shoes and socks and shirts and pants or dresses for the girls, underwear.

Plus there was a ham and potatoes everything for a Christmas meal.

Candy, nuts you name it.

The mother said to her dad "Thank you I was praying for a miracle and it was answered by you!

Thank you ever so much!"

Rebbecca wasn't ashamed to say she cried like a baby.

Her dad told her that "The reason she didn't get the new bike was because the money that he had earmarked for your bike I used for this."

Rebbecca said "Daddy thank you for letting me share this with you, I didn't need the bike all that much plus they needed those things worse than I needed that bike."

That was one of her favorite Christmases.  

Her dad had just the opposite reputation that her mom had in town.

She often wondered how her parents ever got together, they are complete opposites.

They say opposites attract in her parents case she is convinced that is true.

Eunice hadn't bugged her much this trip usually she could only take her mother in small doses.

She also was noticing that Eunice seemed kind of forgetful telling her the same thing almost on a daily basis.

She talked with her dad about it, he said "You noticed huh? Your mother is getting early stage of Alzheimers.  

The good news is she can't remember who she started gossiping with so she can't do she said, and she said anymore.

The towns at peace, finally!"

  Rebbecca asked her dad "If he had thought about a home to put her in?"

"Yeah he said this home our home, when we married it was for better or worse, sickness or health well this is sickness and it's worse!

I could never forgive myself if I sent her off to make life easier for myself!"

Her father certainly was a special guy.

Sunday was tomorrow she told them that she would go to church with them, it would be her first time in church for years.

Stu could go to.

88

They all attended church on Sunday.

For Charlie and Eunice it was a weekly event, it had been since she left to go to college for Rebbecca some 18 years ago, yikes she thought.

Stu hadn't been in a church since he was a kid.

His mom used to drag him him to Christmas Eve Mass.

He learned to hide so mom couldn't find him for the 7 pm services.

At that age he was expected to be in bed and asleep by midnight mass, so Santa Claus could come and bring his presents.

He found mass boring.

At least in Rebbecca's religion the people that were talking were people of the congregation, they had a lay clergy, nobody got paid for doing anything in this church.

The kid that was talking had been called on a mission he wasn't going far, just to their neck of the woods Arizona Phoenix Mission.

Talk about a bad area to go to, of course Stu saw the seedier side since he was in law enforcement.

He asked Rebbecca "How much they paid him to go on a mission?"

Rebbecca smiled and said "Nothing, he pays his own way!"

 This blew Stu's mind that a kid would spend two years of his life preaching about religion, and pay for the opportunity to do so.

He just couldn't fathom it, it was unheard of!

Stu wanted to find out why.

The kid said he was 19 years old would do that what was the motivation?

His father in law Charlie had alway been a square shooter, and had always told him the truth.

After the meetings there were three one called Sacrament Meeting, Sunday School, and one called Priesthood Meeting for just the guys, the ladies went to one called Relief Society.

He talked to Charlie about it.

Charlie said "You wouldn't understand why, it's because the kid believes in the teaching of the church what he had been taught from an early age.

He feels it so strongly that he's willing to put his life on hold for two whole years and go and tell others what he has learned."

Stu said "But how can he know that it's the truth?"

Charlie said "Suppose I've never tasted salt before tell me what it is?" 

Stu thought for a moment "Well its not sweet it's not sour."

Charlie said "Okay you've told me what's it's not but what is it?"

Stu was stumped he couldn't give him a definition of what salt tastes like he said "It tastes salty."

"But Charlie said if never experienced it, tryed it tested it and found that I like it!

Now this young boy that is going to Phoenix he's studied what he's been taught pondered or thought about it and prayed about it and got his own witness about it and now wants to go out and share with others what he believes to be true." 

Stu brought up "But the people that he teaches about his witness how do they find out, they are just going  by what the kid tells them will they believe him?"

Charlie said "Are you ready for the weird part, the kid doesn't want the others to believe him!"

"What?

Stu said How does he convert those people?"

"He teaches them the principles sure but then they have to put their own work in and read, ponder and pray about it.

He doesn't want them to just take his word for it.

He wants them to find the truth not by what he says or does but by their work then when they find that truth for themselves!"

"But how will they know?" Stu said?

"Jesus promised us that by the power of the Holy Ghost he will tell you in your heart and in your mind that what you've been taught by that missionary is right or wrong."

Stu said "But some people just don't want to change, change is hard."

"Yes said Charlie even after these felt the promptings from the Holy Ghost they still won't change.

It happened on my mission."

Stu said "You went on a mission?"

"Yep back in the 70's went to Northern England."

Stu said "I can't imagine you doing that your so level headed."

"You see it helped me get level headed, I learned a lot about myself and others.

I learned to put others before myself."

"Do they send girls on missions Stu asked?"

"That they do, I had Sisters in Hull and Newcastle upon Tyne.

They are there for only 18 months not two years like the boys."

"Why is that?" Stu asked?

"They aren't as pig headed as the boys, they can do as much in those 18 months that it takes the boys 2 years to do. 

Besides they want females to become wives and teach their kids those principles so they can carry on with the work.

That kid that is going out, is the youngest child of a guy that I grew up with.

He met his wife as she was a sister in his mission in Oklahoma.

He is the third son of four to go."

"What happened to the other one Stu asked?

The other son is very handicapped, Developmentally Disabled in a wheelchair sits and drools most of the time.

Some would say that he's not perfect, for that family he fits in perfectly."

Stu said "Okay what should I study to learn more about your religion?" 

He gave Stu a book and said "You read the bible much?"

"No Stu said I haven't ever read it."

Well Do You Remember when Jesus was crucified after three days he rose, and told the apostles that other sheep I have which are not of this fold, them I must go to and preach so that there shall hear my voice and know that there is but one shepard and one gospel?

"Yeah I think I remember that Stu said I haven't been to church since I was a kid."

Charlie said "Nonsense you went this morning!"

Stu had to smile because yes he had.

Well this is a record of the people of the Americas.

The ancestors of the Mayan, the Inca's the American Indians, the Hispanics.

They are all tied together. 

Jesus came and taught these people what he had taught in Jerusalem.

This starts in Jurusalem and ends in America with terrible wars and bloodshed and the wickedness that was prevelent even back in those days we had nothing on them.

Like the bible it was written by propets on the American continent there are some pretty interesting stories one is about a guy named Ammon that was pretty handy with a sword and chopped his foes arms off."

'Cool!" Said Stu! Stu couldn't wait to read it!

"Charlie said remember when I told you that the guy going out wants you to find out on you own.

He let Stu read  First you must read these things then ponder them in you heart. Then ask God the Eternal father if these things are not true, and then if you've read and pondered these things with a sincere heart, with real intent, having faith in Christ he will manifest the truth of it unto you by the power of the Holy Ghost, and by the power of the Holy Ghost you may find the truth of all things!

"Pretty special promise isn't it Charlie asked?"

"So he doesn't want them to believe him but find the truth for themselves." Stu asked?

"That's right Charlie said he wants us to rely on the arm of God not of man."

Stu couldn't wait to read the book and Charlie gave him the book the first book was called Nephi and it started out, I Nephi having been born of goodly parents..... 

[Drownedinp]

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Stu read the book it was a good read he really did enjoy the stories, it did but didn't surprise him at how thick headed some of these people were it only took a few years after Jesus Christ had visited them to deny that it actually happened.

He had read a few years ago that most high school students said that the Holocaust was false it had been about 60 years later.

They said that all the photos were staged.

So he could see that happening.  

As the actual ones involved died off all they had were the stories or accounts of those it happened to.

It hadn't been witnessed by them so therefore it didn't happen.

In abut 40 years or so Pearl Harbor will become fiction!

And the World Trade Center and the Pentagon attacks never happened.

Even though there is a big hole of where the twin towers once stood.

They will be forgotten.

Sad really.

Rebbecca and him were talking later that day and she said, "Other than my mother has Alzheimers, she been fairly easy to deal with this time.

She hasn't brought up the fact that I still wet my bed.

That I made her life a living hell when I was younger because I did. What did she think my life was because I did.

I didn't plan on being a lifelong bedwetter.

She acts like it never happened now.

I  have enjoyed this trip. Dad was right, the Alzheimers has made her bearable."

Stu said "Yeah she hasn't confronted me about my bedwetting, she has asked me who the hell I was several times though.

I just say I'm Stu your daughters husband.

She does ask me if I enjoy being married to a bedwetter though!"

"But she did say this last time that you can't help it, you got the bad genes from your father's side!

She can still be a bitch when she wants to." Rebbecca chuckled.

They decided to go for a drive and they went and visited Rebbecca's friend Deniece she lived in a little town about 15-20 miles away past where Monica's  grandfather lived a place called Elsinore Utah.

She hadn't seen her since she left to go to college.

She was home and had a big hug for Rebbecca.

Her husband was out for a church meeting that was for the leadership people called correlation meeting.

She looked at Rebbecca and one of the first things she asked was "You still wet your bed?"

Rebbecca said "Naturally!"

Denise smiled and said "So do I now!

After you left I started wetting mine all the time.

After a while I was waking up wet I'm talking it took a a couple of years.

But now I go to bed in a dry diaper and it's soaked when I wake up. 

I have a 14 year old daughter and a 7 year old son that does, I  have two that don't one stopped when she was 7. She is 12 now and another 9 year old son, he never did.  

Never compained just diapered them at night.

Still do for the three of us. 

How is Eunice the Bitch doing?"

"She has Alzheimers now Rebbecca said, it's been great, she hasn't reminded me once how I ruined her life with my bed wetting!

Its also good because she can't do her passive aggressive crap because she can't remember yesterday.

And she can't tell who she said this to and that to to cause problems."

Denise said "Alzheimers is bad Kirk My husband's grandmother went through it, she was wetter than me every morning wore diapers 24 /7 and used them, I was jealous!  

I'm sorry What's your husband's name Rebbecca?"

 "Stu!" Rebbecca said.

Denise asked "Stu how do you feel sleeping next to this goddess every night?"

"Stu said I love her a lot, I often feel she is out of my league at times!"

"How do you handle her bedwetting," Denise asked?

"About the same as she handles mine, why?"

"You?"

"Yep said Stu I used to be a cop.

I cought a couple of bullets one in my right lung, and one in the lower back the one in the lower back caused me nerve damage.

Left me a bed wetter and unable to get an erection on my own."

Denise said "So you use the little blue pill, I assume that's how you got this angel pregnant?"

"No Stu said they wouldn't work, the little blue pills, I had little bladders inserted and I fill them up with saline and that's how I get up. 

My testicles still work and the first time we used the implants his happened."

"So you've only had actual sex with this guy only once Rebbecca?" Denise asked?

More than that now, before all I got was his magic tongue. Believe me I never complained Rebbecca said."

Rebbecca asked "How does your husband put up with your bedwetting?" 

Denise said "Well he was 14 when he stopped himself, he thinks I've always wet my bed like you Rebbecca he knows nobody wants to be a bedwetter.

I've never had the heart to tell him I do!"

90

Rebbecca and Stu returned to Rebbecca's dad and mom's house and ate Sunday dinner it was a pot roast that melted in your mouth with garden fresh veggies like new potatoes and Peas in a cream sauce.

Her dad was a very good cook.

Her mother couldn't boil water without burning it.

That was an old family joke.

Her dad did about 95% of the cooking.

You could tell who cooked by the taste of the food.

Bland,lifeless, burnt food mom.

Food that had flavor and looked presentable was dad.

She took lessons from her dad on how to cook, he knew what spices and herbs to use to bring out flavor and texture. One thing her dad did that was taboo was all meats had to have no blood.

If it bled it wasn't done there was no rare, medium rare, medium, everything was well especially beef, chicken, pork, venison, fish. Rule #1 growing up was meat didn't bleed.

She learned that when she got to college that some people like their meat especially beef still bleeding a little.

She found that she liked her steaks medium and roasts medium rare.

But all she had known up to this point had been well.

She actually thought that was how meat was supposed to be done.

She ate it anyway, Stu dId also.

After dinner they sat and talked about life and everything in general the conversation never followed a script.

Or topics were changed to something else at a moments notice.

Eunice asked Stu who he was again, he told her "That he was Rebbecca your daughter's husband."

Today he got from her was, "How did that pissant get a handsome guy like you?"

Stu about said something derogatory to Eunice like he was about ready to say how did a sweet girl like Rebbecca stay so sweet with a bitch like you as her mother?

He saw Rebbecca shake her head no at him, letting him know don't go there.

He smiled and said "Well I think I'm the lucky one!

Rebbecca gave him a smile for being the bigger person.

She thanked him later.

They were getting ready to return to Phoenix, he had about another week and Rebbecca didn't have to be back for about two weeks.

She was enjoying being back home immensely she was milking one of the cows  later that evening and the cow dropped a fairly runny cow pie and it splashed on Rebbecca. Stu saw this as gross, Rebbecca told him "It was all part of living on a farm, Shit Happens!" She told him!  

She could tell he was definately a city boy.

She talked Stu into getting up with her at 0400 hours and getting out of their diapers and showering and helping take care of the chores that you had in the morning like milking cows then eating breakfast then they went out to mend fences on the east side of their farm.

Their dad had found a three point buck mule deer stuck in the barbed wire the other day, he helped it get unstuck and it ran about 30 feet away, stopped looked over its shoulder and tipped it's head, before running off to the forest again.

He could of sworn it was thanking him in the only way it knew!

Then he explained to Stu "That when cornered a wild animal like that can be hazardous to your health.

A buck will kick at you and their hooves can be like knives it will cut you.

People think that it's the antlers that are dangerous.

Don't get me wrong they are to.

But a muley will stand on its hind legs and fight using the horns and the hooves and box with another animal shredding them with those hooves.

There was a picture of a Mule Deer or a muley as we call them fighting with a Cougar her father said  don't know but I'm not to sure my money would be placed on the Cougar.

This deer looked determined not to become this Cougars dinner.

It's on its hind legs and attacking the Cougar with its antlers.

If you've ever seen two bucks fight during the rut or mating season, you don't want to be around when they start.

There was a guy that was filming two fighting in a park they kind af almost trampled the dude and he was behind a tree. You talk about a close up you could hear them both cussing the other one out.

So I was taking my life into my own hands by assisting that buck get loose, he could of attacked me just as well.

It turned out okay."

The fence was damaged.

They started working on the fence and a three point buck came out of the trees to watch them he stayed about 35 feet away and just watched for about 5 minutes before running back into the trees.

Rebbecca asked "Was that your deer?"

"Yep he said if you didn't notice it was missing hair on its rear legs where it was caught in the fence."  For lunch grilled cheese sandwiches with tomato soup, her dad could make even tomato soup taste better just by adding a little of this and a little of that and it just wasn't boring old tomato soup anymore.

Chores were completed for the day Rebbecca was disapointed.

Stu wasn't disapointed he was tired he had been up since 0400 hours like what Robin Williams said in Good Morning Viet Nam what does the 0 stand for? Oh my god it's early!

He even saw Rebbecca yawn and knew she was tired.

Her dad talked with them about her mom he was getting concerned about leaving her here alone.

"He was getting worried as about a month or two ago she had opened a can and cut her arm on the sharp lid, bad enough to need some stitches.

She left the stove on and he was afraid that he would return to find the house burned down one of these days. 

He said I'm sorry but I'm thinking about selling the farm land itself.

I mean the house and the acre or two here wouldn't be part of the package but the land the other 300 acres I could sell for about 600 grand.

The problem is our family has owned this land for about 100 years my great grandfather bought it for like 18 cents an acre back before world war one I feel like I'm turning my back on them.

I feel I've failed them!

But I also want your mother to be safe."

Stu asked "Do you have a buyer yet?"

"I've not placed it on the market yet.

I'm just going by what land is going for around here. You remember the Sanderson's they just sold their farm for 575 thousand and they only had about 250 acres.

They hadn't worked it for like 3 years since Rob died it was in need of a lot of work to bring it back to be workable again."

Stu look at Rebbecca she had that look.

She said Dad if we hire someone to work the land and you live here until you and mom are gone, which I hope never comes!

Will you pass it on to me?"

"Actually I was hoping that's what you would want to do.

You hire the people and it's yours it will still be in the family.

I understand Kent Richards needs a job and he's been out of work since the sawmill closed down.

There are a few others that lost their jobs when the sawmill bailed.

Yeah it could work."

Rebbecca asked Stu "What do you think dear we want to be farmers?"

Stu said "As long as I don't have to get up at 0 dark 30 and work it myself."

Rebbecca joked with him "You city boys.

Don't you know that if you aren't at work by 0500 hours your burning daylight?

Sometimes you have cows having difficult births at 2 and 3 am that you have to assist with."

Stu shot her a look like you got to be kidding.

Being a lawyer Rebbecca started setting up a contract, in it the owners will retain the property and the workers would run it as they see fit they will be given 65% of the profits and the other 25% would be given to the owners which now would be her dad and mom to live on.

10% would be used for upkeep and impliments such as tractors swathers and balers, plows, taxes etc.

Cattle would be bought by the owners with each worker receiving the meat to the equvelant of two cows per year.

The rest sold at auction and split up as afore mentioned.

Kent got a few of those he trusted from the mill and they began working the land.

Rebbecca and Stu and her dad went to the county seat in Panguitch Utah and the deeds were switched over to them.

They were now the owners of about 300 acres and right now about 75 head of cattle.

That would be growing again her dad had let the the cattle dwindle down to the 75 head, as at one time he had over 500 head.

Like her dad had told her he was semi retired.

Mom and dad were still in the house he was still going to grow his garden on the two acres it already had two apple trees a peach tree he grew potatoes and Peas and beans and corn, parsnips, and Swiss Chard which is a collard green. That would keep him busy plus the 4 milk cows and he would never be away from his wife as her Alzheimers got worse.

Rebbecca knew that eventually her mother would become as diaper dependant as she was.

Then worse.

How would her mom handle that, by that time she wouldn't remember the hell she put Rebbecca through.

Rebecca guessed the old saying what goes around comes around was very profetic.

For her mother  she would eventually become more incontinent than Rebbecca ever was.

Let the neighbors ask about her mom and one of the first things she would tell them of what a real pisser she is.

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Rebbecca wanted nothing more than to retire from her.

Job and just move back and run the farm.

She also knew that for one.

Right now she didn't have the money. She had a 401K that was worth a hefty sum. But would it be enough now if she just quit, chucked it all away. She could practice law in Southern Utah not many lawyers down here.

She didn't want to admit to Stu that when ever they passed a dairy or feedlot.

The odor from them reminded her of home and made her homesick.

She might be able to swing the retirement but what about Stu?

Stu was thinking if I hadn't of been shot I could retire in about 7 years as an officer.

But since I'm a dispatcher it is a 30 year retirement.

I still have 17 years left.

He also knew that if he had still been an officer he never would have needed a lawyer and met Rebbecca. Would he have ever gave her a second look knowing she was still a bedwetter?

She was definately beautiful, smart, charming.

But her being a lawyer would also mean that she would of been somewhat of an enemy.

She would be trying to get the people that he arrested off.

Charlie her dad was glad that at least the farm was still in the family.

It wasn't hugely profitable, but it put a positive sized savings account.

He wasn't a millionaire,  but he wasn't bankrupt either.

He had been worried that with the hell that Eunice had put Rebbecca through when she was younger about her bedwetting she would of told him to forget it.

He was sure in her own way Eunice loved Rebbecca, but she was kind of funny that way, she had a hard time showing affection.

It was the way her mother had been.

Rebbecca was more like he was thank god.

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The deed was signed and the 300 acres were Rebbecca's, well her and Stu's.

She now had something to look foreward to when she retired.

Now she couldn't wait.

After dinner that night as her father was quite the fisherman.

There was a lake nearby and they had fresh water clams there that the fish ate and the trout grew fast and the meat was a nice pink looking more like Salmon than trout.

Her dad could fry fish like nobody could.

Since dad had been semiretied him and one of his buddies Robert, went fishing a lot.

He had a good freezer full of beef, fish venison, and chicken. Her dad had taught her how to eat fish without getting a whole lot of bones in the fish.

Stu loved the fish.

Once Rebbecca showed him how to debone the cooked fish he had like 2 and a half fish.

He figured that if he had ordered it from a restaurant each of the fish that he ate would have cost him $20 or 25 each they were good sized trout.

About 1 and a half feet long.

Nothing like those 9 inch trout you get in the store or a restaurant.

Each weighed about one and a half pounds each.

There was corn on the cob from the garden.

He wasn't hungry again that night.

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Monica and Willy were really enjoying having sex.

They tended to spend  hours of the day.

It wasn't straight through it was broken up several times a day.

They had been going at it when Rebbecca called Monica and gave her the news about her getting the farm that had been in her family for generations, she would be the 4th generation working the land that her family had owned. Monica wondered about their setup.

She knew how conservative some of these small towns could be.

Her and Rebbecca would be shot on site and with Stu in the mix it could get ugly, also as a threesome was three people playing golf, but none of them did play, as farmers and the ranchers didn't have time to do anything like golf.

Throw in the relationship with her and Willy and Rebbecca. That was to much sex for them and their conservative minds to handle.

She went to church once with her grandpa, the talk had gotten turned to something about healthy lifestyles, there was a lady from out of town that started talking about the benefits of a vegan lifestyle.

She began by talking about the poisons and toxins in beef and all other things like antibiotics used in chickens.

She either was to stupid or felt superior to these people in church.

98% of the people in the church owed their lively hood to the cattle farming industry.

She swore she heard one guy say "Get a rope!" She actually wondered if they ever hung her.

How would they react to a lesbian couple and her husband joining in at the same time?

And the other one having her own boyfriend?

Like a lead balloon came to mind.

Instead of one there would be four hung that day.

Utah was different in that they didn't serve mixed drinks.

You couldn't go to a bar and say I want a Rum and coke.

They would sell you the coke but a bar only served beer same as convince stores, beer only.

Anything harder and you had to go to a state ran liquor store you could buy the rum there and mix your own drinks but the bartender couldn't by law do it for you.

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Soon it was time to leave and Rebbecca was already dreading leaving.

This visit had been the best visits since she had moved away to go to college.

Her mother had been bearable this trip.

Thank god, she hated seeing her mother forgetting things like that, Alzheimers was a memory thief.

She had a case a few years ago as the children were declaring their father as to them being their guardian as he couldn't take care of simple things anymore.

He had been an inventor and had lots, and lots of money they really didn't care about their dad it was his money.

They brought him into court and he pissed himself and just kind of babbled on through the whole proceeding.

There was no rebuttal they got power of attorney and basically bankrupted him then left him in a home.

Since they were his guardians they had to start to pay for his treatment and they bitched and moaned about it.

Rebbecca had informed them that once they were his guardians they would be responsible for his maintenence after all was said and done they turned the responsibility of their father over to the state.

Then it was discovered that dad had been shrewer than they thought a bank account was discovered that made what they had spent prior look like a pauper.

He had it set up to come out after they had relinquished the power of attorney and basically spent their inheritance. That remains one of her favorite cases.

They left the next morning to return to Phoenix.

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By about 1130 they were in Vegas and had stopped at a casino.

Stu was being really frugal with his money he was playing Keno he figured he would lose his $1 one game at a time he was playing 7 numbers at a time if he got 2 or  3 numbers he got nothing.

1 paid lIke $2 to one 4 was like $5, 5 was $25, 6 was $125, and 7 was $1250.

He was usually getting 2 or three numbers

He had lost about $25  so far he got 1 number once and won a whopping $2

He had just bought another card when Rebbecca came and told him she had lost her $50 on the slots.

He rebet the $2 the next game

The game started and Rebbecca was trying to weasel another $10 from him he wasn't paying attention and the numbers kept coming up.

Keno is like the powerball or lottery it draws twenty balls instead of 6 there is no powerball depending on what you hit and how much you bet.

You get the prize he was living dangerously and bet 2 dollars that he won last game, this time which means if he hit his only 1 number he would get $4 as it doubled the more money you bet.

He gave Rebbecca $15 just so he would leave him alone.

By the time he looked up his game was 3/4 of the way over but he had about 4 numbers he would be $10 richer another number I hit $50.

Then 6 balls $250.

The last ball was 79 and he had won $2500.

No way he thought he checked once, twice, and a third time he had matched all 7 numbers.

He turned in his card and the attendant said "You win your money back?" She flashed him a smile.

"You could say that!"

She scanned the card and was surprised herself.

"How would you like the money Mr. Hughs?

How ever you want dear lady is all he said.

She gave him 20 hundred dollar bills and 8 50 dollar bills and 5 20 dollar bills.

He shoved it all in his pocket and went to find Rebbecca she came back to ask for more money.

She had lost his 15 that he had given her.

She said "You got anymore money?"

He reached into his pocket and brought out a $100 bill and handed it to her, she at first thought it was a 10 dollar bill until she saw the 3rd zero.

She asked "Did you use your ATM card or a credit card?"

 She almost gave him a tongue lashing if he had.

"Nope he said when you came over to bug me I hit 7 of 7 numbers and had doubled it from $1250 to $2500 dollars."

"No way she said we aren't that lucky! 

Show me how to play Keno they returned to the Keno area and he taught her how to play Keno.

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Stu got her the card that you mark and she asked "How many numbers can I mark?"

Stu told her "Up to 20 but anything between 7 and 13 hits pays nothing."

"How many numbers did you play?" Rebbecca asked?

"I played 7 and hit 7 $2500 is what I won."

Rebbecca marked 20 numbers she hoped she hit zero of the 20 she picked it payed $50000 the same as if she hit 20.

He took her up and they marked her card and she payed two dollars.

About 5 minutes later they closed the game.

She asked "What does that mean?"

Stu said "It means that they aren't taking anymore bets for this game." 

Soon all the numbers all fell into the tumbler first number was 17 she didn't have it.

Then number 2 she had that and said "Oh poop!" 

She knew that she wouldn't hit the $50,000. next number 35, she didn't have that.

Out of the next 3 numbers she had one more.

She had 2 of 5 of the next 5 she had 3.

She was at 50% she had 5 of 10, she could still win $17.50.  

The next 5 numbers called she got one she was down to 6 of 15 numbers and the best she could do now was $2.00.

5 numbers to go still to be called.

The last 5 numbers called and she had 3.

She had won $0. She had 8 of 20 numbers.

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She tried 20 numbers again and for the first 8 numbers had 0.

Then  she got 1 number 11.

On hit 14 she got 51 she now had 2 of 20.

Hit 15, gave her 43 she now had 3 of her numbers.

Ball 17 gave her 33 another of her her numbers.

She was up to 4 now. ball 18 gave her 27 another number, she now had 5, the most she could win was $7.50.

She expected ball 19 to give her another but it wasn't one of hers.

$1.00 was the least she could walk away with. Ball 20 wasn't one of hers she had won $7.50.

She took her winnings and left, they were back on the road again.

Next stop was Kingman, Arizona for gas.

It was already noon and they decided to stop at the Flying J. off of I-40 on Andy Divine Blvd.

The gas seemed cheaper there than even in Phoenix.

Plus it was about half way home.

They had a buffet there plus a little store.

that sold just about everything videos, CB's food snacks, it catered to truckers anything they needed.

The place had showers for rent even. the TVs even had the weather channel and had a board for messages for truckers.

The food wasn't bad the steaks were delicious. Desert  was good also.

After diaper changes as the next planned stop was home in Phoenix, about 6 hours from now.

Rebbecca said I'll drive to Wickenburg another town about 2 hours outside Phoenix.

She told Stu "Get some sleep.

I'm kind of horney, and I don't know about Monica or not. 

I need your bod tonight!"

Rebbecca couldn't do anything while at home with her mom and dad for some reason, even though they were legally married, it was just the thought that her mom and dad were just in the other room.

She admitted that it was unfounded but something about being under mom and dad's roof played with her mind.

So for the past week she had not partaken of Stu's offers.

She got back on I-40 for about 12 miles where it parted ways from highway 93 and they went back on one and two lanes depending if they were climbing the hill it was two lanes as the truckers had a harder time going up than coming down signs said slower traffic keep right it wasn't just for truckers but vehicles with smaller engines like slug bugs and Mini Cooper's, Subarus.

They tend to bog down on big hills.

They were always in that lane.

They were driving Stu's truck a Nissan Titan that had plenty of power in it.

She passed most of those people including the truckers. they have signs that say do not pass, and solid lines but that doesn't stop a few idiots who think that the laws don't apply to them.

About a mile away she could see an accident.

Some idiot had tryed to pass a trucker where he shouldn't of and hit another car head on.

It was bad.

It must of just happened as the police were just arriving.

Rebbecca pulled over to the side of the road as she was instructed to by the Police and waited like every one else on the road.

Stu woke up and asked "What happened?"

 Rebbecca told him "Looks like a wreck."

He said "Stay here!" 

He got out and Rebbecca saw him talking to an Officer and she saw him flash his badge and the Officer took him to the guy obviously in charge.

He was taken to assist where he could.

She saw him in a yellow vest directing traffic to the side of the road and telling them to park.

Some thought they were privileged and continued to try and drive around them ignoring the police and Stu.

One actually bumped Stu with his bumper almost knocking him down.

Another Officer witnessing  this gave the guy a ticket.

 With her window down she could hear the guy arguing with the cop about "Who pays your wages?"

She heard the cop say "Then sir, I need a raise, I have to put up with so many entitled assholes!"

Rebbecca chuckled to herself.

Guys like this were stopping the Firetrucks and ambulances from getting to the scene she could hear them in the distance, but they didn't appear to be getting any closer.

How would those asshole feel if it was their family members that were in the accident?

It took about 5 minuets and the Firetrucks and Ambulances  arrived.

 They had to cut the cars open with the Jaws of Life.

They were putting some people on backboards and loading them in the Ambulances.

A couple they just put blankets over.

It was to late for them.

She heard crying and saw them bring a girl of about 2 out she was checked and she saw Stu talking to the attendant and she saw them put her in Stu's arms.

She saw him walking towards her she saw that her parents were both covered in blankets, and Rebbecca knew the girl was an orphan now.

It wasn't even their fault they were heading the same way Rebbecca and Stu were their van was hit straight on by kids in a blue Mustang. 

The driver of that vehicle was covered in a blanket like the parents of this child.

There were others that survived they were taken fom the Mustang. 

This girl was completely fine not a scratch on her as Rebbecca could tell.

Stu put her in the front seat and said "Turn on the A/C it's a bit warm out here today as he wiped sweat from his brow.

Rebbecca turned on the A/C and the girl put her face in the vent and smiled, "Cold!" she said.

Rebbecca had to smile at herself Smart kid.

Soon the van arrived that said Coroner on it.

Rebbecca felt her stomach drop this poor girl. 

I hope they find some family that can take her.

They removed blankets and several photos were taken of the deceased persons from what she could see there were three.  

Cops were turning people around as they had the last exits blocked.  

Running people back to the exits.

Rebbecca was told to "Sit tight as she had her husband still assisting with traffic!

She was about ready to ask what about the girl when the officer walked away.

Ambulances were leaving with most of the Firetrucks they were mapping the scene out using little things that had a wheel and she guessed measured distance.

They followed the skid marks of the mini van that the girl came out of.

Her father had attempted to stop but was hit head on by the Mustang doing at least 90 they figured.

Soon they had it all figured out.

It had been almost 3 hours since they had arrived at the accident.

The 4 bodies she saw now were put into body bags and placed in the Coroner's van and they left.

Soon the tow trucks arrived and they picked up the two cars and then picked up all debris.

As they loaded the Mustang on the truck several empty beer cans fell out of it.

That explains alot Rebbecca thought.

The girl started looking around and said "Daddy?" 

then she started crying.

Rebbecca move closer and the girl still cried, Rebbecca cradled her and made sushing noises soon the girl nestled in and fell asleep.

On her lap Rebbecca felt the girl wet herself.

She was diapered and felt her leg heat up.

It's okay little one, I'm not your mommy but I got you Rebbecca thought.

 Stu came back some time later and was surprised to see the girl in the truck.

"The cop that was escorting the ambulances was Asked to take her, guess he forgot."

As Stu got out to tell one of the other cops they were all leaving in a hurry with lights and sirens blaring.

Stu said "They took all the survivors to Kingman Regional Hospital.

I guess we should take her there.

Her mom and dad and Grandmother were all killed in the van.

The kids in the Mustang were all teenagers from Kingman out partying on their way home.

Most of them were drunk and they were doing about 90 when they hit the van.

The reason the cops got here so quick is they had several calls about them almost causing wrecks and the cops were closing in when they pulled out in front of the van."

Stu got in and drove back towards Kingman.

Rebbecca with one hand punched in the hospital in the GPS and they headed back to Kingman.

Rebbecca said "We need to hit a store first for some diapers, this lititle girl and this big girl needs a change!"

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Stu drove right to the Hospital, the GPS works.

He and Rebbecca walked in and the girl, they didn't even know her name yet, walked between them holding their hands.

At least she felt comfortable with them she would lift her legs and swing when they stepped up.

She seemed so much happier now her toushy was dry.

Stu couldn't wait to be a dad now he still wanted a daughter.

They entered the hospital and the nurse asked "What brings them in with your daughter today?" 

She gave the girl a smile and got one back immediately.

"She isn't our daughter, she was part of that crash out on 93 earlier the cops put her in our car so my wife could watch her and forgot about her.

She is fine she was found in her car seat.

The Paramedics said she was fine.

Other than she wet her diaper she was fine.

We bought some and changed her she is happy and dry now!" Stu added.

"Surely she wasn't one of the teenagers kids was she?" The lady asked?

Stu said "No her parents didn't make it.

DOA."

"I'm sorry the nurse said she is a ward of the state now until relatives can be found The nurse said, I really thought she was yours she looks alot like your wife."

Stu and Rebbecca hadn't noticed it yet but the nurse was correct, she did look a lot like Rebbecca, had the same honey blonde hair.

The nurse gave them the address of CPS where they could drop her off at, which Stu was noticing was going to be harder to do the girl who appeared to be about 4 had adopted them.

The girl walked towards the vending machines and saw one that had milk in it and asked "Magoo."

She pointed at the milk.

Rebbecca asked "White or Chocolate?"

"Cholate," the girl said and pointed at the brown one.

"That's right Rebbecca said your sure smart!"

The girl said "Smart!"

Stu had to smile a bit, she was Smart! they got back out to the truck and put the new address in the GPS and found they were a quarter of a mile away.

They drove to CPS and the place was empty.

It was a Saturday.

Stu tryed something he looked up the Arizona Department Of Public Safety Kingman Office on his phone and put that address in the GPS they were now heading back past the hospital a quarter of a mile  They found it and it wasn't closed.

The three entered and a dispatcher came and asked "Can I help you?".

Stu did the talking and the dispatcher said "Your the two that Frank forgot to get her from, all he knew for sure was that you were a Phoenix Police Officer, and your named Stuart got be at least 20 that fit that description on Phoenix PD."

Stu said "No Ma'am I'm a dispatcher like you these days, I took a couple of bullets a few years back and I can't play cops and robbers no more.

I'm the Dispatch Coordinator."

"Frank said you did a bang up job directing traffic today.

Even got hit by some jerk that thought he was so much better than everybody else."

Rebbecca said "What the hell?"

Stu said "I just got bumped by a driver that felt that the laws didn't apply to him just everybody else.

tried to drive through the accident scene today, had to be in Vegas by 3 and the accident where 3 people died was an inconvenience to him." 

The lady said "There are 5 this girls mother and father and grandmother and the driver of the Mustang and one of the teens didn't make it died at the hospital.

All we know for sure is this girls name is Denice Hanson." the girl looked when her name was said.

It was her for sure.

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The dispatcher asked "What they needed?"

"Well this little girl isn't ours and even though the thought crossed our minds, legally we can't take her."

"So we need to contact CPS" then the dispatcher said.

Rebbecca said "We were given the address for CPS, but it's Saturday they were closed."

"We got the on call case workers number the dispatcher said.

Give me about 10 and I'll take care of it!"

The dispatcher smiled.

She was thinking this guy is a hunk and a half if I can keep him here for about a few more minutes, I can stare into those deep baby blues some more.

She went to the back and came back about 4 minutes later.

"Anne has been called she will be here in about half an hour, could you.... "

"Babysit for a while?

Rebbecca said of course I kind of like this munchkin, she is so  cute and she's smart."

Denise said "Smart!"

Rebbecca went and had a seat.

Denise crawled up on her lap and cuddled with her.

Stu had said that it had crossed their mind for like 2 seconds to keep her.

What he didn't know was that Rebbecca had been thinking about how to get this girl home with her since they had put her in the car with her at the accident scene.

20 minutes later a lady with a CPS State ID that said Anne Crawford arrived.

She asked "Is this Denise?"

Denise must of sensed something as Rebbecca felt Denise tighten her grip on Rebbecca.

"We have a slight problem with this girl, I don't have any foster families available and our crisis nursery is full up.

Have you two ever thought about becoming foster parents?"

"Not until the past couple of hours. 

Rebbecca admitted.

I am kind of finding myself attached to this little girl." 

"Frankly were having trouble finding family for her, her only realitive we could find was her grandmother and she was killed in the crash." Anne said.

Rebbecca asked "Since this is Mohave County, and we live in Maricopa County won't that cause some kind of jurisdictional problems?" Rebbecca asked.

"No not really it  is the State of Arizona that has jurisdiction in this area, besides Denise here is from Maricopa County.

Her family is frome Tempe, well were from Tempe, before their death.

We could fill out the paperwork to become foster parents right now if you don't mind?"

Rebbecca could tell that the lady was pleading with her, Rebbecca looked at Stu who knew that look meant the ball was in his court.

"He smiled and said well let's do it."

"We will need fingerprints from you, I guess we're lucky were in a police station.

Is there somebody at your home to let some case workers in to do a home study?

If there is we can expidite this for today.

you can take her home with you."

Rebbecca said "Yes there is a house sitter named Monica that is there.

I will call her and let her know your coming by and to make sure the house is clean.

We have been in Utah for the last week and a half visiting my family.

We were on our way back when we came upon the accident."

Anne got the paperwork for becoming foster parents.

Rebbecca asked "If we become the Foster parents, and nobody can be found for Denise, could we put in for adoption?"

Anne smiled "That can be arranged."

Rebbecca called Monica and "Informed her that there were some people coming from CPS to look at the house so make sure it's clean top to bottom.

Dishes laundry, she whispered you know what has to be in the washer.

She was talking about diapers.

They began filling out the paperwork and when it was all done they gave it back to Anne who read through it.

Stu she asked "You were a cop but now a Dispatch Coordinator.

Why aren't you an Officer anymore?"

Stu gave her the short version.

"I was shot in my right lung and I can't run like I used to without passing out, I couldn't pass my annual PT test which required me too run two miles, anything over a 1/4 mile now I pass out."

"You both look like you qualify on paper we still have to run a FBI background check on you after your fingerprints are taken.

Just to make sure you aren't a wanted felon or have any crimes against a Juvenile."

"Stu said I've only killed one Juvenile and that's the one that shot me.

I've arrested a few mostly for shoplifting or drugs."

Anne knocked on the door and the Dispatcher answered it and she was asked "If they could borrow their fingerprinting station and a secure computer?"

the 4 incuding Denise were escorted to the fingerprinting station.

A Highway Patrolman came and they were fingerprinted.  

Anne signed on to the FBI database and they were both ran.

Most of the data came back with things like we're on the application, Stu had a couple of citations  that hadn't  been on his application.

She printed up what she nedded and called the CPS switchboard and had a team go to their house for an inspection.

Monica and Willy had just finished with the dishes and laundry when they artived.

The house passed.

Anne signed the paperwork herself and they were granted temporary custody of Denise Sarah Hanson.

Stu realized it as about 5:30 pm and they hadn't had lunch and it was dinnertime.

Stu was thinking this when Denise said "Hungry."

He was sure she was telling them that she was hungry as well.

Stu asked Where the nearest Walmart was?"

 Anne told then and then asked "Why?"

Stu said "Because we need a Car Seat and clothes for this girl.  

He also said that it was 5:30 pm and it was to late to drive into Phoenix.

If it had just been us two I would of driven because we wouldn't be there until about 2 am.

Now that we have Denise it isn't good to keep a child out that late."

Anne smiled and said "See You're thinking like a dad already."

They hit Wally World and got her car seat and some cute clothes, Rebbecca was in her element, shopping as a mom.

They got a motel for the night and asked for a crib.

Soon Denise was out cold asleep.

Rebbecca watched her sleep in the crib.

Some how things were falling into place she was pregnant she had a foster child now, somehow she felt that they weren't going to find some relatives for her and they were going to adopt her.

It just seemed logical!

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About an hour later Anne got a call and her face lit up, "Thank you! Anne said.

Your home is adequate for her needs.

I'm so glad it worked out.

Remember if we are able to find  a relation they can take Denise, we should know within a couple of weeks.

Maybe a month.

We will see how she is doing then if you want  we can start the adoption process then.

You would know the legalese of that more than I, your the lawyer.

We can start the paperwork for Social Security  it usually isn't a whole lot about $500 a month that goes towards her upkeep food, clothing.

Some people take in the kids in for the money, I'm sure from the looks of things you two would do it for free.

It wasn't lost on me that you bought her diapers, probably because she still wets.

You would be surprised I have two sisters and a brother I just got into foster homes last week the oldest is 14 and hasn't been potty trained yet.

The only one is the boy he's seven and basically potty trained himself.

Unfortunately all three still are bed wetters.

I have nothing against them.

You would think the mother would of at least tryed to get them potty trained.

That was the reason we took them they weren't even sure where their mother was, they hadn't even seen her in 2 weeks.

The 14 year old was mother and oldest sister for the other two, the 7 year old boy thought she was mommy he seen more of her than his own mother in his little life.

So still wetting at 4 doesn't raise a concern.

They tell us until 6 is getting to be the new norm, bedwetting even isn't considered that until 6 years old.

Anne blushed I did until I was 12, almost 13, myself."

Stu said "I did until 8, and one of the bullets that hit me caused nerve damage to my bladder, let's just say I have started again."

Rebbecca didn't say anything, but she blushed.

Anne took it  as for embsarrasment for Stu.

She thought these two will make great parents for Denise.

Anne could tell Rebbecca was already in love with child.

The last of the forms were filled out and Anne certified Rebbecca and Stu  as foster parents for Denice Sara Hanson.

They went to Walmart and got Denice some pajamas and some clean clothes.

They got her a Child's Car seat to keep her safe.

Rebbecca called Monica "Told her about the accident and that Stu had to swear out an affidavit against the guy who bumped him with his car."

That was a lie, so Rebbecca told them it would be very early if they drove home and they could meet the same fate as the family that was killed so they would spend the night in Kingman, and get an early start like 0600 am.

They even had better news now to share with her when they got home tomorrow."

That night Stu had the nightmare he had had about two weeks ago about Denise and Martin.

This time he understood the dream a lot more Denise still looked like Rebbecca.

Same honey blonde hair but he knew now she was adopted.

It still hurt, when Martin killed her.

He hated to admit it but he was falling for this little girl already.

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Next morning bright and early they got up and packed up the truck.

Denise was put in her car seat and promptly fell asleep.

Rebbecca got in her side after Stu had opened the door for her.

His mother had taught him to be a gentelmen.  

Opening doors and holding doors, giving his seat to a lady. He had only one lady complain about his manners.

She told him "The day of being a gentleman was dead!"

He told her "As long as his mother was still alive, he would be a gentleman.

She saw him once when he was about 14  years old not being a gentelmen and he received a cuff to the nape of hs neck because of it.

Lesson learned!

He then got in himself and started the truck driving back towards Phoenix.

They hadn't gone far when Stu noticed red lights and sirens behind him he pulled over like a good citizen should.

When the cop got to the window he recognized the cop from the day before.

The cop smiled at him and said "You haven't done anything wrong, I never got a chance to properly thank you for your help yesterday.

I heard how Anne got you as foster parents to the little girl he looked in the back and she was sound asleep in her car seat.

Believe it or not a car seat like this was what saved her in the first place, the two in the front her parents were killed on impact.

Grandma might have lived but she wasn't wearing her shoulder harness, she had the lap belt on but had moved the shoulder harness off she hit the seat in front of her brain was still moving foreward when her head wasn't.

Just between you and I the grandmother was the wife's mom she was a  Barber by name, an only child, the husband has a sister but her kids have been removed from that home, she has been deemed an unfit mother.

Oh she still sleeps around and gets pregnant every couple of years.

The baby's are taken as soon as they are born by court order both paren't dead on that line.

She can't have her so it looks like she might be yours for quite a while."

"How do you know all this Stu asked?"

"Didn't Anne tell you?

I'm her husband!"

The trip home was uneventful Denice woke up and as they were driving through Wickenburg Denice saw the golden arches and said "Donalds?"

Rebbecca had to smile as well as Stu, they pulled in and went inside for breakfast.

It was about 9 am. nobody had breakfast before leaving Kingman that morning.

They ordered pancakes and sausages for Denice and Rebbecca cut them up for her so they were in bite sized pieces for her.

Denise said "Tank you!"

She began to devour the food.

She wasn't having much luck with the fork and it was soon abandoned and her fingers worked better anyway.

Rebbecca had her Sausage McMuffins and hash browns.

They had bought a sippy cup for Denise and a bib, othewise her clothes would be covered in syrup.

Stu had his favorites the breakfast burritos with the hot picante sauce he liked his spicy foods every once in a while.

After breakfast Stu took Denise into the man's room they had also got her some washrags and a towel.

Stu had to admit she was pretty much covered in syrup, hands, face, clothes, she even had it in her hair.

Stu had to admit it but he felt like a dad.

After she was all cleaned up and another shirt on her that had an outline of the state of Arizona on it and across that it said Native.

There were getting more and more everyday, but it used to be you talked to anybody and there were more out of staters than those born here.

He was a native and he assumed Denise was too.

They went to find mommy, Rebbecca he thought, all it takes was a kid and adults started talking like a kid.

Or an idiot.

Wickenburg was about an hour and a half away from Phoenix and about 15 minutes more after that, they would be home.

Rebbecca said "We need to get Denise a bed or a crib, we only have the guest bedroom and Monica is using that.

We haven't got the nursery done yet.

We could put the crib or bed in our room for the time being until we get it finished."

Stu said "Yes but I'm due back at work again tomorrow you still have a week of vacation left, I guess you know what that means?"

"It means I will be working on getting the Nursery ready in the next week, I thought we still had about 7 and a half months left to get it ready.

I never in my wildest dreams thought we would need it done yesterday!" Said Rebbecca.

  Stu laughed "Me neither!"

They heard a laugh and the word "Neither!" From the back.

Rebbecca smiled at Denise who beamed back at her.

Rebbecca thought she knows she is supposed to be part of this family, she hasn't asked where mommy and daddy are yet.

They arrived at their home and pulled into the driveway when Monica and another guy Rebbecca didn't recognize came from the house.

Monica said "Where is he or she?"

"Where is who?" Rebbecca asked playing dumb.

"Your foster child the guy doing the home inspection said you were becoming foster parents.

I assumed with it being a rush like he said it was it was urgent to get them a home."

Stu got Denise out his side and walked around to Monica.

"Monica this is Denise Sarah Hanson.

For now our foster child but hopefully soon our adopted daughter."

"Adopted?" Monica asked?

"Yes her parents were killed yesterday in a car crash as well as her grandmother and two teens.

She has one aunt who is unfit as a parent.

They didn't have anybody available for foster parents in Mohave County.

The lady certified us yesterday we took her and didn't want to drive home last night.

We left Utah about 28 hours ago, we got stuck in Kingman for like 18 or 19 hours  but she is worth it."

"She is beautiful Monica said.

Monica said Hello Denise I'm your Aunt Monica! 

Pleased to meet ya!"

Monica shook her hand. 

Denise said "Pease to meet ya!"

"Oh she is smart too!" Monica said!

"Smart too!" Denise echoed!

"Well we have a surprise for you three. Monica said.

Since we knew you didn't have the nursery done, we Willy and I Spent last night cleaning and we got the nursery painted it is yellow as the guy doing the inspection said he wasn't sure if it was a boy or a girl.

Yellow is neutral."

"Thank you Monica we were just discussing this  about an hour ago."

We have another surprise for you also we got some furniture  there is a crib and a changing table and a rocking chair for mommy to sit in and rock her baby."

Rebbecca said "You didn't need to do that!"

"Nonsense Monica said you guys are letting me stay here with you, besides it was Willy's idea."

Stu shook the guys hand and said "I take it your Willy?"

"Yes that would be me I'm Willy Wilde but not really wild."

They took Denise to the nursery.

It still smelled of fresh paint, and Rebbecca could only stay for a few minutes as she started to feel nauseated and had to leave.

She was glad that she didn't have to paint it now as it would of taken her months to paint it let alone the week she had left.

How am I going to stay in there with Denise?

She also knew in a couple of days it would be okay for her but right now it was downright toxic.

Stu had a plan he moved the crib, changing table, and the rocking chair into their room for the time being.

Rebbecca liked this idea better

They had lunch and Denise was falling asleep at the table she was tired Rebbecca carried her to the bedroom and put her in the crib she took her clothes off and changed her diaper and put her back to bed she watched her sleep, she saw the resemblance to herself, it was uncanny that even though they were no relation this girl had the same facial features as her it was like looking at photographs of herself at that age.

Even more uncanny was the fact that she had Stu's nose.

She looked like she could be their child.

Rebbecca did something that she hadn't done in years she prayed to god to let them be able to adopt her and soon!

That things would work in their favor as they already have.

Denise falling into their hands was a miracle in itself.

This little girl needed them as much as they needed her.

Rebbecca also fell asleep and awoke as Denise was having a nightmare.

Gwandma, mommy, daddy wake up!

Rebbecca was sure the dream was the accident yesterday.

She was crying moaning in her sleep.

Rebbecca saw her diaper grow wetter and begin to leak, this kid was terrified.

Rebbecca wanted to wake her up but was froze just watching, soon the nightmare was gone and she was smiling again, she heard her say mommy and that was it.

Rebbecca went to change her wet and leaking diaper.

As she pulled the tabs Denise woke up and saw who was over her she smiled and said mommy.

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Rebbecca was glad that Denise was seeing her as mommy.

She got all the pee cleaned off her and pulled the sheet off the crib after her diaper was changed.

She put her on the floor and Denise followed her as she put the fitted sheet in the laundry.

Rebecca went back and sat at the rocker and sat down and picked up Denise and put her in her lap.

She began to rock and sing at Denise, it was some old lullaby that she remembered from her youth.

Her dad used to sing it to her, never her mom.

She was convinced Eunice didn't have a maternal bone in her body.

"Hi lo, baby, hi lo, baby, your daddy's off to war." Denise put her ear on Rebbecca's chest and was listening and listening to the vibrations coming from her chest as she sang.

Denise looked up and smiled at her.

Rebbecca couldn't help but think you know your a pretty happy girl considering what had happened to her.

It's not everyday you lose your whole family in a crash. Rebbecca continued gently rocking and singing to Denise who seemed to love the attention.

Stu heard singing coming from the bedroom.

It was a beautiful voice he had never heard before.

It sounded like Rebbecca but he never knew she could sing before.

Not like this anyway!

He chose not to disrupt the singing and let the two be alone.

He returned to the kitchen and started getting a roast ready for dinner with potatoes and carrots.

He and Willy were getting better at knowing each other. They talked Football seems that Willy is a Pittsburgh Steelers fan.

Stu had grown up a Raiders fan.

Even when they were at their worst just after the 2002 Super Bowl where they lost to the Bucks.

He was dang glad they got the inside linebacker out of ASU they have been getting better every year then they got that reciever that was cut by The Pats they were almost unstoppable.

When they get that strong safety back next year that was injured by their own player.

They will be unstoppable.

Willy began by defending Big Ben Rothlesburger.

Stu brought up the fact that he was getting susceptible to injuries he will probably go down next season and will miss most of the season, if not this season the next.

They both mentioned look at Romo in Dallas I don't think he's played a full season the past 5 years this is injured that is injured.

He has more plates and screws in his shoulders right now, I don't think he can make it through the airport without setting the metal detector off.

They both agreed that was true.

Willy had to admit the Raiders were looking good the past couple of years what they did to New England in the championship game was neat 2 to nothing in overtime as time was about to expire.

Who would of belived it?

A flipping safety. I didn't see that coming at all.

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Rebbecca, read about the accident in the newspaper.

There was one teenager still on the critical list and the other was out of danger but still guarded.

The parents of Denise were having their funeral on Tuesday as was her grandmother.

Rebbecca wondered if they should go they really didn't know them but they were Denise's parents, and she was part of their family now.

Unfortunately it took them dying for her to come into their lives.

She told Stu "To get Tuesday afternoon  off as they had a funeral to go to.

Stu asked who died, thinking one of their friends had died.

Rebbecca averted her eyes to Denice.

Stu got the hint.

Monday came and gone and  Rebbecca cleaned and Denice followed her around, she wasn't about to let her out of her sight.

Denise continued to call her mommy, it was starting to feel normal.

The next day Denise saw Rebbecca get out of bed and saw Rebbecca's diaper.

"Mommy wet, mommy pee."

"That's right little one Rebbecca said you shouldn't tease mommy because she still wets her bed."

She took Denise and tickled her until she wet her diaper more.

She then said "Looks like Denise peed and wet herself."

Denise laughed and said "Yeah."

Rebbecca got her all cleaned up and bathed and dressed in the dress they had bought her in case they ever go to church on Sunday.

Rebbecca did up her hair and put bows in her hair they were white just like her dress.

Soon Stu was home and they drove to the church.

Everybody stopped and stared, Rebbecca assumed it was Denise that they recognized.

They entered the chapel and as they walked to the caskets there were pictures of the Hanson's.

The caskets were closed as they were probably tore up from the accident.

Rebbecca was the first to notice it she pointed it out to Stu.

The Hansons could of been twins to Rebbecca and Stu, Rebbecca knew why all the stares and wispers.

They say everyone has a twin in the world.

Stu And Rebbecca's were named the Hansons.

No wonder Denise hasn't been asking about mommy and daddy.

Denice thinks she still is with her parents.

No wonder she looks so much like Stu and I we look just like her parents.

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A man came to them and introduced himself to them as Brother Robertson.

"Uhm, you do now this is supposed to your funeral right?"

Rebbecca said "Actually it is supposed to be the Hanson's funeral.

We were made Denise's Foster Parents.

I've kind of noticed that Denise looks an awful lot like me and Stu here.

I was shocked when I saw the pictures.

I never knew her parents but they could of been our twins.

I was shocked as much as you are."

"So you aren't Debbie and Samuel?" The guy asked?

"No sir! Rebbecca said, I'm Rebbecca and this is Stu and were the Phelps."

The guy smiled "You are a bit thinner than Debbie, and  Stu is about 2 inches taller than Samuel.

I'm sorry but we thought that they were playing an elaborate hoax on us!

Sammy would of loved the irony!

He loved a good practical joke, and he would of done something like this, plan his own funeral then come to just to see the reaction!

You are really Denise's foster parents?

"Yes sir, we were on our way back from Southern Utah when we pulled up on the accident.

4 teenagers in a blue Mustang trying to pass where they shouldn't of been passing, and Denise's family.

I was a former cop so I assisted with traffic and crowds.

When they extracted the three from the wreck they found Denise in her car seat without a scratch.

They put her in my truck with my wife and Rebbecca warmed right up to her, now we know why.

The cop that was supposed to take her drove off without her so we returned to Kingman.

The caseworker didn't have a foster home she begged us to take her we filled out the paperwork and here we are 4 days into being her foster parents.

My wife saw that they were having the funeral, so we decided to bring Denise.

Imagine our horror when we discovered that they were our doppelgangers." Said Stu.

A woman walked up to Stu and looked at him then slapped his face! "You gotta nerve," the lady slurred Stu realized this must be the sister that Anne had talked about.

"Brenda no, Brother Robertson yelled out it isn't your brother!

Stand up Stu. Sammy was about 6 foot this guy is 6' 2 at least.

Debbie was about 150 pounds and this lady is 30 pounds or more lighter, it isn't them.

Just somebody that looks a lot like them.

I know Sammy was a practical joker but this isn't a joke!"

The lady walked away muttering curses under her breath, no sorry or nothing.

Denise was crying when Stu went to her "Are you okay?"

"Daddy got hurt!"

"Yeah just a little.

But I'm okay now he took Denise's hand and placed it where the woman had hit him, see all better!"

Denise stopped crying.

But still had the sobbing breaths here kids might be not be crying but when they breath their bodies still shudder and kind of sounds like they are still crying!

"Sorry about that Brother Robertson said.

You mentioned you were a cop what happened?"

Stu told him about the shooting and how he couldn't pass his PT test anymore so he was now The Dispatcher Coordinator for Phoenix PD."

"I was Tempe PD I retired about 4 years ago.

After 33 years, got to dang old, knees, shoulders and back were all going out so I did too.

Now since I quit working the knees and shoulders and back are fine, no pain anymore.

I thought about going back and being a cop.

Talked to a few Officers the other day on their Code 7.

None of them were even born when I started working for Tempe PD.

Made me feel old.

Then the knees, shoulders, and back started hurting again as a storm moved in, You can never go home again.

I'll let it be known that you aren't Samuel and Debbie, but that is Denise.

By the way thank you for bringing her, most people wouldn't think about bringing a foster child back for their parents funeral.

They might feel threatened with the child's past.

At least we get to say good by to Sammy and Debbie and Claire, and Denise today!"

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The rest of the funeral was uneventful.

The three returned to the church house.

There was a luncheon that wasn't bad.

Every member of the cogragation it seemed came and said goodbye to Denise, except of course the one that should have, her Aunt Brenda.

When they got home Rebbecca went into the nursery to try it again, this time she didn't get as nauseous but it still was toxic, she didn't know if that was the real reason or was it more selfish of her that she wanted Denisee to be with her?

They put Denise down for a nap.

Rebbecca couldn't believe how good natured she was.

She was placed in her bed and covered herself up and then her thumb found her mouth and before Rebbecca could even leave the crib she was asleep.

Rebbecca and Stu talked about Denise and how lucky they were to have her.

They talked how surreal it was that Denise's parents could pass as their twins, Stu brought up the fact that, "Denise could look so much like you that she could pass as your biological daughter."

Rebbecca said "Yes and have your nose."

"Poor kid, Stu said, to have this big honker!"

Rebbecca said "I love your nose it's a classic!'

Stu joked back "A classic or in a class by itself?

Only because you can't get anything else in the class it so huge.

Remember I have to overlook this nose every time I look down.

In school the teachers thought I was stupid, the truth was I couldn't read or do the paperwork that was assigned because this thing got in the way and blocked out what I was trying to do."

"I know what you mean Rebbecca said when I started to develop the tits fairy got a little over zealous.

She gave me the deluxe Texas size.

It is a wonder I don't tip over I'm so top heavy!" 

Stu said "Oh hell no! I love your tits, as much as you let me play with them it is!"

With that he reached out and began rubing the nipple on her left breast.

Stop Rebbecca pleaded as she pushed his hand away, your making my panties moist.

Both knew that they had reached the point of no return.

We have to be quiet Denise will be in the same room.

They snuck into their bedroom where Denise slept just a few feet away, thumb still in her mouth.

They had great sex but Stu didn't use his saline, he used his tongue on her and Rebbecca didn't know if it was the chance to be caught having sex by a 4 year old or not but it felt extra naughty, which hightened her enjoyment at least threefold.

She thought next time we go home screw my mom and dad were having sex!

It was a lot more enjoyable when there is a chance at getting caught!

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Later that day when Stu got home he asked a question of Rebbecca that she didn't have an answer for, "Since she was going back to work on Monday what was she going to do with Denise?"

Rebbecca had never thought or planned for this.

"I guess we need to find some day care. Said Rebbecca.

Yeah said Stu ASAP!

There is that daycare right around the corner somebody's Friends I can't remember what it is called?"

"Denise and l will visit there tomorrow and check it out.

Stu what would I do without you?"

"You would still be the most beautiful woman in the world and single, not pregnant, and not having Denise."

"Your right my life is better with you in it!

Rebbecca said also I would just be another adult bedwetter."

"Don't feel bad Rebbeca, without you I also would be one plus a third shift dispatcher supervisor for the Phoenix PD.

Rebbecca said I don't know Stu I think that Phoenix PD would of eventually woke up and seen the error of their way, after they had exhausted all other options and fired all the people put in your position."

Monica made it home and was kind of upset, she told Rebbecca "Some bad news.

Young Mr. Snedly had a heart attack last night, a fairly serious one he is in the hospital, Cardiac Care Unit.

Older Mr. Snedly is thinking of retiring and closing the firm, we could be  without jobs in a few months.

Rebbecca was shocked.

Surely, Young Mr. Snedly will take over? Said Rebbecca.

That's just it he might not be able to take over medically, Monica said. 

There is more bad news, sorry!

My predissesor, Adele hung herself last night and though she is alive there was brain damage she is comatose right now.

If she does come out of the coma, she will be a vegetable.

Charges have been dropped, there wouldn't be enough brains  left for her to understand the punishment!"

"No said Rebbecca she was such a sweet girl!

Dammit Rebecca said it would of been better just to let her die instead of the person she could become."

Rebbecca had tears in her eyes and went to check on Denise.

Denise was laying in her bed awake, and saw Rebbecca.

"Why mommy cry, you get boo boo?"

"Yes baby my heart has a boo boo."

"Sowey mommy!"

Thank you Denise I do feel better now."

She had to admit that Denise had uplifted her spirits alot.

"Can I get up now mommy? I no tired nomore."

Rebbecca felt herself smile, "Of course you can get up but your probably wet right?"

"Mommy I need to go poopies.

Rebbecca went into action she got Denise out of her diaper and onto the toilet.

Denise sat backwards on the toilet facing the tank.

Rebbecca thought we need to get this girl a potty more her own size!

Rebbecca wondered how much longer she had before she was unemployed?

What were they going to do?

Stu made good money, nothing compared to what she earned, well he was making almost as much as she earned, but with the bonuses that she received,  for winning cases she made much more than him.

She should start pounding the pavement, looking for another job.

She had found herself praying alot as of late, silent prayers that came from her heart.

It had started when she was back home.

Now since her mother wasn't such a hypocrite.

She always had that belief it had always been there since she was young.

Now it had gotten back into her life, Stu's too.

He had been reading and she could see his mind working over what he read.

She was sure in a while Stu would be asking her questions about her religion.

The problem was since they had been together she hadn't lived her religion the way she should, she realized just now that that made her a hypocrite herself!

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The next morning after Stu had left for work.

Rebbecca got up and was waking to the bathroom to change her soggy diaper.

She was surprised when she heard laughing coming from Denise's crib. She went and looked and sure enough Denise was awake

 She giggled and said "Mommy wet."

Rebbecca gave her a kiss on the cheek and said "I bet I'm not the only wet one this morning and touched Denise's diaper.

Told ya!" As it was flooded.

Denise giggled again, "Baby wet and mommy wet!"

"That's right little one were both bedwetters."

"Bedwetters!" Denise said.

Rebbecca got Denise out of bed and they went to the bathroom together.

Once there they Rebbecca got Denise out of her wet diaper and then removed her own.

She ran water into the tub making sure it wasn't  to hot and got them both in after it had filled about a quarter of the way she sat and had Denise sit between her legs.

She reached up and put a cap full of her bubble bath under the faucet and it began making bubbles and smelled really nice, it was a lovely flowery scent and Denise began playing with the bubbles.

After the tub was full she washed Denise's hair and scrubbed her little body then did the same to herself.

Then just sat and relaxed soaking in the tub Denise leaned back and leaned on Rebbecca's stomach.

They sat there before it was time to get out, Denise's skin started to prune up.

Rebbecca drained the tub and then rinsed the excess suds left by the bubble bath off them both.

She then got a fluffy towel and began to dry off Denise.

Denise began smiling she loved the times she spent with mommy and daddy, after that big noisy thing where she couldn't wake mommy and daddy up or grandma either.

She was put in another car, that had mommy in it but this mommy was skinnier than before the loud noise.

After a while daddy came but he was taller and they were in a truck not a van.

Mommy didn't get mad at her anymore when she peed herself, mommy now peed when she slept, daddy too.

They wouldn't yell at her anymore.

She liked it better this way, she didn't know why she peed all the time, she didn't want to, but it happened.

Her poopies went into the cold white thing but she couldn't tinkle in there.

They both dressed and soon they were going out, Denise liked going places.

They went to Donalds again for breakfast then they went to another place where there were lots of kids.

Rebbecca after McDonald's they went to the preschool.

It was called Kristen's Friends.

They were given a tour by the owner Maria Mitchell.

Rebbecca asked "Why it was called Kristen's Friends if her name was Maria?"

Maria said "I started off watching kids in my home the first kid I had was named Kristen.

Then I started getting more and more kids soon I opened my first Kampus, soon I opened another.

This one is #5. Most of my business comes from word of mouth I've never advertised.

How did you hear about us?"

"We live in the neighborhood, and my husband and I are foster parents to Denise here, very recent she told her about Denise's parents being killed in a car crash less than a week ago."

Maria asked "If she has any family?"

"Right now CPS is looking, we kind of hope they don't find any. We are thinking about adoption."

Maria smiled Good for you I have a daughter that we have adopted, we have a son naturally.

When Karen came into our lives we were blessed.

I can recommend a good lawyer." Said Maria!

Rebbecca smiled we won't need that's what I am, a lawyer also.

Well for a while longer at least there is talk of my firm closing.

One of my firms partners had a serious heart attack and the senior partner is like almost 80."

"My brother in law is the lawyer he has his own firm." Said Maria.

"Who is that?" Rebbecca asked?

"Paul Abbott of Abbott and Associates!" Said Maria.

I know them we just had a case I defended against them. They are a good firm.

Kind of new but they have alot of money I understand!" Rebbecca said.

"Yes definately that they do, he's the one that helped us adopt Karen." 

Maria said to about a 7 or 8 year old girl that had just arrived. "Karen can you come here?"

The girl came and said "Yes mom what do you need?"

"I want to introduce you to Rebbecca and Denise, they are thinking about adopting Denise."

"Really because my mommy and daddy adopted me when my mommy was killed."

"I'm sorry to her about your mom," Rebbecca said!

"It's okay Karen said my mommy wasn't really nice to me, she used to beat me because I wet myself."

Maria offered she beat her so hard she caused damage to the nerves to her bladder.

Karen has to wear diapers now all the time. "

Karen said "That reminds me I have to go change.

Excuse me!"

She left to go to the bathroom.

"Such a sweet girl Rebbecca said, she doest act like."

 She's been abused." 

Yes we know!" Maria said.

"How do you deal with the wetting problem?" Rebbecca asked?

"She's not treated any different in fact both of us her parents come from families that have wetting problems.

My brother in law is probably the most famous bedwetter ever, he's Chris Mitchell of the Oakland Raiders."

"No kidding? Rebbecca said.

My husband is a lot like your daughter, he was a cop and he got shot once in the chest and once in the lower back.

The shot in the lower back left him wetting his bed, and unable to get an erection."

Maria said "But I noticed your pregnant, how did that happen?

Artificial insemination?"

"No nothing like that he had a procedure done that implanted little bladders under his penis, he fills them with saline and on the maiden voyage I got pregnant."

Maria said, "Well just to let you know I have never stopped wetting my bed."

"You, said Rebbecca I thought I had the corner on that one because I still do to."

 Soon they were talking like old friends.

Maria told Rebbecca about the Mitchell clan and their problems from the oldest to the youngest including Stacy another adoptee.

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Rebbecca was  astounded when told of the Mitchell's lack of bladder control, Maria had told her of her own problems.

Since she figured she amung people as herself she told Maria of her own struggles.

Maria understood and called her "Sister."

For Rebbecca telling Maria, was difficult.

Other than telling Stu, and Tim who actually had caught her changing herself into a dry diaper.

Then there was Monica, and she was sure that she had told Willy.

All the others knew her from her youth when she was growing up in Southern, Utah.

This was one of the first time in her life that she had admitted to a stranger that she still wet her bed.

She still couldn't admit that she liked playing the toddler herself on occasion.

She had even done that with Monica once.

Rebbecca liked the facility and Maria was a great lady, she couldn't belive that she had never advertised her facilities,  everything was by word of mouth, Rebbecca was a rareity in that she came in off the street because she lived close.

She also explained that she was kind of new to  this mothering thing and hadn't had time to go through the proper channels.

All the paperwork was filled out and Denise was enrolled in Kristen's Friends.

Though it was a bit steep, Rebbecca had paid for the first month of fees.

Maria was sure that Rebbecca could probably put in for some type of subsidy to offset the cost since in all reality Denise was a ward of the state of Arizona.

Maria also gave Rebbecca a card for Paul Abbott and Associates.

Rebbecca let it slip that her firm might not be around much anymore.

Maria told her that Paul was always on the lookout for talented lawyers.

Maria said "For you not being her birth mother, I have to admit Denise looks like she could be your daughter."

Rebbecca knew what she mentioned she got her phone and showed Maria a picture of Denise's parents then a picture of her and Stu.

"Wow, Maria said you guys could be twins with her parents!"

Rebbecca told that when they went to the funeral that the guys own sister had slapped Stu's face.

Appearantlly the guy was a big practical joker and would of faked his own death as a lark."

Maria said, "I thought you said that there was no family?"

Rebbecca said "The sister has had every child she has ever had removed by CPS as she is an unfit mother.

There is no way that CPS is going to place Denise in that situation."

Maria said "Gotcha! So if they don't find any  relatives in the next few months you will be able to adopt Denise?"

"That's  what we're hoping!" Rebbecca said.

"Well, sure hope things work out for you! Karen has been a godsend to me and Gary, We just couldn't seem to conceive.

After we got Karen I think the pressure was off, we then got our son Taylor.

When are you due?" Maria asked?

"Not for quite a while I'm only about 6 to 8 weeks along, I'm still in the first trimester. " Said Rebbecca.

Maria said "I have to go so she bent foreward and said to Denise, I will see you on Monday then!"

Denise said "Monday" and smiled.

Maria said almost forgot send an extra 2 changes of clothing and a box of pampers or what you use for here we will let you know when we need more.

As far as clothes we will wash her dirty ones and change her into the extra set we will always have the 2 extra here, on hand.

We will also be attempting to toilet train Denise as she will be starting school next year.

From personal experience, unless she has problems with her bladder like Karen.

They tried to label Karen disabled because of her lack of bladder control.

Even though we had documentation it was caused by abuse.

She also had some speech problems.

They put her in special ed.

But we're giving her mainstream school work.

To me made as much sense as shutting the barn door after your horses have ran away.

Just a word to the wise."

 

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Rebbecca and Denise went shopping.

Walmart wasn't the place for them.

There was a new full service boutique that did everything from mani pedis to hair, spa and dresses.

It was called Pampered Princess.

They started with hair cuts, shaping, washing and blow drys.

Then they got manicured and pedicured, Denise thought that the pedicure tickled and giggled the whole time.

Then they got facials and massages.

Denise wasn't to sure of this but mommy got it done and was liking it so it must be okay.

Then they got new clothes mommy got a new dress for court, if she isn't fired before hand.

Denise got some cool tennis shoes they had lights that lit up when she walked also some pants and new shirts.

Mommy got her some panties and some socks.

Then they went out for lunch of course Denise ordered a hamburger.

Mommy had a Chefs salad.

After they went home mommy changed her diaper and put her down for a nap, mommy even took a nap.

Denise fought it but lost the battle to not fall asleep.

She woke up when daddy awoke her.

She was glad to see daddy she told him about her shoes.

She saw he listened to every word she said intently.

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Denise liked her new house it was better than the last.

Now mommy didn't yell at her when she woke up wet.

She knew they didn't like her peeing in her sleep or especially in the day time, that was the worst.

That's when mommy and daddy really used to get mad at her.

They kept screaming at her about the potty, She knew how to use the potty but the truth was that loud noise it scared her enough that she peed more.

It was a scarry noise!

At night now mommy and daddy wore diapers and wet them just like her.

She didn't know what happened she would go to bed in a dry diaper and would wake up and it was wet.

She wasn't sure who was peeing her diapers at night, all she was sure of it wasn't her!

She wasn't sure but whoever it was now was peeing in mommy and daddy's diaper to.

She had an idea that it was Aunt Monica until she saw that it happened to her too.

Uncle Willy had it happen to him.

That was everybody that lived here.

She tryed to stay up for one nap one day.

She was tired and she fell asleep and that person peed her diaper.

That was a bad person, why would somebody sneak in and wet her?

Mommy used to yell at her when it happened calling her names like bedwetter.

That wasn't true her bed never got wet, there was that one time the person wet her so much she leaked into the bed, but that was only once!

Rebbecca noticed that Denise was more like her, she couldn't stay dry in her sleep to save herself.

Poor little girl here she was going on 5 and wetting her diapers in her sleep just like she did.

She had noticed that in the day time when she heard the toilet flush she peed more could the noise the toilet makes scare her?

Rebbecca remembered as a child it scared the hell, heck out of her.

Rebbecca reminded herself that if she didn't want Denise swearing like a trooper she had better censure herself..

She remembered that she would go into the toilet and one time the lid snapped close on her, for some reason she associated that as a mouth trying to bite her, eat her.

She wondered if that was it.

Rebbecca would have to do some research on line to see if some kids are just unrationally afraid of toilets, or was that just her.

She could imagine herself sitting on the toilet and the mouth biting her and swallowing her into the belly of the beast.

It may sound unrational now but when your three and four years old, unrational is your life.

Rebbecca knew that Denise would poo in the toilet.

As it flushed she would wet more....

Wet more the sound, she hated the sound!

Rebbecca patted herself on the back she really thinks that she hit the jackpot.

It's an easy fix, don't flush the dammed, dang toilet when Denise is around.

Denise felt something knocking at her back door, she needed to poop.

She went and found mommy and said "poop." mommy got her out of her pants and her diaper she sat and pooped then mommy helped her clean her bottom with the paper, and then get a dry diaper on as that one was a bit wet.

Then her pants back up she waited for Denise to leave before she flushed.

Denise could hear the toilet flush but she was a ways away from it.

It wasn't bad at all!

Mommy called her back but not into the toilet place and checked her diaper.

Mommy called her a good girl for not wetting when the toilet flushed.

Denise liked it when mommy called her a good girl, she knew she did good when mommy praised her like that.

It made her want to pee in the toilet as well now, mommy understood about the noise, and praised her for beating it.

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Monica told Rebbecca what she felt, that since Denise had came she had felt let out sexually.

Don't get her wrong she was more than happy with Willy but she needed something that only another woman could do for her.

Monica wasn't mad she just felt left out was all.

Rebbecca appologised for "Neglecting her but since Denise was sleeping right there in the room, she just could imagine her waking up and catching the two woman in a compromising position with their tongues at each others vaginas and both of them soaked in female secretions as they were both over productive in that area."

Monica got the metal image in her brain and laughed, "I can see your point. 

What about you and  Stu she asked?"

"We haven't had Real sex since Denise came into our lives almost a week ago!" Rebbecca admited. 

Monica asked "Does she know you are a bedwetter yet!"

Rebbecca said "She does know that yes, she saw my diaper the other day and her comment was Mommy wet!

She was correct I was soaked!"

"I wonder if she knows I wet my bed?" Monica asked?

"I wouldn't know Rebbecca said, I don't know if she has seen you in a wet diaper yet or not."

Monica said she hasn't yet, as far as I know.

Has she seen Stu yet being wet?"

"Yeah she has but hasn't said anything to him about wetting his bed, just me!" Rebbecca said.

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They took Denise too the Zoo on Saturday, for some reason the big cats and the Rhinos as well as the Giraffes with the long necks fascinated her.

The male  lion was roaring today and you could here it all over the zoo.

Monica and Willy went along with Stu and Rebbecca. Monica had fun with Denise she hinted to Willy that she wanted one or a dozen just like Denise.

Willy would of loved to give her one maybe two, remotely three, but never a dozen.

There was a train that drove thoughout the park.

Denise loved it, Rebbecca discovered that Denise would of rather rode that than walking and looking  at the animals. they had little wagons that you could rent that were fashioned after the train cars.

They rented one for Denise.

Rebbecca got tired and sat in it to rest her legs.

Denise did her darn darndest to pull Rebbecca in the wagon.

She said, "Your turn mommy!"

Since it was a busy Saturday they all wore diapers and would take turns taking Denise to the family restroom and changing her, as well as themselves.

One mother that happened to be behind them complained that Denise looked to old to be in diapers still.

Rebbecca said "Lady cut the girl some slack would you, she was in a crash less than a week ago where her parents were killed!

She is showing her displeasure at that prospect by reverting to wetting herself."

The lady softened some.

"But she looks so much like you?"

Rebbecca laid it on thick well it was my twin sister that was killed, my husband lost his twin also.

Twins married twins."

"Where did this happen at the lady asked?"

We were following them from Vegas and some teens in a car had been out partying decided to pass when they shouldn't and they were in front of us when it happened."

"I heard about that crash the lady said, 5 people were killed. So tragic!"

"This girl survived, Rebbecca said, but since she started wetting herself again.

The psychologist feels it's her way of grieving.  

We just started diapering her again." 

Soon the lady was appologised for her comments about and said "I sure hope she gets better!"

Rebbecca decided to make her feel even more like a heel. "Well usually the females in our family suffer setbacks in the bladder department at about puberty.

To prove this Rebbecca fashed her a glimpse of her own diaper.

Me and my Cousin Monica here are diapered because we have to be.

We hold out hope as it sometimes skips a generation.

My mother and her mother were skipped but our grandmother wasn't.

So if she doesn't stop wetting herself we will never know if it's from the trauma or the family curse."

"I'm so very sorry for your loss!

Both ways.

After they got into the toilet, Monica began to giggle and said, "Your mean!"

"The bitch deserved it!" Rebbecca said.

Denise saw Monica's wet diaper and smiled and pointed at her wet diaper. "Aunt Monica wet too!

That's right kiddo Monica said I'm wet too!"

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After everybody was changed they met the boys for lunch.

At this kiosk they sold $6 hamburgers that at McDonald you could get for a buck.

They had where you could do your own fixings like relish, mustard, catsup, or mayo, even onions and jalapeños, this is Arizona after all.

Stu noticed that Rebbecca put mayo and she about cleaned them out of onions, her burger was covered in them. Stu joked, "You like a little hamburger with your onions?"

Rebbecca said "They just sound good today."

Stu added "Don't expect me to be kissing you anytime today."

Rebbecca retorted back, "That's okay because I know you love me!"

Stu and Monica just stared as Rebbecca dove into her burger and onions.

They went into an exhibit after lunch that was an enclosure of Squirrel Monkeys that would come out and look at you then dart back into the trees.

Denise had one kind of take a shine to her he got within about a foot of her then retracted to the trees again.

He or she did this about three or four times.

The people working said "That for him to do that was out of his character, usually he was more shy than that."

After leaving the enclosure they encouraged everybody to wash their hands to prevent illnesses.

Rebbecca began to complain about heartburn.

She said that "The hamburger didn't agree with her."

Stu assured her "It was the onions, and he told her to wait until the winds catch up to her."

She asked "What winds?"

Stu informed her "That onions usually cause bad gas.

You will be creating noxious smells from both ends of your digestive tract.

Bad breath going in and gas when it comes out."

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Sunday they went to church, Stu even enjoyed the service.

Monica went it was the first time she had been in church since she was a teenager.

When she discovered her bisexual side she found that she was somewhat shunned by most religions.

This time she was accepted, they said the sin isn't in the attraction to the same sex or opposite sex.

The sin is in the sexual act itself.

It didn't matter if it was male and female or female and female or male and male that was the sin.

She could understand that they told her that sex was for procreation.

Well she felt accepted either way, she wasn't about to tell them that her and Rebbecca were lovers and her and Willy were also.

That Stu and Rebbecca and her were all partners.

Denise liked going to church she felt comfortable there, her parents had taken her since she was a baby.

Sunday night came and Rebbecca was in kind of an upset mood, she was taking everything as an affront to her.

Stu got her away from everybody and asked her "What the hell was wrong with her?"

She didn't want to admit it but but she dreaded going back to work in the morning.

After 3 weeks off and what a great three weeks they were, she had the best visit home ever!

Her mom was even bearable.

She inherited the family farm.

She had always hoped this would of happened.

She was hoping that it would of been before she left for college!

She really didn't want to leave home.

You know the safety and comfort of being home!

Also her bedwetting was a problem.

She couldn't see herself living at the dorms.

That was why she went to the University of Utah, her Aunt  was convinient.

She wanted to go to Brigham Young University, they all decided that with her bedwetting U of U was safer because of her Aunt.

Then on the way home they became foster parents to Denise.

She felt privileged just to have Denise call her mommy!

She would love to spend every waking hour with her, but tomorrow Denise would be dropped off at her day care and she would return to Snedly and Son.

Needless to say she wasn't looking foreward to it.

That's why she was being such a bitch!

Stu had to admit he kind of knew this was the problem!

Last week he felt the same, but he didn't take it out on everybody else.

Denise came and crawled in Rebbecca's lap.

She asked "Mommy sad?

Was Denise bad?"

Rebbecca realized that she had somehow hurt Denise's feelings being the bitch she sometimes is.

Denise gave her some puppy dog eyes!

 How could she resist that face and Rebbecca said "No baby your an Angel!

You did nothing wrong!"

"Denise kind of relaxed a bit, Rebbecca felt it happen.

Rebbecca began kissing Denise all over her face.

Stu had to admit he had a secret weapon now for when Rebbecca was in one of her moods!

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At 0530 the alarm did it's thing and began with a beep that got louder and louder, soon Rebbecca awoke and her first thought was to throw the damn thing against the wall and  watch it shatter in a millon peices!

Then she thought I was the idiot who set for this dammed early.  

She got up and felt her diaper sag as she stood from the amount of urine she had deposited into it while she was asleep.

Stu was awake and was watching her, Denise also, she walked to the bathroom and then pulled the bloated diaper off her hips along with her plastic panties and turned the shower at the right temperature she liked, hot but not scalding and she rinsed the cloth diaper out until the water  came out so it wasn't tinged yelow.

She then wrang the excess water out and put it outside the shower then rinsed the plastic panties out and then shook them vigorously to get the water out to join the garment it had covered just moments before, outside the shower also.

She then grabbed her body wash and began to scrub her female area to rid it of any vestiges of stale urine.

She saw where the elastics from her plastic panties had encircled her legs for the last 8 1/2 hours, and had left the imprint on the skin of her upper legs, to show her they had contained everything that she dished out in them last night.

After her shower Stu came and followed her into the shower, he grumbled about if she had used all the hot water, he had his own cloth and plastic pants to rinse out.

Denise saw mommy come back in and begin dressing, for the day.

She knew that soon she would have to leave the warmth of her warm bed, and then she would be fed breakfast she hoped it was oatmeal today.

She wanted oatmeal.

Then she would get her bath and her diaper changed.

Then a clean diaper and then dressed for the day, then?

She didn't know what mommy had planned for her today, Mommy looked good in her dress and was doing her own hair then she painted her face up.

She was still mommy but looked different.

Denise was taken to the kitchen, not oatmeal, but the brown things with holes in the middle, on tv they had the bee that told about their product, honey was the comercial, they were round O's.

Denise couldn't quite remember what they were called.

After breakfast daddy gave her a bath, she knew daddy didn't often take tiime to wash her it was usually mommy because daddy left and mommy stayed home with her.

She was sure that they were going someplace special the way that mommy was dressed and painted herself.

In another part of the house Monica was in her shower washing out her diapers and plastic panties out.

At least her and Rebbecca would be riding into work together after they drop Denise off her day care center.

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Stu and Rebbecca and Aunt Monica all took Denise to daycare for the first day.

Denise found some other kids to play with.

And seemed to be enjoying herself.

Maria said "She really seems like a happy kid even though she just lost her parents.

Stu said "I think she really sees us as her parents she's called Rebbecca mommy since day one, it took her a couple of days for her to call me daddy."

Maria said "For our daughter Karen she attached herself to my husband Gary before she ever did me.

I was jealous to say the least!

She still is attached to my husband more than I, but I've gained ground especially after the night of the storm."

"What night was that Stu asked?"

"We had that bad storm about a year ago.

Karen snuck out and was going to her cousins house about a block away, and the winds brought the dust storm in, she got disoriented, and then it dumped rain she was soaked. then the rain turned to hailstones, she got a cut on her shoulder that needed stitches.

The temperature dropped and she got hpothermic.

I brought her in when I found her and put her in the tub and gradually warmed her then we took her to the hospital.

They kept her because of the hypothermia.

I was ready to yell scream and spank her for the worry.

My husband said let it go.

It worked we've been closer since."

Maria asked "If they brought an extra two changes of clothing for Denine and extra diapers."

Rebbecca said "Yes, they are in her backpack!" That she gave to Maria.

"Okay then while she is playing with the other kids why don't you three skidaddle before she figures your gone.

It's for the best."

They left before Denise figured out they were gone.

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Denise was having so much fun playing with the other kids she hadn't noticed that mommy, daddy, and Aunt Monica were gone.

She even realized that they had left but it was okay she was playing with a boy named Jordan and another girl named Olive.

They were getting on well.

They told her basically watch out for a boy named Martin he was mean and was a bully he liked picking on other kids.

Especially like us the ones in diapers still.

Martin was a very naughty boy he kicked Mrs Walker one of the ladies that works her in the leg and it turned purple.

Everybody knew you didn't hurt the teachers!

They were mostly nice but Miss McKee was a bad one, she hit a  kid in the stomach because he wet himself during nap time.

He wasn't diapered like us.

She made him wear a diaper and he took it off, he didn't want to wear it.

He told he he wasn't going to wear it and she hit him in the stomach, he couldn't breathe for about a minute.

Now when she asked if he's diapered, he knows she is going to put one on him, even though he normally doesn't wear one.

He doesn't want to make her mad, he's scared of her now.

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Rebbecca couldn't just seem to get back in the flow, she really resented having to come back.

The good thing was her coworkers they were all glad to see her when they asked "What was new?"

Boy did she have news to tell them!

Even though she wasn't legally Denise's mother yet she was so proud of her.

Her coworkers were shocked when she told them she had a daughter.

They knew that it was still kind of early to tell what she was having.

When they found out Denise was 4 years old and for now a foster child only, then when they were told of the circumstances behind how they ended up with Denise and that if no family members were found that they wanted to adopt her.

That from the picture Denise looked as though she could be the child of Rebbecca and Stu.

That was uncanny.

Today they were in a planning session for one of Rebbecca's coworkers, she had court in a few days and strategies were discussed.

Normally it was Rebbecca that had some of the best ideas, today it felt like her brain was stuck in neutral.

She was there but didn't have much to say.

All she was focused on was Denice.

Right now she felt guilty for dropping her off at the day care center, did she cry when she discovered that mommy and daddy were gone?

Did she make some little friends?

Would the other kids like her?

These were just 3 of the million questions she asked her self.

She was really deep in thought when she realized Young Mr. Snedly was talking to her, asking a her a question.

Rebbecca said "Sorry I was deep in thought! What did you ask?"

Young Mr. Snedly said "We could learn a few things I could tell she was thinking up a storm about how to proceed with this case."

Rebbecca didn't have the heart or the courage to tell him that her mind was a million miles away.

She was lucky enough to know some of the particulars about the case.

The lady had embezzled not a whole bunch of money from her company and then tryed to hide it.

If she hadn't of tryed to hide they were willing to let her go, but since she tryed to cover her tracks.

The D.A. had offered them a deal.

She said "I really think we should have accepted the deal!"

 Mr. Snedly smiled, "I agree with you that's what I recommended last week.

There isn't a way to get her off Scott Free, probation is better than prison time.

Don't you all agree."

Most of her fellow lawyers agreed.

Older Mr. Snedly asked her "To see if they would still bargain. Thank you Ms. Phelps!"

 Rebbecca was glad to walk away with her ass still intact.

Both of the Managing Partners thanked her again for the participation.

Once again Rebbecca smiled at them and knew she had dodged a bullet.

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She had actually wondered why they hadn't made a deal, like probation rather than prison was easier one you had to fight in court.

Then if found guilty for this offense their could be up to 5 or six years in prison, where on probation the person stayed out of prison and knowing most criminals couldn't make it to over a year on probation he would find himself inside before you could say Jack Robinson!

Then it would be a probation violation, nothing to do with the firm.

Her last case there was no deal offered that's why they were in court.

Either way he was looking at jail time it was his second offence, he had just gotten out about 9 months before.

He had served all 5 years of a 5 year sentence.

So he was released and 9 months later he was back at his home away from home.

Rebbecca arrived at the day care center.

When she got there there were cops there.

She asked a Lady coming out "What happened?

Are the kids okay?"

The lady shrugged her shoulders.

She wondered was Denise alright?

She ran in and cops were arresting an older lady, Rebbecca had seen her earlier.

Once when she did the tour and earlier today when she dropped Denise off.

As the cops were leading her off in cuffs the lady was letting a string of obscenities flow from her mouth that Rebbecca thought were for the cops, or at least Maria.

She later learned it was aimed at the children.

Karen had seen something and told her mother who began watching the lady.

She was observed by Maria and a coworker slap a face of a child that had dared talk back to her.

All the kid had said was "No, no, no," when the lady tryed to get the child to go to the toilet.

Maria had seen the child's face turn red, then the lady acted like she was going to slap him again and the kid recoiled! Mrs. McKee smiled.

Maria pulled out her cell phone and she immediately called the police department.

They came and the kid still had the red face on one side, this was photographed and the lady was arrested!

Maria had already printed out a flyer informing parents that an employee had been arrested for child abuse.

The person was arrested and terminated for the abuse.

Rebbecca heard "Mommy!" She saw Denise running towards her as fast as her little legs could carry her.

Denice grabbed her around the legs, she looked up into Rebbecca's face, and said "Jordan got slapped by Mrs. McKee!"

Rebbecca didn't know who Jordan was, but she was sure the ladies name was Mrs. McKee now.

She signed Denise out and Maria came out to meet with her.

"How is the Lawyer business?"

Rebbecca said "It appears better than your day."

Maria gave a small smile, "We have been noticing unexplained bruising on kids we know they play rough but this was on wrists and faces like somebody grabbed a wrist really tight, the faces we were wondering if if somebody slapped them.

Karen saw the employee grab a child by the wrist and yank him towards the toilet.

She said the kid looked scared, by the time I got there I saw the lady slap the child across the face, then acted like she was going to do it again and watched the child cower in fear.

I saw her smile and all I could think was you sadistic bitch!

I called the police and she was arrested.

I'm kind of upset I started this day care business about a little over a year ago and she has undermined everything I have worked for!

I'm kind of mad at myself because I hired her."

Rebbecca asked "Have you ever considered putting cameras up?"

"I've considered it said Maria, but I feel that it would be somewhat of a invasion of privacy against my employees."

Legally you can as long as they aren't put where you could see thing like them using the restrooms.

Maria gave Rebbecca a slight smile, this happened in the restroom we snuck up then we saw what we saw.

I am thankful that she was caught now before she really hurt a child. 

I would be up for murder and you would have to defend me! 

Maria gave a small chuckle that let Rebbecca know she wasn't joking.

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Rebbecca arrived at home with Denise.

One thing that Rebbecca was noticing was Denise was more vocal.

Just after one day with kids her own age, she had been talking and asking questions all the way since Rebbecca had picked her up.

Stu was already home and was cooking dinner.

Denise asked "Daddy what's for dinner?"

Stu got a funny look on his face, Uhm hamburgers why?"

 Denise smiled "I like hangaburgers!"

Stu smiled back "I like hangaburgers to.

Stu asked do you like fries?"

Stu already knew the answer he had never met a kid that didn't.

"Yeah!" Denise said very enthusiastically.

"I kind of figured you did." 

He saw Rebbecca and asked, "What happened at day care?

I was in dispatch, when the call came in.

Felt like the real deal."

Denise answered and said "Mrs. McKee slapped my friend Jordan in the face real hard, because he didn't want to go potty.

He didn't need to his diaper was wet already, he didn't want her to find out he already peed, she would of hit him for that.

I'm glad she didn't find out I peed to."

Monica arrived home and told her about "An accident on the I-10 on 27 Ave. that had traffic backed up from the I-17 interchange.

took her 20 minutes to go 3 miles."

Denise said "Hi Aunt Monica!" To her.

Monica said "Hello sweet pea what going on?"

"Mrs. McKee slapped Jordan because he had wet his diaper. And the cops came and arrested her.

Took her to jail!"

Monica was surprised that all of that had came out of this girl in less than two seconds.

"Ms. Maria saw her and called the police herself.

Monica looked at Rebbecca, "She talks?" She asked?"

Appearantlly Rebbecca said.

It only took one day away with kids her own age to loosen her tongue.

Monica said "I think this is the most I've heard out of her at one time, since you've gotten her!"

"I know!" Said Rebbecca.

Dinner was ready they took Denise in and Rebbecca washed her hands and Denise did the same.

Denise asked "Mommy what's going to happen to Mrs McKee?"

"Well she will be fingerprinted and then sometime she will have a court that she will have to say whether she is guilty or not guilty."

"Will she be comming back to hurt us anymore? Asked Denise?

"I don't think so baby, I think her days of working with kids is comming to an end." 

"She won't be back?" Denise asked?

"Probably not.

Maria told me she has been fired by her!

Denise said I like Ms. Maria she is nice.

'I knew she wouldn't let Mrs. McKee hurt me, but when she hit Jordan, I got scared, I thought I was next, because I was wet too.

Do you think I will ever stop peeing myself."

"We can work on that if you would like?" Rebbecca said.

"Okay, but if I don't stop at night like you, Daddy and Monica will you be mad  at me?"

Rebbecca said "If you can't even stop in the day time I wouldn't be mad at you, I love you Denise, I will love you if your 17 and still in diapers day and night! Let's go get some hamburgers and fries okay?

"Okay!" Said Denise.

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After dinner Denise began to yawn and almost fell asleep at the dinner table.

Apparently it had been a long day for her.

Starting some 13 hours ago at 0600.

It was now approaching 7 pm.

Stu got her into the tub and Rebbecca bathed her.

There was no resistance to her bathing her, nor was she much help.

She pretty much was passive, Rebbecca had to lift her arms to wash her armpits same with her hair she just sat there.

After rinsing her off and wrapping her up in a fluffy towel Stu carried her to the bedroom.

As soon as he lifted her she laid her head on his shoulder and was asleep even before they reached her room.

she was laid in her crib and the three all did different things Rebbecca got a clean diaper and some powder on her.

She also applied some desitin to her bottom she had a little rash starting, probably because she was to scared to tell anybody she was wet.

After her diaper Stu moved in with her pajamas and Monica brushed her hair.

Soon the little tyke was all snug in her own bedroom. 

The three adults retired to the master bedroom for some adult type fun.

soon the girls were going at it and Stu had inflated his implants and the fun lasted until almost midnight.

The girls got out of the bed and Stu removed the sex dampened sheets and put them in the washer.

He thought to himself That's what I get in making love to two total soakers.

He had to admit he felt lucky.

The next morning came to early as usual.

When the alarm went off Rebbecca ran to the bathroom and began to wretch.

The others could hear it also.

Monica and Stu looked at each other and said simultaneously "Morning Sickness!"

Stu went in and held her hair out of the way, even though she had nothing on her stomach she was vomiting up bile.

Stu said I'll get the munchkin ready for day care you stay here until you feel better.

Stu woke up Denise and she saw him and smiled and said "Daddy!"

Stu got her up and carried her where she sat on his arm he could definately feel the degree of wetness from her diaper, Stu kind of thought to  himself she's just a chip off the old block which is her foster mommy and daddy.

He could feel the weight of his own diaper around his groin and felt it sagging.

He was sure Rebbecca was the same as usual.

He got Denise in the tub and washed her body she was certainly a lot more helpful, this morning than she had been with Rebbecca last night.

She was even a bit playful taking a little water in her hand and splashing daddy in the face, and giggling while she did it.

Stu wiped his face and said "Oh yeah?" He took her and began to splash water at her making sure it hit her chest.

Never in her face.

She began to splash more and the giggle had turned to laughter as she kept getting Stu squarely in the face.

Rebbecca came after hearing the laughter and walked into a flooded bathroom.

"What the hell is going on she asked sternly!

Both stopped what they were doing and looked.

Your having a water fight, she paused and then said you didn't include me!" 

As she splashed them both.

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After the bathroom was cleaned up and all three party's were once again dry.

Rebbecca dressed Denise up for her day care.

After getting her dressed.

Denise said "Mommy I have to pee!"

 Rebbecca got her clothes undone including her diaper which was a waste now as the tapes were no longer good, one big problem with plastic backed diapers.

Sure enough Rebbecca heard the unmistakable sound of tinkle hitting water.

Denise had a smile a mile wide, "I peed mommy, in the toilet!"

"You sure did little one!"

She had bought her some pull ups which are easier to use than regular diapers but wouldn't hold as much.

Rebbecca broke them out and slid one up her legs.

Denice asked "What are these mommy?"

"Those are called pull ups dear when you feel like you need to go pee you can slide them down, just like mommy does and go in the toilet."

Denise asked "Do you wear Pullups?"

Rebbecca had a diffucult time just not busting out laughing right then and there!

"No I wear big girls panties in the day time.

I only wear diapers at night because I'm what most people call a bedwetter.

I only pee at night when I'm asleep. If you haven't noticed Mommy and daddy and Aunt Monica and her boyfriend Uncle Willy all wear diapers to bed and when we wake up were wet.

We wet sometime during the night."

Denise stated "Mommy I don't know when I pee at night, I wake up wet to.

In the day I can tell when I have to pee, but I don't make it to the potty much.

I want to get big girls underwear like you in the daytime.

At night I think I still will need my diaiper because I don't know when I pee, does that make me a, a, a, what you said you were."

"A bedwetter?" Rebbecca asked?

"Yeah one of those!" Denise said.

"Not yet Rebbecca said your not considered a bedwetter until your a couple of years older about 6 the experts say."

"What am I until 6 Denise asked?  Your just considered not toilet trained until then, they call you a late bloomer."

Denise seemed satisfied with the answer they got ready and Rebbecca took her to the day care.

When they arrived Maria welcomed Denice to day care. Denice was so proud she said to Maria "Guess what?"

Before Maria could even say what?

Denise blurted out "I peed in the toilet today!"

"Really," said Maria! In her most surprised voice.

"Yeah Denise said but my mommy told me I'm a late bloomer at night. I don't know when I have to pee at night yet.

I still wake up peed."

Maria had to smile at this information.

Maria repled, "That's not so bad I know a lot of people that still have that condition.

Did you know my daughter Karen still wears diapers even in the day?"

"Really?" Denise said.

"Her birth mother beat her really bad and damaged her bladder, that's a little thing inside of you that holds your pee.

hers doesn't  work very well anymore. So she wets day and night."

Denise said "That's okay my mommy told me we she is a, a, wedbetter." 

"You mean a bedwetter?" Maria asked?

"Yeah that's it!" Denise said.

"Well just don't go telling that to everyone.

I know loads of people that still wet their beds at night they can't help it."

"Who," Denise asked?

"Let's just say most of my husband's side and my brother and me!"

Denise had lost her attention as Olive and her parents arrived about that time and the conversation was over.

Rebbecca asked if the news had hurt her business any? Unfortunately we're seeing about a 15 to 20% drop from parents bringing in their kids and that is at all 5 of my campuses.

We will have to see it might mean I have to lay off a few people, I don't even want to think about it.

My husband said you can have a hundred atta boys, bit it only takes one aw crap, to wipe them all out."

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Just as they were talking to Maria, Jordan and his parents arrived.

They really didn't look happy.

They butted in and told Maria, "We almost didn't bring Jordan back here.

We thought about taking him elsewhere!

Jordan assured us that there was only one teacher here that was mean to him and she was the one you fired.

He did mention a boy named Martin was kind of a bully, watch him!

He also mentioned a girlfriend that he has here a Denise.

He wanted to come back for her, that the only reason we returned!

If you can't tell were not big fans of yours right now.

Even though Jordan insisted on coming back, we are not sure it is in his best interest at this time.

My husband and I have talked it over, we are willing to allow him to come here for now.

But if there is anymore problems, I didn't care if it's a kid gets a cold we will take Jordan out of here so fast your head will spin!"

Maria said, "Thank You for giving me another chance!"

The Spencers looked apeased for the moment, as they left.

Rebbecca said "Wow, I just never thought their would be this much backlash!"

Maria smiled, "I thought we would never see Jordan here again."

Stu had to leave he had something to deal with at work. That was very pressing.

Rebbecca knew she should leave quickly to.

today was her turn to man the phones at lunch she wasn't looking foreward to that duty either.

Monica was going to bring her in lunch.

They were going to spend the rest of lunch probably heavy petting.

It was a pity that it would be the highlight of her day until she got her girl Denise back this evening.

She used to be a woman that just wanted to have a great time at a party!

These days being Denise's mom was what defined her.

She thought, I wouldn't have it any other way now!

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Rebbecca found today to be a bit easier than her first day. Her bosses attempted to give her a case that when they tried to give it to she declined.

After they gave her the information, she recognized it as being to familiar. She asked "is the defendant named Mrs. McKee?"

The youngest of the two young Mr. Snedly said "Yes why do you ask?"

Rebbecca said "Mr. Snedly my Foster Daughter Denise goes to that day care center.

I don't think I could be objective enough to take the case. I'm not the best lawyer in this case.

I'm close to Maria Mitchell the States top witness.

My daughter also saw it happen and the first words out of her mouth was "Mommy Mrs.McKee slapped Jordon."

She was scared she was next because she had wet her diaper too. Mrs. McKee had 99% of those kids in fear.

I would like to see her fry in the electric chair for what she did!"

Mr. Snedly lightened her mood a bit by saying "I guess that's a no then." It worked Rebbecca chuckled.

"I know how you feel, he said if it had been my son or daughter I would have formed a lynch mob already."

"They have already been formed the parents are already removing their kids from Maria's campuses. 

She is having cameras put up but this happened in the bathroom where she can't put cameras up.

She is talking about putting a bathroom monitor in every facility.

This would be a person whose job would to be the second person with a staff, just so their can't be any accusations of improprieties again."

She was however given another case, a DUI involving a CEO of a local company.

An entitled rich guy that thought the laws pertained to everybody but him.

She went to him in jail.

He wanted to her to get him off Scott free.

Reading through the report it wasn't going to happen!

He blew a BAC what was concidered triple of what it was concidered DUI in Arizona.

He wanted the person he hit to fix his Mercedes-Benz that he wrecked.

It didn't matter to him that it had been his fault, he was entitled.

He calmed the arresting officer assaulted him the body cam showed that he had swung at the officer who basically backed away from him.

When all the drunk got was air he fell flat on his face breaking his nose and chipping a tooth.

All she knew was she was never going to let Denise get so she felt this entitled.

This guy drank and drank, then drank some more.

Then got behind the wheel and attempted to drive home.

He kept telling Rebbecca that he pays enough taxes to keep at least 3 cops employed here in Phoenix, They should be working for him.

It brought back what the cop at the scene of Denise's parents death had said, then I need a raise from dealing with such assholes!

Rebbecca said alright let's fight this if we go to court and if you act as fucking entitled as you do now the judges is 1. Going to take your license.

2. He's going to have you spend the next 6 months to 3 years in jail.

3. He's going to fine you up to $100,000 dollars . The guy said I make that much every two weeks so what?

If you plead guilty your going to save your licence. you might have to do some community service, and it will be closer to a $30,000 dollar fine. But you need to loose that attitude fucking right now.

The guy was taken aback a bit he wasn't used to being talked to like this, does this bitch know who I am? I run a multi billion dollar company.

I could pick up this bitch's firm and fire her ass tomorrow!

The guy said your fired, get the fuck out!

Rebbecca said fine but remember this, the more important you think you are, the jury will hate you and you will be found guilty and you will be tossed in jail with druggies, muggers and thieves, pedophiles, there you will be told what to do, when the fuck to do it.

Just like the lowly fucking drunk driver you are.

When you get out you will probably not have a drivers license, your fucking precious Mercedes-Benz will still not be fixed, because the insurance company will refuse to pay to get it fixed.

If they do your insurance will be doubled, or tripled.

The police will be watching you like a hawk, one wrong move you'll be right back in jail again.

Ask yourself this also, can your multi-billion dollar company survive without a CEO?

That's right it can't so they will hire a new one and then What the fuck are you going to do then with no job, That's right you'll become just like those you think your so much better than now!

Have a nice rest of your pathetic life! Rebbecca left then.

The guy was pissed who does that cunt think she is?

The guy was placed in general population.

He started listening to guys talk about what they had done.

One old guy sitting off in a corner looked familiar, but he didn't know any homeless people, this guy looked homeless, smelled like garbage.

Still he looked familiar.

The guy was in need of a cigarette.

He went to the cop that was on the other side of the bars and asked for a cigarette.

"There's no smoking here the cop said, you see anyone else smoking?"

The rich guy looked and nobody else had a cigarette.

The rich guy said

"Do you know who I am?

I know the Police Chief and the Mayor!"

"Great the cop said, who should I tell them called by."

"Listen asshole the rich guy said I want a fucking cigarette, now!

You work for me understand?

I pay your wages."

 The cop said "Then I need a raise sir, the pay isn't enough to deal with assholes like you?"

The rich guy began yelling obsenities at the cop who didn't flinch a bit.

The rich guy heard laughter from behind him, he looked it was the old homeless guy, that smelled like garbage.

"What the fuck you laughing at old man?"

The guy chuckled even harder.

"What's the matter Perry you don't recognize me?"

The guy said "How do you know my name is Perry?"

"I know your name is Perry Kinghorn, your the CEO of Creighton Corp.

Don't you rembered the guy you replaced?"

"Yeah his name was Barry Michelson.

He got arrested and... Recognition registered Barry Michelson was the homeless guy.

What the fuck happened Barry?"

"When I was arrested I was just as cocky as you are I demanded things like cigarettes, fired the only one that could help me, a lawyer just like you just fired yours.

I thought I was so much better than everybody else, just like you!

I told the judge that he couldn't judge me because I was better than he was.

Let me tell you that went over like a turd in a puchbowl.

After I was canned and you took over the drugs and alcohol became my best friends just like they will with you, oh I told myself I can handle them I'm better than that.

Next thing I knew I'd lost my house, money, everything! I became the homeless person that sleeps near a dumpster because I thought I was untouchable, just like you.

I found out none of us are bullet proof."

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Rebbecca returned to her bosses with the news that "She hadn't been retained.

She explained that what the guy wanted was unreasonable. He wanted off no charges, He wanted the  guy he hit to fix his car.

He wanted the cop who arrested him fired, because as he swung at him and he moved and in his inebriated state fell flat on his face breaking his nose and chipping some teeth, he wanted an apology from everyone involved.

This man felt he was gods gift to society!

The fines didn't deter him, that he could recoup in a week.

Just the threat of spending some time behind bars bothered him.

He wanted for us to make that go away.

The man wasn't the least bit concerned for others, this just seemed a big inconvenience to him."

Mr. Snedly Junior, said, "He wants you back now, he had some kind of an epiphany after you left.

He Is Willing To Work With you, and do anything you ask of him."

Rebbecca asked "Did someone do an exorcism on him?

She said okay I will go back but if this is some kind of bullshit, I'm walking again.

The guy has to meet me half way."

Rebbecca returned, the guy actually seemed remorseful this time.

She had him plead guilty and got him released on bail.

His trial was set for about 3 weeks away.  

He actually apologized to Rebbecca for treating her bad the first time.

She said "Can I ask why the big change?

The guy smiled and said, I now know how Ebenezer Scrooge felt.

I met a man from my past in jail.

I kind of patterned my life after his, he was more arrogant than I was.

He's a homeless bum now, living on the streets.

He was arrested for trespassing, going through a stores dumpster looking for food.

If I had continued my course thinking I was so much more important than everybody else, let's just say I saw my future."

Rebbecca thought there is now hope for humanity!

She got into her car and drove back to the firm.

She turned the radio on and began to sing along with the radio.

Her thoughts turned to Denise, Stu and Monica.

They were her family now.

She was feeling privileged to have them in her life now.

Rebbecca realized that this was the way a family was supposed to be, Eunice tryed to be a mom but failed miserably.

Her father was the loving one in her life, he had been dad and mom to her, she had learned her life values from him.

She was lucky that he had set the example, how to treat others the way you would like to be treated, The Golden Rule.

Even now her mother Eunice was going senile, the though of a home for Eunice was out of the question, she had her home.

She had never realized it until lately, her dad was as honest as the day was long.

He never needed people like herself to draw up contracts and things like that.

To her dad, his handshake was as good as his signature.

Her cell phone rang, usually when she was driving she usually didn't answer it.

This call was a 520 number outside of phoenix and the ID said State of Arizona.

She answered it.

It was Anna from CPS, the first words were "Great news, we found an old cousin of Denice's grandma in Wisconsin."

Rebbecca thought how is that good news?

Denice will be moved to Wisconsin.

Anna went on "The lady is in her 80's, she doesn't feel up to raising a 4 year old and has legally waved the rights to Denice.

Do you guys still want to adopt?"

Rebbecca had a smile on her face and asked, "Is the Pope Catholic?"

Anna played coy and said, "I think so!

Denice has cleared one hurdle in becoming yours."

Rebbecca thought that life was getting so much better for her and Stu, she was also a belief that when things are going great there is a hiccup just around the corner!

Rebbecca wasn't sure what it was but she just could feel that hiccup coming.

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When she returned to Snedly and Sons, her bosses were happy the guy that she was defending had already payed up front for his fees.

Since he was rich and had deep pockets.

His fee was $100,000.

Since Rebbecca was his lawyer she was entitled to 20% or $20,000.

Not bad for a few days work.

She still had to represent him during the penalty phase.

Since the guy had been humbled, she could probably get him a better deal now than if he was an arrogant son of a bitch!

After work she stopped off at Popeyes for chicken and macaroni and cheese, biscuits.

She also had them throw in a few extra legs, for Denise, and her.

When it came to chicken she was still a kid at heart.

Drumsticks were the best.

She arrived home and Monica and Stu were already there, as Stu had already picked up Denise.

She Brought The chicken in and Denise came at full speed and wrapped her arms around her legs in a hug.

"I love you mommy!" she said as she was giving the hug.

"Where are daddy and Aunt Monica?" Rebbecca asked?

"Wivingwoom. 

Denise replied watching TV."

Rebbecca entered and the two were talking and as soon as they saw Rebbecca it went quiet.

Rebbecca just knew that they were talking about her but she didn't know what they had been saying.

They both looked guilty, but of what she though?

She said "I have dinner are you two hungry?"

After dinner Rebbecca told Stu "We need to talk!"

Stu got a guilty look on his face again.

What the hell is going on she thought, are those two having sex behind my back?

Stu wouldn't need to be sneaky,  he knows I brought Monica here for my own satisfaction.

What's good for the goose is sauce for the gander.

They went to Rebbecca's office.

"Well the reason that we need to talk is I got a call from Anna today, she decided to tease him, They found an aunt of Denise's grandmother in Wisconsin.

Stu just felt like he had been kicked in the stomach, for being a tough guy, he felt like wanted to cry, he loved that little girl, he wasn't ready to give her up.

Rebbecca saw the sad look he got on his face.

She knew he wanted her as much as she did.

She continued, The lady is in her 80's and doesn't feel like she could handle a 4 year old, she signed a waver, Denise is able to be adopted now, by us if we want."

Stu said "We want, we want!"

The twinkle had returned to his eye as well as the smile on his face.

"What's the next step." He asked her?

"I guess we file a motion with the courts," Rebbecca said.

"How fast can we file? Stu asked?

Is yesterday soon enough?"

Rebbecca had to laugh at his enthusiasm. To tell the truth she felt the same way.

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Rebbecca called the CPS number and as she explaining the situation "That she wanted the forms for adoption." 

At first the lady was asking if Rebbecca was wanting to return the foster child?

"No just opposite Rebbecca was saying.

We want to adopt her."

"Then the lady said that we just don't allow people to adopt foster children, we have to go through legal channels to sever the parents rights.

Rebbecca was losing her patience with this lady.

"No you don't understand she is an orphan Rebbecca said.

"Well in that case then we would have to do a check to find the nearest living relative." 

Rebbecca said "Ma'am that's already been done.

Her Great Aunt that they found is 89 years old and doesn't feel up to a 4 year old moving in with her."

"Do you want to adopt her?"

Dammit Rebbecca thought why did I get the most stupidest woman in the Child Protective Services Agency?

"Yes that is exactly what we want. I'm calling to get the paperwork for adoption."

"Oh the lady said, why didn't you say that in the first place?"

Rebbecca bit her tongue, "I thought I had."

The lady took Rebbecca's information.

She told her "That the forms would be mailed out tomorrow.

The lady said good luck with the adoption."

Rebbecca said "One step closer to Stu, Monica, and  Denise. 

The chicken didn't set well on Rebbecca's stomach she felt positively ill.

Stu, Monica, and Denise were fine. She actually thought she was getting food poisoning.

The phone rang and it was Stu's mother checking to see how they were doing,

"She hadn't heard from her in a couple of weeks and was wondering if they were good.

"Yes were good Stu told her, the last time he had talked to his mother was to inform her about them getting Denise.

She asked about Rebbecca and he told her about her possible food poisoning.

His mother asked, She's pregnant right?

Yes said Stu.

His mother chuckled, Don't let the fact that they call it Morning Sickness fool you it can hit you any time of day.

You used to wait until bedtime, to make me sick, that's how I just knew you were going to be a boy, your sisters were an afternoon and morning respectfully."

Stu had two sisters, he was the only boy.

"You gave me a few sleepless nights.

I was up most of the night dry heaving.

Morning Sickness is a misnomer!"

Stu was relieved glad it wasn't food poisoning at least.

He liked Popeyes Chicken also.

Stu took Rebbecca aside into the bedroom.

He diapered her early as when she was wretching, she tended to lose urine, wet herself if you will.

She had the flu a few years back, when she first started vomiting.

She wet a very expensive pair of undies, Stu changed her into disposable.

She was either wetting or pooping a diaper for a couple of days.

When she was at her worst she was vomiting so hard she was pooping and wetting both.

She couldn't control either.

Of course when she did Stu heard about it, she would start to cry, did he mention she hates leaks, she also hates wetting herself when it isn't done in fun.

Pooping herself is even worse than a leak!

Rebbecca was done by about 10:30 pm and Stu dressed her for bed and she was asleep within minutes, it took a toll on her body wearing her out.

After she was out cold Stu went and found Monica, to finish what they had been doing before Rebbecca had returned from work.

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Monica said "Yes I think we can pull it off, Rebbecca doesn't suspect a thing!"

"I know she's clueless, Stu said. I think it's a great idea, Stu added."

"So do I Monica said, a baby shower for an adoption of a 4 year old girl it's genius!"

"We know she loves Denise but who doesn't. 

Well have to wait until the hearing that will give you two the rights to adopt Denise."

Yeah I know said Stu, people think we're doing Denise a favor, but I'm not all that sure that she isn't helping us out herself."

"Monica said you know Rebbecca is my best friend, but since Denise came into your lives my love life with you two has suffered greatly, I guess what I'm saying is that damned, I'm horney and lonely.

I'm kind of envious of Denise, she gets all of Rebbecca's attention."

"Stu said you know we still love you but if they find out that we participated in a alternative sexual lifestyles like we had before, they could remove Denice.

They want vanilla were giving it to them, besides I'm sure Willy Wilde would love to scratch any itches you might have."

"Monica smiled, no offense but he puts you to shame in the well hung department. I like them big ya know."

Stu joked, "Well I tryed!"

Monica's smile turned to a chuckle.

"That's the reason I like you guys so much, Willy is so serious sometimes, Monica said.

Stu said well after the adoption becomes official we can invite you back into our bed, until then your still one of the family and are welcome to stay here." Stu gave Monica a hug.

From the doorway Denise said "Daddy why are you hugging Aunt Monica?"

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"Just because we're happy daddy said we are planning on doing something good for your mother, something we want to keep a secret.

In a way it's something good for you to so we can't tell you either!"

Denise pouted a bit, she still wanted a surprise, just as long as it wasn't something that made a lot of noise, she didn't like surprises that made a bang or yelled anything like that.

She liked surprises like when she got toys, she remembered she had something called a birthday a while back, everybody, Mommy daddy and grandma.

Yelled surprise at her she didn't like the noise at first but then she got some clothes and some toys.

She liked the toys better than the clothes.

She asked daddy "Can I have a drink of water, she never used to get drinks because mommy said they made her pee the bed.

She had never peed the bed, her diapers stopped the pee from getting the bed peed.

Daddy got her a drink, she found that she wasn't as thirsty as she thought.

Just a couple of swollows, and she was happy.

Her mommy wouldn't give her drinks after dinner, she told her it made her pee  the bed.

Denise couldn't understand it, she peed at night whether she had water or not.

Her diapers were wet every morning, just like her mommy, daddy, and Aunt Monica. They didn't stop themselves from a drink after dinner.

It wouldn't  of been fair, they tell her she can't drink because it makes her pee, when they drink it makes them pee, but it's okay for them and not her?

Her mommy and daddy have been different since grandma left.

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Stu tucked Denise back into bed and since he was in a daddy mode he made sure Monica was snug for the night.

She gave him a kiss on his cheek.

In his own room he found Rebbecca uncovered, he retucked her.

He then went to bed on his own.

Some time durine the night he thought he heard a childs cry.

He went to Denise's room she was asleep but had leaked, hopefully she didn't turn out like her mother, Rebbecca hated leaks, after changing her bedsheets, her clothes and diapers she was fresh as a daisy, he did find out why she leaked.

A tape failed and left her left hip unprotected, with nothing to stop the flow while she wet.

Denise never awoke while he was changing her.

After he was done he heard the cry again, he left Denise better off than he found her.

The noise was from Monica's room he checked on her she was crying in her sleep.

He sat by her bed and took her hand and this seemed to help alot.

She was shivering from fear she was having a nightmare.

He heard a hiss and saw Monica's diaper change from slightly damp to soaked.

What the hell he thought am I going to be changing soaked diapers all night.

Once again he was quiet enough to change Monica's diaper. What ever the reason was she seemed calmer now.

The nightmare had passed.

Rebbecca wasn't in much better shape diaper wise than Denise and Monica had been, she was soaked and he could feel a little dampness strating to come out. 10 minutes later Rebbecca was changed.

He hadn't been as lucky with her as he had been with the other two.

Rebbecca woke up.

She watched him cleaning, powdering, and putting a clean diaper on her.

She found this to be sexy that Stu her husband was treating her somewhat babyish and chaging a wet soaked diaper. She wondered if he was wet so she could return the favor.

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Rebbecca was changing Stu.

She knew where he kept his saline and during the change made his penis expand.

She then went down on him sucking hard enough to make him feel crosseyed.

He was enjoying it.

She moved her diaper to the side and mounted him.

Her diaper was already getting wet but she wasn't wetting it with urine.

Stu loved having sex with his wife.

For her being almost a virgin when they first married, she had became a sexual deviant since.

She like it hard, wet, and deep.

They heard "Mommy" from the door. If you've ever been a parent you know that an interruption like this is a sexual murderer.

Neither party felt like continuing after Denise was taken care of. They looked at each other and busted out laughing. Stu said "It's only going to get worse after you have this baby!"

He touched her belly that was just beginning to grow.

Rebbecca said "Just imagine us with two coitus interruptions."

 The giggling was renewed.

"It was a good thing we didn't have Monica with us tonight, how would we explain the three of us?" Asked Rebbecca?

Stu said "Family relations?" Which got Rebbecca laughing so hard she wet herself.

The next day Stu had two reports come in at the same time one was a call for gunshots at a mall.

The other was a domestic disturbance.

To Stu the gunshots at the mall just didn't ring true.

But the domestic disturbance did.

He was about ready to have more officers sent to the disturbance than the gunshots.

His boss overrode him and had the gunshots at the mall the priority.

2 Officers were sent to the disturbance call.

30 were sent to the mall.

After about 25 minutes the Sergeant at the mall called the scene Code-4.

The two that went to the disturbance call all of the sudden yelled "Code 999 shots fired were under attack." Code 999 is police talk for Officer involved shooting.

Soon the switchboard was lit up with calls of shooting in the neighborhood of where the two Officers were last heard from.

From what they were getting it had started as a fight between two rival gang members but had escalated into a war.

When the Officers pulled up the two rival gangs had joined forces to shoot at the cops, they were pinned down and their cop car was being riddled by bullets the 30 Officers at the mall were 3 to 5 minutes away.

By the time the other officers were on scene it was to late for the original two.

They were both found dead in their patrol car.

Those 30 Officers refused to leave their 2 Officers behind and stood watch while they investigated the crime scene.

Even when their shift ended they refused to leave.

A few of the gang bangers returned and were arrested.

The Police Chief made a visit to the scene.

Not only were there 2 Officers killed but about three other gang members were shot and killed from each side.

All told 8 deaths including 2 Officers.

During the investigation it was brought up that Stu wanted to send more than two Officers but was overridden by his supervisor.

When he sent those two cops to their death.

The Asstistant Chief asked why he only dispatched two Officers.

His answer was, "Because it sounded like a bigger deal at the mall." 

He was then asked about Officer Phelps and his track record of smellng bullshit.  

"Haven't you got the memo about gangs diverting cops on bogus calls when they are getting ready to fight?"

He hadn't seen the memo yet.

The guy asked "Can't we just blame this on Phelps?"

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"We could the guy said, but to many people saw you override him.

So no we can't, you screwed up not Phelps.

As a result two Officers died!

You know Phelps wanted to send more officers.

The man can smell trouble he was going to send a few more guys to the scene where the cops died not just one but three cars six Officers.

Now if all six would of been killed it would of been his butt not yours.

Since you sent two Officers overriding him on a call that he felt needed more than two.

You sent over 30 Officers to the mall.

And by the way your in box shows the memo as opened and deleted Phelps printed his up its in dispatch for all to read.

How many years you got on the force now? The Assistant Chief asked?"

The Dispatch Supervisor said "27 years."

"Well you better think about retiring before the doo, doo hits the fan!"

Rebbecca was beginning to feel like an outcast.

Her coworkers were all abuzz, then went silent when they seen her.

She was feeling that they knew more about her than was meeting the eye, did they know something.

Was she getting fired?

Shit not now, they were just getting ready to adopt Denise.

It couldn't come at a worse time.

They would be good for a while.

At least she would get  a severance package.

Mr. The world owes me a living, and I'm entitled.

Must of bitched or something, to the Snedlys.

She was smart and a pretty damned good lawyer in her own right.

Maybe she should get the information from Maria about her brother in laws firm.

They are getting a good name for themselves for a bunch of newcomers!

Word was they came prepared ready for a fight.

Mr. Entiled, the world owes me a living.

They would of shunned away.

She had filed the papers for adoption with the courts earlier that day.

Was that the reason they were firing her, she was handling her own case alone?

At lunch she went out alone.

On the radio they talked about two cops killed while over 30 were sent on a wild goose chase to a local mall.

She prayed Stu wasn't caught up in all this.

Yeah she was having problems at her own work, but he probably even knows the Officers that were killed.

She called his cell. It went straight to voice mail, Oh no not good!

She ate at this new bistro that had just opened the food wasn't bad, she didn't feel much like eating.

Her and Stu both were having problems with their jobs on the same day.

Well they could always, move to Southern Utah and run the family farm.

She knew how conservative the town was her and Monica and Stu would be ran out of town if their was even  an inkling that they were all lovers.

Going to another firm was sounding better all the time.

Her phone rang and it was Monica she was crying and sounded upset.

She told "Rebbecca to get here as fast as she could. Rebbecca knew it they were handing out pink slips, Monica had been fired."

She paid for a meal which she hardly touched, she sped going about 2 or 3 miles over the speed limit getting back to the firm.

She was in a pissed off mood and felt it was high time the Snedlys got back into the 21st century!

She walked in the foyer almost slamming the door behind her when......

Surprise!

She felt a bit of urine escape her bladder into her panties.

It had shocked her.

There was a banner that had Welcome to the Family Denice! What the hell she thought, as her mood began to change from that of Rebbecca highly pissed off to the Rebbecca that was highly surprised!

Stu walked out with Denice and she ran to Rebbecca yelling "Mommy," and as usual almost tackled her wrapping her arms around her legs at full force.

"What's going on, Rebbecca asked?"

Monica said "Well, we decided to throw you a baby shower for your adopting a certain 4 year old."

Denise said "That's me!"

Everybody giggled.

Rebbecca was  even amused.,

She said "Yes it is," she tweeked her nose with a finger in an affectionate way.

There was food and drink and she actually had an appitite now.

There were gifts including a dress for Denise that was absolutely gorgeous.

It was purple satin.

The lady said for when she gets baptized or blessed, what ever you guys have done.

You know I'm catholic so we have our babies baptized. Rebbecca thanked her again and again for the beautiful dress.

There were nightgowns and all kinds of clothes for her including panties that she wasn't ready for yet.

Rebbecca asked whose idea was this? Stu said "It was Monica's!" 

She gave Monica a peck on the cheek and thanked her for taking the time.

About 2pm the Snedlys said well were sorry to break this up but we have a business to run.

There were a whole lot of dejected awws from the employees.

As they all sounded like a bunch of kids and their mother had just told them it was nap time.

Not the adults with law degrees that they were.

Rebbecca had to giggle as she was one of the loudest awws.

Denice was having fun Stu didn't think that there was a lap she didn't get to sit on in the whole firm even the older Mr. Snedly held her.

It was one of the first time that many had been to a baby shower where the guest of honor was in attendance.

Certainly for many where men had been invited.

They just didn't want it to end!

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Stu loaded the bounty up in his car.

Rebbecca got to take Denice home in her car.

It was a Friday and Denice saw daddy and mommy talking. Daddy came to Denice and said "We get to go out to dinner and a movie tonight!" 

Denice said "Yeah!

So Stu took Denice to a nearby McDonald's where she got the Happy Meal with chicken nuggets and fries, with yogurt. Then they got to go to the movie, it was called Finding Dory. Denice asked "Is this the same Dory from Finding Nemo?"

Stu wasn't sure but he guessed it was from the poster.

It was from the makers of Finding Nemo it was a Disney movie Pixar.

He watched Denise's eyes they were glued to the screen. Stu had as much fun watching Denise react to the movie as the movie itself.

When it got to the part where Dory finds her parents.

He could see Denice cry and she reached out and held his hand.

That did it Stu felt himself tear up, he chastised himself for letting the tears run.

He's a tough guy and tough guys don't cry at movies.

He loved this little girl and if she were to leave him now, he knew he would be crying from the loss.

Tough guy or not.

At home Rebbecca had a surprise for Monica the reason Stu took Denice out was because Rebbecca wanted to treat Monica to a good night of sex, to thank her for the baby shower they threw at work for her and Denice they had finished dinner and some grape juce no wine for Rebbecca and went to the bed and soon the sheets were soaked with each others combined fluids.

The phone rang, Rebbecca answered it it was Stu and they were on their way back.

He even took Denice out for an ice cream at Baskin Robbins she had just wanted Vanilla.

But Stu had talked her into Pralines and Cream.

Denice was glad that daddy had talked her into it.

She loved it!

Daddy even had a scoop of it.

With a Raspberry Cheesecake scoop as well.

He called mommy and told her they were on their way home.

Rebbecca got the dampened sheets in the washer and got her and Monica bathed, and Monica was diapered and ready for bed when the two arrived home.

It was only fitting Rebecca wore her out.

As soon as Denise was bathed and in bed, Monica retired to her own bed for the night.

It was only 9 pm.

She kind of mentally chastised herself she used to party way into the early hours of the morning now look at her in bed and diapered by 9pm.

What happened?

Stu was talking about his night with Rebbecca, he didn't even leave the part of him shedding a few tears out.

About how he felt at that moment.

Rebbecca couldn't help but shed a few tears herself while he related the story.

She even admitted that their lives were getting better with Denice in them and in a few months they would add one of their own.

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Stu was called into his bosses boss, office and he was informed that his boss was no longer his boss.

Stu asked "Did it have anything to do with the call where the two cops were shot the other day?"

The guy said "Frankly it had everything to do with that!

Why did you feel the mall call was bogus?

Stu said Sir if it was a gunman in a mall, don't you think we would of got more than one call?  

The domestic we got 5.

The guy had never thought about it before.

If you get more than one call odds were greater it was true 5 to 1 was not bad odds.

He over rode you for that.

I think I would tend to agree 5 to 1 works better.

Anyway the guy started to talk to Stu.

Stu listened the guy was the equivalent to a Captain.

Stu was being offered the guys position which would give him the pay equivalent to a Lieutenant.

It would also put him over not just dispatch but communications in general.

Stu at first wanted to jump at it, he thought for a moment about dispatch.

It had increased efficiency under his guidence.  

He liked where he was at.

But improving communications in general, that could be another feather in his cap.

It would mean more money, still not in Rebbecca's range but getting closer.

It would look better when they went to adopt Denise.

He would walk through glass for her.

He agreed to the promotion.

Stu was given the keys to his new office.

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Stu entered his new office.

The guy that had vacated it wasn't a person to keep things neat and tidy he had left trash and papers everywhere.

He looked at the papers some were things that belonged in people's employee files which were confidential and he left them sitting out where anybody like a janitor could see them.

Looking through them he found one on him.

It was a memo that he should be terminated, for not sending more officers to the shooting.

That SOB Stu thought he was trying blame his, excuse the term, Fuck Up on me!

Stu found the person's personnelle files and he was appalled they were just as untidy as the office was he found his and personally gave it to his new boss.

Since the guy was now his supervisor.

The guy asked "Did you read it?"

Stu answered "No, that would of been unethical.

Stu said I did notice it needs some work to file the lose odds and ends that he had hadn't bothered actually putting in his file.

Stu added it will take me a few days to repair all files they all look like this."

The guy began to thumb through Stu's file he found the memo that tried to blame Stu for his incompitance.

"Holy shit he said did you see this?"

"Yeah, said Stu he left that one on his desk.

A janitor could of seen it.

That and about 30 to 35 other memos and citations it will take me about a week to just get the damned place cleaned, fumigated and the the files straightened out.

Stu said if I find anything more concerning me I will bring it to you."

"A week, the guy asked it will take me just that long to straightened out your file!"

Stu stopped at the janitors closet he got a broom and a dust pan, mop, mop bucket full of water and cleanser, Trash bags, wood cleaner for his desk.

It took him 6 hours just to get the thrash and the debris cleaned up the mop water that had been clear when he started was now almost black.

He began to wonder when the guy last cleaned it?

When Bush Sr. was in office?

His desk had food debris some of the stains were still there they had been there so long they had petrified, and wouldn't come off.

It was a wonder the guy hadn't been fired beforehand some of the paperwork he was coming to on his desk were from people that had already retired.

He found Mrs. Beltran resignation.

She had testified at his suit when he sued the city some what 10 or 11 years ago?

My god he still had her file.

Some of the files that he had were of people that don't even work here anymore.

But they were still in his desk.

He found one from 2008.

Stu didn't even know who the guy was.

He took the records to personnel.

The lady began looking through them and asked "Where the hell did these come from?"

Stu gave her a smile, "My new desk."

"Are you the new Communications Officer?"

"Yeah said Stu why?"

"Well we've been looking for these files forever.

Mr. Thomas told us he didn't have them, he claimed he turned them in and pointed to one of my clerks,and told me to her, I fired her for incompitance.

That SOB had them all this time.

"Yeah it has taken me all day today just to get my office so I can call it an office.

There were confidential papers left on the desk for anybody to read, including my termination papers he was trying to fire me for his own incompitance."

She asked, "The two cops that were killed?"

"Yeah Stu said he tryed to blame that on me."

"Everybody knew it was him.

She said he sent all the cops on a wild goose chase and endangered the lives of others then wanted to blame you.

By the way congratulations on your promotion, I look foreward to actually working with you!" 

She gave Stu a knowing smile.

Stu went home it was a bit later than normal.

It had taken him 8 hours to just get his office, looking like an office and not a trash bin.

No wonder the guy never called Stu to his office he always came to Stu's.

Stu was by no means a neat freak, but next to that man he looked positively OCD.

He couldn't wait to tell Rebbecca and Denice and even Monica of his promotion.

He looked at his new gold badge that said Communications Officer, no longer a silver badge this one was gold.

He picked up Denise at day care and appologised for his tardiness.

Maria was there and she was talking to a guy, just from the way the guy carried himself, Stu recognized a cop.

Maria came out and saw Stu.

She introduced the guy as her brother in law Detective Lt. Benjamin Harris.

Stu had heard of him and said "You're DL127."

Benjamin looked taken aback that was indeed his call sign.

"Yes how did you know?" Benjamin asked.

"I'm sorry, Stu said until this morning I was dispatch coordinator, now I'm the Communications Officer."

"Wow, said Benjamin.

I did understand that our last one was asked to resign."

Maria asked what happened?

They had two calls one a gunman at a mall they got one call correct, Benjamin asked Stu? 

And 5 for a domestic fight he sent like 33 officers to the mall and two to the domestic.

Which turned out to be a gang war.

Two Officers were shot and killed, no back up as they were all at a bogus call at the mall.

Even I know that if there had been a gunman at the mall there would be more than one call.

He overrode the Dispatch Coordinator, Stu here and they were shot and died. 

I knew Officer Thomas, I visited his office once.

I came out feeling like I needed a shower."

Stu laughed, "The reason I was late was I've spent all day cleaning that office, I found Jackets from 2008 in there."

Maria asked "Jackets?"

Ben said "Personnel Files.

Stu said "I still haven't got to the top of my desk.

Old food that had petrified on there it's disgusting!"

Ben joked "If I was you I would coop my losses and just order a new desk."

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Stu arrived home with Denise.

Denise ran through the house going, "mommy?

Mommy?

She couldn't find Rebbecca anywhere.

She looked in Monica's room.

She wasn't in there either.

She went to Stu and said Mommy?"

Stu said "I guess she isn't home from work yet little one."

Stu was just starting dinner and was making Meatloaf, he was cutting up onions to cook in the loaf.

It was a particularly strong onion and he teared up from the smell of the onion.

Denice said "Daddy don't cry I'm sure mommy will be home soon!"

Stu gave a chuckle.

Denice came a bit close to daddy and the onion and she began to cry.

"See this onion is telling us a sad story, it's so sad it's making us cry.

Denice looked at Stu and said daddy I didn't hear the story it told, and I'm crying!

Stu got all the ingredients together and put it in a pan and popped it into the preheated oven.

He washed his hands off with soap at the sink.

He took Denice and said, "Since you didn't hear the story the onion told how about I tell you one?

 He sat down and Denise crawled into his lap.

He asked her "Have you ever heard the story of the the Three Billy Goats Gruff?

Denise shook her head no.

"No said Stu in a surprised voice!

Well I guess I should tell you it huh.

You see there were these three Billy Goats named Gruff and they were brothers and lived on the side of a hill.

Now if you don't know sometimes on some hillsides there isn't a lot of grass that grows because they have a lot of rocks.

Now just across the bridge was a whole bunch of grass called a meadow.

The problem was under that bridge lived a troll.

You know what a troll is don't you?

Denice shook her head no, she didn't know what a troll was.

A troll is a nasty creature, they are short and really ugly.

Got warts on their noses and face.

They got sharp teeth, and are really hungry all the time.

The youngest Billy goat Gruff was looking hard for grass on their rocky old hill.

He wasn't finding much because there wasn't really a whole lot.

Soon his eyes saw all that grass in the meadow, his stomach started to growl he was so hungry.  

Even getting eaten by the nasty old troll was better than starving to death.

So he started across that bridge.

Of course he awoke the troll. Trip, trap trip trap.

"Who's is that crossing my bridge?"

Said the Troll in his most horrible voice.

The littlest Billy Goat Gruff said.

"Tis I the littlest  Billy Goat Gruff going to eat some grass from that beautiful meadow right there."

By this time the trolls tummy was rumbling.

"The troll said that isn't allowed.

I'm going to come up and eat you!"

The littlest Billy Goat Gruff said, "Oh don't eat me!"

"My middle brother is comming and he's a lot bigger than I. Besides if you let me go get my fill of grass I will get bigger and then you can eat me!"

This troll decided that if he let's him eat now he will be bigger and fatter  and taste all that much more the better later.

So he let the littlest Billy Goat Gruff go eat the grass.

Soon the middle Billy Goat Gruff saw his brother eating a lot of grass.

So he follows his brother Trip Trap, Trip Trap, he began to cross  that bridge.

The troll could hear that this one was bigger for the sound it made on his bridge.

"Who dares cross my bridge?" 

The Middle Billy Goat Gruff said, "Tis I the Middle Billy Goat Gruff."

The troll said "I'm going to come up and eat you!"

"Oh please don't eat me he begged, my older brother is comming and he is much bigger than I, besides if you let me pass to join my little brother, we will both get bigger and fatter and  taste much better."

The troll thought about it and decided to allow him to pass.

Soon the troll heard TRIP TRAP, TRIP TRAP, TRIP TRAP, TRIP TRAP on his bridge.

"Who dares cross my bridge?" Said the Troll?

The Biggest Billygoat Gruff said, "Tis I the Biggest Billy Goat Gruff." The troll said "I'm going to come up to eat you as I have let your two brothers pass and I know there are no more brothers.

The Biggest Billy Goat Gruff said "Come on up then!"

The Biggest Billy Goat Gruff lowered his head and as the troll came up on the bridge he lunged forward hitting the troll with his horns, and knocking him into the river that ran under the bridge.

The troll was swept away and was never heard from again.

The Biggest Billy Goat Gruff went and joined his brothers.

There was so much grass in that meadow, that they all grew big and plump.

Stu looked somewhere during his story Denise had fallen asleep.

Rebbecca and Monica had returned home and had slipped in quietly.

Stu felt like he jumped a foot when Rebbecca said "Cute story!"

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Stu giggled and said "Got me!"

Rebbecca said "I see you bored her to death she is asleep.

Anything exciting for you to report?" She asked?

Stu smiled "Not much just got a promotion is all."

"A promotion Rebbecca said to what?"

"I'm Communications Coordinator now.

I'm the same as a Lieutenant now."

"What happened to the guy that was your supervisor?" Rebbecca asked?

"He was asked to resign." Said Stu.

Rebbecca asked "What for?"

"Remember when we watched the news and we saw that there was a report of a gunman at the mall.

Then they talked about two cops shot?"

"Yes, said Rebbecca you kind of looked pissed.

But I chalked that up to you hate seeing cops shot."

"That's part of it said Stu but I was going to send more officers to the call where the cops were shot, he overrode me and sent them to the mall we had one call for a gunman at a crowded mall and 5 for the call where the cops were shot.

There backup was over 8 miles away at a bogus call at the mall.

We were damned lucky they were the only ones killed.ⁿ

The SOB tryed to blame me, I felt the call where the cops were shot was the real deal.

When he sent all the cops to the mall, my dispatchers both knew from the way I looked that it was going to be bad.

I'm sure they know when my spider senses work to trust me he didnt. 

I spent all day just cleaning up after the slob.

He had files on workers that hadn't worked for us in over 9 years.

One he told the Records Clerk that he had returned to some new girl that she fired due to his sayso.

I think I need to take a chisel to just get the petrified catsup and Mustard stains off my desk.

He's been at that job over 12 years, today was the first time I think that office had been cleaned.

Oh the trash got dumped regularly, but swept and mopped?

Not during his tenure."

Denice was still asleep in Stu's lap he went and put a hand under her bottom to lift her off of him.

He could feel that her bottom was warm and soggy, he knew she had already wet he asked Rebbecca to get a clean diaper for her.

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Denice was still asleep and Stu finished making dinner. After it was all on the table, they woke her up.

Denise asked "Are you going to finish the story daddy?"

"I already did he said.

How about I retell the story of The Three Billy Goats Gruff after dinner after your bath and after your all tucked into bed."

"Okay" she said.

They ate and talked Stu about his promotion.

 Rebecca about her baby shower for Denise how it was a total surprise.

Other than she was getting kind of a mental complex, when she would walk into a room it would get quiet.

You know they are talking about you or really hate you when that happens." 

"Anything new with you Monica?" Stu asked?

"No nothing really, I've got a date with Willy Wilde on Friday. Don't expect me home possibly all weekend long."

"No plans then?" Stu teased her!"

"Ew you," she playfully hit his shoulder!

Denice raised her hand.

Stu had to smile, "The chair recognizes Miss Denice, but dear you don't have to raise your hand."

Denice said, "But teacher said when you want to ask a question you need to raise your hand!"

"Yes but that's at preschool this is home honey!"

"But teacher said!" Denice said.

"Well excuse me, Stu said if teacher said she should know."

In a playful way.

"What did you want to ask?" Stu said?

Denise sat there for about a second and said, "I forgot."

This brought a chuckle from the three adults seated at the table.

Stu said "When you remember let us know okay.

He also added you don't have to raise your hand because you already have and you've been recognized."

At that moment She remembered and asked daddy "Do you know any more stories like the one he told her earlier.

"Oh a few!" He said.

Denice asked "Can you tell me some more later on?"

 Stu said "It would be my pleasure to tell you stories.

That got him an approving look from the two adult females in his life.

"Yes, said Rebecca I thoroughly enjoyed hearing your story of the Brothers Gruff today. 

Maybe you could tell them to your big baby that your married to."

Stu realized that Rebecca was asking him to treat her as a baby tonight?  

"Oh yeah he said that is doable, I would love to have my two biggest girls being told a bedtime story."

 Monica asked "If it's not to much trouble could you make that three?

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Stu had all three girls bathed and diapered and in their pajamas they met in Denise's room.

Stuart started "This is called the Three Silly's Hans and Elsa were about to be married.

Hans was at Elsa's parents home for Sundays dinner.

It was suggested that Elsa go down to the cellar to draw some beer.

Else went down to the cellar and began to draw the beer.

She looked up and in the beam there was a pick ax stuck in the beam.

Now no one knew who put it up there or for how long it's been there.  

Elsa began to think, suppose Hans and I get married.

And suppose that we were to have a son or daughter and we send he or she down to the cellar to draw some beer.

While she was drawing the beer that pick ax fell and killed our child.

That would just be awful.

She forgot about the beer and it was still draining out of the spout she sat down and began to sob.

Elsa's mother was worried when her daughter hadn't returned.

She went to the celler and saw her daughter crying.

Elsa what is the problem deary?

Oh mommy suppose Hans and I had a Child and we sent him or her down to draw some beer, then suppose that dreaded pick ax up there as she pointed to the beam fell and killed our child.

That would be a very bad thing.

Her mother said your right that would be a tragedy!

She sat down and began to sob right along with her daughter.

Beer is still running out of the barrel.

Soon Elsa's father began to worry as to why his daughter and his wife hadn't returned with the beer.

He went down to the cellar to see what was taking them so long.

He found them hugging and cying.

What's going on here he asked?

His wife said supposed our Elsa and Hans married and also supposed they had children of their own and when one gets old enough, we send them down here to draw some beer and that horrible, horible pick ax falls down killing them, that would be awful soon dad sits right next to his daughter and wife and begins to sob right along with them.

Meanwhile the beer is still running all over the floor.

Hans was getting impatient.

He decided to follow the family into the celler.

He finds all three sitting in the beer that is still running everywhere, sobbing their eyes out.

The first thing he does is turn the spigot to the beer barrel off.

What is going on he asked?

His future father in law saId suppose you and our beautiful daughter were to marry, and also suppose you bless us with grandchildren and when one of them reaches an age that we send them down to the celler to draw some beer.

That pick ax could fall and kill them.

Then what a terrible, terrible thing it would be.

And all three began to cry more if possible.

Hans dragged some boxes over and stod on them and took that pick ax out of the beam.

Hans said there you are problem solved.

Soon Elsa, her mom and dad stopped crying.

"You three are just Silly! Said Hans!

Now I have to go on my journey seeking fame and fourtune.

As I go I will be coming back and marring your daughter, if I don't return it  mean I haven't found three sillys that are sillier than you.

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Hans went out walking to seek his fame and fourtune.

He had only made it about a mile or two when he encountered a lady trying to get her cow onto the roof of her thatched roof to eat the grass.

He watched for a few minutes and said why don't you cut the grass and throw it down to the cow?

The lady said why don't you mind your own business?

She got the cow up there then put the rope down the chimney and then tied it around her wrist.

Sure enough that cow fell off the roof and that lady was pulled up in the chimney just hanging there by the rope tied around her wrist.

Hans went and assisted getting her out of the chimney.

She was covered from head to foot in soot.

After he got her down and was on his way he thought to himself, that's one silly!

He waked until he got tired and he stopped at an inn for the night to get dinner and a bed to sleep in.

The inn was full so he was told he would have to share a room with three other brothers.

He was sound a sleep when just before daylight he heard a commotion in the room that awoke him.

The oldest of the three brothers had his pants on the knobs of the dresser.

He would go all the way across the room and run and then jump and try to get his legs through the legs of his trousers.

Hans asked him what he was doing?

The guy was out of breath and said brethlessly you think that they would make these trousers easier to get on.

It takes me about 2 hours every morning to get them on.

Hans said why don't you put them on the normal way like this, he put his trousers on in seconds not hours!

The guy said this was the way my dad put his on this is the way I put them on!

If it was good enough for dad it's good enough for me!

Hans went down for breakfast.

He was just getting done when the guy came down looking tired and wore out already.

Hans thought to himself that two sillys!

Hans returned to his travels and walked all day and into the night before he came to another town.

People were running around in a panic.

Hans thought that maybe the whole town was about ready to go up in flames.

He grabbed a guy running by him and asked him what was wrong?

The guy said the moon has fallen into the pond and we're trying to rescue it.

Hans looked up the moon was still up in the sky.

He watched the people with rakes and shovels and pitchforks digging in the pond.

One guy said you almost had it Otto!

Hans saw the guy with a shovel lifting the top layer of water and then watch as the water ran off his shovel to ahs of disappointment from the crowd.

Hans tryed to tell them that the moon was still up in the sky. Nobody would listen to him.

He thought well there are a lot more than three sillys.

So he returned and married Elsa.

If you didn't think they lived happily ever after then you would be a big silly also.

Stu looked all three of his baby girls were asleep.

The only problem was Denice was the only one in her own bed.

He had to move Monica and Rebbecca into their own beds. He knew his poor back would be singing in the morning he got Monica into her own bed and gave her a pacifier to suck on and she was on it right from the git go.

He tucked her in and from behind the pacifier he heard "Thank you daddy." He kissed her forehead, and was rewarded with a smile from behind the Pacifier. 

"Anytime Princess,"  he told her.

Next was Rebecca and he got her into her bed and tucked her in.

Again he kissed her this time since it was was his own lovely wife he kissed her on the lips again he was told "Thank you daddy!"

From a half asleep person he turned to get her a pacifier and as he turned she had already slipped her thumb into her mouth and a was going to town. She was defiantly in her little space.

He went and pulled the covers up on Denice again.

She also had her thumb in her mouth and was rivaling Rebecca for suckling her thumb.

Being dad he was worried that when she gets older she will need braces due to the fact she sucks her thumb.

He reminded himself don't sweat the small stuff.

He needed to get his own diapers on and take some of his med as yes his back was singing he kissed Denise on the cheek as he couldn't get to her lips with that thumb in her mouth.

"Thanks for the story daddy she was a bit more awake than her mommy and aunt and gave him a bear hug around his neck and he gave her one around her back.

Yes his back was screaming more, Denise said "I love you daddy!"

What's a little sore back compared to that?

Soon he was diapered, and had his pain meds and was sound asleep himself.

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Stu awoke the next morning his back didn't hurt as bad as he thought it would.

It was still there but it was more than a whisper but less than loud chat it was like a normal conversaion.

He was thankful it wasn't a scream.

He went to the bathtub his and Rebbecca's bathroom only had a shower, he went to the second bath that had a tub.

He turned the water on as hot as he could stand.

His idea was to soak in the hot water and hopefully loosen up his muscles.

He was sitting there just relaxed, after all it was Saturday. Denise came in and said "Daddy I got to go poop!"

He helped her get her nightgown off and her naturally saturated overight diaper and she sat on the toilet.

She was telling the truth it stank.

After she was done he had to help her wipe, then remind her to flush, then he was surprised that she crawled into the tub with him and said "Daddy it's to hot!" 

She turned on the cold water.

There goes my nice hot soak he thought.

But he didn't care he loved this little girl he helped get her bathed.

She grabbed his towel and dryed off then ran off with his towel.

He was stranded in the tub.

He had to laugh!

If that wasn't bad this was also the bathroom that Monica used she came in and dropped her wet overnight diapers and also sat on the toilet, he heard the sound as her urine escaped her body.

The real funny thing was she hadn't even noticed him in the tub yet.

He said "Hello," and she jumped about a foot and a little screech escaped her throat.

She saw him and began to laugh, once she realized who it was and there was no threat.

He asked "Could you do me a big favor and get me a towel?

Denise ran off with mine."

She said "Okay?"

But it sounded like more of a question than a statement.

He explained what happened and she got a smile on her face she went and got two towels and then climbed in the tub with Stu, "Make room for me daddy!" 

She sat with her back to him and leaned back again him as he washed her body just as he had done Denise not more than 5 minutes before.

As he was washing her up, Rebbecca came in and saw what was going on.

Stu thought he was a dead man until she proclaimed "I'm next daddy!"

Monica was done Rebecca helped her dry off then she dropped her wet overnight diapers and crawled in with her husband.

"Clean me all up daddy my pee pee needs cleaning really bad," as she looked at him with pleading eyes.

He began to scrub her body and worked his way down to her kitty and paid extra attention to it.

Soon her body spasmed in an orgasm.

She said "I still don't think I'm clean enough."

So he scrubbed her kitty again until she had another orgasm.

She kissed him and said "Thank you for my bath!"

She took his towel dryed off and took his towel.

He was still trapped in the bathroom without a towel.

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All Stu could find were hand towels he dryed off and looked like he was wearing a loincloth, he made it to his bedroom.

Rebbecca asked "What took you?"

He smiled and said "You stole my towel."

Rebbecca realized that she hadn't taken one in with her and grabbed one on her way out.

It was Stu's. "Sorry"! She said.

"But is daddy going to dress me in my diapers for the day?

You can't expect this pregnant baby to stay dry all day do you?"

She said this sounding like a toddler.

Today I have two Stu thought Rebbecca and Denice.

Stu wondered which one is going to be the biggest brat and spanked first?

For Denise there were rules, they couldn't spank her, but there were no rules like that for baby Rebbecca.

Her ass was available to be spanked!

Maybe he would spank her like he had about three or four months ago, of course she had returned the favor to him that night and he had one hell of a rash to.

Rebbecca was soon dressed to match the only other real 4 year old in the house, Denise.

Monica was on her way to have sex with Really Wild, I mean Willy Wilde.

For some reason he couldn't bring himself to just say "Willy," it was "Willy Wilde!"

To him like the two names were needed, and William Steven Wilde III Esq. sounded way to formal, stuffshirt even.

He was kind of a laid back type of guy Willy Wilde just seemed to fit.

He found Denice in her room somebody had dressed her she was telling her teddy bears and dolls the story of the Three Billy goats Gruff.

He had to watch and listen, he was grinning like the Cheshire cat the whole time.

He was loving it.

Then she noticed him and stopped.

"Oh please go on it was really good!"

Denice smiled after encouragement from daddy, she took up right where she left off.

After she was done daddy gave her a hug.

She loved her daddy now he was different, he used to not talk to her as much, it must of been since grandma left he was different, mommy was different she felt that they loved her again.

They had been mad at her when she wouldn't go potty, now they quit yelling at her and each other so much.

They were going to Vegas to get a divorce.

When the crash happened then after that everybody was happy again grandma was gone.

She didn't miss her she was mean.

When she wet herself or her bed grandma spanked her with a belt, that hurt.

Now that she was gone, she hadn't been hit with that belt, and mommy and daddy were diapered at night just like Aunt Monica.

The reason she wasn't ready to get out her diapers was because she felt safe and happy in them.

Look at mommy and daddy since they started wearing diapers at night and wetting them, they have been nicer to her.

They seemed nicer, like they didn't care that she was diapered because they were to.

They weren't mad at all anymore.

Her vocabulary didn't have the word calmer in it yet but that's the word she was trying to describe.

They took her to McDonald's for lunch again.

Some lady began to say bad things about diapers to mommy and daddy and at her age.

Daddy was calm and said something about the crash that made mean grandma go away the lady quieted down and said she was sorry, as long as she said she was sorry that made everything better.

She was having fun crawling through the tunnels and sliding down the slides.

And she had nuggets for lunch, she loved nuggets she loved fries also.

They went home and daddy put a video in called Mary Poppins.

She thought it was neat that these real people were in cartoons.

Mary Poopins was real pretty just like her mommy.

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They took her and they just went for a ride, it was getting cooler and daddy and mommy said they were going to a place called Flagstaff.

Coming into town there was a big man, a giant man that had a sign on him. Denice asked mommy "What the sign said?" 

She can't read words yet.

"It says Welcome to Lumberjack Country!"

"What does that mean?" Denise asked?

Rebecca said "Well this is Flagstaff and  it is home to Northern Arizona University and  their mascot is the Lumberjacks."

"Mommy what's a lumberjack?"

"It somebody who cuts down trees for lumber." Said  Rebbecca.

"Why do they cut down trees, are trees bad?" Asked Denise?

"No honey but you like to look at books, the paper is made from wood." Said Rebbecca

Daddy said "They also use wood to build houses like the one we live in."

"But what happend when all the wood goes away?" Asked Denice?

Stu said "When trees are cut down they, the lumber companies, plant little trees and let them grow up.

Besides they are only allowed to cut down certain trees,the sick ones and ones that aren't homes to owls and other animals."

That stopped her asking questions for about 30 seconds before she asked "Why is the sky blue?"

They took her to Sunset Crater where a big meteor hit millions of years ago.

It was a big hole in the earth.

Daddy tried to tell her "A big meteor about the size of a house hit and then it hit so hard in the ground it dug this hole."

"Okay but that was a long time ago right?

Did your daddy tell you that story because he saw it."

"Stu asked how old do you think we are?"

"About a million!" Denice said.

"Not quite Stu said dirt was invented before I was born!"

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They played in the snow, and just had fun.

They returned to Phoenix.

Stu was informed that he had two very wet girls that had very wet toushies!

Stu smiled he loved taking care of his babies, especially the older of his two babies.

She made it worth his while!

When they got home Stu took care of his actual 4 year old, she sighed she was glad to get rid of that wet diaper.

She was cleaned by her daddy and a new one was put on in its place.

Daddy left her in a tee shirt and just a diaper.

Next it was his over 20 something years old, 4 years old turn.

She also sighed when her almost ready to leak diaper was removed and daddy was cleaning her diaper area with a wipe when Denise came and saw her mommy  getting her diaper changed and was a bit shocked.

"Mommy you wear day  time diapers?"

Rebbecca was embarrassed and hid her face.

Stu said "Sometimes for long drives like going to Flagstaff she is."

"Okay Denise said what's for dinner I'm starving."

"How about chicken nuggets and Macaroni and cheese?" Asked Stu?

"Yeah!" Denise said very excitedly.

Rebbecca still somewhat in her little mode said  "Sounds delicious!"

He left his two girls dressed alike, just in tees and diapers.

He told them to "Play nice while he went and made dinner!"

The last he saw his two girls were playing with dollies together.

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During dinner Stu fed his two girls he would feed Denice and then Rebecca a spoonfull.

They both craved daddy's attention.

When he was feeding one the other would get a jealous look then they were rewarded the other looked jealous.

Stuart couldn't help but think that Rebecca was in compitition with a 4 year old for his affections.

Afterwards they watched tv. and Stu had one on one side and the other on the other side.

He had an arm around both, they didn't mind sharing him this way.

He bathed them together, they didn't mind that then.

After their bath he diapered them both and put them to bed. Denice went willingly, it was her bed time.

Rebecca tried to give Stu grief and stomped her foot saying "It wasn't her bedtime yet!"

Stu asked "Do you want a spanking?"

He could tell she was debating with herself whether or not to have one or not.

Finally she said "Alright!" and crawled into bed.

He checked on them both and found them both suckling their thumbs and both sound asleep.

He went and cleaned up the house doing the dishes and washing clothes while he watched Bones, it was kind of a gory one tonight, it wasn't appropriate for 4 year olds.

About 9:30 pm he got his diapers on and joined the ranks of toddler as that is how they make him feel sometimes, as most children the last time they wear them is when they hit 4 or 5 for him it was 8 but only at night.

His mom told him that daytime training was a breeze, if only he had been that easy at night!

Here he is again some 20 years later and it his night time underwear again.

He wondered do I have any other friends or aquantences that wear diapers at night?

He knew that his favorite linebacker in the NFL Chris Mitchell, and his fellow teammates Jeff Johnson and that new guy that got his neck almost broke by that dumbass the Raiders picked up in the draft.

Marcus somebody, he couldn't think of his name.

Maria the lady at Denise's day care is related to two of those three, she is married to one of Chris's  brothers and it was brought out that many of his family members still wet their beds and a few are incontinent day and night.

He wondered does Maria's husband still wet his bed also?

Stu drifted off to sleep but that was fleeting he had his nightmare again where Denise was in danger, this time there was a twist the guy had killed Rebecca to get to Denise.

He awoke to scared to even scream.

He was crying and he had pissed so much he had leaked.

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"Son of a ...." he caught himself before he set a bad example for his two girls.

He got his sheets off on his side and then rolled Rebecca to his side then took the sheets off her side, he got them and went and put them in the washer then got dry clean ones put them on Rebbecca's side then rolled her back, lucky for him when Rebecca slept she was almost catatonic.

He then got his side fixed now it was time to clean himself up.

He stood in the shower as he still had urine that hadn't been absored by his diaper as he pulled them down it escaped and ran down his leg.

Now he could understand why the hell Rebecca hated leaks so dammed much.

He turned on the shower and was hit with cold water before it got warm, all the more to wake my bedwetting ass up he thought.

He scrubbed his diaper area off, after removing his wet soaked diapers.

That was the most I have ever wet.

That dream scared the piss out of me, for real!

He was feeling better now that he wasn't so soaked in his own pee.

He was scared to go back to bed, he knew he didn't want to chance a repeat nightmare.

He dressed and went into work.

He had to find somebody to replace him as coordinator now that that position was vacated by him getting promoted.

He had three shift commanders to choose from, one was the lady that had the position of coordinator over him so he had to sue to get it.

It had been a few years since the law suit.

She was a good shift comander, but was she really ready for that position now.

She was First Shift Commander, Second Shift was a guy, he had passed all tests to become a patrol officer.

Third Shift also a male but he weighed like 250 pounds and 35 years old, couldn't pass the physical agility test, no way he was going to be made a patrol officer, but he had only three months on the job as shift commander.

He was going to look over their jackets.

He needed to make a decision.

Promote one from his commanders or go another rout, there was a dispatcher that reminded him of himself when he was there.

She was one smart cookie and capable of doing the job but to be moved from dispatcher to coordinator in one move?

Even he had been moved to shift leader first.

Stu realized he was just trying to get his mind off his nightmare,  it was working.

He dressed and went to his office and looked over their jackets.

He called dispatch and had Wayne come to his office.

They found him and he went to the bosses office since they had no coordinator in place, Stu was still their boss.

He talked with him and the guy was honest he didn't feel ready to be promoted to Coordinator yet maybe in a few years but for now, no.

Stu respected that.

It was getting close to shift change and Stu called the day shift leader into his office.

"Tricia how are you doing?"

"Great congratulations on your promotion!" She said.

"The reason I asked you her is because the Coordinator job is opened again.

How do you feel about doing the job this time?"

She said "Last time I took this position, and I knew I wasn't ready, I had been shift leader all of about a month or two.

I knew you were the better person for the job, I even asked why they weren't offering it to you?

I was told because your a man and I'm not.

I was in over my head, I hated the job.

Me not going to meetings with the person you replaced was my way of sabataging myself unconsciously.  

That and the fact he was a pig!

I felt unclean after coming here. 

Stu smiled he knew how she felt.

It's been almost 9 years and I don't feel like I'm not prepared this time, I can do a schedule in my sleep now.

I feel I'm ready to get out of the lead  position now.

I'm more mature now I think."

Stu said "I agree, Wayne feels he isn't ready yet and I can respect that.

Greg he wants to be patrol.

So we soon will be down 2 with you being promoted.

I don't want to influence you but do you think Wayne could be moved to days, do you think he's ready and Wendy moved to a shift lead, she is one good dispather, who else do you think could be our third?"

Tricia said "There is John from second shift he's almost 45 they won't be moving him to patrol anytime soon.

Stu smiled I agree they are the best two canidates!

The job is yours if you want it!"

"Thank You Stu I won't let you down!" Tricia Clark said! 

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Stu filed the paperwork and Tricia was his choice for the Coordinators position.

He also placed paperwork to have Wendy and John promoted to shift leads on second and third shifts respectivly, it was still up to them to take it or not but they have to decide, this was his decision, he could approve shift leads.  

Now what I got all business taken care of do I want to go back home, don another diaper and try and sleep some more?

Martin whomever he was, is a pain in the ass, and he's about 4 maybe 5 right now.

Do you think they would convict me of murder, if I start killing all Martins that are 4 or 5 years old?

He knew the answer hell yes!

This sucked there was no tangible proof that it will happen, just his dammed nightmares.

She knows one Martin right now at the day care center.

That Martin is a bully!

Stu wondered if he flashed a gold shield at him would it scare him straight?

Maybe a little threat along with that.

He sighed like I'm into scaring the poop out of 4 year olds, what if it's not that Martin?

But another one?

How dammed popular is Martin for a boy anyway?  

His phone rang he answered it.

It was Rebecca, she asked "What gives?

I woke up almost leaking and I go looking for my daddy and he's not here!" 

Baby Becka started to cry. 

"Sorry Princess I had some work to do.

I couldn't sleep so I came here took care of it.

You remember Tricia Clark don't you?"

"Yeah Rebecca said she was promoted to the coordinators job over you made a real cockup of it, why?"

Stu smiled "She's my new coordinator!"

"No shit! Rebecca said, do you feel she's ready?"

"This time yes! Stu said.

Princess I will be home in a few moments to take care of my two little girls okay?"

"Okay daddy could you bring muffmuffins and hashed browned home for breakfast daddy?"

"Sure thing kiddo l love ya!"

"Okay daddy!"

"Muffmuffins were Egg McMuffins and hashed browned were hash browns of course in toddlerese, he was getting good at deciphering toddlerese!"

He locked his office and went to McDonald's got their 2 for $3.33 got 6 total and their hash browns 3 more and two chocolate milks one white.

He knows he will not hear the end of it Rebbecca likes Coke Zero, but she doesn't need the caffeine this early.

He returned home and both girls were soaked and in definitely near the leaking point.

He took both of his wet babies into the tub and started to clean the two of course he got Denice done then worked on Rebbecca he of course cleaned her diaper area really well.

Let's just say he played with her pussy inside and out.

It kind of surprised her.

But she tried not to let Denice know, who was only three feet away,  that she had a big smile on her face.

It was a good thing the water was soapy so Denise couldn't see what was happening under there, don't get her wrong she enjoyed it immensly, she wished he had brought her to an orgasm but that would of been pushing it, instead the creep brought her right to the threshold then stopped, leaving her wanting more! More! MORE!

Then he would take care of Denice get her dressed then he would take care of her putting her in a disposable so dammed tight her hands won't fit inside for a proper orgasm, without splitting those cheap tapes.

She wanted more, she needed a release!

After she was dry from her bath Stu did take care of her and made her see stars it felt so good.

Then she was dressed in her tight diaper.

She looked at the sheet she was lucky she hadn't soaked them much only about a half dollar sized spot.

She could of sworn that there were mauve sheets on there when she went to sleep last night these were light blue.

Huh,  must of been the way the light bulbs hit them last night, in the daylight they looked different.

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Denice thought it was great that her mommy was playing with her, she missed mommy.

Mommy went to work and when she came home she worked more.

Then would spend time with daddy or Aunt Monica.

Oh she was nice to her and all but just sometimes seemed to busy for her.

Sometimes mommy would play just like a kid like her and wear diapers in the daytime just like her.

She should do it more often she seems so much happier afterwards.

Daddy told them both a story about the Goat Kids and the Wolf.

"Seems there was this mother goat and she had seven kids. She told her kids I must go to the store and get some food.

While I'm gone don't open the door, not even a bit for anyone until you know it's me.

She left and soon there was a knock on the door and they asked who it was?

The gruff voice said it is your mother and I bought a nice treat home for each of you!

The littlest kid saw the paw and said your not our mother our mother has white paws and yours are grey, your the mean old wolf and we're not going to let you in!

The wolf grumbled and ran as fast as he could to the miller's.

You know what a miller is don't you Stu asked?

No both girls shook their heads no.

A miller is somebody who grinds wheat into flour at the mill.

He grabbed the miller by the front of his shirt and threatened him that he would eat him if he didn't cover his paw in flour.

After the wolf dipped his paw in the flour he ran back to the kids home, he ran so fast his ears whistled in the wind.

He knocked on the door and said it's your mother and I'm home and have brought back a treat for each of you, they saw the white paw just like their mothers and was about to open the door when the Littlest said.

Your not our mother your that mean old wolf our mothers voice is sweet and yours is gruff.

We're not going to open the door for you.

The wolf was very mad then he got another idea.

He went to the beekeeper and threatened him to give him some honey to drink.

Then he ran back to the kids house, he ran so fast that his ears whistled in the wind then he drank the honey and knocked on the door.

The kids asked who it was the wolf said in the sweetest voice it is your mother and I have returned with a treat for each of you!  

They saw the white paw and heard the sweet voice and they only opened the door just a crack and the door burst opened and there's the wolf.

All the kids scatter the 1st hides under the bed, the 2nd hides in the cupboard, the 3rd hides under a tub, the 4th in the closet, the 5th hides in the curtins, the 6th hides under a box and the 7th and littlest one hides in the grandfather clock.

One by one the wolf find the goat kids and eats them whole. He doesn't find the one hidden in the grandfather clock, the littlest one.

A while later the mother returns home and the front door is verily standing she starts to call her kid by names.

She gets to the littlest one and he said here I am mama as he crawls out of the grandfather clock.

She asked him what had happened and he told her how the wolf had tricked them.

She and her littlest began looking for the wolf.

Soon they found him sleeping by the river,  that large meal made him tired, they saw his stomach moving as he had swallow all 6 of them whole she told her littlest to go and get her sewing basket.

He ran home and returned with the basket.

She took her scissors and cut the wolf's stomach open all her other 6 kids all came crawling out she told them to each find a rock as big as each of them were. She took the rocks and sewed them up inside the wolf's belly.

Then they went and watched what happened.

The wolf woke up and with these rocks inside him he was thirsty.

He bent over to get a drink and then those rocks shifted and he fell into the river.

With all those rocks he sank to the bottom and drowned.

The goat mother with her kids all returned to their house and fixed up the damage and live safe knowing that the wolf was gone.

And from there on they never opened the door not even a little bit!

Stu looked and smiled Denice was wide awake but Rebbecca was out like a lightbulb.

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Stu was starting to get sleepy himself.

He hadn't slept well the night before.

He laid back in his chair and Denice came and joined him. She laid on his chest and soon she was asleep as well.

Stu had to fight to stay awake he was not diapered and falling asleep could be a disaster.

Soon though Rebecca awoke and said I need a change daddy.

Between them both they were able to move Denice to the couch and he took his wife into their bedroom and changed her, he also got one on himself.

They went back out and he laid back in his chair and between them both they got Denise back on his chest again still asleep.

This time they all fell asleep again.

Stu didn't have the nightmares that plagued him the night before.

Sooner than he would have liked though he felt someone patting his cheek, it woke him up he opened his eyes and was staring into Denice's beautiful smiling face.

"Daddy I need changed."

She crawled off of him and he took her to her room and was surprised that his little girl was so wet.

It had only been 2 hours.

He thought he looked at the clock on the wall it had been six hours it was almost 3pm they had just eaten breakfast just a few hours ago it seemed but that was almost eight hours ago.

He got her changed and then ran to the kitchen and checked the roast in the crock pot it was almost done.

When he took the lid off Denise was with him and the smells hit her nose he could hear her stomach growl.  

They had missed lunch, all three had slept right through it.

He also went and woke Rebbecca up.

He was worried that his two girls wouldn't sleep tonight , they had managed to sleep the Sunday away.

He had used to do this there was a time when he had worked third shift as a patrolman.

He would sleep all through the night and then doze most of the Sunday away.

To return to third shift Sunday night only to come fall asleep on Monday morning.

He did that for about a year, he was a rookie.

Then they saw he was a decent officer he got moved to second shift, he hated it.

Second shift cut into his social life.

Somebody would invite him to a party.

He would have to say "Sorry I have to work!"

"A girl would ask him out on a date."

"Sorry I have to work!

Someone would ask did you catch a team game the other night?"

"No sorry I was at work."

He hated second shift. Then he got days he had been on days about 4 months when he was shot.

Denice asked "Daddy is dinner ready?"

"Almost he said abut 20 or 25 minutes."

"I'm hungry she said I can't wait 20 or 25 minutes that's to long! I want a happy meal!"

Stu smiled by the time he went to McDonald's and then came home with the happy meal it would of been about half an hour.

"He said how about you help me finish making dinner.

We need to make a salad and some rolls."

When he mentioned rolls her face lit up.

She loved rolls, Stu knew this.

He got the sheet pan out and the tube of rolls out he had to open then she hated when they popped open, she put them on the cookie sheet and he put them in the oven to bake.

After about 12 minutes he pulled the browned rolls out and sliced the roast and dished the potatoes and carrots out of the crock pot and made gravy out of the juices, dinner was ready. Denice got to take her rolls that were in a bowl with some hand towels wrapped around them that were used to keep them hot.

Rebbecca praised her for being a big help in the kitchen as well as Stu she beamed she loved praise!

Both Stu and Rebbecca knew that she probably didn't get a whole heck of a lot of it before coming to them.

She seemed happier now.

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Dinner was eaten and Stu bathed his two girls again and then they got diapered for bed both were tucked in and it was only about 8 pm.

Monica arrived home after her weekend with Willy Wilde, Stu noticed that she was walking funny.

And asked "About it."

She smiled and said "We didn't do anything except.... screw all weekend long I've been reamed.

She giggled of the past 48 hours I probably spent 36 of it with Willy inside of me.

I was rode hard and put away wet.

Only to do it again two hours later.

We hadn't had a diaper on between us all weekend long. His sheets were soaked thank god for his vinyl mattress protector.

I have to admit I loved it.

I think I'm becoming a nymphomaniac, I can't get enough sex. Is Rebecca still up?"

"No said Stu she's asleep she's been in little mode all weekend except when she wanted me to give her an orgasm earlier in the day."

Monica asked "How about you and I then?"

Stu said "Nothing would please me more than to scratch your crotch with my wand but I'm awfully tired, I hardly slept a wink last night had a nightmare  and awoke real early.

Can I get a rain check?"

"I don't know the whore house might be closed later!" She joked.

"Your loss."

"Thanks said Stu. Make me feel like an ingrate."

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Stu went to sleep as soon as he laid his head on the pillow he was asleep.

He awoke the next morning when his alarm went off.

He immediately noticed something was different.

His diapers weren't soaked.

He stuck his hand and felt around.

They were dry other than perspiration.

He hadn't peed in his sleep.

This was the first dry night he had since being shot almost 10 years ago.

Is this going to last or is it just a oner?

He told himself it was a fluke and he would be wet tomorrow morning.

Like someone was disappointed that he hadn't wet his bed last night and he was reassuring them that he would try harder and piss his bed tonight.

He certainly wished that he would be dry tonight.

That's one as he verbally patted himself on the back.

He needed to pee something fierce right now and he continued his journey to the toilet he was almost ready to remove his diaper when his bladder let lose, now nobody would believe that he had a dry night.

The girls in his life hadn't faired as lucky, all three woke up wet the two most related to him Rebbecca and Denice were soaked and one of them had leaked and it wasn't Rebbecca.

Denice had a wet spot under her and her nightgown was wet.

She had wet heavily last night daddy cleaned her up first then took care of the other 2 girls wettest to the dryest.

Then cleaned himself up. Before leaving for work. He drove Denise to her day care and was listening to ESPN Radio when they talked about Maria's brother in law about ran over by the same guy he had body slammed several months ago.

He tried to kill them, run them down.

He would ask Maria when he got to her day care, he really wouldn't mind meeting the three guys that Stevens guy tryed to run down.

He already knew Chris

[Drownedinp]

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While at the daycare center Stu asked about Chris and his latest run in with that Stevens guy.

"It was true he tryed to run them down in a rental car, Chris got Jeff and Marcus out of the way before getting himself to safety! Said Maria.

He was a fraction of a second to late and his calf that the guy bit before got more stitches, his bumper cut it opened and he had to be sewn up again!"

"Again! At least the dummy is behind bars.

He can't hurt them again." Said Stu.

"They are going for a hate crime as all 3 have incontinence to some degree, he hates bedwetters."

Stu said "Several years ago I had a Physical Therapist that was a Mitchell, Kathy I think it was."

"Yes she my husband's older brother's wife.

"I almost got enough courage to ask her out, once then I found out she was married to Chris's and your husband's brother, Ephraim I played football with him and Chris l dated Francis a few times.

Anyway also I was going through some major problems with my own.... I'm sure Rebbecca told you I was shot twice and it left me unable to run any length of distance."

"Maria said "Francis was shot like that she can't run hardly at all she used to love to run.

One of her husband's students attacked him broke his cheek bone.

Decide to eliminate the witnesses shot Larry in the same dang cheek, Francis threw a bottle at him cutting his cheek. He shot her in the lung."

"That was the same place I was shot Stu said."

The cops followed the blood trail found the kid who shot at them they returned fire killing him."

"I remember that Stu said I handled the dispatch call."

"The guy you met here the other day Benjamin he was the cop that was shot.

Him and his partner shot the kid." Said Maria

"I remember that his parents tryed to sue the city.

From what I hear it was pretty much a cut and dried shooting, the gun belonged to the dad.

the kids DNA matched the blood at the scene.

But still his parents insisted he was a victim. Stu said.

The kids that shot at me was a drug deal going bad, he shot at me and missed I returned fire and killed him his family was outraged because I took away their source of income, how did I expect them to live without the money that kid brought in.

No sorry that our son shot at you and you had to kill him, it was them, them, them! Anyways I'm sure Rebbecca has informed you it left me with other problems from getting shot."

Maria said "She told me, your a bedwetters now from nerve damage. You've met my daughter Karen right Stu?"

"Yes, beautiful child, Stu said you and your husband adopted her!"

"That's part of it her birth mother abused her and left her incontinent. She wears diapers all the time from nerve damage." Said Maria.

"No kidding?" Stu said.

"My bedwetting was why I was to embarrassed to ask Kathy out all those years ago"

 Maria giggled and said "Didn't you know she is a bedwetter to!"

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Rebbecca arrived at her job, she thought about the wonderful weekend she had being babied.

To bad it was Monday and back to the salt mines.

For some reason going back to work was becoming a bummer.

She found herself hating her job.

She thought to herself, Me and 3/4 of America.

Stu was the only person that she knew of that really loved his job.

Monica didn't mind her job, she told her that it beat the hell out of being unemployed!

She wished she had a better position in the firm.

She after all was an Executive Secretary.

But she was thankful for what she did have.

There were a few of her coworkers that say they love their jobs most of them were the brown nosers the ones trying to get ahead either by hook or crook.

She didn't put much stock into workplace drama.

If she could see it, she was sure her bosses could to.

She wasn't looking to become a partner or anything like that.

She was here to do her job which is fight for her clients rights, whether the evidence is overwhelming or circumstantial.

She believed in being her best.

Some called her over prepared, she tended to believe you couldn't be over overpared.

Your dealing with a person's future here, how much will the fines be, how long will they be in prison?

Your job as a lawyer was to keep those two things at a minimum.

She again thought of the fun she had playing the same age as Denice.

Denice was glad that she had a friend to play with.

It was fun to use your imagination like a 4 year old.

Denice never asked her why she was dressed the same as her all weekend long.

Chiefly,  why was she in a diaper all the time.

Denice was thinking she had fun playing with her mommy these last few days.

Mommy was dressed just like her, right down to wearing diapers, Denise thought probably to make me feel better about wearing them.

They really aren't that bad.

She thought she would love a day just where Her, mommy, daddy, Aunt Monica played like they were her age, but with everybody playing kids who would be mommy or daddy? 

Denice thought she can't wait to be older so she can be the mommy to her mommy and daddy and Aunt Monica.

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Stu arrived at the police station and went to his new office.

He had requested a new desk, well anything than what he had.

There was a new used desk in his office.

This one was at least clean.

His supervisor had left a note saying come to my office!

Stu dropped his backpack that had another pair of undies and and a pair of pants, diapers if he ever needed them.

If he was a good boy and urinated once every hour or hour and a half he wouldn't need them.

He knocked on the Captains door.

He heard "Come in."

He entered and his Captain said Stu, "What's this I hear about you showing up unannounced and doing work in the middle of the night?

He smiled I'm not angry just your not expected to do things like that.

But thank you for filling your old position, and getting two new shift leads.

Excellent choices.

Tricia Clark was one of those I figured could be up for your old job.

Moving the third shift lead to first shift and your second shift has moved to the Academy as of today.

Wendy Carlson is one I've heard a lot of good things about, another good choice!

The guy on that's the new lead on third.

I really don't know much about him, what can you tell me?"  

Stu said "He's been in dispatch for about 5 years.

He's like 46, 47 years old something like that a bit past prime for patrol.

The guy on first shift he's like 280 pounds, he's not a candidate for patrol either!"

His boss said "I like it we spend big bucks teaching these people how to be dispatchers, then Patrol steals them.

I'm tired and outraged about losing them all the time.

But I understand, Wendy would one day like to become patrol?"

Stu joked "They can't have her!

We need her worse!

This is the first I have heard of it about her wanting patrol."

His bosses grin grew "Not just patrol Motors!" Meaning Motorcycles!

"No kidding Stu said I'll do my best to talk her out of it!

She know how hard it is to get motors?

There are guys I went through the academy with still waiting to get Motors!

If they don't get it soon many will be ineligible, over 35 years old."

"You know Stu, that as Communication Lead part of your job will be to write news releases don't you, his boss asked?

If the Chief has to give a press release you will be writing those, right?"

Stu said "Yes I was aware!"

"The reason I asked is because the Chief has to make a statement to the press in about 5 days.

She wants to see you in her office in 25 minutes.

She wants to get a feel for you and for you get to feel for her, the way she talks, her mannerisms, things such as that. Please don't disappoint me.

Your predesssor was not cutting it he couldn't write for a female Chief of Police."

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Stu spent the next few days getting a sense of the new Chiefs style and then he sat down and wrote her speech.  

It was a huge success she sent a hearty thank you to Stu.

He was monitoring dispatch listening to a monitor.

A call came through that sounded like a guy was beating another prisoner in the jail.

It was for the Sheriff's Office he knew that it was the real deal and contacted the Sheriff's Office to see if they needed assistance they were asked to stage just in case, Stu knew that this was going to develop into something greater.

His spider senses were working overtime.

He called dispatch and had them stage as many officers that could be spared to Lower Buckeye where the scene was happening.

Sure enough soon the fight erupted into a riot.

There were about 300 to 350 inmates getting into the fight.

The Sherriffs Office paged out for all available Officers to respond.

They started calling for off duty Officers to respond.

So far Phoenix Officers were on the outside looking in they had the jail surrounded from the outside.

All Sheriff's Officers were on the inside dealing with the unruly mob.

It took about two hours, but they finally got control again and several of the perpetrators were hauled out.

Then the injured were cared for the worst of the bunch was a former NFL player named Stevens, he was in for attempted vehicular murder.

His face was pretty damaged he was going to be taken to the hospital.

Nobody would talk, this wasn't unusual, most knew "Snitches get Stiches!"

For your own safety you never saw snything.

Thankfully they had cameras everywhere to monitor the prisoners.

It was one thing to talk and give information freely, it was another when they came and told you what they seen and you agree as long as you didn't do it willingly.

The two that started it looked to be This Stevens guy, he attempted to throw the first punch.

He picked on the wrong guy!

The guy went by Benitez!

Jailers never even approached this guy unless they were three or four deep.

Usually he was complient.

He never usually gave them a problem.

Sometimes he was just pissed about something and you were going to need those three or four other officers just to handle him.

There was a lot of damage done to the tents and living quarters.

What really upset the inmates was that they were on lockdown.

During lockdown no mail, no phone calls, and say you were 29 days into a 30 day stretch, time stopped counting until lock down was lifted.

You could actually spend up to 40 days on a 30 day sentence.

For short timers it sucked!

Another thing for those that were looking at long prison sentences, it kept you out of court.

It was a godsend.

The Phoenix PD was released to go about their duties again. The uproar was over.

No prisoners escaped.

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Monica had a date with Willy Wilde again that night, it wasn't a marathon of sex it was just a date dinner at a nice upscale restaurant.

He picked her up and the place was very nice it was a Mexican food affair.

The Chili Relenos, we're fantastic.

Afterwards they talked and Willy brought up the fact that he would like someday to ask Monica to marry him.

She told him "That yes someday, maybe because right now she was still in a relationship with Rebbecca.

She liked to swing both ways.

Maybe one day she would settle down with a man or a woman, but for now she wasn't ready for either!"

Willy looked dejected he was hoping that she would soon want to settle down with him.

He told her "Not to wait to long he might meet another woman one day then he would be off the market himself."

Monica asked "Where will that leave me?"

"I'm not to sure, Willy said, I want children while I'm still young enough to enjoy them.

I don't want to be retiring when they are graduating high school!

I'm sure you feel the same Monica."

Monica had never thought about kids, and ages, she was always under the assumption that she would have some, but she had never made plans for them.

Since meeting Denice she has been more open to being a mother.

Her grandfather that had passed on had begged her to settle down and give him some grandkids.

She wanted to be a better mother than what her own mother had been to her.

That wasn't much of a challenge, she hadn't set the bar very high.

Even if her child was gay and a bedwetter like she was, she would love them just as much.

If Willy was the father of them, she could almost guarantee that they would be bedwetters just like the two of them.

Would that be so bad?

[Drownedinp]

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Denise was at preschool.

It was early dismissal day for Karen, Maria's daughter.

She came and said "Hi Denise how are you today?"

Denise said "I'm alright, I want to play with Martin but he pulled my hair, and told me I had bugs.

I don't have bugs.

He also called me a baby, because I still wear diapers.

I don't want to be a baby."

"If your a baby I must be one too Karen said I still wear diapers.

My mom got mad at me because I couldn't stop peeing my diapers.

She hit me so hard that I can't stop peeing now."

"Really?" Denise asked with really wide questioning eyes.

"Yep said Karen it's true!"

"Wow said Denise.

My mommy told me she was a wetter bed." Said Denise.

"You mean a bedwetter?" Karen asked?

"Yeah!" Said Denise.

Karen said "My mommy and daddy wet their beds too.

Plus most of my daddy's family.  

My cousins and my friends Including my boyfriend Charlie, and my best friend Sarah Jane.

I know lots of bedwetters."

Denise said "I only know that mommy and daddy , Aunt Monica wet their beds still." Denise added.

"My Aunt Stacy does to Karen said and she's really pretty her dad got mad at her for wetting her bed and beat her with this belt like thing and it left scars all over her back, and butt, and legs. 

Next time Martin teases you you tell him he's stupid.

He doesn't know a lot about the reasons people still wear diapers like us!" Karen said.

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Rebbecca was having a good day at work, she had been pretty much left alone by others.

She had gotten her correspondence all taken care of and a lot or that had to do with Denice and her adoption.

She had also gotten her billing up to date.

Her next court date was in a week and a half, it was the guy that thought the word owed him, just for him being in it and gracing it with his presence.

They were one step closer with Denise becoming theirs. They had court for to see if Denise could become theirs in about 2 1/2 weeks.

Denice was showing signs of toilet training she would come to Stu, or herself or Monica to have her pants or some type of clothing removed so she can go to the potty.

She was dry about 35- 50% of the time in the day time. Nighttime forget it.

It really wasn't her fault, look at her family now, her role models all are bedwetters. 2 of them have hardly ever been dry in their lifetime.

Stu had been dry then got shot, his was caused by injury.

What excuse do her and Monica have?

Sorry dear your Aunt Monica and I are adult bedwetters, we just never seen the need to stop wetting our diapers at night.

That really wasn't true, she had tried the medications.

They made her so sick, she didn't pee her bed, only because she was awake throwing up all night long.

And the alarms the only ones they woke up were her parents.

They didn't even phase her.

She wasn't sure but with the mother that Monica had she was sure they had visited their share of Urologist just as her family had.

And I bet like Rebbecca, there was no reason found for her to be wetting her bed as well other than for Monica now there was nerve damage!

For her It was just one of those things she was told.

How many poor kid was found to be just one of those things?

And like Monica's mother, started to basically abuse their kids. 

Eunice never got past the verbally abusive stage.

For Monica, it had turned physically abusive.

That's why her mother was a ward of the Nevada State Department of Corrections.

She had heard horror stories.

Maria's brother in law Chris did that commercial where the kids dad lit him on fire and told him to piss on himself to put the flames out.

Eunice was a bitch, but even she wasn't that mean, she was sure her dad wouldn't of let her get that bad to her.

He had grew up around bedwetting females.

Why is it alright to abuse a child because he or she hasn't  became like most of their peers and stopped peeing themselves at night.

She knew in her heart that she wasn't wetting her bed on purpose!

She went to sleep just as dry as they were, but sometime during the night her body decided to let out her urine.

She never remembered peeing.

But there she was a teenager that had wet just like an infant.

Wetter as her bladder was now larger.

She prayed several times as a kid that God wouldn't let her wet the bed that night.

Come morning she was just as wet as the morning before and the day before that.

That was one of the reasons she wasn't as religious as her dad.

God had never answered her prayers.

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Stu was also having a good day at work.

He was training his new shift supervisors with Tricia Clarks assistance.

Stu was glad that she hadn't take the fact that she wasn't ready several years ago to be the dispatch lead.

She was ready now.

Their new shift leaders were doing great and understood the job.

Like he had thought earlier they made the right choices.

Stu went out for lunch and decided to go to a new place that had just opened downtown.

As soon as he got there he decided he didn't like it!

The music was loud it sounded more like a disco than a restaurant.

He wanted quiet when he ate.

Right next door he went to another restaurant and this one was more his speed.

He smiled at himself and asked himself, when did I get so old?

In his younger years the trendy spot would of been right up his alley.

Not anymore!

He thought I'm almost a daddy now, with an actual toddler. He had always had Rebbecca willing to play the little part for him.

Then he got Monica also willing to be his baby girl.

Now he had Denice for real at 4 years old.

She was trying real hard not to have daytime accidents. Nighttime was different look at her family.

There wasn't a role model in the bunch as all of the adults in Denice's life were honest to goodness bedwetters.

Even himself, with the injury he received from being shot had joined the ranks of bedwetters again.

He had been older than Denise when he had stopped as a child, about 4 years older at 8 years old, he had wet his bed up until that time.

Rebbecca was still suffering from Primary Enurisis.

Monica had stopped for like 4 months before getting hurt on her bike  by a hit and run driver.

Neither had ever been dry for more than a day since.

It had been 20 years for him.

His doctor and Monica's still referred to it as Secondary Enurisis due to Structural Trauma.

A medical way of saying they wet their beds due to an injury to their bladders.

His lunch came and he began to eat it it was a hamburger and fries, not the most healthiest of foods but it was pretty good.

He noticed people in restaurants, he was sure it was the cop still inside of him there were about 8 other people.

One older couple was lIke him and Rebbecca, the guy was feeding the lady, he recognized it right off he was her daddy.

Lucky dog Stu thought!

Another couple were not so well conected Stu could almost feel the tension between them.

To say they were pissed at each other was an understatement.

They were using sign language.

Stu saw the way they were communicating and knew they were deaf.

But also new as fast and as exaggerated they were signing they were arguing in silence!

Another couple for some reason Stu knew they weren't happy with each other they were arguing in whispers not to bring any notice to themselves but Stu could hear snippets of their conversations, the girl had cheated on the guy with his friend because he had screwed her now ex best friend.

Some people haven't figured out that two wrongs don't make a right.

Now him and Monica have had sex but it was with Rebbecca's blessing.

Just as he knew Rebbecca and Monica have had sex with his blessing.

These two needed a close eye on as he was getting his vibes from the two, his spider senses was telling him something wasn't right.

The other couples were fine one appeared to be an older couple married maybe 25- 30 years or so and still deeply in love they were holding hands  and looking in each others eyes. Stu could tell  the wife was his baby!

Stu could tell they still adored each other.

The other was a boss and his secretary or some sort of underling.

The boss was hoping to score but her body language spoke volumes it wasn't happening!

The cheating party was getting louder they were no longer whispering.

They weren't yelling but it was getting louder.

Suddenly Stu saw the guy reach into his jacket and pulled out a weapon and shot her.

He then turned the gun to the boss that was hoping to get lucky and shot him.

He then turned the gun to the deaf people that were arguing and still kind of oblivious due to not hearing the gunshots.

Stu didn't know when it had happened but he was there and knocked the gun out if the guys hand!

And tackled him.

The guy had punched him in the nose.

He felt nothing his adrenaline was in overdrive.

The older gentleman grabbed the guys legs and was assisting Stu in restraining the guy on the ground.

Stu noticed the deaf couple had abandoned their argument and we're hugging each other for safety! 

The scretary was in shock her face was covered with her bosses brains.

Stu saw blood on the guy and was doing his dammedest to keep the guy on the ground.

He wanted up so he could kill more was what he was yelling.

Stu felt his body, he didn't think he was shot but he believed the blood was coming from him.

He could hear sirens in the distance and knew help was on the way.

He hoped that they got there in time his breathing rate was up and his chest was burning.

With his diminished lung capacity he was going to go unconscious shortly.

He was using an awful lot of energy holding this guy down. He told himself Stu hold on help is almost here!

He didn't know if anybody was safe if he passed out.

He saw a cop and the Officer applied hand restraints.

Stu passed out!

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Stu was smelling something very unpleasant.

It was ammonia.

His eyes fluttered why the hell am I smelling ammonia?  

Did somebody leak into the bed and we forgot to chang the sheets?

He remembered the guy shooting people and almost leapt up but somebody was holding him down.

"Hey calm down!" 

He could hear the guy still yelling about killing more people.

He looked and a paramedic was holding him down.

The guy said, "The cops handcuffed the guy and you passed out.

Are you okay?"

Stu told them about his lung capacity.

The Paramedic said you ahh wet yourself when you passed out.

We thought you were just scared.

No Stu said, well a little I thought I was going to pass out before the cops got here.

I took a couple of bullets a few years back I only have about 35- 50% of my lung capacity left.

It also left me how do I say this slightly incontinent also." Stu blushed.

"No matter the Paramedic said your okay now.

The guy that had the guys legs is almost a celebrity, his son is the linebacker for the Raiders his names is Arthur Mitchell."

The guy smiled and shook Stu's hand I understand my daughter was shot a couple of years ago and has the same problem, little lung capacity.

She used to run cross country, anything past a quarter of a mile makes her pass out."

"Yeah I know I dated her in High school, Stuart Phelps!

Stuart I remember you now! Said Arthur!

"I was a cop Stu said, couldn't pass the physical endurance test.

I work as the communications Officer for Phoenix PD."

"My son in law works for Phoenix PD Benjamin...."

Before he could finish, Stu said "Yeah I know the Lt. Stu said I also know your daughter in law Maria.

My daughter goes to her pre school.

I've seen your son and son in law, play football on TV. Stu said."

The Paramedic asked "I know your son, but who is your son in law Mr. Mitchell?"

"Please Mr. Mitchell is my dad, Arthur please?

Jeff Washington, the wide receiver, he married my oldest daughter."

"No kidding the Paramedic said.

I used to play against Your other son the one that played running back, Evan or something like that?"

"Ephraim!" Arthur, and Stu said.

I played Half back said Stu!

"That's it! the Paramedic said, I went to Agua Fria in Avondale.

On the west side of town.

"What's he do these days the Paramedic asked?"

"He works for the State of Arizona as a Correctional Officer Arthur said.

At Adobe Mountain." Arthur added.

"No kidding the guy said with the juveniles I had a nephew there a while back, of course he didn't get to go home at night, he lived there.

Who ever the officer was but somebody scared him straight, or opened his eyes he's a new kid.  

Wants to go to school now.

He has a thirst for learning nowdays.

He even wants to go to college now!"

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The paramedics sent Stu to the Emergency Room just to make sure he was okay.

They put him on Oxygen via a nasal canula.

He was suckling down the air when a female detective arrived to ask him a few questions.

He never caught her last name but her first name was Deborah.

He started with that "l had been in meetings all morning long l popped into one restaurant and it was to loud for me, so l went there l told her that he likes to watch people.

I used to be a cop before getting shot and that he now l am the Communications Officer for Phoenix PD.

It would be my job to write out and send out the information about today's incident to the media."

Deb understood about people watching your always aware of what is going on around you assessing the risk for yourself.

"There was the older couple he knew now we're the Mitchells.

There were the deaf couple that were arguing in sign language.

There were the boss and l think Secretary, l could tell that the boss was out to get some, the secretaries body language said it wasn't happening!

Deb smiled at that.

Then there was the couple they were arguing apparently from what I could hear of the argument.

He had slept with her best friend so she did the same with his best friend.

He wasn't happy with it. Stu said"

"He also shot his best friend, we were already looking for him". Deborah said.

"He shot his girlfriend, Stu said then shot The Mr. Business man that wasn't getting any.

He was pointing his  gun at the deaf guy they hadn't stopped arguing with their sign language.

They were oblivious.

I reacted more really than thought what if.

I had his upper body Arthur Mitchell had his legs.

We held him down and as soon as the cuffs were on, I passed out I couldn't tell you anything after that sorry."

Well he killed 3, his friend, his girl and your right the boss trying to get laid.

The girl was in shock she was covered in what used to be left of her bosses head.

Talking to the perp, the guy the deaf guy, you, the the old guy, would of been shot he was going to screw all the woman to show his girlfriend."

"Like she would care she was already dead!" Stu added.

"So you helped save three and saved a lot of woman the heartbreak of being raped today.  

Deborah said.

If you was still a patrol officer it would of been a good day."

Deborah asked "Your the same as a Lieutenant correct?

Do you know Lt. Benjamin Harris?"

"Yes I know him Stu said I know him well enough to know we won't see him around here as Mr. Mitchell is almost like a father in law to him."

"That's right!" Deborah said.

"The Sarge was my trainer, before he became Lt. Harris. He's good people.

My spouse and I owe him a lot."

"What do you and your husband owe Lt. Harris?" Stu asked?

Deborah smiled and said "It's not quite my husband, it my wife Deborah said me and my wife were both artificially inseminated and we now have a girl and a boy, The Sarge was the donor.

He didn't judge us."

Stu smiled "I should know better I have a wife, we have a girl that lives with us who is bi my wife and I have both had sex with her!

She has a boyfriend that really wants to Marry my wife's..., friend.

She isn't sure she can turn her back on one sex if she chooses the male she will miss the females and vice, versa. We are trying to adopt a girl that's 4 years old."

Deborah said "The Sarge has a brother and sister in law that adopted a girl!"

"I know said Stu my daughter goes to Maria's preschool since my wife and I both work."

 

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When Stu arrived at home Rebbecca was already home.

She gave Stu a look, "You weren't by chance the former police officer were you? She demanded."

Stu looked at the ground, "No." he said.

Rebbecca knew by the way he answered her he was lying.

"Stu, she said tell  me the truth!"

Stu said "Okay it was me, I was to embarrassed to admit it."

"Why is that?" Rebbecca asked?

Stu said "At the last before the police arrived, I was about ready to pass out.

I had hit the maximum lung capacity that I had.

I was praying that I would stay conscious long enough for them to stop him.

I almost failed."

"Stu, you didn't though you made it. 

You stopped him." Rebbecca pointed out.

"But I almost failed he said I'm not used to that."

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Denice came to Stu and said "What's wrong daddy?"

 Stu looked in her eyes and he felt better instantly.

He got down to her level and told her "Nothing now, you made it all go away!"

Denise gave her beautiful smiles.

Instead of a frown and Stu gave her a hug, this wasn't any hug it was a bear hug and she loved her daddies bear hugs they weren't to hard, they weren't to soft, they were just right!

Stu was in a better mood, he knew that if he hadn't of done what he did at the restaurant he wouldn't be able to spend time with Denice and Rebbecca, even he would miss Monica, she felt like one of the family already.

He decided to cook in tonight he didn't feel much like going to a restaurant.

He felt he had enough of restaurants to last him forever.

He started defrosting some steaks.

Thick ones just the way he liked them.

He also washed up some potatoes for baking.

This was going to be a great dinner.

He broiled the steaks but not on a high broil, about 250° and got them crispy on the outside and still a little pink on the inside.

He remembered that Larry Bird the basketball player for the Celtics used to do a commercial.

He couldn't remember what the product was but he said "He liked his steaks what some would call ruined!"

Meaning he liked them well done.

He liked his almost burnt himself.

Rebbecca on the other hand liked hers rare.

They compromised and agreed that they could handle medium well.

That way they weren't getting grossed out by what the other was eating.

There was an extra steak, Monica said "I would be with them tonight for dinner and there wasn't an extra anymore.

An hour later dinner was ready he had fried up some bacon and grated some cheese for the potatoes.

Denise loved the baked potatoes more than the steak, Stu had cut it up into bite sized pieces, it was good enough for a 4 year old.

She ate two baked potatoes but hardly touched her steak. He really wasn't expecting it but she did finish her zucchini slices.

Could she be a vegetarian?

No she devoured the bacon.

She just must be like her mother.

Stuart thought hers rare.

Stu asked her what was wrong with her steak?

She looked down and said "it wasn't cooked enough!

It's still raw." Stu fell more in love with his almost daughter.

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Stu and Rebbecca both took care of Denice tonight.

They double teamed her, and frankly Denice loved the attention she got from her mommy and daddy.

All three including Monica sang lullabies to her.

Denice loved it even if her daddy could only sing off key.

Stuart admitted that "I can't read a lick of music.

I don't know a B flat from an A sharp if my life depended on it."

On the news at 6pm they showed Stu's interview and Denice asked him "Are you a TV star?"

Stu found that kind of funny and told her "No, that fom time to time he had to tell things from the police's point of view. But that he isn't on TV a lot."

"But your on TV tonight she asked?"

"Yes there was a shooting today and a former cop tackled the guy so he wouldn't shoot any others."

Denice asked "Did that cop have his gun?"

"No said Stu he had to give up carrying that gun when he quit being a cop."

"So the guy had a gun and the old cop didn't?" Denise asked.

"Yes said Stu, that was the way it happened," 

"Wow, said Denise, then the cop is like a hero. 

She added with her eyes wide open in surprise.

You could be a hero like that daddy."

After the youngest was in bed asleep the other two older toddlers were wanting his attention.

He was running low on his saline solution he made a note to get some more!

After about an hour all three were spent.

They changed the soaked sheets and all were dressed for the night encased in their diapers awaiting the inevitable when their bodies decided to dump the accumilated fluids in their bodies.

They crawled into bed a quickly fell asleep.  

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Denice awoke the next morning she just didn't feel well.

She threw up while Stu was getting her ready for day care, he decided to call in and keep her behind from daycare.

She was allowed to sleep, and she slept without moving. Stu also felt her and she was very warm to the touch.

She was a sick little girl!

Rebbecca wanted to stay and help, she would love to have Stu baby her some more.

She had court today, it was Perry A Kinghorn, he was formally known to Rebbecca as Mr. Entitled!

He was the guy that felt everything was everybody else's fault, basically because he was rich.

He had met his mentor a down and out skid row bum.

That at one time felt the same way as Mr. Kinghorn.

Him getting in trouble was what got him his current position.

The former mentor spun out of control.

He lost everything his family, home, job, respect.

All because he let his pride get in his way.

They showed up for court, and was given a continuance.

Seems the Judge that was to hear the case was sick also.

Court was delayed until two days when hopefully the judge was feeling better.

Rebbecca called in also and hurried home she also took a family sick day, like Stu had.

Monica was to man the phones at lunch she just couldn't play hooky.

Rebbecca arrived and Stu dressed her in diapers and pajamas.

Denice was still asleep.

They had a session where their hands explored each other, there was no real sex involved.

They had to admit it was just fun to do that.

At 1:30 pm Monica arrived home and announced that she "isn't feeling well either.

She said that she was going to bed." Stu and Rebbecca had a girl each to baby.

At about 2:30 Stu heard Denice crying and went to check on her.

As soon as he got to her room he could smell a bad odor.

"Daddy I pooped!" Denice said in tears!

Stu thought that it was kind of over dramatic.

He thought well it had probably been a couple of years since she had been a pooper.

So when she did today it wasn't normally something she did.

Maybe she felt more babyish for doing so.

"It's okay Denice sometimes when boys and girls get sick they sometimes have accidents."

He picked her up and he could feel the mush in her diaper. She had diarrhea.

Poor little girl.

He remembered when he was about 5 years old his mother had put him back into diapers for the day.

He would go to break wind and instead passed mush.

It scared him because he thought he was going to be in trouble.

He had been out of diapers in the daytime for about a year and a half and here he was pooping like a little baby again.

All he knew was he felt a fart coming on and blam he had pooped he was talking to a girl he was trying to impress, he was somewhat a Cassinova, he had always liked girls for him they were never yucky or had cooties.

He really impressed her alright.

Shit himself right in front of her.

Teresa Benson was her name it was like third grade before he was comfortable talking to her again.

She had brown hair and her mother always put her hair in ringletts, she either used a soap or some type of perfume,  he was attracted to her smell.

Stu got Denice into the toilet and got her bottom cleaned up and put her into the tub.

As he was bathing her, here came Monica and it was a race for her to get to the toilet without pooping herself.

She made it but she just verily made it.

And being an adult hers smelled a lot worse than Denice's.  

She almost stank Stu and Denise out of the bathroom.

She did apologize.

But then Denise went to break wind in the tub and before she knew it there was her sick in the tub.

Stu had to drain the water with the diarrhea in the tub.

Denice cried, she was embarrassed and Stu knew what she was going through.

It was his Teresa Benson all over for her.

Rebbecca had seen Monica making the mad dash to the bathroom and came to see what was up.

The stench of both girls told her volumes.

She made eye contact with Stu and her eyes told him you poor man as he was cleaning the tub with Denice crying and brown trails from her butt telling her that she had diarrhea and the smell from Monica.

She took Monica's hand and said come baby girl.

Monica was just sick enough she didn't put up a resistance.

Stu had his girl, and Rebbecca had hers.

Both were in need of TLC right now.

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Stu and Rebbecca were able to get their 2 sick kids feeling better.

Denice felt good enough that she couldn't wait to go to day care.

Monica felt better but was still under the weather.

Rebbecca went to work as well as Stu.

Monica is a big girl and took care of herself.

Stu on the other hand wished he had stayed home one more day.

Seems the media were able to get ahold of a copy of the footage from the restaurant.  

It showed Stu tackling the guy and it wasn't as bad as Stu had originally thought.

It did show him passing out after the threat was nutralized. Up until that time he was not looking much like the wimp that Stu had thought he was.

The Media brought out the fact that he had been shot and that his lungs didn't work as well as they used to.

They called him and Arthur, heroes.

It showed if Stu hadn't acted when he did he seemed to be just a fraction of a second before, Arthur would have tackled the guy.

Arthur isn't as big as Stu, there could of been some disastrous results.

The Chief of Police heard about what Stu had done.

She was pretty upset with Stu for not filling her in more.

Stu was called upon the carpet in the Chief's Office.

She wanted to know "What happened and why he hadn't reported it to her."

 Stu told her of his limitations due to the shooting.  

She lifted her pant leg up and showed him a scar on her right ankle.

She had been shot once also she the told him that, "Yes she was now slower than molasses running uphill in winter.

She understood she had gotten into Administration and learned to run a Police Department.

That he should look into it!"

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Monica stayed at home, she just didn't feel in the pink, so to speak.

She spread out on the couch and was watching tv.

She was flipping through the channels and came across some talk show.

It was something along the lines of Jerry Springer.

She always hated These kind of talk shows.

Jesus, she thought where do they find all of these dysfunctional people?

She wondered as this one caught her eye.

It was right up her alley.

It was about bisexuals being unable to commit to an either sex marriage proposal.

She was just like these people, maybe not as trashy, but it was her life.

They had a lady that had a male and female lover that both had asked her to marry them.

She had chose niether just like her she felt if she married straight or married gay she would eventually miss one or the other.

Monica didn't have a woman wanting to marry her, but Willy Wilde had asked her and she was in a semi relationship with Rebbecca.  

Rebbecca was married to Stu.

So she would never ask her to marry her.

Also unlike the professional secretary that Monica herself was this lady was a waitress in some dive and had slept with anything that would have sex with her.

She claimed she wasn't ready to settle down with anybody.

She "liked being a whore!" her words.

There was arguing, fist fights.

In the end both the guy and the girl decided that neither wanted her.

On an update she had gotten AIDS and was not having sex with either males or females nowadays!  

This made Monica reflect on her own life.

She liked females yes, Willy was huge sexual organ wise.

She had to admit she liked that, she thought with a smile.

She wanted him in her life.

She wanted a children and she wasn't going to get that from a woman.

She didn't want to end up like this woman with AIDS and not having either.

She decided that the next time Willy Wilde proposes she would accept.

If he didn't ask her soon, she would propose to him.

What was on TV the rest of the day bored her until she found the Cartoon Network and they had Johnny Quest on.

Willy reminded her of Race Bannon maybe not as well built but still she was sure Race Bannon wasn't as huge as Willy, to tell the truth, she had never seen him with another woman, he was always with Dr. Quest, could they be lovers?

Monica fell asleep and slept the best she had in a couple of days.

Something was nagging her mind and she couldn't for the life of her remember what it was.

The mail came she heard it be dropped off at the mailbox outside the front door.

She would get it later and fell asleep again.

She squoze her diaper she was wet but not bad.

And fell asleep again.

This time her mother invaded her dreams and was abusing her.

Beating the hell out of her for being bi and for having sex outside of wedlock.

This time Monica fought back.

She wasn't the little girl afraid of her shadow anymore like she was the last time her mom had beaten her breaking a rib.

Leaving bruises all over her body.

Someone had seen them and reported it and mom was gone.

She was about 2 weeks away from her 18th birthday when this happened and her mom showed no remorse for what she had done, trying to save her daughter from the gates of hell itself.

They threw the book at her 11 years in prison and mom wasn't a strong woman.

She was sure she had been raped by others, much more stronger female inmates than her mom was.

She pulled that hollier than thou attitude and had been beaten several times.

She wondered if her mom was gay now?

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Rebbecca returned home to check on Monica.

She found her sitting in front of the TV on the floor and holding her head, the TV was on mute.

Rebbecca asked "Her if she was okay."

Monica had been deep in thought, it startled her when Rebbecca spoke as she hadn't heard her come in.

Not only was she startled as she had been sitting there for quite a while.

She hadn't been paying any attention to her body.

Her bladder was full and her flu was active.

When Rebbecca startled her she wet and her bowels evacuated at the same time.

Rebbecca joked "looks like I scared the piss out of you and the shit also!"

Monica wanted to cry she hated being cought in this position.

When the tears began to roll down Monica's cheeks.

Rebbecca said "Come on baby girl I didn't mean to scare you that bad."

She took Monica to the bathroom and assisted her in cleaning her up and giving her a bath.

Monica a was glad that she had people care enough for her that they don't mind cleaning her up after a major accident like that.

Rebbecca got around to asking her what was she so wrapped up in that she never heard her come in?

Monica knew this was awkward and she bit hir lower lip and blurted out "I'm thinking of asking Willy to marry me!"

It all came out as one word, no breaks or pauses.

"Why is that Rebbecca asked?

Monica went on about the talk show she watched.

That Willy really loves her and even though your my lover also, we haven't had sex much since you guys are trying to adopt Denice.

I mean I understand about you not wanting to risk screwing up the adoption by showing an alternative lifestyle.

I get it, but....  dang this is hard!

I feel like I'm being forgotten and besides you have Stu, you can never give yourself to me exclusively.  

I really love you two, you have made me feel like one of the family.

I know I'm welcomed here.

But I want my own family, my own kids, does that make sense?"

Rebbecca had to admit it did make sense.

Rebbecca went and put her arms around her.

She had tears starting to form in her eyes.

"I'm sorry I never gave it two thoughts, when Denice came into our lives, we kind of abandoned you.

You are still Aunt Monica in our book!

We want you to be a part of our lives, all three of us as I know I'm speaking for Stu, and Denice!

If you ever get tired of just plain dick from Willy, my pussy is always opened."

They both laughed at that statement.

We don't want you denying who you are!"

Stu came home early and brought Denice home with him.

Denice ran and sat in Monica's lap and asked "Are you feeling better?"

"A 100 times better now Munchkin!"

"I'm glad Aunt Monica, Denice said I'm sorry I got you sick!"

Monica said "Don't blame yourself it's going around.

Maybe I gave it to you, and you just being smaller it had less room to travel." 

As she began tickling Denice's ribs.

Causing  Denice to squirm and giggle.

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Monica still didn't quite feel up to it she made a date with Willy.

She made it for the next night.

She was a firm believer that if you called off work because your to sick your to sick to go out partying that night.

That was one of her pet peeves.

People that abuse their sick leave.

She had one lady she fired who called in sick and then posted pictures of her and her family at Disneyland on Facebook.

She couldn't believe the lady was so stupid.

Every morning she would cough and sneeze when calling in to Monica telling her how sick she was.

But then by noon was posting pictures of herself riding the Pirates of the Caribbean.

Monica guessed she must of forgot they were Facebook friends.

Even though she was feeling better she was still to sick to go out on a date.

Willy Wilde was more than happy to go out with her tomorrow.

He had plans he was going to ask her to marry him one more time, if not he is going to call the relationship over and move on.

He is a good looking guy after all, what normal lady wouldn't want a successful Lawyer, even if he still wet his diapers.

He was hoping that she would say yes, he was still quite embarrassed to have to share with another female that he still wore diapers, and used them.

Monica already knew how he felt as she still wet hers.

There was no awkwardness about bedwetting between them two.

He could be himself around her.

Rebbecca was kind of moping around and Stu noticed.

He asked "Her what was wrong?"

She told him about Monica deciding to settle down.

That she wants children of her own to be pregnant just like Rebbecca is, I can't do that for her.

Besides she feels left out since we got Denice.

Stu asked "Is she jealous of her?"

"Yes and no Rebbecca said she said.

She feels since we got Denice that there has been fewer chances for us, her and I and you to have sex.

She loves Denice just like she would a daughter, she has told me if we get so we don't want her to send Denice her way.  

She loves her that way." Stu understood.

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Stu awoke again with a nightmare.

This time it was his son David, the one that Rebecca is carrying now.

He was 7 and run out of the house with his baseball glove, he couldn't wait to get to the park.

He wasn't paying attention and Stu grabbed him just as he was about to run into into the street without looking and was almost hit by a car!

Stu could feel his heart pounding it needed air and his lungs were not providing it, he was dizzy and sweating perfusly!

"How many times have we told you,  look both ways before running into the street!"

His pulse was slowing down.

It was at times like this he cursed the bullet that damaged his lungs.

He awoke and his heart was pounding and he was bathed in sweat.

He noticed it was hot in the house, the AC wasn't working, looking at Rebecca she was sweating as bad as he was, that's not true woman glistened not sweat.

He got up and checked the thermostat, it said it was almost 85 but was set at 75 he tapped it and saw a blue flash then heard the AC kick on it began to cool the house.

Huh wonder why it didn't kick on?

It was running fine now.

He could feel the house begin to cool down.

It was only the middle of April but yesterday had already hit the Century mark 102 to be exact.

Phoenix was perfect weather for September, October, November, December, January, and about half way through February and March the days were warm 80's and 90's some 100's they hit it in end of March sometimes, usually first week of April. They had began last week. Today had been a cold snap it only got up to 102 temperatures usually were in the 107- 110 range.

In the summer a few years ago they had like 21 days straight that it never got below 90 degrees at night that was July or August.

Ever wondered why pepole in Phoenix work mostly nights. Work on freeways the majority of work is done from 9pm to 0530 one because of the heat and 2. Because there is less traffic.

Stu checked his outside thermometer, it was still 79 degrees outside.

The house was cooling down it was down to 77 inside now.

He was mentally kicking his own butt!

Something had to give, these nightmares are killing him, if it isn't about Denice it's about a son that's not even been born yet still about 7 1/4 years from now.

Same with Denice that's supposed to be about 12 years or so from now.

Why is it bothering him now?

He knew it was his cop senses working overtime, look at his track record he could recognize a bullshit call from 90 paces and recognize a legitimate call from even further!

To his system these were the real thing there was nothing bullshit about them he didn't think he was psychic, Dinnone Warwick was never going to beat a path to his door.

But he knew just the same they would happen.

Just not exact days and times, David would be in about 7 years and Denice in 12 he had to be ready.

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Monica went to work and at lunch time Rebbecca took her out for lunch.

They went to the same restaurant that Stu had to restrain the guy killing people in last week.

They were just reopening today.

It was a bit more crowded than when Stu had done his heroics last week.

They talked about their relationship, with  Stu, Denice Rebbecca!

Rebbecca asked her "Is the only reason that she was marring Willy was because their relationship wasn't working out as planned?"

Monica thought for a moment and said "Yes and no. Yes because I really love having sex with you, but you will always have Stu, and Denise.

I could never take you away from them.

"No.

Let's face it, I'm not getting any younger!

I have to admit I'm jealous of you and Stu and Denice.

Your a family.

I haven't had a family since my mother drove my dad away when I was just a bit older than Denice.

Then I became her whipping boy, or should I say girl.

I've wanted to be in a family since.

You and Stu and Denice have given me one, I'm very thankful for that.

But I want one of my own.

At the same time I'm scared to death, what if I become my mom?"

Rebbecca said "You won't though did I become my mom?

I don't stir the pot up and watch it boil over do I?

I try and not gossip like her.

Rebbecca smiled, though sometimes the story is tempting not to pass it along!

When you moved in with Stu and I the tongues wagged, I just told everybody that I heard this, and told them the truth of what was really happening that rumor was dropped faster than a joint when the police showed up!"

Monica laughed, "Truth is stranger than fiction! "

Rebbecca said "When you feel yourself lose control, remind yourself what your mom did to you, remind yourself where she ended up because she couldn't control her impulses."

Monica said "I would want what you and Stu and Denice have that's another reason, is my biological clock is about to expire.  

What's the shelf life on these eggs I have anyway 15, 20 more years tops I'll be in my 40's by then!

I'll look like the crypt keeper!"

Quoting one of her favorite movies  from when she was younger.

Rebbecca asked "Was that just a movie quote from Freaky Friday?"

"Yeah said Monica how did you know that movie was out a lot earlier than you, I was  just a kid.

My dad explained it to me when I was about 12, Rebbecca said I didn't know who the Crypt Keeper was he helped me Google it.

Then I got hooked on Tales from the Crypt!

We had a complete volume on DVD's loved them, loved the puns the Crypt Keeper used to use."

Monica said, "I had to Google it myself and I got it, but she didn't look that old.

I really want a family of my own.

I want to thank you for taking me in.

Tell Stu he's a wonderful daddy I couldn't ask for a better one.

You've been a great sister figure.

You really haven't been a mommy as everytime I was in my little space so was you.

Denice I love that munchkin she is so cute!

I want at least 4 just like her!

That's why I have decided to settle down with Willy, you can't give me kids, you would kill Stu if he did.

Willy can without any reservations.

Besides he makes most guys seem tiny!"

Rebbecca joked "I guess it's good if your into those kind of things!" They both laughed.

"Willy is a lot like me, Monica went on we both wet at night. Just like you and Stu and Denice.

I haven't been embarrassed about that in months due to to you three thank you."

It was time to go back to work.

Rebbecca had court this afternoon with the formerly Mr. Entitled.

Now Mr. Perry Kinghorn.

He was humble and was so much easier to work with.

Court went as well as expected he plead guilty and was fined $2000 and time served.

This was his first offense for anything ever other than a few parking tickets here and there.

The judge could of been harder on him  than that.

Rebbecca deemed him lucky as to what he could of gotten.

If the judge had seen him at first he could of been in jail for up to a year, $10,000  fine and suspended his licence 6 months, after he got out of jail.

Monica and Willy had their date they both went to talk at the same time.

"I have something to ask you!" 

They giggled.

Willy said ladies before gentelmen.

"Willy I've been thinking I want you to marry me!

What did you want?" Monica asked?

"I wanted to ask you to marry me also. 

Only this was to be the last time I was going to ask you.

If you didn't accept I was going to move on."

Monica's jaw dropped she hadn't realized it had came this close.

Willy pulled out a little navy blue velvet box.

Everybody knew with the size and shape of the box it contained an engagement ring.

Willy got down on one knee and asked "Monica will you marry me?"

"Yes!" She said.

What they hadn't realized was people were recognizing what was happening and when she said yes there were several people clapping for them even more when others heard the clapping and saw a man on one knee holding the ring box open to the girl when they looked.

Soon the whole place was clapping, all except one guy who said sucker!

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Monica took offense to the guy that said sucker, she was about to kick his ass for him.

She really needn't bothered All the people were on his butt for her One couple said "We've been married 7 years, let me guess you had sex with the bridesmaid at the reception?"

 The guy looked at the floor he had been discovered.

He had been married 3 times his longest was 2 years.

He had a roving eye always looking for something else.

Usually getting it and getting them pregnant he had about 5-7 offspring in the world only two were with a spouse while being married.

Woman were a dime a dozen to him.

He just couldn't stand the thought of settling down with one wife.

The man told him "If anybody here is a sucker it's you!"

 The words were true so he rose to meet the man.

The guy stood up and kept standing he was massive.

The guy all of the sudden recognized the guy he was that guy that played football for the Raiders,  Mitchell he saw that guy slam a guy bigger than him on TV broke the guys leg!

The guy looked off in the distance like there was something happening behind his back.

When the big guy looked behind him the guy made a hasty retreat before the big guy turned to look at him running away.

The big guy thought smart man and went and returned to his seat with his wife.

He was given a round of applause himself.

Monica thought the scene was so comical, she forgot her anger, besides Willy had a death grip on her arm she couldn't have gotten to the guy if she wanted to.

The guy was stupid he had left without paying his tab.

He had however left his credit card in the recept book with the bill.

The waiter joked "Maybe I should just start buying drinks for everybody and charge it to that guy."

The big guy said "Don't forget to put yourself down for a huge tip, 25-35% sounds fair!"

He told the big guy "I like your thinking!"

Monica and Willy went out for a walk after dinner and paying their bill, and soon were kissing and getting pretty friendly.

Willy stopped himself and said "We never really planned a date."

Monica still kissing him and in between kisses said "The sooner the better."

Soon Willy was back into the action and wanted to rent a room all this kissing was leaving them both wanting more.

This wasn't the place but Willy wanted his hands under her dress and quick, he wanted other parts of his body there also!

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Monica and Willy were done, they had spent almost 35 minutes having sex.

Even though it was a hotel room they wouldn't be spending the night.

Willy should have known better, he forgot what a leaker Monica was during sex.

The bed looked like she had spent a whole night without a diaper, strike that both of them it was positively soaked. The mattress protector was waterproof, thank god for that!

Willy felt his level of horneyness was still at a hightend level. At times he felt he couldn't get enough of his future bride.

Today was one of those days.

Neither brought any nightime underwear that they both required.

Or the spot would look like this without the sex..

It was almost 1030pm and "Monica's parents" as he referred to Stu and Rebecca wanted her to be home before 12am midnight.

It was only about 30 minutes to her home.

He had one beer about an hour and a half ago.  

90 minutes it should of worked it's way out of his system by now.

If he had drank more, or hadn't had the time on his side, Monica would be driving.

They left and were getting on the freeway I-10 when the lady that hadn't heeded her drinking decided to drive.

She was going West bound in the East bound lanes.

Willy avoided her but she hit the car behind him careening it into their back end at 65 miles per hour.

Willy had almost stopped when he saw the wrong way driver hit the car behind him and to the right.

The lady driving the car behind him was knocked unconscious and could control her car rear ending Willy's.

 Monica was thrown hard against her seat belt.

Her head snapped back when she felt it lock and it felt like her head snapped off.

She heard crunching and grinding of metal there was another car on Willy's side of the car.

Her first thought was, that isn't supposed to be there! Then she thought Willy!

Where was he?

He was supposed to be in the drivers seat which was where the steering wheel was supposed  to be she could hear moaning and knew it was Willy he was still alive!

The sirens arrived she could see the flashing red and blue lights.

Her neck hurt really bad.

She was hanging on to it with a hand on each side, she was sure if she let go it would fall off.

The police officer saw her and asked her "Are you okay?"

She told him that "If I let go of my head it will fall off!"

"Then you hang onto it okay?"

She wanted to nod her head but that hurt to much, "Okay!" She said.

He checked for a pulse on Willy,  she heard him yell "I have a pulse!"

Then the lady that drove the other car.

That had hit them after being hit by the wrong way driver he quietly shook his head no!"

Monica cold hear a lady yelling "Leave me alone! I'm not drunk, that's a dammed lie!"

Even in the shape she was in Monica could hear the slurred speech.

She heard the sound of a compressor.

The roof was being cut off their car.

She felt a board going behind her back and her head was being wrapped to the board with like ace bandages, it was on a roll like that.

She didn't have to hold her head up any more it was stuck to the board they moved her to a gurney.

She heard the drunk woman ask, "What's that bitches problem?"

Monica was about ready to jump up and show her.

She was held down by the backboard and the paramedics.

She heard them taking about a helicopter.

She wasn't that bad off.

Then it dawned on her "Willy!" The helicopter was for Willy he was that bad.

Soon she was in the back of an ambulance and she could hear the sirens.

She was on her way to the hospital.

She thought, I'm not going to make curfew tonight Rebbecca!  

This brought a smile to her lips.

The paramedic asked "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine! 

She laughed.

I'm alive!"

She didn't realize that they had given her about 5 miligrams of Morphine Sulfate.

She wasn't feeling much. They wrote down something about euphoria, on a piece of paper.

"Yep, I'm euphoric. I'm so happy!"

They got to the hospital and she remembers, watching the light fixtures go by as she was wheeled by on the gurney. Then she got to her room in emergency.

They did Xrays of head, neck, chest, abdomen, legs.

They said something about "A C-7 Hangmans fracture.

She also had rib fractures.

Fractured Right Patella."

They brought this cage looking thing in and shaved some spots on her head. They began to place this around her shoulders.

Then this ring around her head.

Oh my god she thought my necks broken, this is a halo!

"No! No! She said this is a bad dream wake up!

Wake up!

She felt herself wetting herself.

Ha must be a dream I only do that in my sleep she said to herself."

The nurse asked "You're  a bedwetter?"

"Yes I am your just part of my nightmare get out of it."

"Sorry Miss but this isn't a nightmare.

You were in an accident. You broke your "

Monica a said "No this a nightmare I will awake tomorrow at home in my wet bed.

See she slapped her face and.... it hurt ouch!" She said.

She felt the screws dig into her skull.

Now she was scared and said "I think I wet myself."

"We'll clean you up the nurse said.

Do you wear diapers for your bedwetting?"

"Yeah." Monica squeaked out. 

Real life was becoming her nightmare!

She felt them wiping her crotch, with diaper wipes. She felt them put a diaper on her.

She thought if I piss myself again I'm covered.

She finally asked "What about Willy?"

"Willy who?" They asked?

"My fiancee, we were in the same car."

The nurse said "I'm not sure, would you like me to find out?"

"Please!" Monica said almost, in tears.

She heard a familiar voice. It was the drunk lady.

The one that  had asked "What's that bitches problem" earlier?

She looked and nobody was paying attention to her.

She snuck off the bed and was entering the hall.

About that time the drunk was fighting about 5 cops and they had her on the ground.

She looked up and said "Nice wet diaper, bitch!"

Monica reached back with her good leg and kicked the lady right in the nose.

Monica felt her nose crunch under her toes, and knew she had hit pay dirt she had broken the drunk bitches nose.

It did take the fight out of her.

She was crying now sounding like a banshee. "She broke my nose! Why would she do that?"

One cop said "Probably because you did that to her."

"I want to press charges against her! You all seen her break my nose!"

 All the cops said "Sorry!"

"I was to busy wrestling you to the ground, I didn't see a thing!

Did you Johnson?"

"Sorry sir I didn't see the incident in question happen!

Did you Simpson?"

"Nah I didn't see anything? You see anything Sarge?"

"No I had ahold of her legs, while this one was resisting. All I seen was her butt!

You see anything Green?"

"Nah man, nothing that would stick in a court of law!

All I heard was this one say something about a nice wet diaper.

I was looking around for one."

The lady said "That's fucked up man!" As she was bleeding on the floor.

Monica's nurse pulled her back into her room.

She smiled but asked "Was it worth it?"

Monica searched her feelings. "No it wasn't worth it."

She still felt unsatisfied.

The nurse asked "Was your friend a male or female?"

"Male!" Monica said!

"He was air lifted to a Trauma Center.

He's not in great shape but he's still alive and in surgery now.

He went to Honor Health North Mountain. 

The one on Dunlap.

If we hear anything we will let you know.

You will be spending the next few days with us, we need to make sure your spinal cord doesn't swell.

Monica asked "How long does this thing need to be on?" As she touched her halo device?

"6 months to a year unfortunately. Believe it or not you saved your own life."

"I did, Monica asked how did I do that?"

"The Paramedic said you was holding your head saying if you let go your head would of fallen off."

"Yeah it felt like that!" Monica said.

"Well you broke you Cervical Vertebrae #7 they call that the Hangman Fracture.

When people used to get hung that was the vertebra that was broken.

You kept your head in one place if you would of let it go your head would of fell to one side and you would have died. You're  a walking miracle.

Your wet again do you need a change?"

Monica said "I'm not wet I haven't gone.

Her sagging diaper was telling her different.  

I usually only wet my bed.

I haven't had a daytime problem for years."

The nurse said "Remember how we told you we were keeping you here for a few days for observation?

This is one of the side effects of a damaged spinal cord.

Hopefully it's only temporary.

Many people live very productive lives being incontinent!"

"Name one!" Monica said?

"There is that guy Jeff Washington plays for the Raiders as a Wide Reciever.

I've met him! I got to treat Chris Mitchell one time. Remember when the cop hit him with the baton?

I was his nurse that had to watch him for concussion protocol.

He helped me get back into touch with an old friend who is an adopted sister to Chris.

We were best friends until we were 12 and her mom died. Her dad drove her friends away and I was one of the first to go.

He abused her really bad through the years.

I'm like you I still wet my bed.

I was afraid to tell my boyfriend."

Monica said "Willy is still incontinent also, my fiancee he just proposed tonight."

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"My name is Lori what's yours?"

"Monica why?"

"Oh no reason I'm here to monitor you tonight.

If your asleep and feel someone ticking your feet, don't be alarmed.

I'm just testing your reflexes."

Monica says "I feel like a caged animal in this thing!"

As she put her hands on her brace for the halo.

Lori if it isn't much can you tell me about your fiancee?"

"Not much to tell we dated like 4 years, I was non committed to marriage, because of mine and your problem we share, I knew as soon as I told him that he would run.

When I told him he tried to run but Chris Mitchell talked to him, he wasn't upset with the fact that at 23 I was still wetting my bed, No he was mad that I hadn't told him that I didn't I could trust him enough.

He loves me and were getting married next month."

"Willy and I have known each other for quite a short while only about 6 or 7 months.

I work for one law firm, him another."

"Lori asked your a lawyer?"

Monica continued "Me no him yes, I'm the receptionist but I am a trained Executive Secretary.  

Anyway this guy named Tim introduced us, he's the window washer.

He had a bad fall a few years ago, left him incontinent.

While he is up there washing windows.

He see things most normal people do not. He sees people changing their diapers, fixing their undies, screwing their secretaries.

Killing their bosses. He seen that."

"Really?" Lori asked?

"Yes that's how I got the position I got as Receponist, the last one murdered the Senior Partner.

He was a sleaze and deserved it I think. Monica said.

Anyway he knew me my roommate and this guy Willy wore diapers.  

 

He introduced us including my roommate, and this guy Willy.

I lived with one of the lawyers from the firm and her husband.  

They inherited a little girl that's 4 years old, cute as a bug.

They are in the process of adopting her.

Now this next part gets kind of wierd!

My roommates are Rebbecca and Stu.

They are husband and wife.

Rebbecca was my lover.

But I have had sex with both, I'm Bi.

Anyway after they got Denice I was kind of put on the back burner, they might not give her a child if they found out she is Bi.

So we haven't had sex in months.

Then I met Willy we've been dating for a while but I wasn't ready to give up either sex as a sexual partner.

If I went totally woman I would miss guys, if I went male I would miss the females.

You see my dilemma?

"Yes!" Said Lori.

"I fell in love with Denice, not in a sexual way but a maternal way.

Rebbecca is also pregnant.

Now I want to be a mommy, my biological clock just stuck at 10 pm.

I want one or two or four.

No female can give me this!

I need a male.

I've been having sex with Willy for a while and let's just say Willy puts most men to shame, I've been extremely happy in that department.

Now one problem I've had since I was little was I've wet the bed my whole life.

Rebbecca was a lifelong bedwetter, Stu her husband at one time was a cop, he caught a couple of bullets, and it left him a bedwetter.

Willy was hit on his bike when he was younger and it left him incontinent were great together.

Now he had asked me before to marry him several times, I didn't want to because of the reason I shared earlier.

It's only been the last week or so that I found out it takes a man and a woman to make a baby, who knew!

Yeah I knew it all along but I wasn't willing to change.

I eventually got around to asking him instead of him asking me.

He told me he was going to ask me this one last time if I didn't accept, he was gone, I beat him to the punch, I asked him!

We were on our way back when the lady with the 3.2% flu drove the wrong way on the freeway.

I remembered we saw her coming, Willy stopped she missed us but hit the lady behind us sending her into our rear end.

Willy was shoved forward he was pinned between the seat and steeringwheel, I got this!" As she rapped her knuckles on the cage for her halo.

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Rebecca arrived and saw Monica.

"Oh my god! she said. Are you alright?"

This all came out as one sentence with no stops.

"I'm fine, I'm alive I have me to thank for that!"

"What do you mean?" Rebbecca asked?

"Well after the accident it felt like my head would fall off if I let it go.

I hung on to it with both hands.

Seems I broke the What was it a Cervical Vertebrate #7? 

People getting hung get that one broken.

Me holding on to it saved my life.

I also broke a rib and my knee cap, and another ladies nose!" she smiled.

Rebbecca gave her a funny look. "How did you break another ladies nose?"

"That was easy I kicked her there.

The lady that hit us, drunk by the way.

Plastered more like it!

She asked "What's that bitches problem?" When they pulled me from the car on a backboard.

When they brought us both her she decided to fight the cops.

They wrestled her to the ground.

Since the accident by the way I've been incontinent, I was diapered and wet I heard the commotion outside and walked over to her she looked up and said "Nice wet diaper bitch!"

I kicked her with my left leg right in the nose.

I felt the crunch and then saw the blood flow.

I nailed it.

It took the fight out of her.

She said to the cops you saw her assult me right.

Every cop said I didn't see a thing all 5 of them.

Lori came and grabbed me and hauled me back to my room, I was about ready to ask her "Who's the bitch now?"

Rebbecca giggled. "By the way Willy is out of surgery, he had internal injuries.  

He was squashed between his seat and the steering wheel, part of his liver and spleen were removed he has a bruised lung and heart.

It is bad but he's alive and looks to stay that way, his spinal cord was crushed lower down they don't think he will walk again.

He's going to be totally incontinent both of bladder and bowel. Like Stu he won't work again sexually."

Monica began to cry, "Poor Willy, I mean we just proposed and we had sex.

Then bam his and my life changes in a split second because some idiot thinks they can handle a car when drunk!

"You two are the lucky ones she killed a pregnant lady and her baby the lady was on her way to the hospital it looked like she was having problems, when she was hit it caused her to give birth prematurely and it wasn't developed enough, it died.

They want to charge this lady with 2 counts,  2nd degree murder!

And two counts of Attempted murder.

Appearantly she doesn't even know what she has done.

She swears she was heading East on the freeway not West.

I-10 is still closed they are investigating.

But it sounds like she had been driving the wrong way for several miles since 7th Street.

Let's see that's 7th Street to Central one mile.

Central to 7th Avenue, 2 miles.

7th Avenue to 19the Ave 3 miles. 19th Ave. To 27the Ave 4 miles." Said Rebbecca!

"It happened after we passed 35th Ave almost 5 miles." Said Monica.

"She had bumped a few cars but not hit anyone until she hit the lady sending her into you." Said Rebbecca

Lori said "Monica uhm we need to change your diaper, your almost soaked again girl."

"I don't even feel myself wetting that's the problem.

This isn't permanent is it?"

Lori said "We will know within the next 24 to 48 hours. That's all we know."

"1 or 2 days. Monica said.

Where is Stu?"

"He's down with Denise we weren't sure what we were going to find, if you had stitches, tubes or what.

This Halo can possibly be scary to a 4 year old!" Rebbecca said. 

"I want to see the munchkin. She turned to Lori can my Niece come up?"

"Only if you cover up girl your diapers are hanging out everywhere!"

"That's alright Monica said She isn't out of her own yet!

She has seen me in mine before, we can be sisters!"

Rebbecca went to get Stu and Denise.

Lori told her "If you were sick or had an infection she wouldn't be allowed up here."

Soon a flash ran past Lori and was around Monica's legs. "Aunt Monica are you alright?"

"Yeah other than you just kinda bumped my sore knee was all." 

Denice reached out and touched the cage to her Halo. "What's this?" Denice asked.

"This is the framework to hold my head in place.

I hurt my neck really bad!"

"When will they take it off?" Denise asked?

"I need to wear this for a long time until my neck is all better!" Monica said.

Denice was satisfied with the answers.

She kissed Monica on the cheek and said "Get better Aunt Monica!"

Then the blur ran to mommy and said "She has to wear that for a long time until she gets better!"

Stu said "Really how do you know?"

She looked at him and said "I asked her?" Like nobody else had.

Stu said "Okay thank you for the info."

He went and gave Monica a kiss also.

"This is a tough one I have to talk about this lady on TV in the morning she is in Phoenix's jail.

Right now she doesn't know anybody has died she is talking very freely.

She doesn't even know she has been in an accident.

She did say some lady broke her nose at the hospital, I didn't realize it was you.

That did it for her.

On behalf of the cops she has been a lot easier to handle since you broke her nose!

It took the fight out of her.

Thank you you have their gratitude.

I can't wait to tell them it was my roomate!"

Monica said "Glad I could help, if they have any more problems with her there is more I would like to do to her.

Starting with sratching her eyes out! If I blind her she won't ever drive again."

"Oh she probably won't anyway.

She is looking to spend the next 30- 40 years in prison after she is out they will probably ban her from driving for life."

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Stu had to leave, he had to go talk to the media.

Rebbecca  called off work, she did tell them that Monica was in a major accident and her neck was broken.

She has a halo but is in the hospital for a couple of days.

She called Willy's work and informed them he was also in a very bad accident he would be out for quite a while.

The lady asked "This wouldn't be the bad accident on I-10 last night would it?"

"It was yes, why?"

"The news said  the guy was in serious but stable condition, was that William?"

"Yes said Rebbecca, that was Willy."

"How bad is he?" The lady asked?

"Part of his liver was removed, his spleen, he's paralyzed from the hips on down. His spinal cord was crushed. Bruised heart and lung.

Rebbecca said I don't think he will be into work for quite a while.

Weeks if not months!"

"Wow said the lady, I will pass that on to my supervisors."

Denice was allowed to play hookey from preschool that day she was on the chair that converts into a bed, sound asleep. She wasn't accustomed to be woke up in the middle of the night and dragged to the hospital.

Stu was the smart one he remembered to get extra diapers and extra clothes besides pajamas to wear for her, plus he changed her out of her already wet diaper before they left.

Lori was about ready to leave for the night. She asked "Rebbecca do you needed anything?"

"Just a diaper in case I fall asleep !" She asked.

"That can be arranged. Lori said they are right here."

She showed Rebbecca a cupboard that had the green diapers, that Monica was wearing.  

"You too?" Lori asked?

"What do you mean?" Rebbecca asked?

Lori said "You need diapers when you sleep?"

"Oh said Rebbecca, unfortunately yes.

I've never stopped, you?"

"Same here said Lori I'm a lifer!"

"My husband Stu was a cop and cought a couple of bullets one damaged his lungs he can't run anymore he passes out if he tries.

The other damaged the nerve that tells him when his bladder is full and at night he wets now also. He also can't get a natural erection."

Lori said "I notice your pregnant, artificial insemination?"

"No, Rebbecca said he got inserts, little bladders that he fills with saline. Still produces sperm and the first time we tried them out, this happened!" As she pointed to her growing stomach.

"Monica told me about her bedwetting roomates she didn't mention about his E.D.  I notice Stu still works for the PD.?"

"Yeah, Rebbecca said he's the Public Informatiln Officer. When anything happens he talks to the media."

Just to prove her point, Stu was on TV talking about the accident. He was asked about the condition of the survivors.

Stu said "We do not have anymore information to share with you at this time. Thank You!"

The interview was over almost as quick as it started. Rebbecca smiled, "Almost a politician. Telling you to kiss off in a nice way!"

Lori smiled. "Good luck with Monica and Willy hopefully they both will be okay." She left.

Another lady came in she didn't look happy one bit. "Are you family?" This was said with enough anger in her voice as she couldn't hide her feelings.

"Yes, Rebbecca said she is my wife!"

She saw the raised eyebrows and her eyes flashed more anger if possible.

"Oh some of those!"

This wasn't a softening it was said with more anger if possible.

Rebbecca felt her anger grow.

She was about ready to give this lady a piece of her mind! She decided that she wasn't going to let this lady or any other person dictate her mood.

Rebbecca forced  a smile for the lady just to let her know she wasn't taking her bait.

The lady's eyebrows raised again.

But this time Rebbecca saw her opponent soften a little.

She realized that Rebbecca wasn't going to argue.

Rebbecca kept smiling and maintained eye contact.

The lady flinched first. "Sorry she said but this is the third double I've had to pull this week.

It's been a while since I seen my kids.

I'm here until the afternoon and they are in school, then I go to bed.

I get up to come to work and they are in bed.

We are short right now.

Nurses are stretched thin.

I'm sorryI took my anger out on you!

My name is Carmen and your?"

"Rebbecca!" Said actually smiling.

"And the little one?" Carmen asked?

"That's Denice!"

"Denice I have a Denice she's a bit older she's 14 now. She is sure cute what is she 3, or 4?"

"She's 4!" Rebbecca said.

The lady said "I notice she's still diapered.

Nighttime problems?"

"Yeah." Rebbecca said.

"Well don't be to hard on her my Denice still has her diapers at night still.

She takes after her father he was 17 before he stopped wetting his bed. They didn't have these Goodnight Ike they do now."

"Yeah I know Rebbecca said Denice takes after both her mother's  had cloth and plastic panties growing up.

Still do. Monica here she like the disposables."

The lady asked "You mean..., you both...?"

"Yes said Rebbecca neither of us got to dry. That's why we... love each other!

Well I should say both of us like guys also each of us has one Monica's was in the same accident as her, he's a lot worse off."

"Sorry to hear that!" Carmen said. Rebbecca could hear the sorrow in her voice now.

"My man is Stu he was on TV just this morning. He is the Public Information Officer for Phoenix PD."

Carmen said, "I've seen him. He talked about that shooting in the restaurant the other day, where a former cop and a famous football players father tackled the guy."

"Yeah Rebbecca said what he didn't say was he was the former cop!"

"No way, why didn't he say so? "

"When he was a cop he was shot hit twice. One damaged the nerve that let's him know when he has to pee he is like me and Monica he wets the bed now. The other damaged his lungs if he runs or over exerts himself where he has to breathe fast he passes out,  wrestling with the guy he held on long enough for the cop to cuff him up and he passed out.

He's embarrassed to admit he isn't like he used to be. That's why he isn't a Police Officer anymore he couldn't pass the pysical agility test anymore.

He became a dispatcher and has worked his way up to PIO."

"What's PIO Carmen asked?"

"Public Information Officer!" Rebbecca said.

"Okay, said Carmen, what do you do?"

"I'm a lawyer, I practice law."

"Does Monica practice law?" Carmen asked?

"No she's our Secretary, Rebbecca said, kind of."

"What do you mean kind of?" Carmen asked?

"She is our receptionist but she is an Executive Secretary by trade, she needed a job and we needed a Receptionist.

She can type up anything we need anything a  Secretary can do, she does."

[Drownedinp]

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Rebbecca's phone rang it was Stu.

"Willy had taken a turn for the better, they had updated his status fom Critical to Serious.

He still isn't out of the woods yet but he's getting to the edge of the correct side!"

"That's good to hear when Monica wakes up I will tell her, Rebbecca said.

"Tell me what?" She asked, she had been awoken by her ringtone.

"That Willy has been upgraded from Critical to serious, he's not out of the woods yet but is nearing the end of the woods on the he right side."

That's great news Monica said with a smile!  

Now we just need to know if he can walk again, I'm not holding my breath though! 

I will just be happy if he livesl"

Denice awoke and said "Mommy I'm hungry!"

Monica said "So am I! I haven't had breakfast yet. 

The words weren't out her mouth when they brought her a tray.

She looked it over and said, "What no coffee?"

Carmen said "Sorry but coffee is a stimulant, caffeine can cause your blood pressure to rise and put stress on your spinal cord.

It's also a diuretic.

Your already wetting to much!

No caffine."

"Dang, Monica said I was hoping for some coffee!

But if it's against the law only outlaws will have coffee!

Let's see what else they brought me bacon, yum!

Wallpaper paste?"

"I think that's Cream of Wheat, Carmen said."

"Same difference!" Monica said.

Denise said "If you don't want your wallpaper paste I will eat it!"

This got the adults all laughing.

Rebbecca said "Let's go get our own wallpaper paste there is a cafeteria I suppose usually first floor or basement in hospitals.

Let's go find it!"

Rebbecca and Denise left.

On their way out Denise asked "Can I really have wallpaper paste mommy?"

"Of course dear but in this hospital they call it Cream of Wheat."

In the room Carmen asked about Rebbecca, "She is your lover but married to Stu, is that right?" 

"Yes." said Monica.

 "Is Stu your lover also?" Carmen asked?

"He was until I met Willy!" Monica said.

"Is either Willy or Stu gay?" Carmen asked?

"No neither one of them, they are both straight as an arrow!"

"Help me understand this then Carmen said Stu who is married to Rebbecca has not got a problem with you and Rebbecca.

Now Willy who isn't married to anyone does have a problem with you sleeping with Rebbecca?"

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When they got to the cafeteria, Rebbecca was shocked when Denice asked the cook for "Wallpaper paste."

"She hurried and said she means Cream of Wheat!"

The cook smiled and said "I agree with her!"

Then he laughed.

She ordered a breakfast burrito.

They got to the table and Rebbecca fixed up the cream of wheat with brown sugar and added a bit of milk.

Denice dug her spoon in and took a bite.

She said way to loud, "Mommy I like Wallpaper Paste!"

Everybody around them giggled.

Rebbecca wanted to find the nearest hole to fall into and die of embarrasment.

She was sure she was the most redest of reds.

She also about choked on her burrito that she was eating.

She was still trying to hide her face when Stu arrived in the cafeteria.

Denice saw him and said, "Guess what daddy?"

Rebbecca knew what was coming and before she could stop her Denice had said what she knew she was going to say! "I like wallpaper paste!"

"You do?" He said, kind of lost.

Rebbecca said "Cream of Wheat."

"Oh, he said I think she was right the first time!"

Rebbecca had to explain about what happened up in Monica's room and what she got for breakfast and she called it "Wallpaper Paste.

Denice can't stop calling it Wallpaper Paste and call it Cream of Wheat."

Stu found this funny, he also had compassion for his wife's embarrasment.

"You know the lady killed the night when Monica and Willy were injured?"

"Yeah said what about her?" Rebbecca asked.

"I went to high school with her she was in my same class. Her maiden name was Bashton.

She married I guy I used to play football with Gregory Hunt.

I could of been here earlier but when I got that bit of info I looked him up and offered up my condolences.

He tried to ask about the lady who did it.

I told him as much as I could, he said he saw on the TV that she had a broken nose.

He said please tell me she got that in the accident.

I told him no, she met up with the lady that was in the other car at the hospital, she broke it for her.

He said outstanding they should give her a medal.

He couldn't get off in time to get her to the hospital she had to drive herself.

He blames himself!"

Rebbecca said, "Hasn't he thought if he was with her, he would be dead also?"

"Yeah he is aware but he told me it would be easier to deal with that way, he wouldn't have to deal with it."

178

They all returned to Monica's room.

When they got there she wasn't there.

They asked at the nursing station about her where abouts?

"They had taken her to Physical Therapy she will be there about an hour, hour and a half for the next couple of days until she is released.

Then somebody will have to take her to Physical Therapy 5 times a week.

That will taper down to one or two times a week for the next few months.

It won't be overnight that she will heal it is a long ordeal that we see her eventually in about a year the halo will eventually be removed."

Denice asked "Is the halo that thing that holds her head up?"

"Yes dear it is!" Rebbecca said.  

"A year I will be 5 almost 6 then."

For Denise a year is a long time. That's 1/5 of her life basically.

"I'll be a first grader!" Denice said.

They waited and eventually Monica was wheeled back to her room in chair.

She looked sweaty and in pain.

She said "They won't let me walk to those Therapy sessions or back but insist that's all I do while there.

It sucks.

It's like a midevil torture chamber there, they stretch me walk on a treadmill going at about 1/2 a mile an hour.

Then ride a bike.

At about the same speed.

Then leg lifts.

My tummy muscles felt it.

Nothing I would consider cardio.

She was wiping her brow down with a paper towel.

Worked up a sweat and for nothing.

They told me that I need to expect the same tomorrow, and the next day, and the next day.

For the forseeable future.

She looked at the time, lunch time soon, at least no wallpaper paste for lunch."

Denice said "It's okay I like wallpaper paste now."

Monica had to laugh!

Rebbecca told her about the cafeteria, and her announcing to everybody in a 40 foot radius how she did.

"I told her a dozen time it's called Cream of Wheat," but because of you, thank you very much! 

She insists on calling it wallpaper paste!"

Monica laughed, "Sorry about that!

Denice asked "What's for lunch?"

"I don't know about you but for me it's Tuna Salad.

Denice, it is Cream of Wheat not wallpaper paste.

Okay?" Monica said.

"Okay it's Crummy Wheat." Denice said.

Stu said "I have to agree it is Crummy Wheat."

The news repeated itself and Stu got to see himself on TV.

Denice said "Daddy your on TV.!"

"Yes precious I am.

My job is to talk to the media." 

Monica got a kick out of when Stu handled the broken nose part.

"I'm glad you didn't come right out and say my name.

If she had even been civil to me, Monica said, and said I'm sorry.

I would of backed off."

Stu said "She blew almost triple of being over the limit of DUI.

When they got her here.

She still doesn't know what she has done to three people, plus the lives of those that love them.

The guy that's wife was killed.

I know him plus his wife.

I went to school with them.

Her husband and I played football.

Then there is Willy and you. Your the best shape of the trio."

Denice asked Monica "How do you take a bath with that halo thing on Aunt Monica?"

"Right now I don't I wash myself up really well with a washrag.

The metal part is rustproof but this leather part here on my hips I can't get wet.

I'm still pissing myself uncontrollably.   

I think like Willy I'm incontinent now.

But there are worse things to be.

Unlike Willy I can walk still.

And sorry about your friend's wife Stu but I'm still alive!"

179

Willy was aware that he couldn't move his legs.

He remembered making sweet love to Monica after he proposed marrage!

Then he remembers driving and he was on the freeway.

Lights coming towards him, but she missed us and hit the car behind us.

How did I get here.

He looked around there was a nurse.

I'm in a hospital.

Which one?

I-10, 35th Ave closest one would be 19th Ave and Bethany, used to be Phoenix Baptists Hospital.

It's now Abrazo, or something like that.

Is Monica alright?

Oh no if she is dead I don't want to live.

The nurse looked up and saw his eyes open.

She asked "William can you hear me?"

 Willy thought hell yeah I can hear you, I'm not deaf!

He tried to say "Yes!" But something stopped him.

He had a tube down his throat.

He was able to nod.

"Good said the nurse I'm glad your awake.

That's a start. Do you know where you are?"

"Hospital!" he mouthed.

"That's right!" The nurse said.

"What day is it she asked him?"

"Saturday?" he mouthed the words.

"No its actually Monday."

But I was out on Friday with Monica.

"Monica?" he mouthed.

"Sorry the lady said, I don't understand."

He lifted his arm and mimed that he was writing.

"Paper and pencil?" She asked?

He nodded his head in agreement.

She handed him the paper and writing impliment.

He wrote "Monica?"

"I'm not sure who she is?" the nurse said.

He wrote "She was in the car with me!"

"Oh she was moved to another hospital.

She wasn't as critical as you!"

He wrote "Me, critical?"

"Yes she said a lady hit a car behind you, that lady died then hit you.

You've been unconscious for 2 almost 3 days."

Willy wrote "How bad is Monica hurt?"

"I'm not sure.

She didn't come here."

"Where did she go he wrote?

Which hospital am I at?"

She showed him the top of the pad it said Honor Health North Mountain.

Dunlap and Central he thought.

He wrote "Phoenix Baptists is closer."

"Yes she said but you were flown here by helicopter.

You are worse off.  

We had the space for more traumatic patients!"

"I feel great other than I have these dammed tubes in my mouth so I can't talk." He wrote.

"How do your legs feel she asked?"

"Fine I'm not feeling any pain from there."

"Let me get the doctor!"

He felt there was somethings she wasn't telling him he touched his legs they weren't encased in plaster, he hadn't broke them.

He realized another thing he couldn't feel himself touching his legs he should of felt something, but there was nothing.

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A doctor came in "I'm Doctor Benson.

William right?"

"I actually go by Willy!" He wrote.

"What do you do for work Willy?" Dr. Benson asked?

"I'm a lawyer, why?"

Dr. Benson raised his eyebrows.

"Okay then I won't lie to you Willy, you know you were in a very serious accident?"

"Yes wrote Willy, I do remember."

The Doctor said, "A lady died.

Willy's heart leaped in his chest Monica it couldn't be?

"She was in a car by herself, she was hit head on and rearended you!" Dr. Benson said.

Okay not Monica Willy thought, he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Can you tell me about the young lady that was riding in my car?" Willy wrote?

All I know was she was taken to Phoenix Baptist... Abrazo Hospital Phoenix.

Like us they changed their name recently.

All I know for sure was she is pretty much okay a few broken bones.

The lady that caused all this tangled with her and received a broken nose!

So I'm thinking she must be better off than you."

"Me, wrote Willy what's wrong with me other than I'm crippled from the waist down?"

"You are aware then?"

Sir at first I thought I had broken both legs and they were in casts.

Because I couldn't move them.

Then I felt them they are there but I couldn't even feel myself touching them!

A nurse left a pen and I jabbed myself still didn't feel it.

You see when I was 9 I got hit on my bike.

The same thing happened, for a couple of days nothing worked.

Slowly all feeling and movement came back.

The only lasting effect was I was left incontinent."

The Doctor frowned, "You bruised your cord as a kid.

Unfortunately, your cord was permanently damaged nothing works below the waist.

Including your legs yes, but you now have no control over your bowels and bladder.. or your penis."

"It's not going to come back in a few days?" Willy pleaded?

"We're afraid it's permanent!" Doctor Benson said.

"You mean I need to get a wheelchair Willy asked? I'm a cripple?"

"Unfortunate yes to both of those questions."

"You should of let me die Doctor!" Willy snareled.

"Willy Doctor Benson said everything above there works. Your brain your mouth!

As a lawyer your best tools!"

"What do I do now become an ambulance chaser?

That's right Willy wrote sarcastically, I'm not going to be chasing much of anything!

I just proposed to my girlfriend she only agreed to marry me because she wants children.

Well I can't give them to her now! My dick don't work anymore, sorry! That bitch!"

"Who your girlfriend?" the Doctor asked?

"No the other bitch that pickled her brains and then tried to drive the wrong way on a fucking freeway.

Do you think my girlfriend will Marry me if I can't impregnate her and will piss and shit myself?

As long as we're married?

Until death do us part.

It's now a goal for me!"

Doctor Benson asked "Do you think your the first person this has happened to?

Do you think you will be the last?

This happens about 20 or 30 times a day that us Doctors have to tell a patient this, somewhere in the world.

Your my at least 7th or 8th I've had to give this news to, I've only been a Doctor 10 months here.  

It happens and it continues to happen.

One day we might be able to fix damaged spinal cords.

Until that time all I can do is tell people like you, sorry I wish I could do more!

Your alive that's better than one person in this accident, she was pregnant.

Her husband lost his wife and child.

Ask him I'm very sure he would take his wife back if she had been injured like you."

Willy didn't know what to say, "I'm sure, he would! He wrote!"

"If that girl really loves you then I'm sure she would have you like this rather than like that mans wife and child!

Besides we don't know the extent of her injurys.

Maybe she is just as crippled as you, we don't know anything yet!"

That was something Willy hadn't even thought of since he was told his fate!

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181

Word got back to Monica that Willy was conscious and was moved to stable but guardeded on his status.

Monica tried to call but he didn't have a phone in his room.

She was frustrated that she couldn't get him.

She just wanted to tell him that it's okay whatever is wrong with the both of them they can work it out.

She loved him and still wanted to marry him no matter what.  

Lunch came it was tuna salad on a tomato.

Rebbecca wasn't hungry.

Stu was as was Denice.

They went for lunch.  

Denice asked "Is Aunt Monica going to be alright?

She seems sad."

"I think she will be okay eventually Stu said, right now she is concerned about Uncle Willy."

"Oh!' Said Denice.

"Daddy what does concerned mean?"

Stu smiled "It means she is caring about what is happening to Willy, also kind of scared about not knowing what is happening at the same time!"

That she understood. "I'm concerned to!" She said.

The guy at the next table said "I take it she must be about 4 years old?"

"Yes that is correct!" Stu said.

"I could tell 4 year olds are notorious for asking a question and then acting like they knew the answer.

Then asking what the main crux of the question means.

He smiled just hope they don't grow up.

Once they become teenagers it's all over they start telling you how much you don't know!

They think your the most stupidest person on the face of the earth.

"I know said Stu I'm a former cop.

I got to deal with a few teenagers in my time.

Had a girl that stole jewelry from a store and said prove it's theirs, it still had the tags on it from the store she stole it from.

Doesn't mean it's theirs!" she said.

"Yes it does. I said.

Do you have a receipt?"

"Don't need one she said possession is 9/10th of the law."

She was really surprised that I arrested her for shoplifting "That's right Possession of stolen merchandise is 9/10th of the law."

"Don't spoil your child the guy said he looked like he was near tears.

I have a daughter my youngest by the time she grew up I had more money than I ever had we spoiled her.

Friday night she drank way to much and got in her car she drove the wrong way on the freeway.

Killed one pregnant lady and crippled a couple of more."

"I saw that on TV!" Stu said.

"She was brought here had a head laceration got a couple of stitches she fought the cops and some how got a broken nose.

I'm here to pay her bill.

She called "Daddy I screwed up, fix it!"

She has ruined her life they are looking to really throw the book at her they have charged her with 2 counts of vehicular manslaughter.

My wife and I are worried it will probably take all the money we have just to cover the costs of what she has done.

We'll be bankrupt.

We're debating to pay it or let her stand on her own two feet for a change.

She is our daughter what are you going to do.

I thought that she was smarter than that, we had definatly taught her better."

Stu understood. "Before Denice he would of said cut her loose.

Now he saw the man's dilemma." He told the guy that. 

He wasn't going to tell the guy it was his roommate and her boyfriend that she had crippled.

He wasn't going to tell them how Monica broke her nose either.

He had often wondered what kind of a monster that could do something like what this guy's daughter had done.

She isn't a monster after all she is this guy's little girl.

The kid that had shot at him then he shot and killed his parents wondered what they were going to do he was financially supporting the family.

They tried to make their son the victim.

Stu the cop was the bad guy he shot and killed their son.

That pissed him off more than anything.

He talked to a shrink about it as he was recovering.

She told him it was a thinking error called victim stance.

Where the guy that hits the other guy and cuts his finger on the guys teeth after he punches him in the mouth, says see I'm bleeding too!

She's your daughter what are you going to do?

182

Stu had a chefs salad.

Denice wanted a hamburger.

He sat and thought what he would have done if it would of been Denice.

The guy was right you try and teach your children what is right.

Then you hope what you teach them gets in their mind like a seed.

You hope that seed grows.

First a little shoot that eventually gets bigger and bigger you have to water that tree make sure the roots get in planted strongly in the ground.

That small seed eventually grows into either a big tree or it lands and that small shoot eventually dies sometimes just because, it didn't take root.

The ground wasn't fertile enough or not enough water.

This guy tryed to plant that seed in his daughter and he thought it had taken but alas he is finding that it hadn't taken, and died before it grew!.

Stu was daydreaming and realized that Denice had said something to him.

"I'm sorry little one what did you say?"

Denice was a bit upset at him for not listening.

"I said I'm not going to drink and drive."

Stu smiled to himself, let's get the water here on this seed make sure it grows the right way! 

"Very smart choice he said to Denice.

She said "I don't want to see you guys as sad as that guy!

The girl, his girl is the one that hurt Aunt Monica and Uncle Willy wasn't she daddy?"

Stu asked "When did you get so smart?"

Denice said, "I listen to you old guys talk, and I feel sorry for that old guy.

But I also feel sorry for Aunt Monica.

She's hurt got that hello thing on her head."

Stu smiled "It's a Halo not a hello thing, okay?"

"Okay you mean like the Halo Oranges?" Denise asked?

"It's like that Stu said but a halo is a thing that encircles your head.

Remember in Twas the night before Christmas how when Santa Claus smoked his pipe the smoke encircled his head like a wreath?"

"Yeah!" She said.

"Another word they could of used there was a halo.

Because the smoke encircled, it made a circle."

"Okay!" Said Denise.

She ate about only a quarter of her hamburger all the fries and her soda.

"I'm full daddy!"

"Good girl!" Said Stu as he looked at about 3/4 of her hamburger left.  

He finished his salad.

He was glad he had opted for the smaller salad rather than the big one he was full!

"Shall we go back up and see mommy and Aunt Monica?"

"Yeah!" She said really excited.

When they got there Monica was upset.

She was crying.

"What's the matter?" Asked Stu.

"They have moved Willy to a room with a phone, he's refusing to take her calls!" Said Rebbecca

"Why?" Asked Stu?

"Nobody seems to know why?" Rebbecca said.

183

Stuart went to Honor Health North Mountain where Willy was at.

He flashed his badge, he was doing something he could get fired for.

He was impersonating a Detective.

He went to Willy's room.

Willy was staring at the wall laying on his back.

There was a nurse there watching him.

From his days from when he was a cop, he realized that this was a Suicide Watch.

Some times if someone makes the statement, "I want to kill myself!"

They stick a nurse to sit and watch the patient to ensure he doesn't do anything rash!

Willy had made those statements.

Stu said "What the hell Willy?"

Willy looked and said "Oh it's you."

"Why aren't you returning my calls?"  Stu asked.

 "Didn't feel much like it! Willy said.

He added look I'm paralyzed from the waist down.

I couldn't get my pecker up if I took a 100 Viagra tablets, tell Monica to move on I can't give her what she wants, Children. 

I would be just a burden to her, a pathetic cripple!.

"Haven't you heard? Stu asked?

Her neck was broke.

She's in a halo right now wondering what she did to make you mad at her?"

Willy said, "It's not her it's me.

Her neck was broke?"

"Yes she didn't come through this unscathed.  

She is in rehab, frankly she is missing you really bad."

Willy asked "Can she still walk?

Does she need diapers all the time and still not know when she pisses them?"

Stu said "Yes she can walk, but she has been incontinent since the accident she has been diapered 24 hours a day since the accident also.

She loves you no matter what she still wants to marry you no matter what!"

"Well I don't want to marry her I can't give her what she needs I'm only half a man now.

Even if I go those implants like you I wouldn't feel anything I don't even know if my testicles work anymore or not.

My dick doesent!"

Stu asked "Should I tell her it's over? 

The best half of you is dead?"

"What do you mean?" Willy asked.

"All I'm saying, said Stu is that you were a lawyer with you bottom half, forget that your brain doesn't work, your so wrapped up feeling sorry for yourself, you forget there are 4 other people that care about you, even Denice wants to know if your going to be alright?

Apparently not!

With this nurse here I know a suicide watch when I see one! You said your only half a man?

With your attitude you don't even qualify for half.

Willy was becoming irate!

"You come here and I will kick your ass Stu walked towards Willy.

Willy took a swing at at Stu who slapped it away.

He took Willy into a hug and said "Nice to see your fighting for a change!" 

Willy buried his face in Stu's shoulder and began to cry!

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"That's it let it out!" Said Stu.

Willy continued to sob, "It isn't fair! It isn't fair!"

Stu said "I know how you feel buddy after I was shot and found out my career was over I felt cheated."

Willy asked the nurse "What do I have to do to get out of the hospital?"

She smiled "Your basically ready, we have to teach you to deal with certain things like BM's how to care for compression sores things like that."

"What's a compression sore? Willy asked.

Not to be stupid but I really don't know what it Is."

"Well she said you know your going to be in a wheelchair the rest of your life?"

"What do you think all this drama was about?" Willy asked?

She continued, "When you sit for long periods of time and are going to be wearing diapers as you won't have control over your bladder anymore.

Also your BM's. They break down the skin and cause boils. These can get infected.

Think as your body like a telephone network.

Your fanny calls the  brain.

Hey brain I bave a boil down here.

That line is dead now.

As you don't have the nerves telling you hey I have a boil on my ass.

Your brain won't answer the phone because it isn't ringing any more your bottom half has been disconected.

You won't feel it but it will be there.

So the brain just keeps on waiting for your legs to get the phone bill payed.

It might call your butt but it gets the operator telling them I'm sorry the location your calling is out of service or has been disconected, your brain keeps waiting for them to call.

But doesn't hear from your bottom half.

When the rear guys rewire the connection with out your bottom part.

Connection is permanently lost. 

Boils then, watch out for boils.

Diaper rash you also need to know about diaper rash the nurse said.

You won't know your wet until you start to leak.

You will smell it before you know it."

"I like how you likened my body to a telephone line." Said Willy!

"The problem is once your on suicide watch it last for 24 hours.

You should be okay by tomorrow morning."

"I proposed to my girlfriend right before all this crap went down!  

I can't wait to see Monica!

And your Denice Stu.

Stu added "Don't be surprised if she tells you about eating wallpaper paste, or crummy wheat!"

185

Willy's doctor came and saw that he wasn't suicidal.

"My friend showed me I was being overly dramatic a drama queen if you will.

I want to see my girlfriend who I had asked to marry me before this nastiness started." 

"Wow said the doctor sounds like you found out what happened to her?"

"She got a broken neck she is in a halo.

She was wondering why I was mad at her, I was feeling sorry for myself, I never considered her feelings.

I also have my friends 4 year old worried about me. She calls me Uncle.

I though if I do myself in, how do they explain suicide to a 4 year old.

My friend also insulted my manhood I told him I'm only half a man now.

He basically told me I was being generous.

I wasn't even being that!

It got me fighting mad so I am fighting now, more than I had."

The doctor said "That's fine when you were no longer a danger to yourself we were about ready to release you.

So if I see you not wanting to kill yourself we will release you tomorrow probably."

Monica was getting released just a few miles away.

They gave her discharge papers they wanted her to continue the physical therapy.

As far as the incontinence, they said it's probably permanent.

They figured that it would last two or three days.

It was day 4 and there wasn't anything indicating that it would be stopping anytime soon.

They told her to lay in a stock of adult briefs."

She thanked them for trying to sugar coat it they are diapers.

Just like her 4 year old niece still wears.

They gave her the numbers to some pharmacies in the area. She told them "That Walgreens and Walmart brands they leak.

I like Abri Forms."

The doctor asked "Do you have a history with diapers?"

"Yes said Monica I'm one of those kids that just never seemed to stop wetting their beds.

I didn't outgrow it like I had a hundred doctors tell me that I probably would.

My roommate is the same way."

"The cute lady with the child the doctor asked?"

"Yes Rebbecca, she said she is a bedwetter?

That's right Doc.

That's why we get along so well she wets her bed just like I do.

So does the guy that I am going to marry he wets like I do he's paralyzed from the waist down now, but I love him!

We both have no control of our urinary tract now.

We're on team diapers now.

When I was a bedwetter I learned to have fun with that I can be a baby and be treated as one in the day time now!"

She noticed that the Doc liked that idea.

He had a nice piece of wood in his trousers!

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186

Monica was being escorted around like she was an invalid by Denice.

She knew she was just trying to be helpful and her heart was in the right place.

Monica didn't mind, if Denise had been a teenager she might of felt like she was being condescending.

But Denice was seeing her as injured and was trying to help.

Monica remembered to thank her and tell her she couldn't do it without her help.

Even though she knew she could.

Willy called Monica that night and apologized for not being more sociable.  

He told her that "Yes he was paralyzed from the waist down. He was urinary and bowel incontinent, and like Stu he was impotent.

Even Stu's bladders wouldn't help him he wouldn't feel it.

And no amount of sexually intercourse would make him shoot a load.

Can you take me as I am?"

Monica said Willy, "If you was paralyzed from the the neck down I would still love you!"

"Thank You!" Willy said.

"It's a shame though said Monica your penis was spectacular!"

"Come now, said Willy let's not speak badly of the dead!"

This caused Monica to laugh.

"Well you know I have a guide now!" Monica said.

"A guide what are you talking about?" Willy asked?

Monica said since I got home Denice has been leading me around like I can't do it on my own!

She just trying to help!

I thank her and make sure I tell her I can't do it alone!"

"Now it was Willy's turn to laugh.

"Wait until she sees me in my wheelchair, she will be trying to push me everywhere!" 

"Just remember to thank her and tell her what a help she is." Said Monica!

187

Rebbecca was back at work.

She surely wished she had called off.

She was very sick today, morning sickness.

She wanted to throw up but nothing would come up other than that nasty tasting bile.

"Yeecchh!" She said. It was a good thing that she had no active cases to be heard or tried.

Stu was to pick up Willy from the hospital today.

They were going to be taking care of Willy and Monica for a while.

Stu had ordered a handicapped adapted van for Willy .

It was made for his wheelchair that is now a motorized one so he could drive himself to work and back.

He was also taking Monica to her Physical Therapy sessions.

Her Therapist was a hot girl named Kathy.

Monica swears she has heard Kathy rustle and swears up and down she is diapered.

Her husband came in and was in a cops uniform.

She found out later that he is a Juvenile Officer at the prison near Rebbecca's home.

To bad she is an adult and can't be sent to Juvi.

It could of been interesting.

She did find out he's a Mitchell., he is a brother to that big football player.

Which means that Kathy is related to Maria the lady that runs the preschool where Denise goes to.

Denise hates going now, not because she hates the school, she feels that Aunt Monica might need her help.

I guess that's what she gets for telling her that she couldn't have done it with out her.

Rebbecca's nausea was passing, thank god!

She got back to her desk when the Senior members the Snedly's called her into their office.

You know it isn't good when that happens.

She was running through every little detail in her mind did she forget something?

Are they not pleased with her work?

Has she missed to much work?

Her stomach was getting the butterflys, that nervous feeling you get.

Older Mr. Snedly was in charge, it turned out that it wasn't about her at all but it was about Monica.

"They were wondering if there was a timeline of when she was to return to work.

The reason we're asking is we need a receptionist and we love Monica, but we are wondering if we should get a temp agency to send us one until Monica can return to her job."

Rebbecca said, "I'm sure she could return to her job now, but she is going to be wearing the halo for up to a year maybe longer.

She very is mobile now but she can't turn her head left or right she has to move from the hips for that."

"Then the next question would be how would our visitors respond to her in a halo?"

"Thats what we've been asking ourselves, Younger Mr. Snedly said.

Another thing is soon she will run out of sick leave her short term disability will kick in that's not a problem.

It only pays 66% of her wages and last 6 months.

Then what.

Older Mr. Snedly said its not a problem we want her back but if she runs out of time she won't be getting a paycheck and her insurances won't be covered."

Rebbecca asked "Could I donate some of my time for her just to cover the insurances and things like that?"

"I think that can be arranged!

Maybe some of our other employees would contribute, she is well liked by everybody here!

I'd be willing to contribute myself said younger Mr. Snedly.

Okay we will get a temp receptionist from an agency.

Let Monica know that it's taken care of she has less to worry about, other than to get better!"

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Monica was getting tired of not having no control over her bladder.

Oh it was fun for her to play baby at times but it sucked actually being one.

That brought a little smile to her face.

What's a little girl to do.

She remembers at times she wished that she would be totally incontinent, now that she is it wasn't just wishing she wished for continence.

She was getting an itch, she needed sex.

She loved Willy, she wanted him just to have a magic tongue like Stu does for a long time that was all Stu could do to Rebbecca, then he got his penile implants and she's pregnant.

Willy is right even if he got those he wouldn't feel them having sex and without feeling it wouldn't excite him enough to loose his seed.

She guessed that she will have to live with his tongue getting her off, and not have kids.

Right before the accident they had been on top of the world. They had their rest of their lives, they had sex and she, as usual enjoyed it immensely.

Get used to it girl she told herself.

Your days of normal sex are over!

In an instant their lives were on a different course now no sex, no children, and they both were diapered all the time now.

Even if Willy rocked her word with his tongue, she would just piss in his face.

Talk about your facials!

At least they were alive.

She was happy but Willy wasn't for a while he wanted to be dead, he doesn't know how close he came.

When she found out he was on a suicide watch she could of killed him.

Then he thought that she wouldn't want him because he couldn't walk anymore.

She told him that she didn't fall in love with his legs, that helped him, but in a way that was a lie.

She had fallen in love with something between those legs .

Why couldn't he of been paralyzed from the knees on down instead of his waist?

189

Monica was at Physical Therapy.  

Kathy was running her through her paces.

After she stood up Kathy asked "Monica do you wear diapers."

"She said since the accident, yes, why?"

"Sorry but you've leaked, you should of let me known I wouldn't of pushed that hard. Sorry!"

Kathy got a towel and wrapped it around Monica's bottom.

She said so no body would hear, "I wear them too.

She told her she used to wear regular diapers and when they changed uniforms she has had to go to a thinner pull up otherwise everybody would know."

"I do know your sister in law Maria, Monica said.

I know about your brother in law Chris.

Kathy said believe it or not I've known Chris most of my life, him and my brother were best friends!

My brother got killed in Afghanistan.

I had a huge crush on Chris since I was 12, I was the ugly duckling, that turned into the swan.

He didn't know I liked him.

I was his therapist when he was injured his rookie year he didn't recognize me.

Then he introduced me to his brother.

I used to scare men away and tell then that I still wet my bed.

That worked for everybody except Ephraim, my husband, he told me with the problems with bladders in his family, it didn't scare him.

He told me if I had 12 toes that might.

I kind of hated men, had a bad experience in high school, most of the guys all claimed I was easy, the truth was I was a virgin.

I still wet my bed.

No man had ever slept with me.

A girl found out I was a bedwetter.  

And you would be suprised at how fast all those guys changed their tunes!

I was invited to the senior prom spent a fortune on dress hair the guy that asked me, stood me up, when I confronted him he said you think  I would ever take a bedwetter to the prom?

After that to protect myself I told guys that I was a bedwetter.

If I did get a date it was a wrestling match to stay a virgin.

Ephraim took me out gave me a peck on the cheek and asked can I call on you again?

I was so shocked I said yes, no wrestling match!

On our second date he took to an expensive restaurant. Then when he took me home a kiss on the lips and he asked if he could call on me again.

This time I said yes and meantl it.

By the third date I was wanting more!

Imagine my shock when he told me he was still a virgin also.

Most guys I knew would never admit that in a million years.

By date number 4 I again tried to remedy our lack of sex he told me that he told me I was worth waiting for, he made me feel beautiful."

"Wow said Monica you were lucky.

My boyfriend, well fiance we had sex right before the accident, I guess it will have to do he was severely injured in the accident, he's crippled from the waist down.

Nothing works for him.

He was very well endowed, what a waste, Monica said!"

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The next morning Monica awoke and went to wash her private parts to get rid of her urine smell this morning she just wasn't feeling well she had the flu or something she threw up what was on her stomach.

She felt better.

But still felt nauseous she called and canceled her Physical Therapy session for later on.

Even the look of food nauseated her let alone the smell.

It was bacon and she loved bacon today no dang way.

By lunch she felt better there was bacon left and she made herself a bacon and tomato sandwich, she really didn't like lettuce that much today it made her nauseated to think about it even.

Her and Willy cuddled about the most they could muster these days, kissing she was getting horney just from that.

They went to her room and like Stu for many years Willy pleased her with his tongue.

It was great.

She felt nauseated again after that so she decided to get a diaper on and take another nap!

After her nap she felt worse again.

She decided to stay in bed.

This flu sucked and she didn't want to give it to anybody else.

She had already exposed Willy.  

She didn't want Denice sick or Rebbecca sick.

Stu was working late there was a bad shooting.

Three people dead and they had a suspect that they were looking for.

He was the one to give the media the info at this time.